Please, Don't See Me

Shu Jin stood on the zebra crossing with his schoolbag on his back, trying to close his right eye.

He didn't know how to close only one eye, and he never did wink. His eyelids trembled so much that he raised his arm and covered his right eye with his right hand.

The field of vision was immediately cut in half by the darkness.

The red light was on at the intersection, and Shu Jin couldn't see the cars waiting in the lane on the right, and he didn't know who was standing on his right. He heard the noisy students talking and fighting on the sidewalk on the right after school, but he didn't know it was It wasn't because the field of vision became narrow and uncertain factors were magnified, he felt that even his own hearing had declined.

The friend who encouraged him to do this pushed him on the left shoulder and said with a smile, "If you lose one eye, it will feel exaggerated, right!"

Shu Jin put down his hands and said nonchalantly, "It's okay."

The friend gestured: "It's okay, if I punch you from the right and then run away, you don't know who hit you. Otherwise, you can go back and try today."

Shu Jin flattened his mouth: "I don't want it."

Ever since Sheng Xinghe transferred to the school, Shu Jin's conversations on the way home from school gradually included topics such as "Sheng Xinghe only has one eye to see what it is like".

When Sheng Xinghe first came to report in the second year of high school, every student in the school talked about his appearance and eyes.

In the beginning, some boys would purposely fight in the corridor outside their class to see Sheng Xinghe. In fact, no matter where Sheng Xinghe appeared in the school, someone would cast curious glances at him.Later, some bold girls also joined the industry, and would hand Sheng Xinghe small cards with touching words such as "You are great" and "Fate will reward those who have suffered."

Shu Jin was a freshman in high school, and his classroom was in another building, but he still heard a lot of gossip about Sheng Xinghe.

Once, when the friends were chatting vigorously, he said directly: "Don't rub salt in other people's wounds. Why don't you pay more attention to his awesome grades when you have time?"

Everyone said that the world of Xueba is composed of talents, and they are destined not to understand it.

Shu Jin said: "Talent is just one of the few. He works very hard and reads very late every day."

Everyone: "How do you know?"

Shu Jin thought for a while, and didn't think there was any shame in telling this group of friends, so he said, "He is a poor student sponsored by my father, and he lives in my house now."

Everyone was amazed and praised the Shu family's funding behavior.

Someone asked curiously: "Then do you know why Sheng Xinghe's eyes are blind?"

Shu Jin thought about it, and vaguely remembered who had heard about it before, but it was a long time ago: "It seems to be the child of a worker in my father's factory. Sheng Xinghe's house is in the town of my father's factory. I I have been there twice. It should be an accident when they were playing around when they were very young. I didn’t ask about the specifics. My dad felt that he was responsible as a legal person, so he took the initiative to fund him.”

Finally, he said to the group of people: "In short, you are not allowed to discriminate against him in the future, and you are not allowed to tell others about this. If I hear it, I will curse people."

The relationship between Shu Jin and Sheng Xinghe got better, but it only took about a month.

Apart from the nanny, they are the only two at home for a long time.The weather was hot, Shu Jin didn't go out very much, and he didn't have homework at the beginning of his career, so he and Sheng Xinghe played two-person games to pass the time together, and divided the work into walking the dog in the evening, and when they got acquainted, Shu Jin offered to let Sheng Xinghe not have to go to the boarding house.

Although Sheng Xinghe's temperament was a bit calm, as the only child, Shu Jin found the feeling of having an older brother in Sheng Xinghe for the first time.Sheng Xinghe would take care of everything he didn't want to do at home, and when he was fighting with Shu Zhaoyuan, Sheng Xinghe would comfort Shunmao, and when he wanted to eat ice cream on a summer evening, Sheng Xinghe would buy it for him while walking the dog.

Sheng Xinghe is two years older than Shu Jin, and the younger people don't need a reason to lose face, so the address changed from "Hi" to "Brother".

When the light turned green, my friend patted him on the shoulder to bid farewell: "I'm leaving."

Shu Jin still had to wait for Sheng Xinghe, so he lazily replied, "Yes."

The teacher in the second year of high school started to like going to the hall, and Sheng Xinghe always came out later than Shu Jin.

