only half a lifetime

Sending Su Jian to take the bus at night, Su Jian asked Ning Wei: "Why are you so kind to me? You have already bought me a lot of things, and you don't ask for my money every time. I will think about you."

As soon as Ning Wei was about to say something, the bus came. After getting on the bus, Su Jian sent a message to Ning Wei: If you don't answer me, I will really think about it.Ning Wei gave a wry smile and said a long paragraph next time: I am that kind of person, when I am really good to someone, I will do my best.Like you said you are that person, and so am I.Also, it's true that I said I'll follow you, but don't think about it, I'm afraid that if you really get divorced one day, you will find it difficult, and it's not that kind of relationship.Moreover, it is not a lie that I feel sorry for you.Also, who doesn't have itchy flesh.Anyway, you remember that I treat you well, without any purpose, you just need to get used to it, I am just such a person.I bought a shirt because it was just in time, and I bought shoes because I was really afraid that your feet would freeze, and what time did you buy a pair of shoes?Not to mention the socks, look at you, just how short the socks are, and they are ashamed to say that it is a problem with the pants every day.I know who you are, and you don't have to remind me all the time.I know your character, and I know your views and thoughts on some things.Don't worry, I will not step on your bottom line, and I will not develop the situation into a situation that neither you nor I want to see.What you want to ask me I understand, I won't cross the line, I have degrees.

After Ning Wei got home, she thought about it, and sent another message: Just remember that I treat you as a very good friend, and you don't have to think about anything else.Some things are unexpected and unpredictable.As for the fairness you said, this world is like this, so there is no such thing as fairness.There is no absolute fairness, and there is no reason to follow.It's hard to say, no one is forcing you to do whatever you want, just do whatever you want.I treat you as well as I like.

Just like that, Su Jian was relieved.The next day Su Jian told Ning Wei that she had told that person, she had already told Ning Wei about them, but that person didn't respond much.

On weekends, when Su Jian asked for leave in advance, she always told Ning Wei, because the things that the unit needs to deal with on weekends need to be handed over.Ning Wei knew that she was resting because of that person, and they must have made an appointment.Ning Wei still greeted her normally and sent her messages.But as long as she was resting, she never took the initiative to send messages to Ning Wei, and even if she sent messages, it was the work of the unit.Ning Wei just shook his head with a wry smile and replied: Have fun.

One night, Su Jian asked Ning Wei if she had to work overtime and had to leave first after get off work. Ning Wei was busy, so she thought that that person had come to pick her up.She sent Su Jian a message back: He's coming to pick you up, you just leave, there's no need to wait for me.In fact, Ning Wei didn't intend to work overtime, she was working at full speed, so she wanted to go with her when she was done.

Unexpectedly, Su Jian didn't leave. As soon as Ning Wei left the office, she saw Su Jian waiting for her: "Why didn't you leave?" Zhang Tong said from the side: "Of course I'm waiting for you, you two, let's go!"

Out of Wen Yun, Ning Wei asked: "Did he not come to pick you up?" Su Jian replied truthfully: "Yes, I let him go first, and said that he has to work overtime, so I don't need him to see me off. He is quite upset." happy."

"Is it because you want to wait for me?" Ning Wei looked at her: "I said don't wait for me."

Su Jian shook her head: "That's right, I used to go by myself, but after you came back, I walked with you every time. I used to think that he would pick me up, but now that he's not busy, he's here." I don't want him to take me away, or else I can't go with you. "

Ning Wei looked at Su Jian dumbfounded: "What you said is good enough!" Ning Wei didn't know whether Su Jian was telling the truth or a lie, but Ning Wei's previous unhappiness was wiped away.

Ning Wei, who was helping a client find something that day, saw Su Jian's eyes were red, and just after crying, Ning Wei asked, "What's wrong?"

Su Jian said: "My mother has a herniated lumbar disc and works a lot. She was hospitalized yesterday because of the pain. They told me to stay in bed for a month. Today they were discharged from the hospital. They gave me a name for the medicine, saying that the small pharmacy at home didn't have it. medicine."

