[Rebirth] Taobao male ticket to buy or not

The author has something to say: Little angels, I asked for a day off yesterday, please don’t abandon me on QuQ and you have to believe that I must be a real mother! ! 【kneel

Then we can toss Sun Zekun! [Fly rubbing hands.gif "When did you know?" Sun Zekun's complexion is not very good-looking, but in this case, it would not be very bright for any person.

This scene looked very strange. For several months, Sun Zekun always looked unsightly sooner or later and Sun Zekun looked indifferent, but this time it was the complete opposite. Moldy water.But sooner or later, he smiled beautifully and brightly, just like when he was standing on the rostrum countless times, the only difference was his eyes, which were wet, as if he could roll out a large string of teardrops whenever he closed his eyes Same.

"I have always felt that I saw the shadow of that little boy in you a while ago, and I just confirmed it today."

Sun Zekun was sitting while he was standing, which helped him ignore their usual height difference.Chi Chi reached out and rubbed Sun Zekun's hair, how old is he older than Sun Zekun, so he looks like he is really Sun Zekun's brother.

"You've grown up." He stroked Sun Zekun's hair, "Fortunately, I told you that I like you first... Anyway, if I think about it someday, I won't regret it."

Sooner or later, he withdrew his hand and turned to leave. Sun Zekun finally came back to his senses and shouted, "Where are you going?"

Sooner or later he said inexplicably, "Go back to the dormitory."

"If you are dissatisfied with the women's clothing incident when you were a child, such a long time should be enough for you to enjoy for a long time. If not, at least wait for a while, let me take it easy." He slowly closed the door, the last voice They all disappeared behind that door, "I think it's more humane for you to let me cry for a while first."

The moment before that door closed, Sun Zekun saw Chi Chi's eyes through the crack of the closing door, and at first glance they were the same as when he was a child.

It turned out that sooner or later the person sitting beside him was really crying.It's just that he was too timid, he could only hold the crying in his eyes, and couldn't even let it flow out.

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Sooner or later, until you reach the boulevard, you still think it's absurd.Last hour he was still rushing to Sun Zekun's dormitory full of joy, planning to confess his love once and for all bravely, how could he know that an hour later he would walk back like a lost dog?

Bai Ze, Sun Zekun, the little boy under the Tangli tree, who would have guessed that they were the same person.

Sooner or later, his mind was full of chaos. The little boy who sat next to him when he was a child and the bits and pieces of his relationship with Sun Zekun these days interacted with each other. What appeared was unreasonable and irregular, so that he couldn't even find a clue.

The autumn tiger came so fiercely that even at the beginning of night, the temperature of the city did not drop at all. Instead, the bored people were dizzy and breathless.

Is it going to rain?Sooner or later, he raised his head, stared blankly at the sky for a long time, then lowered his head in vain, and continued to walk forward, and finally cried out without warning when going uphill.

Tears rolled down his face like broken threads, he subconsciously looked behind him, there was no Sun Zekun standing there watching him as usual.

This realization made Chi sooner or later suddenly wake up from that humble little fantasy, he turned his head suddenly, raised his hand and slapped himself.

Ever since the fight against Little Skirt, he has always been a little content with whatever happens. He can quickly adapt himself to any environment he goes to, and he doesn't force himself too hard, but this slap was clean and unambiguous.

"Why are you always so cheap."

Wild dogs know how to look at their faces anyway.

Why do you still not know what it means to be a man with your tail between your legs after all these years?

His self-torture didn't stop his teardrops, and sooner or later he stopped scolding himself at all. He gritted his teeth and tried his best to keep himself from crying.

When I went upstairs in the morning and evening, I kept holding on to the handrail of their dormitory that had not been touched for many years, and regardless of whether my hand was injured, I just wiped off the dust that had accumulated on it for an unknown number of years. At this moment, bacteria and dust must be happily multiplying in the wound on his hand.

If only I had known from a young age that I was a person who deserved to die alone.

Sooner or later, I thought in a trance, and then God probably really had a spirit once, heard his prayer, and made him step on the ground when he reached his dormitory, and rolled directly from the upstairs.

It just so happened that he was physically and mentally exhausted in the past two days, and there were not many places on his body that were intact. This rolling finally made him pass out successfully.

To be honest, he is really unlucky. I don’t know if there is anyone in the dormitory. Even if he rolls all the way downstairs from here, he doesn’t know how long it will take before he is discovered. The headline of the school newspaper was that the male god died tragically and no body was collected.

It can be seen that sooner or later it is indeed a rotten life, rotten from childhood to adulthood, rotten from the inside out, born with Mercury retrograde all year round.

