[Rebirth] Taobao male ticket to buy or not

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In "Gone with the Wind", Rhett finally left his beloved Scarlett Scarlett. There have always been many theories about the reasons why Ruide finally chose to leave, but sooner or later, he always believed in one—there is nothing more sad than heartbreak.

It's hypocritical to say, but sooner or later I chose to leave.

He originally thought that after such a long period of time, he suffered every day in front of Sun Zekun, and now that he encountered this, at least he would have the courage to fight Sun Zekun, just like how they usually quarrel, but sooner or later he found out when the incident happened, He is still that coward.

Sooner or later, his face was expressionless, and he looked as numb as a commoner who wore sackcloth and filial piety all year round in troubled times. He tiptoed out and helped Sun Zekun and Lin Ziyang close the gate. After that, it was as if he had lost his soul the next time he went downstairs.To say that he might have been a little shocked at the beginning, even if it was a huge rock that was thrown into his consciousness, there probably wouldn't be any ripples.

Sooner or later you're a scumbag.

He sneered in his heart, accusing himself with a cruelty he had never felt before.

You played a pitiful head-knocking bug, and after you failed, you tried to play a good male god, but you failed. You are a born lowly who deserves to fail.

"Sooner or later, senior?"

Sooner or later, when I walked downstairs, I happened to meet Li Jing, who was exuding a light that could save all sentient beings. It seemed that what he was carrying in his hand was not a takeaway, but a relic that was full of Buddha's light. The fat Maitreya Buddha.

"Are you here to find Sun Zekun? Come up with me, he happens to be in the dormitory."

"No, there's no need." Sooner or later, I just ran out of there, and I really didn't have the mental preparation to go back and face it right away.

"Oh, let's go." Compared with his two roommates, Li Jing is like a little white lotus, the kind that does not stain the world.He grabbed Chi Chi's hand and couldn't help but lead him towards his bedroom: "Come, come, let's go."

Sooner or later he dragged him two steps, and the clay figurine was still bloody. Even though Li Jing said he was innocent, sooner or later he couldn't hold back his resentment: "Li Jing, you are usually the same as Sun Zekun and the others. In the dormitory, they must have been tossing around."

If it were someone else, it might be obvious that something was wrong sooner or later. He had never spoken in such a way in the past, and Li Jing might have been really careless by nature, otherwise he couldn't have opened such a Taobao store: "They It's frenzied. But sooner or later, if you are here, senior, I will feel much better. Recently, I often feel that my elder brother has a lot less time to be sick."

He turned his head and said exaggeratedly: "Sooner or later, senior, you don't know that since I have you, I feel that the spring of my life will come QAQ."

It's so visually appealing that sooner or later it will be sung sooner or later.

"Li Jing...Li Jing, you really are." Chi Chi shook his head, the expression between his brows and eyes seemed to relax a lot.

What am I afraid of?He thought, why should I hide?Isn't it what he taught me to be brave?

And Li Jing calmly breathed a sigh of relief when he lowered his eyes sooner or later.Although he is quite funny, but it is not a real two hundred and five who can open a Taobao store and get super high praise, and can also play all the customer service by one person.

"Strange... isn't my door unlocked?... I'm sorry, senior... I didn't bring the key with me when I went out."

"It's okay." Sooner or later he smiled lightly at Li Jing, looking extremely tolerant, the culprit who had always been good at pretending made Li Jing smile even more guilty.

The real victim, Li Jing, was about to raise his foot and kick the door to show the urgency of the matter, but he was terrified to find that their gentle and gentle senior male god reached out and patted the door very rudely.

Although there is still a big gap between her and the real Aunt Xue, Li Jing can see something unkind in the smiling eyes sooner or later.

"Senior...?"

Sooner or later, he didn't answer him, and still raised his hand and patted on the door.Li Jing felt that he was probably starving, otherwise how could he suddenly have the illusion that sooner or later he was about to cry?

"Li Jing, you don't miss desserts for three meals a day, are you so hungry that you don't even take the keys, I—"

Sun Zekun's voice came from far to near through the door, and the impatience that was about to burst out was cut off by a horizontal knife at the moment of opening the door, and he stuffed it all back into his mouth abruptly, looking like a person who was trapped Watered Squibs.

Sun Zekun looked a little astonished: "Sooner or later...you..."

Seeing that there was something wrong with the atmosphere between the two of them, Li Jing used his advantage of being shorter than anyone else as soon as he opened the door, and ran away in a hurry.

"What's the matter with me?" Chi Chi smiled, and gave Sun Zekun a casual look, which made Sun Zekun, an old rascal, a little flustered.

The two of them entered Sun Zekun's room together, sooner or later they walked behind Sun Zekun, and closed the door the moment they entered.

"Sun Zekun, I have something to tell you." Chishao leaned against the door, "Shut up first, if you interrupt me, I may not be able to speak, and maybe I will want to beat you to death."

Sun Zekun sneered, expressing his disdain for this.

"I like you."

Caught off guard by the confession, Sun Zekun suddenly raised his head, his eyes were very astonished: "You—"

"Yes, I, I like you. I'll say it now, or I won't be able to say it later." Sooner or later's smile never looked so bright as it does now.