Ning Wei wrote down the name of the medicine, and called the nearest Yixiaotang pharmacy to ask if it was available. Yixiaotang said yes, more than 900 boxes, Ning Wei asked how many boxes a course of treatment, they said three boxes.Ning Wei later told Su Jian to get the medicine for her at noon and asked the pharmacy to keep it. Ning Wei did not hesitate to swipe the card to settle the bill. When Su Jian came back and asked how much it was, Ning Wei thought about it. She's definitely going to go home and see it, and she'll have to put down some money.

Su Jian told Ning Wei that her mother-in-law was watching over the child, and she would give 1000 yuan to her mother-in-law and 1000 yuan to her family every month when she went back. Ning Wei asked: Why doesn't your husband give money? She said that every time she goes back Her husband also knew about it, but he didn't mention the money. Every time he went back and gave the money, he would tell her husband, but her husband didn't say anything.

Ning Wei came to a conclusion about Su Jian's husband: selfish, miserly, incapable of doing things, never loved Su Jian, maybe there is only family affection, if his daughter-in-law can't bear to hurt her, why bother!

When Su Jian heard that Ning Wei didn't want money, she was anxious to return the medicine.Ning Wei hurriedly pulled, Su Jian said angrily, "Why don't you tell him and let him buy it for me!"

Ning Wei knew that she was referring to the man, and Ning Wei became angry when she heard it: "Yes! You should let the person who treats you as a treasure buy it for you! Why use me!"

Su Jian responded: "Yes! That's right!"

"1000, give me the money!" Ning Wei let go of her hand.Su Jian knew that the medicine was not that cheap: "Be honest, hurry up!"

"2000, if you want to give it now, don't accept it when it's overdue!" Ning Wei was so angry that Su Jian's words about the person who took her as a treasure really made her angry.

Su Jian picked up the phone: "I transferred it to you."

After Ning Wei accepted it, Su Jian lost his temper and coaxed Ning Wei on WeChat.Ning Wei replied to her: "You will remember all the money I will spend on you in the future. When you really have a good home, I will not spend any more money on you!"

Su Jian replied: "Okay, I will remember it!"

Su Jian didn't know until she went home that the medicine cost as little as 3000 yuan.The night before Su Jian went home, Ning Wei asked her if she had withdrawn the money?Su Jian said she forgot, Ning Wei scolded her secretly, waiting to get it tomorrow to waste time, Ning Wei put on her clothes and went downstairs to get the money, thinking about giving a thousand to her mother-in-law's house, her mother was in the hospital, so she had to Give more.Ning Wei withdrew 5000 yuan, and went to the cake shop to buy some cakes for Su Jian to eat on the way. After 4 hours, he took a taxi to Su Jian's house.

When she arrived at Su Jian's house, she told Su Jian to return the money to herself when she came back, for fear that her family would use the money.After telling Su Jian to get well, Ning Wei took a taxi and left.

After this incident, Ning Wei bought things for Su Jian again, and Su Jian no longer offered money.She also knew that she couldn't count or remember the money.And Ning Wei really doesn't care about these things, and doesn't like Su Jian's hypocrisy.

Su Jian went back to her hometown for two days, and then invited Zhang Tong and Ning Wei to her home, but Ning Wei had a stomach problem just after arriving at her home, and passed out after vomiting. The two of them guarded her until she woke up. It will be more than 11 o'clock in the evening.Both of them were worried about letting Ning Wei go back, so they decided to keep her and Zhang Tong went back to his home.

This was the first time Ning Wei slept on the same bed with someone else, although it was awkward, but because of the stomachache, she fell asleep quickly.Ning Wei woke up in the middle of the night and found that Su Jian was kicking the quilt while sleeping, so she covered her with the quilt and went back to sleep.

The next day Ning Wei thanked her very embarrassedly, Su Jian smiled and said, "It's okay, anyway, I'm at home by myself, how did you sleep last night, you can stay at my place from now on."

