Rebirth depends on you without discussing

Li Chengzhe knew it was wrong to read other people's diaries, but this was Zhang Wenjie's diary, so he couldn't help but read it.

Before, he just thought that Zhang Wenjie was silent, didn't talk much, and had a bad family, but he never knew that this person had endured so much.

Thinking of the injuries on this person, Li Chengzhe hated himself. If he had known about Zhang Wenjie's life earlier, he would not have shouted at him and would have taken good care of this person.

However, everything is sold in this world, but there is no such thing as regret medicine.

His eyes fell on the notebook in his hand, Li Chengzhe wanted to know more, and wanted to know Zhang Wenjie's heart, never before had he been so urgent.

There is no doubt that Zhang Wenjie loves him, but?

What happened before the car accident was vivid, Zhang Wenjie said he didn't love him, what happened?

Why didn't Zhang Wenjie dare to admit his heart, what did he mean by the ominous person?And Zhang Wenjie's biological father, what happened?

Too many questions puzzled Li Chengzhe, and his eagerness to know the answer prompted him to continue reading.

On xx, xx, xx, the weather was fine

Today, I called my mother. Although they said they would not let me contact them again, I really missed them.

The phone rang for a long time but no one answered. I was worried that something might happen to them, so I called my neighbor, Grandma Liu's house.

Grandma Liu told me that they moved away and it has been several days.

I feel so uncomfortable, I know that I am the one who was abandoned, and in their hearts, I don't exist at all.

……

On xx, xx, xx, the weather was cloudy

Today I saw a mother leading a child to a restaurant for dinner, seeing the mother's doting on the child, I cried immediately, why do other children have mothers, and why I don't.

I really want my mother to eat with me, it doesn't have to be too good, just a bowl of noodles is fine.

However, I know that she is not my mother, she is just the mother of my younger siblings.

……

Dad, Xiaojie misses you so much. It would be great if I left with you. I heard that there is no pain in heaven. I don’t know if it’s true.

Dad, Xiaojie really loves you.

……

On xx, xx, xx, the weather was cloudy

Today, a kid who came to a restaurant for dinner lost a toy. I happened to help him find it. The kid was very cute. He threw himself into my arms and said he liked me, thank you for my words.

However, after a while, the child got stuck in the fishbone while eating the fish.

I just knew that whoever likes me will be unlucky and hurt.

Just like my dad back then...

The fortune-teller grandpa said I was the lone star of the devil, my mother said I was the bastard, and my stepfather said I was the nemesis. Sure enough... I was the one who didn't deserve to be loved and loved.

……

On xx, xx, xx, the weather was snowing

When I got off work today, I suddenly wanted to go to Xincheng Road. The master asked me why I went there. Actually, I didn’t know, I just wanted to go.

I'm glad I went because I saw him, but he was not in good condition, he had a fever and was very hot all over.

I don't know why he's there, he's passed out, there's no one around him, and if I'm not there, I don't know when he'll be lying down.

Seeing him, I realized how pitiful and false it was for me to deliberately numb myself and tell myself to forget him and not love him.

I want to send him to the hospital, but I can't, because I heard him say that he loves me, no, he can't love me, how can he love me, it will be bad luck.

I took his mobile phone and called the hospital for emergency services, and then I hid aside until the ambulance rescued him before I dared to come out.

It turns out that he loves me, but I am an ominous person, this love will hurt him.

……

On xx, xx, xx, the weather was snowing

Last night, I didn't sleep all night, thinking about him all the time, wondering if his illness was cured.

Early in the morning, I asked my master for leave and rushed towards the hospital. I really wanted to see him. I told myself, don't approach him, just take a look at him from a distance, and just make sure he is well.

However, I didn't know until I got to the hospital that he had left.

It should be fine after all.

Why do I feel lost in my heart?

……

On xx, xx, xx, the weather was snowing

I found out that I lost my mobile phone chain, which was the only thing my father left me. I always wore it, but now I lost it.

I searched at home and in restaurants, but couldn't find it.

The bracelet is worthless, even if it falls on the ground, no one will pick it up, so I decided to look for it again.

After looking around, there is only one place I haven't found yet, but I'm not sure if I want to go.

I miss him, but I dare not go to see him, I feel so sad.

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Lee Seung Chul, I really love you...

This is the last entry in this diary, and it is also the date of yesterday. Looking at the obvious traces of being wet by water, Li Chengzhe felt that his heart was very blocked, and he couldn't get up or down at one breath. Chest, very uncomfortable.

Groping for his own name on it, it was obvious that it had been described over and over again, Li Chengzhe had a sore nose, and couldn't help but wet his eyes: "Fool!"

"Fool, how can you be so stupid!" Li Chengzhe hugged the diary, crystal water drops accidentally fell down, soaking his name.

What kind of ominous person, what kind of broom star, what age is this, how can anyone still believe this?

"Zhang Wenjie, you are a fool, a complete fool." His eyes fell on a photo on the bedside table, which was their high school graduation photo, and Li Chengzhe choked up.

"If I don't come back to look for you, if I don't see your diary today, if I leave because of your words, if you are driven..."

Li Chengzhe couldn't continue, if any of these things happened, it would be considered a real miss between them.

However, not anymore.

Li Chengzhe put the diary back, stood up straight, and his eyes were more firm than ever.

"Zhang Wenjie, I don't care who you are, whether it's the lone star of the devil or the broom star, in short, in this life or the next life, it's impossible for me to let you go and stop loving you."

Thinking about it, Li Chengzhe laughed at himself: "Zhang Wenjie, no matter what star you are, I will pick you off and let you only be my star."

Hearing Master Hu's knock on the door, Li Chengzhe put away his thoughts.

"The doctor just called and said Xiaojie woke up!"

woke up? !

Li Chengzhe smiled and strode out of the room.

His Xiaojie wakes up, will his love be far behind?