Rebirth depends on you without discussing

In the huge photo, there is a man wearing a jersey, to be precise, it should be a boy, with a smile on his face, and a basketball in his hand, his whole face is full of youthful atmosphere.

The background is a huge basketball court. Li Chengzhe remembers that this is his high school basketball court, where he was the captain of the school's basketball team.

Every time there was a ball game, Zhang Wenjie would watch from the stands, holding a school uniform, a bottle of water, or a towel in his arms...

Recalling that every time I finished playing, the other party would always hand me water and towels, and I would wait outside the bathroom to eat together after I finished cleaning, go to class together, and walk through the corners of the campus together.

Thinking of the water glasses on the desk that are always full, the notebook that clearly records the lecture content, a piece of clothing when it is cold, and an umbrella in the rain and snow...

It turned out that there were too many intersections between them. It turned out that the entanglement between them started too early and went so smoothly that he thought everything was as it should be.

It turned out that for so long, it was Zhang Wenjie who had always paid, and he had never given anything to the other party.

"fool!"

Li Chengzhe muttered, touching every utensil in the room, all of which had Zhang Wenjie's breath.

"Actually, you're right. I'm just a bastard who doesn't know the heights of the sky and the earth. I live in my own self-righteousness and take everyone's contribution as a matter of course."

His fingers gently slid across the bed, all the way to the pillow at the head of the bed, looking at the cartoon pattern on the pillow, Li Chengzhe laughed.

Zhang Wenjie likes animation and drawing very much, but...

Thinking of Zhang Wenjie's family, the wry smile finally turned firm, since you like it, then let me support you from now on.

His eyes fell on the exposed corner of the pillow, Li Chengzhe lifted the pillow with doubts, and a notebook suddenly appeared in his field of vision.

By coincidence, Li Chengzhe reached out and took it.

The cover is clean, very much like Zhang Wenjie, pure and free from any pollution in this world.

When I opened the first page, it was a picture, a hand-drawn cartoon.

Seeing himself painted with long fluttering hair, Li Chengzhe laughed at once, brushing the cheek of the person in the painting with his soft hand, Li Chengzhe picked up a brush on one side, and drew a villain at the bottom of the picture.

Ugly, short, and weak-looking.

Li Chengzhe picked up the pen and wrote a few words in a hurry.

The moment he closed the notebook, his eyes fell on the edge of a piece of paper exposed in the middle, Li Chengzhe frowned, and pulled out the piece of paper.

The paper is old, and the self on it is even more old and scribbled.

"Zhang Wenjie, help me buy food, I want... Li Chengzhe"

Looking at the signature below, Li Chengzhe was in a trance for a moment. He couldn't remember the circumstances under which he gave Zhang Wenjie this note.

Whether it's after a basketball game, or after a class, or before bed, or before hanging out with friends.

In short, Lee Seung-cheol can't remember clearly.

Looking at the carefully and carefully preserved pieces of paper, Li Chengzhe's heart felt sore, and his nasal cavity was also blocked.

Opening the notebook, he wanted to put the piece of paper back, but accidentally glanced at the writing on it.

On xx, xx, xx, the weather was fine

Before I knew it, it had been ten days since I left the university. I wondered if he was doing well. I really wanted to go back and have a look, but I was worried about being found out. What should I do?

……

On xx, xx, xx, the weather was cloudy

Today's sky is gloomy, just like my heart. I didn't know until I left that my love for him has gone deep into the bone marrow, far beyond my imagination.

Yesterday, I went to school, and watched him walk out of the cafeteria from a distance, still as handsome and chic as before...

I found myself quite stupid, I don't know how to describe him, he is so tall, so sunny, so confident, what about me?

In front of him, I was like a small grass, no wonder he looked down on me.

However, as long as I think about that night, I am satisfied.

Between us, it is doomed to be impossible.

……

On xx, xx, xx, the weather was fine

I heard that he had gone abroad, so I went to school and waited for a day, but I did not see him again.

In fact, it's fine to leave, so I won't be able to help thinking about it, and I'm going to see you.

I am an unknown person, anyone who is with me will be unlucky, now that he has left, I should be happy, but why, I feel so uncomfortable in my heart!

……

On xx, xx, xx, the weather was light and rainy

Before he knew it, he had been away for half a month, and he clearly told himself not to think about it, but why not.

Every morning when I wake up, looking at the pillow wet with tears, I really hate myself, I really want to go to him, I really want to tell him that I love him, but...he will probably laugh at me.

……

On xx, xx, xx, the weather was light snow

The weather is getting colder, I don't know if he is doing well abroad, or if he has made new friends.

Hehe, he is so good, how come he doesn't have new friends? I really have nothing to worry about.

Today, the master started to teach me how to cook, I really want to cook for him...

……

On xx, xx, xx, the weather was heavy and snowy

Tomorrow is the Chinese New Year, I really want to know if he has come back, I really want to meet him.

Perhaps, he has already forgotten me, after all, I am so small and humble.

……

I called home today, and my stepfather scolded me, saying that I was a bastard, and told me not to go back in the future, just send money back. On the phone, my younger siblings kept crying...

In fact, I am also a child of my mother, why doesn't she like me at all?I know that I killed my father, but I don't want to, I feel so uncomfortable.

……

I really want to see him!

Today I learned a new dish, I really want to make it for him!

……

On xx, xx, xx, the weather was snowing

Today is the New Year, the master is on duty in the restaurant, I am alone at home, and I don’t want to eat anything.

It should be a happy day, but why is my heart so sad that I can't feel any joy of the New Year.

The fireworks outside the window were brilliant, but none of them bloomed for me.

In my heart, I am so sad.

I don’t know if there is a new year abroad, maybe he has come back, and he is celebrating the new year happily with his family, watching the show...

There must be many people around him, but unfortunately, there is no place for me.

……

On xx, xx, xx, the weather was snowing

This year is the first day of the new year, and I told myself to be happy.

The master gave me a big red envelope. This is the first time I have received a red envelope. It's so good.

I don't know if he will receive red envelopes, there should be many, after all, his home is so beautiful.

During breakfast, the master told me that the first meal of the new year is to make a wish, so that it will come true.

What can I wish for?

I really want to be with him, but, no, I should bless him.

It's the new year, Lee Seung-chul, I wish you a lifetime of happiness, health and happiness.