only half a lifetime

Just right, I saw your happy appearance, so I was happy with your happiness.The journey of thousands of miles is only with you, the wind, snow and sun have nothing to do with me.

Both Ning Wei and Su Jian took a plane for the first time, and they both achieved more firsts for each other.

It was already late at night after the two got off the plane, and it was early morning when they arrived at the hotel they booked.Ning Wei and Su Jian had a simple meal and returned to the hotel. Su Jian went to bed first, and Ning Wei started a strategy. Time was too tight, she had to make a strategy.Ning Wei plans the itinerary for these two days: After waking up, go to that school first, then go to the Pearl of the Orient, go to some famous scenic spots, watch the night view at night, and take a cruise on the river.Then I slept until I woke up naturally the next day, and flew back in the afternoon.

The two hesitated not to bring their pajamas, so they met each other and fell asleep.It was still Ning Wei who fell asleep like that with Su Jian in his arms every night, and in the morning Ning Wei and Su Jian went to school according to the schedule.On this day, Ning Wei took many photos of Su Jian and recorded many videos.

On the morning of January 1th, the two woke up naturally after falling asleep. The first night Ning Wei and Su Jian quarreled because of that man. That man kept calling Su Jian and sending messages.

It was Ning Wei who took the initiative first, but Su Jian did not reject Ning Wei. On January 1, Ning Wei and Su Jian had a relationship and got together.

Su Jian didn't think anything of it, and she did have a crush on Ning Wei.But Su Jian couldn't accept such things as homosexuality before, let alone what happened to him.

As for Ning Wei, Ning Wei found out that her abnormal feelings for Su Jian were due to that time when Su Jian went on a date with her lover. After Ning Wei was very angry, she reflected on herself.Ning Wei's view on love is: love knows no gender, no age, no distinction of poverty, no status, no borders.She can accept love between the same sex, and it can happen to herself when she meets the right person.But what Ning Wei didn't expect was that he would fall in love with a married woman, and this woman had a lover outside.Ning Wei didn't intend for anything, she just wanted to take care of Su Jian as a friend, let alone pray for anything.

After the relationship this time, Ning Wei also knew that Su Jian couldn't accept such a relationship, so they didn't mention it to each other.But can it be erased without mentioning it?Su Jian still regarded Ning Wei as a very close friend, Ning Wei did not criticize her, but continued to treat her well as a friend.

In this way, there has been a "foursome" for two months.Ning Wei didn't know how long she could endure, who would calmly accept that the person she liked went out with her lover, lived with her husband, and even had a relationship with them.

It's almost Chinese New Year, Ning Wei has already ordered gifts and seafood to go to Su Jian's house in advance.Su Jian arranged to spend one day with her lover and one day with Ning Wei before going back to her hometown, and then go home with her husband.Su Jian would still hang out with his lover on weekends, and Ning Wei was going to have an operation. Ning Wei didn't tell her because she was afraid that Su Jian would be worried, and she was also afraid that it would affect her mood of going out to play, because she was not sure if Su Jian really recognized it. Can my own heart face up to the relationship between two people?Ning Wei asked Su Jian worriedly: "Is it just going out with that person? Su Jian understood what Ning Wei was referring to, and said firmly that it was just going for a walk. It's almost Chinese New Year, go out and hang around. Don't think too much about it.

Ning Wei believed it, and only told Su Jian when she arrived at the hospital that she was going to have an operation and that her phone was going to be turned off, so don't worry.There was a lot of bleeding, but nothing else happened.In the afternoon, Ning Wei returned to Su Jian's house, and saw that Su Jian had already returned, and Ning Wei also read Su Jian's message. At noon, Su Jian told her to go home and wait for her.Then the next day, Su Jian's husband said that they would hold an annual meeting to give out bonuses, and it was the family members who went to receive the bonuses.Su Jian was in trouble, Ning Wei just said: I will see you off and go with you, I will not show up, find a place to wait for you.Su Jian was not familiar with that place, it would be best for Ning Wei to go with her, but she was worried about Ning Wei's health, and Ning Wei was also worried about going by car early in the morning, so she insisted on going with her.

Ning Wei knew that Su Jian's husband didn't like her, so she avoided conflicts.When Su Jian's husband saw that Su Jian brought something new back home, he was also very angry. In fact, Su Jian's new clothes and shoes were basically bought by Ning Wei.Ning Wei didn't understand that Su Jian's husband had never paid Su Jian's living expenses, nor had he offered to buy anything for Su Jian, why every time he spoke in a tone as if he had spent his money.