After that, Ning Wei found out that Su Jian's husband could only go back on Saturdays and Sundays, and he usually works in Zhuozhou.Ning Wei didn't go to live at Su Jian's house, but she would cook Su Jian's favorite meal every day, and then go back to her place after eating.Su Jian didn't deliberately try to persuade Ning Wei to stay overnight.Ning Wei bought a lot of seafood from JD.com, and beef brisket from the market, and put them in Su Jian's house.

One night, Ning Wei invited friends to a barbecue restaurant not far from Su Jian's home.As soon as the food was served, Ning Wei received a message from Su Jian. Because Su Jian missed her daughter, she couldn't stop crying after the video with her daughter, feeling very sad.Ning Wei was worried, and asked her if she was at home?Su Jian said yes.So Ning Wei put down a few friends, took a taxi and drove over after paying the bill.

As soon as Ning Wei entered the room, Su Jian hugged Ning Wei and began to cry. Ning Wei comforted her: "If you really want to have a child, I will take her over after the Chinese New Year. I'll help you find the kindergarten. It's closer to the company, and it's convenient for pick-up and drop-off. Usually, I can help you look after her and help you pick her up."

This night Ning Wei stayed at Su Jian's place, and at night Ning Wei tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, Su Jian asked her what was wrong.Ning Wei said embarrassedly: "I don't have a place to put my arm, can I put it under your neck, and if there is someone next to me when I sleep, I might hug someone."

Su Jian smiled for a long time: "Come, come, I also enjoy the feeling of sleeping with my arms on my head."

Feeling unacceptable, going deeper.

Ning Wei slept well that night, but she would still wake up in the middle of the night. When she woke up in the middle of the night, she opened her eyes and found a face that was close at hand. Su Jian was still fast asleep.Ning Wei leaned back a little and closed her eyes again.When he was about to fall asleep again, Ning Wei felt his mouth was warm, rubbed his lips up and down, and opened his eyes to find that it was Su Jian.Su Jian's lips touched hers intentionally or unintentionally, Ning Wei woke up a little bit, and then backed away before falling asleep.

The next day when I arrived at the company, before lunch, Ning Wei said jokingly, "Do you have the habit of sleeping like a relative?"

Su Jian said categorically: "No! I never sleep very close to our family. He sleeps in his and I sleep in mine. I sleep closest to you."

Ning Wei didn't say that she kissed herself, Su Jian blinked mischievously: "Could it be that I kissed you?"

Ning Wei smiled and said nothing, because of a little joke during the meal, Su Jian had a piece of candy in his mouth: "Do you want to eat it? Come, come, sister will give it to you."

Ning Wei didn't take it seriously at first, but Su Jian became more and more active. Ning Wei said: "Don't regret it! I really thought I wouldn't dare to snatch it!" Standing up at once: "Oh, I'm afraid of you." After speaking, a layer of blush covered her face, and after the two got together, Su Jian said that she was really shy at the time, and her heart was pounding.

It was the weekend again, and Su Jian had a rest.After Ning Wei got up from her house in the morning, they took a car together to the vicinity of the company. Su Jian waited for her lover to pick her up. Ning Wei accompanied her to the kindergarten and was ready to go back to work.For some reason, Ning Wei felt very uncomfortable when Su Jian went out with that person this time.

After talking on the phone with that man in the morning, Su Jian was also very unhappy. When Ning Wei asked what was the matter, Su Jian replied angrily, "It's nothing! Why are you always asking!"

Ning Wei stood up: "Usually you are angry with me, and I can accept you playing your temper. But because you are angry with that person, now you vent your anger on me, I can't bear it! Whoever provokes you, you go to whoever, I will It’s because I’m usually so cheap that I’m willing to treat you well, treat you as a friend, and I can take any anger, but this time I can’t stand it! I wish you a good time!” After finishing speaking, Ning Wei walked towards the company.

After returning to the company, Ning Wei was busy sorting out the information and dealing with Su Jian's work.It was only when I was free that I saw Su Jian's WeChat message. Su Jian said that she cried as soon as she got in the car. The man asked her what was wrong, and she said it was okay and missed her daughter.Su Jian said that she really ignored Ning Wei's feelings, and felt that Ning Wei was wronged.Now Ning Wei's anger has dissipated, and she replied: Let's have fun.

