fall or redemption

Sure enough, he fell asleep after thinking about it. The next morning, when Jiang Han called, he obviously hadn't woken up yet, so he answered Jiang Han's call in a daze: "Hello..."

"Are you awake?" Jiang Han's pleasant voice came over.

"Brother Han... what time is it?" Sure enough, there was a soft and waxy tone unique to early morning.

Jiang Han smiled silently: "It's still early, let's sleep a little longer!"

"okay……"

Sure enough, he hung up the phone and turned over, suddenly his head was clear, he sat up for a moment, saw that it was 7:30 on the phone, and quickly called Jiang Han back.

"What's the matter? Don't sleep anymore?" The other party's smile almost overflowed through the phone.

"Hey, don't sleep anymore, Brother Han, wait for me for a few minutes, I'll wash up and come to you right away."

"Well, okay, don't worry."

"Also, are you feeling better? If you still feel uncomfortable, we won't go, just walk around."

"It's okay, I'm used to it, it comes and goes quickly."

Hearing this, I really felt distressed again.

He washed up as quickly as possible and went out, Jiang Han was already waiting outside the door.He looked up and down and turned it over: "Are you going out like this?"

Sure enough, he was at a loss, looking at his body, there was nothing wrong with it.

"Didn't you say you're going to camp on the mountain tonight? The temperature in the mountains will be relatively low at night, so bring a thick coat."

"Oh, yes! Brother Han, you are still thoughtful." As he said that, he turned and went back to his room to get his clothes, and suddenly remembered something, "Brother Han, is there a tent on the mountain?"

"There is a service center on the mountain, and you can rent it directly when you arrive."

The two ate breakfast and went straight to their destination in a sightseeing car.The slightly chilly wind in the morning drove straight in through the collar and cuffs, making people shiver in surprise.Sure enough, he leaned closer to Jiang Han, tilted his head and cared: "Brother Han, are you cold? Shall I put my coat on for you?"

Jiang Han looked at the coat he was already wearing, and then at the coat in Guru's hand, and said with a smile: "After knowing my condition, I feel that any wind can blow me away ?”

Sure enough, he smiled embarrassedly, and watched Jiang Han wrap his coat around himself, then closed it again and said, "Put it on, don't catch a cold."

The more we walked towards the destination, the more lush the forest became, and the mountain became more and more unpredictable. Sure enough, he pulled Jiang Han's arm excitedly and said, "Brother Han, it really feels like entering a primeval jungle!"

Jiang Han was in a good mood when he saw the novel look on his face, and explained to him: "This was originally a deserted island. When planning, I deliberately left a part of it to keep the original appearance as much as possible, so that tourists can experience the original style of the island. , After entering later, half of it is an absolutely safe area for tourists to hike, cycle, rock climb, soak in hot springs, camp...the other half is not fully developed and is not open to the public.”

Sure enough, he said strangely: "Brother Han, how do you know so clearly?"

Jiang Han looked at the changes in the mountain and said casually: "Of course you need to understand the projects you invest in."

Sure enough, it took a while to understand Jiang Han's meaning, and he asked in surprise, "You invest?"

Jiang Han blinked and smiled, "Yes, but in the name of another overseas company."

"So, the family doesn't know?"

"People in the Bai family don't know either. Keep it a secret for me~" Jiang Han smiled slyly. "Brother Han, you are so powerful!" It turned out that he really didn't need to be attached to the Jiang family at all.

Jiang Han smiled and said nothing, but his curiosity was aroused, and he couldn't help asking: "Then you must not only invest in this resort project?"

"Why, how about finding out about my background?"

"Hey, I'm just curious..."

Jiang Han has indeed invested in several high-return projects in China with his sharp and vicious vision, all in the name of an overseas company.

"Here we are." Jiang Han got out of the car and took a deep breath of fresh air.

Sure enough, he jumped out of the car and took a deep breath involuntarily.

"Brother Han, the air here is really good."

"Well, the forest coverage here is more than 90%, and the content of negative ions is very high. It is a natural oxygen bar. We can wash our lungs here; the surrounding mountains are verdant, clear springs and waterfalls, and there are many endangered wild animals. The scenery on the top of the mountain is even more beautiful at night.”

