Please, Don't See Me

Shu Jin took the medicine and only slept for about an hour before waking up again.

He had slept enough, and now that the fever was slowly subsiding, he couldn't fall asleep, especially if Sheng Xinghe stayed in the suite with him.

Noticing that he was looking over, Sheng Xinghe, who was working at the dining table, turned his head: "Aren't you going to sleep?"

Shu Jin: "Yes."

Sheng Xinghe got up to pour him water.

Sheng Xinghe didn't directly take water out of the refrigerator for Shu Jin to drink, but turned on the matching direct drinking machine in the suite, stood there and waited for more than ten seconds, and only came over with a cup when the water was hot.

Shu Jin looked at his back, and suddenly met the eyes of the person who turned around, and immediately looked away.

Sheng Xinghe didn't realize it, and sat down beside Shu Jin and gave him water.

Shu Jin leaned back against the sofa cushion, and took a small sip. The water moisturised his slightly dry lips, making his voice seem less unpleasant: "How do you know I have a fever?"

Originally, Shu Jin wanted to say "how did you know I was sick", but he felt that his fever was not caused by illness but by other things, so he changed the wording.

"It's been a long time since the guest room knocked on the door for breakfast." Sheng Xinghe said, "I'm right back."

Shu Jin: "Oh."

The slightly scalding water warmed Shu Jin's heart, and then Sheng Xinghe asked plainly, "Shu Jin, haven't you been in any other relationship in recent years?"

Shu Jin's reaction last night did not seem to be experienced.

Although they had done it before, it was only a few times. Five years had passed, and Shu Jin hadn't made any progress. He would still bite Sheng Xinghe's shoulder and pant for breath.

Shu Jin's eyelashes trembled: "Yes."

Ask again: "What about you?"

After asking, Shu Jin was a little nervous, so he held the glass tightly, waiting for Sheng Xinghe's answer.

He thought, there should be some.

Because Sheng Xinghe had no reason not to fall in love.

Sheng Xinghe stood up, as if he was just asking casually, he answered casually, "No time."

After finishing speaking, he returned to the table and turned his back to Shu Jin again.

Shu Jin sat holding the cup for a while.

When he lay back down again, he became more awake, his eyes looked at the back of the sofa, and he couldn't hold back the lightness in his heart.

They spent the next two days in the hotel. Sheng Xinghe occasionally held online meetings or answered work calls. Shu Jin went back to his room to read on Sheng Xinghe's tablet.

Meals are called room service, and occasionally an outside restaurant is ordered to be delivered to the room.

From the time he packed his luggage to leave and was brought back, Shu Jin's suitcase never opened again, he didn't need to go out, and he didn't need to change clothes.

Sometimes he wears a hotel bathrobe, and sometimes Sheng Xinghe's shirt.

Sheng Xinghe's assistant never came to the suite again. Shu Jin guessed that she must have guessed their relationship, so she didn't appear in the boss's private area again.Instead, his colleagues sent messages one after another. It turned out that Lin Guo had already told the people in the department that "Sheng Xinghe is Shu Jin's brother".

When adults can't help gossiping, Shu Jin doesn't think there is anything to be angry about. He just tells them during those inquiries that he and Sheng Xinghe have not been in touch for many years.

Lin Xiang: [Even if you seldom contact each other, your relationship must still be very good, otherwise why would he leave you there to reminisce about the old days. ]

Shu Jin: [I did some things that made him unhappy. ]

Lin Xiang: [Is he the elder brother? If you make a mistake, he won't blame you. ]

Shu Jin stared at the screen for a long time, then turned off the phone.

In fact, he had no idea what Sheng Xinghe was thinking.

Why do you want to keep him, and why do you want to sleep with him.Shu Jin only knew that Sheng Xinghe asked the guest room to bring him traumatic medicine. If he hadn't called and asked for Sheng Xinghe's contact information, their reunion would have come to an abrupt end, and Sheng Xinghe would never have asked him to stay.

Sheng Xinghe has always been a very proud person.

Ever since he was a teenager, since he was an orphan who was dependent on others, he has never underestimated himself because of anyone or anything.

Shu Zhaoyuan brought Sheng Xinghe back to Shu's house and took him to transfer schools.

Different from the high schools in the town, the private middle schools in the city had very generous scholarships, and Sheng Xinghe got it in the first semester, so he didn't need Shu Zhaoyuan to support him at all.

Shu Jin went to school early. He entered the first year of high school at the age of 14. Sheng Xinghe was only one grade higher than him. He had already completed all the high school courses by himself. He took the college entrance examination in the second year of high school.

Sheng Xinghe only studied there for one year, and changed from "that good-looking one-eyed" in high school to "that super handsome student bully", and he was still a legend among the students long after he graduated.

Then it was university, and then Shu Jin rarely received news about Sheng Xinghe.

Shu Jin clearly remembered what Sheng Xinghe said the day they broke up.

"If I go to start my life, then you will not be in my life plan, Shu Jin."

For many nights afterwards, Shu Jin would cry because of this sentence in the middle of the night, and the heartache was unstoppable, and he had to take many, many deep breaths before he could cry out in pain.