December 12th is Christmas Eve, Ning Wei ordered two bouquets of flowers for Su Jian.Su Jian asked Ning Wei immediately after receiving it, and Ning Wei said: "There are so many people who admire you, who knows who it is, just ask them."

Su Jian shook her head. Neither of them was that romantic. Su Jian liked the two bunches of flowers very much. She said that after living for so many years, it was the first time she received flowers, and she also received two bunches.

The days that followed passed quickly, and Ning Wei contacted the hospital in Beijing to arrange the operation on Friday, January 2018, 1.But Su Jian's name and mobile phone number signed by the emergency contact, Ning Wei's stomach condition is very bad, she has been hiding it from her family for a while.We can only see the situation after the operation. Ning Wei's first thought of being able to help is Su Jian.

Su Jian told her family about the situation, and her parents said that the child is very good to you, so please help if you can!Su Jian's husband didn't say anything, but he was always worried about Ning Wei's illness and taboos.After Ning Wei found out, she said to Su Jian: "Don't worry, I don't have that bacteria, and I won't be contagious. What I have is not liver disease, but stomach disease. Even if it hurts others, it won't hurt you. Don't worry."

Su Jian didn't care about these things: "I know, I didn't think about that."

In this way, Su Jian and Ning Wei discussed it and rushed to the hospital to accompany Ning Wei for surgery on the afternoon of the 12th to prevent any situation.Ning Wei thanked her very much.Su Jian also told the man about this matter, and the man said he could send her there, but Su Jian refused.

In that week, Ning Wei fell ill and went to the hospital in the middle of the night. The hospital told her that there was no need for surgery, and there was no way to do it.Ning Wei woke up at 8 o'clock the next day, and rushed to the company after waking up, feeling very complicated along the way.She turned on her phone and found many missed calls from Su Jian, as well as WeChat.Ning Wei quickly sent back a message to Su Jian, telling her the situation.

After returning to the company, everyone breathed a sigh of relief. She saw Su Jian sitting beside her, walked up to her and said softly, "I'm sorry, it happened so suddenly, I didn't have time to tell you." Just as she was talking, Su Jian His eyes were getting redder, and tears were streaming down his face.Holding Ning Wei's waist and crying, the wall in Ning Wei's heart completely collapsed at that moment.

After coaxing Su Jian, Ning Wei realized that Su Jian had been crying since she arrived at the company, and no one dared to talk to her.When I saw Ning Wei, I couldn't help it anymore, and started crying again.

Ning Wei didn't tell Su Jian the truth. When Ning Wei chatted with Su Jian before, Su Jian once said that he wanted to travel and take a plane to play.Ning Wei also said that she wanted to travel around by plane. She asked Su Jian where she wanted to go the most. Su Jian said that she was admitted to a school in Shanghai when she was taking college entrance examinations, but she didn't go there because she thought it was far away from home. After going to school, it may be another life.

Ning Wei took everything Su Jian said into her heart, so Ning Wei took out her mobile phone and booked the ticket.

On January 1th, Ning Wei told Su Jian that a car was sent to pick her up, and the driver would take her to the place after she got in the car.Ning Wei was actually in the car, but Su Jian sat in the front of the car and didn't even look at who was in the back seat.Ning Wei sent her a message to ask her to look behind, only then did Su Jian see her.Su Jian was both surprised and delighted: "Shouldn't you be in the hospital!"

Su Jian asked the master to stop the car, she switched to the back seat, Ning Wei looked very bad, she asked Ning Wei to lean on her.When it was almost time to arrive in Beijing, Ning Wei said: "I don't want to go to the hospital anymore, I can't do the surgery."

Su Jian's eyes were red, she understood what it meant: "Then where are we going?"

Ning Wei smiled: "Guess, you're sold, are you afraid?"

Su Jian met Ning Wei's eyes: "Don't be afraid, are you going to Shanghai?" For some reason, Su Jian's first thought was Shanghai.

Ning Wei nodded: "I will accompany you to fulfill this long-term wish."