Sure enough, the ears are responsible for listening to Jiang Han's slow explanation, the eyes are responsible for appreciating Jiang Han's handsome and gentle face, but the heart is only responsible for being fascinated by it.He murmured: "Brother Han, you are the walking "Encyclopedia of Knowledge", a must-have for home travel!"

Jiang Han raised his shoulders and rubbed his hair while walking, "Little friend, it's okay, you can make fun of me."

"No, how dare you, I'm just praising you, really, Brother Han, are you sure you didn't come down from the gods to cross the catastrophe?"

The two entered the forest talking and laughing, and followed the signs all the way from the foot of the mountain to the middle of the mountain.Sure enough, everything I saw was novel, and I took a lot of photos. Of course, I also took a lot of photos of Jiang Han, and sometimes Jiang Han would cooperate with him in posing. When I saw the waterfall, I was really shocked. There is such a scene, "Flying down three thousand feet, it is suspected that the Milky Way falls into the sky." The ancients did not deceive me.

Seeing that he was looking at the waterfall, Jiang Han smiled foolishly, took out his phone and pressed the shutter, to freeze the beautiful picture of this moment.Sure enough, he noticed it, hurried over and grabbed Jiang Han's arm, and said a little embarrassedly: "Brother Han, let's take a photo together."

Jiang Han held up the mobile phone that hadn't been taken back, and the two of them were in the same frame, their smiles seemed to shine against the silvery waterfall.

Passing through the waterfall, the Chinese scumbag pointed to "Lin Laiquan Yun" on the sign and asked, "Brother Han, what does Lin Laiquan Yun mean?"

Jiang Han tapped his forehead, "The pleasant sound of the wind blowing trees and spring stones, the hot spring center should be in front of you."

Sure enough, he stuck out his tongue, "Wouldn't it be better to just write about the hot spring center..."

The two of them happened to be tired too, so they could rest here and go up the mountain later.

"Brother Han, shall we go to the hot springs now?"

"Eat something before going, soaking in hot springs on an empty stomach can make you dizzy."

"Well, I'm a little hungry after walking for so long."

The two ate in the dining area, and they asked again, "Brother Han, can we go now?"

Jiang Han raised the corners of his mouth, "No, it's not advisable to soak in hot springs just after eating, as it will cause indigestion."

Sure enough, rubbing his nose was a bit embarrassing, he thought he could soak in the hot spring with Jiang Han, he was a little shy and looking forward to it, probably more looking forward than shy.

Jiang Han said to Guoruo to wait for me, then got up and left.Sure enough, he thought he was going to the bathroom, so he took out his mobile phone to look at the photos taken in the morning. The angle of light in one of them was just right, and Jiang Han's gentle and tranquil temperament blended perfectly with the background of the forest, as if he really was a man who fell into the mortal world. Like a fairy, mottled light and shadow cast down from his head, the eyelashes appeared long and thick, and the elongated shadow fell on his face, drawing a beautiful arc.Sure enough, he quickly set it as the desktop of his mobile phone, then put the mobile phone back into his pocket, buried his head in his arm, his face was burning, and he became shy to himself.

When Jiang Han came back, he saw that he was lying on the table with red ears. He thought he was not feeling well, so he hurriedly approached him and asked softly, "What's wrong? What's wrong?"

Sure enough, he heard Jiang Han whispering softly in his ear, and he became even more embarrassed. He hurriedly stood up and ran while saying, "It's okay, I'll go to the bathroom."

Jiang Han was inexplicably stunned for a while, what's wrong with this little fox?

Sure enough, in the bathroom, she took cold water and patted her face, looked at the person in the mirror, covered her face, and cursed inwardly: Sure enough, you are obsessed with sex, and you are crazy about photos...

In the end, Guo Ran's expectations were also in vain, Jiang Han stuffed a VIP card into Guo Guo's hand and said, "Take a good soak and relax, I'll wait for you in the VIP lounge."

Sure enough, holding the card in a daze for more than ten seconds, he caught up with Jiang Han and pulled his arm and asked, "Aren't you going? Am I going alone?"

Jiang Han pursed his lips and suppressed a smile, and said, "Well, the best and largest soup pool is yours!" After finishing speaking, he handed him to the staff, "The staff will explain the precautions to you, enjoy it."