As usual, Shu Jin was bored and took out his mobile phone and leaned against the light pole on the sidewalk to play games. After waiting for more than ten minutes, Sheng Xinghe came out of school.

The boy's stature was throbbing.

Among the dispersed students, the tall and thin Sheng Xinghe could easily be caught by Shu Jin's eyes.

He was carrying his schoolbag in one hand, and the other hand was in his trouser pocket. The white school uniform on his body was trimmed with blue borders. He was obviously dressed the same as everyone else, and he insisted on looking better than others.

If it wasn't for the gray, cloudy eyes on that clear face, those gazes cast on Sheng Xinghe could only be due to his sufficiently superior appearance.

"I have finished my homework." Shu Jin put away the phone and said, "How long do you have to do?"

Halfway through the two-player game level, Shu Jin will catch up with homework in the last self-study class, and can play games with Sheng Xinghe at night.

"Maybe a little bit more." Sheng Xinghe said.

The two waited until the green light before crossing the road together to go home.

Shu Jin was very happy, and arranged: "Then I'll help you walk the dog after dinner today, and you do your homework first."

Puff is obviously his dog, so he can take it for granted.

"Okay." Sheng Xinghe responded, "I will do it quickly."

A car turning left approached, Shu Jin was taken aback, and quickly grabbed Sheng Xinghe's arm: "Brother!"

His heart was still beating violently, but the car was just parked in the transfer area.

It was because he had just tried "Sheng Xinghe's Vision" and was overly nervous.

Sheng Xinghe smiled: "I saw it."

Shu Jin breathed a sigh of relief, and turned to stand on Sheng Xinghe's right: "I'm afraid you didn't watch it."

Sheng Xinghe said, "I'm used to it, I can feel it."

Playing games at night, Shu Jin's role was suspended first, waiting for Sheng Xinghe to break through the siege to help him, because he had nothing to do, suddenly remembered what his friend said after school.

He sat on Sheng Xinghe's right, secretly looking at Sheng Xinghe's profile.

The lights in the living room were not turned on, the game interface was changing on the projection, and the light and shadow were changing on Sheng Xinghe's chiseled cheeks.

Shu Jin looked at Sheng Xinghe's eyes from the right side, and found that he seemed to be really unaware, the gray eyeball couldn't feel any changes on the right side.

Can he be completely invisible, or can he really feel things?

Shu Jin really felt sorry for Sheng Xinghe.

He looked at it for more than ten seconds, then reached out and shook his fist on Sheng Xinghe's right.

Sheng Xinghe didn't respond.

He got closer, and when he was about to do it again, Sheng Xinghe suddenly turned his head: "What's wrong?"

Suddenly he was caught.

Sheng Xinghe half-closed his eyelids, and looked at Shu Jin's cheek: "Is there something on my face?"

Shu Jin's heart skipped a beat, and he backed away a little, hesitating: "Just, I want to see if you can find out if I make faces at you here."

Sheng Xinghe looked back at the game again: "No, I can't see it."

Shu Jin was surprised: "Then how do you know I'm looking at you?"

Sheng Xinghe said, "You're so close, your breath hits my neck."

Shu Jin: "..."

After a while, Shu Jin asked: "Brother, do you hate the person who hurt your eyes?"

They haven't talked about such profound issues.

"If it wasn't for him, your eyes wouldn't be like this, and your perception of the world would be different from childhood to adulthood. Would you hate him at certain moments?" Shu Jin said seriously, "If it were me, I would Definitely hate him."

"Of course." Sheng Xinghe put down the handle, seemed to be thinking, and then told Shu Jin, "But their family has already compensated. We actually met in the town, and I heard that he was studying abroad because of this matter."

Shu Jin said in a daze, "That's it."

It is always difficult for things that happen in a small place to fade away with time, especially if the person concerned has been living there.

Although both parties were too young at the time, as the other party to the incident, the family had no choice but to avoid it and live in other places, so as to avoid many psychological or moral accusations.

At that time, Shu Jin couldn't empathize with the person who hurt Sheng Xinghe.

But he also knew that an accident not only ruined Sheng Xinghe's childhood, but also the lives of others.

Then, everything turned upside down.

Shu Jin was outside the accident, but one day he suddenly learned that he was the center of the vortex.