Rebirth depends on you without discussing

My heart is hurting and empty, the long-standing belief in my mind is broken, and the long-standing nostalgia in my heart is gone.

It turns out that in the end, the one who pretends to be passionate is just himself.

"Hehe!" Li Chengzhe laughed, but it sounded so sad.

Zhang Wenjie bit his lip, stretched out his trembling hands but fell back weakly, since he chose this ending, even if he was wounded into a hole, he still had to bear it.

Miserable, smiling but not smiling, crying not crying, Li Chengzhe sniffled his nose, looked in Zhang Wenjie's direction with hazy eyes, and asked indifferently: "Zhang Wenjie, have you ever cared about me at all?"

"..."

Yes, I really care, more than my own life.

Zhang Wenjie stared at Li Chengzhe, the other party's sadness fell in his heart, like water dripping into a pan of hot oil, what was startled was a shocking sound, but in the end it was annihilated without a sound.

"no!"

Hearing Zhang Wenjie's reply without hesitation, and looking at the other party's eyes that did not escape, Li Chengzhe was desperate and heartbroken.

The trembling hands clutched the clothes on the chest, but still couldn't appease the heart that was so sad that it was crying, and staggered back, stepping on the empty steps with one foot, in exchange for the fall of the body.

"Li..." He acted faster than he realized it, and by the time Zhang Wenjie realized it, the hand he stretched out had been ignored by the other party.

Staggering up, he had never been so embarrassed in his 20 years of life.

The hesitant footsteps are like an old woman in her seventies and eighties, her crooked body is like a dying bone, and her soulless body is moving without direction...

It turned out that everything was false, it was all my own self-righteousness, and it was all my own wishful thinking.

It turned out that the other party's departure was not because of his own harm, but a deliberate concealment of it. It turned out that he was the most ridiculous one.

I always thought that I was superior and could get what I wanted, but in the end, I realized that my life was just a joke in the eyes of others.

What liking and admiration are all fake and deceiving.

Li Chengzhe walked forward mechanically, his eyes were blind, he couldn't see the vehicles coming and going on the bustling road, his ears were deaf, he couldn't hear the harsh horn on the driveway...

Looking at the lonely Li Chengzhe, Zhang Wenjie really wanted to go up and keep him.

He knew that as long as he said a word, the other party would turn around and smile at him, but the consequences were not something he could afford.

Love him and leave him.

How pitiful, what a sad existence.

"Li Chengzhe, promise me, you must be good!" The words in his heart were murmured out, his eyes were glued to the other party's body, and he couldn't tear it away even if he wanted to.

As long as he thinks that the two of them will never meet again, the pain from the depths of his soul will split his heart in half abruptly, and blood will gurgle.

The exciting sound of brakes stopped Zhang Wenjie's heartbeat. Looking at the car that was coming straight towards Li Chengzhe, his steps were faster than his consciousness, his actions were faster than his emotions...

Li Chengzhe only felt a strong force pushing him out, and the body that fell fiercely on the side of the road screamed in pain. After the piercing sound of brakes, there was chaotic and disorderly noise.

In the space surrounded by the crowded crowd, Li Chengzhe didn't dare to look, his trembling legs trembled, and he staggered closer step by step.

"Boy, are you all right?"

"Why don't you go to the hospital, it's all bleeding."

"Yeah, it's better to check it out!"

"..."

As the voice approached, the heart clenched. Looking at the figure walking out of the crowd, the tense body relaxed, and the tense nerves rebounded instantly, making the brain throbbing with pain.

"Wen, Wen Jie?"

Zhang Wenjie clutched his arm, the blood winding down from his forehead merged with the blood on his arm, and dripped on the ground, which was shocking.

Seeing the intact Li Chengzhe, Zhang Wenjie heaved a sigh of relief, pain swept over his body, before he lost consciousness, what he saw was his tense and anxious face calling his name.

Hastily catching Zhang Wenjie's fallen body, the warm liquid in the tentacles was so scarlet and glaring, so painful.

Don't you don't love, why do you still have to shoot, don't you don't care, why do you still have to save your life?

Li Chengzhe was still in a daze until he was pushed into the operating room. In just ten minutes, too many things happened, too chaotic, he couldn't figure it out.

"Didn't you say you don't care about me and don't love me? If that's the case, why did you save me?" Looking at the brown color on his hands and body, Li Chengzhe sat slumped on the row of chairs, his body in a state of embarrassment, his thoughts in disorder...

Until Zhang Wenjie left the operating room and was assigned to the ward, Li Chengzhe was still standing by the bed in a daze.

Looking at the pale face of the person on the bed, I feel fear in my heart.

"Are you Li Chengzhe?" Hearing the affirmation called inquiry behind him, Li Chengzhe turned around and saw a fat man in a chef's uniform standing behind him.

"I am Xiaojie's master, and the head nurse here is my neighbor." Master Hu explained, stepped forward to look at the sleeping Zhang Wenjie, and murmured distressedly: "Xiaojie is a poor child, he is happy all day long." Hehe, it seems to be really carefree."

As he said that, Master Hu sighed and turned to look at Li Chengzhe: "Actually, his heart is more bitter than anyone else's."

Li Chengzhe smiled bitterly, yes, Zhang Wenjie felt bitter, so why not him.

"Are you lovers?" The sudden inquiry stunned Li Chengzhe, but his heart felt lonely and sad.

If he had heard such an inquiry before today, he would have said yes without hesitation, but now, Li Chengzhe didn't know how to answer it.

He loves him, but he doesn't love him at all.

"Although I don't know what happened between the two of you, Xiaojie has you in his heart. As a master, I know this!"

Seeing Li Chengzhe's unbelievable expression, Master Hu sighed helplessly: "Come with me."

"what?"

Master Hu was so strange that Li Chengzhe couldn't help being aroused.

"Come with me, you will know!"

His eyes fell on the person lying on the hospital bed, and Master Hu had a kind smile on his chubby face: Boy, don't be too grateful to me, who made me your master.

Twenty minutes later, Master Hu took Li Chengzhe and stood outside a door.

"Go in and have a look, and you'll understand."

Li Chengzhe was puzzled, but still unable to resist the longing and curiosity in his heart, he reached out and opened the door.

What came into view was a bed with blue sheets and a blue quilt cover, which was very similar to Zhang Wenjie's faint melancholy feeling.

On the wall was a huge personal photo. Looking at the person in the photo, Li Chengzhe was shocked, stunned, and his heart stopped.