It was only later that I realized that people with heart disease should not soak in hot springs.Although he was slightly disappointed, after all, it was related to Jiang Han's body, so he immediately felt relieved, since he is here, let's enjoy it.

Jiang Han felt much better after a night's sleep. Looking at his phone, he found that he had slept for an hour.Thinking of it, sure enough, wouldn't you still be in the hot spring?

Sure enough, after soaking in the hot springs, I found a quiet place to bask in the sun.The sun is just right, a rocking chair, a cup of milk tea, a plate of peanuts, a piece of dogtail grass, one person and one cat, killing the pleasant time.When Jiang Han found him, he saw him playing with the cat with a piece of dog's tail grass. The cat teaser was lazy, and the cat liked to ignore him.Jiang Han took out his mobile phone to take a picture of this idle time.

Sure enough, seeing Jiang Han coming, his eyes lit up, he threw the foxtail, and with a smile on his face, he ran over a few steps, "Brother Han, have you rested yet?"

"Well, rest well, your new friend?" Jiang Han looked at the cat and teased.

Sure enough, he changed the topic embarrassingly: "Then shall we go up the mountain now?"

"Okay, from here you can take the tram directly to the service center on the top of the mountain."

The two left as soon as they said they would, sitting in the tour bus, looking out from a high place, the whole island came into view, and sure enough, they exclaimed from time to time, which really echoed the famous saying on the Internet: What's the use of reading more?At least it won't let you just say "Wow", "Wow", "Ah" and "It's so beautiful" when you see the beautiful scenery.Sure enough, I racked my brains and couldn't think of any poems that fit the moment, so I made up my mind that I really need to cultivate my literary quality.Looking at Jiang Han who was looking out of the window, what words came to his mind now?Sure enough, he was really curious: "Brother Han, let me interview you, do you think this scenery is beautiful?"

Jiang Han turned his head and looked at him wonderingly: "It's quite beautiful, what's wrong?"

"How beautiful is it? How can Xueba be so casual, don't you quote the classics?"

Jiang Han couldn't help laughing, what is this kid thinking all day long?Fu looked out of the window again, and said lightly: "Well, good, citing the scriptures. You see on the left side 'the trees are overgrown, the grass is luxuriant', 'the ancient trees are shaded, and the clouds are scattered'; The scene of "Leaning against the sun"; finally... "There is a beautiful person, clear and graceful" After speaking, I looked at it with a smile.

Sure enough, thoughts began to flow in my head again.At the beginning, while listening to Jiang Han, he was still amazed at the scenery he saw from the tour bus, lying on the window to take pictures, and when he found Jiang Han leaning against the window, resting his head on his hands, his eyes kept looking at his own. At that time, he couldn't enjoy the beautiful scenery properly.It was only later that I realized that the space in the car was small, and the two sat facing each other with their knees slightly pressed against each other. The atmosphere was inexplicably like the beautiful scenery outside the window, adding a touch of ambiguity.

Embarrassed, happy, and ashamed, he really didn't dare to look directly at Jiang Han, so he could only pretend to look at the scenery in the end.

As for Jiang Han, he just felt that the person in front of him was really lively and cute, and anything outside could easily move this person's emotions, which truly interpreted the attitude that life should have.Unlike his own life full of despair, like a pool of stagnant water, his life is always like a spring, with new hopes gushing out from time to time.Jiang Han feels that he can always find hope of life in Guo Ruo recently, like a ray of light suddenly shines on the dark and cold bottom of the water, which makes people want to grab it, like a life-saving straw.

When you arrive at the service center on the top of the mountain, you first rent a tent.

"Brother Han, should we rent a single-person tent or a double-person tent?" Sure enough, he asked with a guilty conscience and pretended not to care. If he wanted to say that he wanted to rent a double-person tent, of course.

Jiang Han didn't expect him to ask this question, because he never thought about renting a two-person tent. He was silent for a while, and asked, "Are you good at putting up a tent?"

Sure enough, he opened his mouth and closed it again, and replied cheekily: "Well, I can't pretend." He lied. He would go camping with his father every year when he was a child, and he could put up a tent when he was seven years old.

"It's okay, I'll teach you later, or I can help you pretend."

"..." Sure enough, I heard a "pop" and the fantasy bubble burst.