And every time her husband quarrels, she must say divorce, but Su Jian's character is relatively soft, and she doesn't dare to say divorce!It's understandable for women to quarrel and get divorced. Is it too much for a big man to say that all the time?Once the two quarreled.Ning Wei was afraid that her husband would beat her, so she kept guard at their door.Su Jian also said that she doesn't have any feelings for her husband anymore, maybe it's because of that man, she feels a little guilty about her husband, and she has a child, so she didn't think about divorce.

Ning Wei asked Su Jian: "Has your husband never suspected you, nor has he run into you and that man?"

Su Jian said: "At the earliest time, he sent me home for my husband to see, so it was considered to be a bump in the road. I went back and made a fuss, saying that I wanted a divorce, but it was a long time ago."

Ning Wei was dismissed by Wen Yun's boss at the beginning of February, because someone in the company said that Ning Wei was acting unfairly and was Su Jian's personal assistant. In addition, there was a problem with Su Jian's unit accounts at that time, and Ning Wei supported Su Jian. Jian, help her figure out the accounts.Although there was no problem with the accounts, the boss was suspicious and felt that Ning Wei's bowl of water was not balanced, so he resigned Ning Wei.

After Su Jian returned to his hometown, Ning Wei also returned home. After the new year, Ning Wei went to Su Jian's house with a bunch of gifts in the first few days.The two hadn't seen each other for a few days, and there was a feeling that a little farewell was better than a newlywed. As soon as Ning Wei got close to Su Jian, Su Jian would feel his heart beating fast and his body numb.

She took her nephew, niece and daughter out to play at Su Jian's house, stayed for two days and then left.She told Su Jian that if she didn't go back with her husband, she would let herself pick her up, and it was indeed Ning Wei who picked her up.

After returning, Ning Wei knew that Su Jian's husband had sent her a message to ask her to put on a condom before returning home for the Spring Festival.Ning Wei couldn't help it anymore, but when she thought about what she was, she didn't say anything.

One night, Su Jian and Ning Wei said that they hadn't had their period this month, and if they didn't come again, they would accompany her to the hospital, and the child would not be kept.Ning Wei said who it belonged to, Su Jian said it belonged to her husband, Ning Wei didn't say anything, just said she knew it.

Early the next morning, she asked Su Jian: "I only have one request, don't lie to me, is what you told me last night true? You and your husband wear that every time, I'll ask again, you think it over !"

Su Jian scolded herself for being cheap, and then told the truth, Ning Wei smiled bitterly and asked again: "It was the time before Chinese New Year, right? Didn't you say you came back at noon?"

"I came back at noon!" Su Jian said.

Ning Wei understood everything. She went out and walked on the street. It was time to wake up from this beautiful dream. She took out her mobile phone: I know you can’t make a choice, and I didn’t force you. Feel good and comfort yourself.I'm not a saint, just an ordinary person who also has feelings.You can choose. If you can't make a choice and don't want to, I will help you choose.One love cannot divide so many people, since you love him, I will fulfill you.I am a narrow-minded person, my love can only be given to one person, similarly, you can't give it to me, you still have that kind of relationship with him until now.I am not as free and easy as he is, so good at playing, I am different from him.After returning from Shanghai, we have all changed. When you said that we are friends for the first time, I understood that I am not as good as him in your heart. You admit your relationship, but you cannot admit me and you Relationship.You send messages and call every day, and he picks you up and gives you things to buy, do you think I can pretend not to know?Do you think I can face it calmly? I can't count the number of times this is because of you and him, and I vomit non-stop.

He appeared earlier than me, that's something I can't change, if he was a good man, I wouldn't disturb your life until now.And now, you still want to continue to maintain a relationship with him.It's not that he can't break with you, but that you can't break with him.

Su Jian sent a message back to Ning Wei: "Give me some time to think about how to deal with it, you can have a good rest, don't think too much, okay?"

Ning Wei has made a decision. After being a primary four for so long, it's time to let go.

