Please, Don't See Me

Suddenly, a warm body leaned against her back.

Shu Jin shook his hand, and the phone fell on the sofa.

Sheng Xinghe had just taken a shower, and the cold water droplets from his hair slid down Shu Jin's neck into the neckline, and his voice rang in his ears: "Who are you texting?"

Feeling his face being touched, Shu Jin grabbed that hand and said, "It's my colleague."

Sheng Xinghe responded casually, gently pinched Shu Jin's face, then stepped back and continued to wipe his hair with a towel.

Because of the low-grade fever after the last time, the most exaggerated thing they did in the past two days was that Sheng Xinghe hugged him on his lap and kissed him twice, and then ended it hastily.

But Shu Jin's body was already hot.

He didn't know why he was like this, why he was so disappointing, and he couldn't control himself even after being touched like this.

Two days passed in the blink of an eye.

Shu Jin once heard Sheng Xinghe talking with his assistant to arrange the next itinerary.They will not go back immediately after their work here, but will go to another city for a few days.

Shu Jin's annual leave is almost used up, but he has already quietly asked his colleagues in the personnel department if he can take a few more days off.

After graduating, Shu Jin accumulated experience elsewhere, and was officially admitted to this firm as an assistant designer a year ago.

He works hard, has his own ideas, and is usually very popular in the office. He doesn't look like someone who would ignore work for the sake of pleasure.The colleagues in the personnel department told him directly that the annual leave plus the leave time is too long, which may not be good, and may affect his year-end evaluation, and asked him to seriously consider it.

Shu Jin said yes verbally, but he was already prepared to ask for leave in his heart.

Although he and Sheng Xinghe were together all the time in the past two days, they never talked about the future.

Sheng Xinghe never asked for his mobile phone number.

It would make sense if Sheng Xinghe planned to take him to another city together, they still had at least a few more days.

"Brother, do you want to go out for a walk?"

Shu Jin summoned up the courage to ask.

As dusk draws near, the setting sun shines in and gilds everything.

Sheng Xinghe dried his hair and threw the towel aside: "I'm not going, I haven't finished reading some materials."

Shu Jin said, "Are you in a hurry? Can you come back and watch it again?" He explained, "I'm leaving tomorrow, and I want to go around again."

Sheng Xinghe looked back at him, then turned around and found the T-shirt: "Are you feeling better?"

Shu Jin choked: "Yes."

After the fever subsided, his butt hurt for two days, but now he is almost better.

Sheng Xinghe stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and put on his clothes. During the movements, his beautiful chest and abdominal muscles were bathed in the sunset together with the mermaid line. He looked very warm, but the words he said were not warm: "Go around, don't go too far." Far."

After finishing speaking, he returned to the front of the table to put his cup on, picked up the materials and walked away.

Shu Jin couldn't hold back his sore nose, and quickly looked out the window to suppress his tear glands.

It wasn't much better outside, either.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but this night Shu Jin saw that all the people walking by the beach were couples.

He stayed outside until it was dark before returning to the hotel. Sheng Xinghe was not in the living room, and he didn't go to see where the other party was.

I slept until midnight.

Shu Jin felt that someone grabbed his calf.

There was no light in the room, Shu Jin felt a familiar atmosphere, and called brother.

Sheng Xinghe said don't move, and began to move gently.

Shu Jin tried his best to cooperate, trying to hug Sheng Xinghe's neck with his arms, but couldn't help but bite the pillow, just like hiding in the room on the second floor when he was a boy.

Puff slept in a ball under the bed, occasionally turning her ears to listen to the annoying noises made by the two young men.

Shu Jin blushed and complained, "Can't you?"

Then move your body and provoke him: "Still not dare?"

In a daze, Shu Jin heard Sheng Xinghe ask, "Why do you ask the front desk for my room number?"

Shu Jin's heart trembled, but he didn't dare to answer.

In the dark, Sheng Xinghe asked, "Why are you crying when you see me?"

With a "snap", Sheng Xinghe turned on the bedside switch.

Shu Jin turned his head in embarrassment, his face was covered with tears, his nose and cheeks were red, and he bit his lip tightly.

Sheng Xinghe was finally angry, and he couldn't help pinching Shu Jin's chin with his hands, so that he had nowhere to hide to face himself, and said in a deep voice, "Shu Jin, look at me."

Shu Jin's tears fell from the corners of his eyes, all the way to the pillow, but he still tried to turn his face away and refused to meet Sheng Xinghe's gaze.