The two took the tent and walked to the top of the mountain.It was already evening, and a smear of blood-like setting sun stained the top of the mountain with an unreal red, and the distant peaks gradually disappeared in the dark red, appearing too desolate.There were very few people camping, and only three or five tents were sparsely distributed under a few big trees.After they selected the location, they also started to set up the tent.

Sure enough, he could only bite the bullet and ask some foolish questions to prove that he can't pitch a tent.Fortunately, this tent is really easy to operate, and the two of them finished it in a short time.

Yue Yue didn't know when he quietly climbed up the treetops, but his stomach was screaming loudly, and then he remembered that today's dinner didn't seem to be settled yet, so he quickly climbed out of the tent and wanted to ask Jiang Han to go find something to eat together.

"Han..." Sure enough, he saw Jiang Han with his back turned to him, sitting on the tent mat, looking at the distant mountains in silence, and seeing that lonely figure suddenly couldn't speak.Sure enough, he walked gently behind Jiang Han, hugged him almost gently, and put his chin on his shoulder: "Brother Han, I'm hungry, what shall we eat tonight?"

At this moment, he is very clearly aware of his powerlessness, he complains in his heart for his clumsiness, he feels extremely self-blame, Jiang Han's worries and sorrows are too heavy for him, he has no ability to share them, and wants to do something for him Nothing could be done, so at this moment, he secretly made a major decision in his heart-he wanted to study medicine.

Faced with the sudden intimacy and coquettishness, Jiang Han was slightly taken aback, then smiled, took out his mobile phone to check the time: "Wait a while, there will be food soon."

"It's right here?" Sure enough, he was puzzled, "Don't tell me, there is still food delivery on the top of the mountain."

Jiang Han chuckled lightly, patted the fox paws around him, and reluctantly retracted them, scratched his hair, touched his nose, and finally put these hands that had nowhere to rest in his pockets.Jiang Han stood up and said, "You can just wait with peace of mind."

About 15 minutes later, I really looked at the set of folding tables and chairs in front of me, several exquisite food boxes, a fragrant vase, a few flowers in it, and one of them was mixed with a lantern for lighting. Listening to the staff's words " I wish you both a pleasant meal", thinking in my heart, I don't care if the service is not pleasant.

Sure enough, he excitedly took the food out of the food box, and even half of the table was filled.

"Brother Han, this is much more romantic than a candlelight dinner!" Sure enough, his eyes almost narrowed.

Hearing his cheerful tone, Jiang Han's mood rose unconsciously.Go over and sit opposite him, and look at him seriously, this little fox who is so happy for a dinner.

"Well, that's natural. After all, we have moonlight and starlight for dinner. Do you like it?"

Like it?like.Of course I like it, I like it very much.

"like you.

After the pleasant dinner, the two shared a blanket, lay down under the stars, and chatted.

"Brother Han, how much did you score in the college entrance examination?"

"I don't really remember, it should only be deducted two or three points."

"..." Let's change the subject.

"Are you anxious about the college entrance examination?"

"It's not about anxiety, it's about setting the goal. The admission score of this school is a bit high."

"Have you decided on your college entrance examination application? Which school do you plan to fill in?"

"Medical University..."

"..." A thought flashed in Jiang Han's heart that might be self-indulgent.

"Brother Han?"

"I haven't heard you say that you want to study medicine before. Didn't you say that being a doctor is very tiring?"

"However, the profession of a doctor is also very meaningful. It relieves the pain of the patient and saves the life of the patient..." I can't continue, I'm lying, my idea is not so great.

Jiang Han turned sideways, faced Guo Ruo, looked into his eyes, and said very seriously: "You really think about it? This may affect your life. You must carefully consider whether you really like it. , I really want to, and I won’t regret it. Don’t be impulsive, once you make a decision, if you regret it halfway, sticking to it will make you miserable, and giving up will also make you miserable.”

Sure enough, he had never seen such a serious Jiang Han before, he quietly looked at Jiang Han with wide eyes.If he still hesitated before this, then now, he has made up his mind completely, the stars in Jiang Han's eyes, he wants to have.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Jiang Han thought he was shaken, reached out and stroked his hair, and said softly: "There is still some time before filling out the application, don't worry, think about it carefully."

Sure enough, he grinned, then lay flat, looked at the sky full of stars, stretched out his hand, spread five fingers, slowly held it, then turned his head and said to Jiang Han: "I have already considered it, I will definitely seize the opportunity of."