After two days, Su Jian still didn't solve the matter, and didn't give Ning Wei an answer. Ning Wei walked on the street crying very sad: He treats you well, so you don't have the heart to hurt him, then I'll go , I quit, I fulfill you.Maybe I'm just an outsider to you, an ordinary friend, don't lie to me anymore!Also, I guessed that you were with him, not your husband, but I didn't expect it to be that day.I was bleeding heavily during the operation that day. What are you doing with others? You were so anxious to leave the hospital. I really thought you were worried about me. I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to play well. !It’s okay, I don’t know how to refuse, right? No one will be a bad person, I will be, I am different from him, he can find several, I just have a heart, I don’t have that hobby.That is to say, you foolishly think that he treats you sincerely, and I will not say anything that belittles others. Whether it is true or false, there will always be the day when there is truth.If he was a good person, I would not have taken that step. I may not have anything to do with you until now. The authorities are obsessed, but the bystanders are clear. You are stupid and misjudged the person. Me too!I don't just like you, I love you, understand?I endure so much because of love, one man and two men, what am I?What am I?

Su Jian called several times, but Ning Wei didn't answer. She was really sad and thought it was time to leave, until she saw another message from Su Jian: I know you are angry with me and didn't answer the phone, but I I am very anxious now, please tell me where you are, okay, I am afraid that you will feel uncomfortable, that you are freezing outside, I am crying all the time now, I think I am a sinner, can you come back, I beg you!You take pity on me this time, okay, come home, okay?

This message made Ning Wei soft-hearted again, and Ning Wei went back without any future.After this night, Su Jian broke up with the man, and the man went to talk to Su Jian again. Su Jian's attitude was very firm and he made a choice.

Ning Wei didn't expect that Su Jian would choose her, let alone that Su Jian would show her heart to her.Su Jian told Ning Wei: She was afraid of losing Ning Wei, she couldn't bear it and also liked her, and hoped that Ning Wei could trust her.

Ning Wei knew that the man would give up, so she even called Su Jian and sent a message. Ning Wei deleted the man's WeChat and blocked the man's cell phone number. Su Jian knew about it, and she also knew that Ning Wei was worried.The man had been to the company several times and approached Su Jian on business grounds, Su Jian told him not to pester him anymore.The man called the company for the last time and asked Su Jian to pick it up, saying that he would not contact Su Jian again.

Ning Wei believed in Su Jian's feelings for her, and the relationship between the two grew more and more. Su Jian's child came to the city to go to kindergarten, and Ning Wei helped find the one, because Su Jian's husband only paid half of the toll fee. Well, Ning Wei couldn't bear to ask Su Jian to pay so much fees by herself, the deposit, toll fee, and food expenses were also quite a lot, Ning Wei made a point.Every day Ning Wei picked up the children from school, sent them to Su Jian, and went back together with Su Jian.

Ning Wei hesitated to buy a car, because children always get up early in the morning when taking the bus, and Su Jian is too hard.The relationship between Ning Wei and the child is getting better and better. Every time after picking up the child, he will take the child to Wanda to play. It was only later that Su Jian found out that it costs a hundred dollars to play the ball.Ning Wei would buy nice clothes and shoes for her children when she saw them, and never asked for money.In the past, she only bought clothes and shoes for Su Jian, but now she has added another child.Ning Wei didn't want to think about anything, she only knew that this child was Su Jian's Bao'er, so Ning Wei could be regarded as loving her house.

Su Jian's husband doesn't think that Ning Wei is really good to the child. Her husband usually doesn't care about the child, and occasionally the child doesn't want to get close to her when he comes back.Especially once when Su Jian went to work on weekends and Ning Wei took the child to play in Wanda, her husband came back suddenly and said that he wanted to see the child and missed him.Su Jian didn't hide it either, saying that Ning Wei was in Wanda with her child.Ning Wei took the child to wait for Su Jian's husband at the gate of Wanda. The child cried when he saw her husband, and was unwilling to go with him. He said good and bad things, but the child remained indifferent and said that he wanted to go with his aunt.

Seeing that Su Jian's husband's face was becoming more and more ugly, Ning Wei tried to persuade the child, but the child grabbed Ning Wei's clothes and refused to leave.There was no other way, Ning Wei had no choice but to take the child away.

But after this time, Ning Wei felt that Su Jian's husband was interested because he lost face in front of Ning Wei.After that, as soon as Su Jian's husband came back, he took the child out to buy and play with the things the child liked, and the child naturally became close to her father.

Once, Su Jian's husband quarreled with Su Jian again at night, saying they were getting a divorce, and Su Jian said that he had to take leave the next day to go through the formalities.Her husband doesn't want to let her go, and now she goes back at night. The days are over, is it important to go to work?Su Jian said that it's because you don't think it's important, but it's important to me.

Su Jian and Ning Wei have been planning their future life, because Su Jian promised Ning Wei to be with her when Ning Wei was 35 years old.They considered where to buy a house and what business to do.