With tears in his eyes, he saw Sheng Xinghe's angry face, and he also saw Sheng Xinghe's red eye sockets, but in the end his gaze fell on that gray eyeball, and he wanted to be reborn, and his back felt cold.

"If you say it, I'll turn around." Sheng Xinghe gritted his teeth, "Take back what you said before, these five years are nothing. As long as you say it, I will give it."

A 1-minute standoff.

Sheng Xinghe's voice trembled a little, and he said sharply, "Speak!"

Shu Jin still couldn't say any words.

In the end, Sheng Xinghe let go of his hand and stared at Shu Jin in a daze. About ten seconds later, he turned Shu Jin over.

When Shu Jin woke up in the morning, Sheng Xinghe had already left.

The front desk called and told him: "Mr. Sheng has renewed the room for you. You can stay as long as you want."

Shu Jin was wrapped in a nightgown and sat at the table in the living room. Everything that belonged to Sheng Xinghe had disappeared, and there was only a thin ticket for the return trip at [-] o'clock that afternoon on the table.

Looking at the light blue sea level in the distance through the window, these two days are like a dream.

Shu Jin replied in a hoarse voice: "No, I have to catch the plane too."

Back in Star City, Shu Jin took a day off and went to a colleague's dinner the night before returning to work.

The temperature dropped quickly in early winter, and Shu Jin only had to wear a windbreaker when he left, but he had to wear winter clothes when he came back.

Shu Jin took out the woolen coat, felt very cold when he went downstairs, and put on a thin fleece coat again, but he still felt cold when he went out again, only then did he realize that the coldness was not from the body.

In the first year after leaving home, Shu Jin also often felt this way.

I also lived in a university dormitory, and my roommates thought the heating was too high, but he was the only one who felt cold.When the dormitory was empty during the holidays, I was even shivering even wrapped in a quilt.

Later, after graduating from university, I moved out of the dormitory, and changed two rental properties in a row, thinking that the landlord's house was leaky.

In the end he didn't move either.

Slowly, as he got to know more people and made more friends, the coldness subsided quietly, perhaps because he had become numb, or perhaps because he had adapted, and Shu Jin rarely felt lonely anymore.

Sure enough, I chose the buffet as the place for dinner.

More than a dozen colleagues in the department arrived in a hurry, Lin Qu said what he said, in order to thank Shu Jin for inviting him to go out for a luxury trip, he paid for everyone's consumption that night.

Young people get together very lively, playing games and telling jokes while eating.

Shu Jin was quieter than usual, and everyone thought he was tired and hadn't recovered yet.

Lin Qu had almost shared the photos and knowledge of their outing this time with everyone. As soon as Shu Jin came back, everyone inevitably talked about Sheng Xinghe.

Shu Jin was mentally prepared, and did not pretend to be secretive, acting very naturally.

"In the past, I only heard that Sheng Xinghe belonged to Yuecheng." A colleague said, "I knew that Shu Jin also belonged to Yuecheng, but I never thought that they actually knew each other! This is the first time a celebrity has a relationship with someone close to me. It's amazing!"

"It's not just acquaintance, didn't Shu Jin say that Sheng Xinghe is his brother." Someone said so.

Everyone was curious and asked Shu Jin what kind of relationship they had.

"He's older than me, and he lived in my house for a while before." Shu Jin said, "That's it, actually the relationship is not very close."

Someone asked: "Hey, his eyes, were they like that when you met them?"

Shu Jin sat at the other end of the long table, gurgling and cooking a small hot pot of clear soup in front of him, the chopsticks that were hotting the dishes paused: "Mmm."

Lin Xiang approached him, touched his shoulder and said, "Then it is said that Mr. Sheng's eyes were blinded by a playmate, is it true?"

As soon as Shu Jin loosened his chopsticks, the dishes fell into the pot and could not be found.

He heard himself say, "I don't know."

Lin Xiang shrugged and didn't talk about this topic again.

After another round of discussion among colleagues, Lin Xiang turned around and saw Shu Jin still sitting there in a daze, so he asked him what was wrong.

Shu Jin raised his head, his face was very pale, and suddenly said to him: "It's me."

It was noisy, Shu Jin's voice was not loud, Lin Xiang couldn't hear clearly: "What?"

Shu Jin still kept the volume, and murmured to Lin Xiang, "I was the one who broke Sheng Xinghe's eyes."