"Before you appeared, no one had ever used such a rough method to tear away the disguise that I had painstakingly created. Even if I saw such a humble and useless person, I never really disliked it. Also You walked into the darkness and dragged me out step by step. Then you told me that even if I am so ugly, I can live safely under the sun."

"Even if I often want to beat you, but every day when I'm with you." Sooner or later, his voice became more and more urgent, and the sound of panting was firmly pressed into his chest.Before Sun Zekun could be embarrassed by his words, he was taken aback by his expression, and wanted to pour him a glass of water, but sooner or later he pressed it down.

"But every moment with you, I feel that my life is not so tired, and I even feel very happy."

Sooner or later, he smiled slightly in Sun Zekun's direction: "I heard that finding a suitable lover requires both a sense of security and a sense of belonging. I used to find it difficult, but now I seem to have found it in you."

"I have been a very useless person since I was a child. I am even more useless than I am now. I have been begging for mercy, just like an abandoned stray dog." He smiled wryly and looked at Sun Zekun. "Probably stray dogs are better than me."

"Anyway, there are people who like them, and they know how to look at people's faces."

He repeated what he said in front of Bai Ze before, but this time the words were more bitter.He is like a masochist, his words are like knives, he stabs wherever he is soft, and he is absolutely unambiguous.

"Thinking about it now, if someone had told me 'as long as you kneel down and kiss the instep of my instep, I will be your friend', I probably would have agreed after struggling a bit." He walked to Sun Zekun's desk, pouted and said Sun Zekun said: "It's pretty cheap, right."

"you--"

"A cheap person won't have any good intentions." He interrupted Sun Zekun, with a look that made Sun Zekun sit in place and dare not move, "Did you interrupt what the senior said?"

"Later, I came to Tanghu Lake, and I saw a little boy reading a book by the lake." Chi Chi carelessly clasped the tabletop, as if recalling something, and said, "I thought, why? Why am I trying so hard If you can't ask for half a day of peace, how can that little boy ignore the ridicule of so many people and act like no one else?"

I was jealous of him, I was so jealous of him, so I got a bad intention, put on a little floral skirt like a pervert, walked up to him and asked him if he could sit by his side.A little boy like him likes nothing more than pure and elegant girls, so I appear in front of him every day, deliberately make myself look teary, read quietly every day, shamelessly say, I Dress yourself up like a girl walking out of a painting.

I knew he was looking at me, and I knew he was secretly taking pictures of me.But so what?

Chi Chi was nervously pressing down on the hem of her skirt, and the junior high school chemistry book was still spread out on her lap.The sun shines through the layers of flower branches, casting mottled light and shadows on the grass. Sooner or later, if you move your eyes a little, you will be able to see the little boy secretly raising his camera in the shadows.Sooner or later, without changing his face, his slender fingers turned over another page of the textbook, making a wish in his heart to those unchanging holy laws in chemistry.

——If possible, please use this photo to find me.

"It's just a photo, what is it?" Chi Chi smiled, his head raised slightly, and the corners of his eyes were upturned with an indescribable charm, like a person who is holding a cigarette rod and gently buckles it. The most coquettish slut with countless stories hidden in the soot under the bed.

"I left not long ago, and I never showed up again. But I realized later that I felt very sorry for him, and thought, if I could..." Sooner or later, the words behind him automatically disappeared, and it seemed that I also felt that Not a good thing to say.

Sooner or later, sitting on the window seat of the plane, watching Tanghu Lake disappear into the vast sea of ​​clouds, I finally cried silently, and finally turned into a howl.

——If possible, I want to watch you grow up.

"The little boy must have known that I was a boy later. If he recognizes me now." Chi Chi laughed, and finally stretched out his hand to the one he had turned upside down under Sun Zekun's pale face and put it on the bedside table photo frame, "Probably even have a heart that makes me cramp."

"Sooner or later, I—"

"I think the dress I was wearing at that time was quite pretty." Sooner or later, looking at the profile of himself that he hadn't seen for so many years, he shook his head amusedly, "What do you think, Sun Zekun? What are you thinking? What are you thinking now?"

"I've actually wanted to say sorry to him all these years."

Sooner or later, he walked in front of Sun Zekun, bent slightly, stared straight at Sun Zekun, the corners of his mouth were turned up, looking cold and mischievous, only his eyes were wet, and he looked like he would cry at any time: "You Why didn't you tell me?"

A certain corner in the depths of his heart began to collapse. Tangli flowers, lake water, and sunlight like golden threads were all drained into the dark vortex of that memory, and became piles of debris.The fragile, humble, cowardly, jade-like young man who was forced to wear a floral skirt, finally couldn't hold it anymore, and covered his face and let out a desperate cry.

Sun Zekun, why didn't you tell me earlier.

The author has something to say: You little goblins, once you fall off the horse, you will hhhhh thank you little angels who leave messages and collect them!So continue to roll around and ask for a message, please collect it? Daw In addition, please take a day off on Sunday [I want to toss my copywriting, and modify the first three chapters QAQ by the way... [Bow]