Sooner or later, I felt that I was probably in a special situation. After all, I was a person who had died once. I don’t know who borrowed someone’s life to survive, so I actually retained a little will to think in a coma. The will helped him review the things he had experienced from childhood to adulthood, just like sitting on a boat, going down the river, and what slipped by on both sides were bits and pieces of his lifetime.I don't know if it's because Sun Zekun was in his mind before he fell into a coma, and Sun Zekun was probably in the scenery that slid past these two sides.

From the little boy sitting under the Tangli tree quietly reading a book, to the first time he heard Bai Ze's command, to Sun Zekun himself appearing in front of him like a rogue second-generation ancestor, that night Sun Zekun stamped on him There was a seemingly invisible kiss at the whirling hair, and finally Sun Zekun looked at him leaving with a pale face.

This finally made him feel a little resentment in his heart, he thought, why?What am I doing wrong again?Do I deserve this?

Sooner or later, I always hated that weak and cowardly self, but had to coexist peacefully in the same body with that disgusting self, as if this was the only way to reduce the friction between him and this countless world with many edges and corners, and save energy consumption , Live well.

However, he finally understands now that he has already lived a miserable life and has no friends. After finally wanting to go out and like someone to confess to, he can make so many moths. He also acts all day long to turn himself into what others like , Tired like a dead dog, who is he acting for?

Not counting his parents who don't know what reliability is after giving birth to him, and Man Fangyuan, who has been imprisoned and has a faulty mind, he is really born and died alone.

In this case, why does he continue to act?

The boat going down the river flowed into a space that was sealed off on all sides, and there was only a small locked door in front that could only be used by one person.

Sooner or later, I climbed down from that boat, stood up straight, and dug out a small box from under a Tangli tree that was open inexplicably in the house. He opened it indifferently, took out a small key inside, walked to the door, took a deep breath and opened the door.

The door may have been closed for too long, and it was difficult to open, and there was an unpleasant 'creaking' sound, which gave people goosebumps from head to toe.But sooner or later, he gritted his teeth and opened the door, then slammed the door hard, hitting the wall with a loud 'bang'.

Outside the door, the birds were singing and the flowers were fragrant, and the golden sunlight shone in from outside the house, sweeping away the long-lasting musty smell in the closed room.

Sooner or later, when I step out, I feel for the first time in my life that the world is still quite beautiful.

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"Student Sun Zekun, don't worry. He really just fell. He didn't hurt his head or internal organs. He didn't even sprain his feet. At most, it was a little skin trauma. The sudden high fever may be caused by emotions. It started last night. I just retreated, and I should wake up today."

Sooner or later, that fate was not as bad as he thought. Not long after he came out yesterday, Sun Zekun came to his senses and came after him. As soon as he arrived, he happened to see Chi Chi who passed out in the stairway of his dormitory.At that time, he was so frightened that his hands were shaking and he couldn't stop it. It was because Wen Xiaoyu just came back, and the two who were so frightened that they were scared out of their wits managed to send Chi Sooner to the school hospital.Sooner or later, he didn't have any problems with the fall, but he didn't wake up, and he had a sudden high fever at night. If the high fever didn't subside in time, Sun Zekun would probably send him to the city hospital sooner or later.

But the high fever subsided, but sooner or later he never woke up.

Both Wen Xiaoyu and Sun Zekun stayed in the school hospital all night without going anywhere.

Wen Xiaoyu sat on the sofa beside her, looking at Sun Zekun holding Chi Chi's hand, her expression was not very good.Sun Zekun had to tell Wen Xiaoyu what happened yesterday. When he knew that Bai Ze was Sun Zekun, Wen Xiaoyu punched him directly. Maybe he wanted to beat Sun Zekun to death.

At this time, Chi Chi's hand twitched, and Sun Zekun felt it immediately.Seeing the change in Sun Zekun's expression, Wen Xiaoyu also reacted and rushed to Chi Chi's bed.

"Baby, you're awake!"

Sooner or later, I was in a daze, and as soon as my eyes focused, I saw Wen Xiaoyu's face that could be called 'crying with joy', and couldn't help laughing: "It's nothing serious. You make me feel like I've passed out for several years. "

He naturally withdrew the hand held by Sun Zekun, supported the bed and sat up with difficulty, but maybe because he had been lying down for too long, he couldn't use much strength in his hand for a while, so he fell down again without holding on.Sun Zekun, who had been standing by the side like a little daughter-in-law, raised his hand to help, and sooner or later he didn't dodge, but turned his head and smiled at Sun Zekun in a natural way: "Thank you."

Sun Zekun's heart suddenly sank.

Sooner or later it becomes a little different.