Take the opportunity to enter your world, your bright lights, your bright stars, your lonely sea and abyss, your hidden mountains...

"Then can you tell me why? Besides saving lives and helping the wounded." Jiang Han sighed.

Sure enough, he couldn't find a good reason. It is true that he said that being a doctor is hard two days ago, but can't be a doctor because of hard work?Yes, hard work can also be a doctor, I am happy, I like it.Sure enough, I convinced myself and felt relieved.

"I like being a doctor. Although it is hard work, it is also very happy to be needed by others." Especially if I can be needed by you, I really added a sentence in my heart.

"Besides, you can go to the same school as my idol. How great, Brother Han, I'll be your junior soon."

"Sure enough, this is your choice. No one can interfere with you. If you really like to be a doctor, I support you, but if... If there is a reason because of me, I don't agree."

Don't affect your life because of me, even a little bit.

"Why? Why can't I like this school because of you, and why can't I like the profession of a doctor because of you?" Sure enough, I know, I should nod my head now, and the topic will be over if I say it, but after hearing Jiang Han say this , he was still a little excited.

"Because it's irrational. It's irrational for you to decide which university to go to, what major to study, and your postmenopausal life because of one person. You should think about what you want and what you like. In this way, you will not have doubts about the choices you have made because your attitude towards this person has changed; your major, your career, and your life are not determined by an insignificant person. Take responsibility for your own life.”

Jiang Han's voice was not loud, but it was powerful and his sentences made sense.Sure enough, he knew that he was doing it for his own good, so he should listen obediently, but he said: "You are not me, how do you know that this person is insignificant to me? Brother Han, you don't have an idol, right? You are so outstanding , I don’t need an idol. But as I said, you are my idol, not chasing stars, not blindly worshiping, but I may not be as good as you, but because of you, I want to become a better self. When I feel afraid or want to When I want to give up, I can remind and strengthen me when I see you. Is this not possible?"

Jiang Han stared at him blankly, his eyes were complicated, his heart was turbulent, a turbulent wave was set off, it spread to the bottom of his eyes, and almost burst the embankment.For more than twenty years, he kept asking himself what is the meaning of life?Why do you want to live so desperately that it is not good to let nature take its course?But why did I climb out of the ghost gate again and again like this?Is it just living alone like these years?Sure enough, it seemed to save him from the endless tugging, and he almost felt redeemed for a moment.

Jiang Han smiled in relief, scratched Guo Guo's nose with his index finger, and said solemnly, "Thank you, Guo Guo."

Sure enough, he touched his nose and grabbed Jiang Han's hand that he hadn't had time to take back: "Thank me? Why? You don't object anymore?"

"I never objected, I just hope you will be more cautious, so as not to regret it in the future." Sure enough, his hand was warm and soft, and it was very comfortable to hold, like a cat's meatball.

"Hehe, I will never regret it." Sure enough, he held Jiang Han's cold and slender fingers, frowned, "Brother Han, go to sleep, it's too cold outside."

"Well, it's good to go to bed early, and wake up tomorrow morning to watch the sunrise. Remember to close the tent."

"In this way, I look forward to it from now until tomorrow, happy."

"Good night."

"Good night~"

The weather on the top of the mountain is unpredictable, and as expected, with the expectation of the beautiful sunrise, when I was about to fall asleep in a daze, the wind blew up on the mountain. At first, it was just blowing the leaves and whispering, and slowly, the branches began to shake. Afterwards, the tent also began to rattle, and he sat up, watching the shadows of the trees shaking crazily on the tent, and hearing the shrill wind in his ears, as if he had entered the scene of a horror movie, and suddenly woke up.He unconsciously made a few swallowing movements, as if he wanted to press back the heart that jumped out of his throat.He picked up his phone and turned on the flashlight, only to find that the shadow of the tree was even crazier, like a hideous monster with its bloody mouth open.So, I quickly turned off the flashlight.Time passed by every minute and every second, and he was really huddled in the blanket. Suddenly, he heard the sound of the tent zipper being slowly pulled open. He tried hard to distinguish between reality and illusion. Obviously, a gust of wind took the opportunity to sneak in. It was not an illusion. Who's coming in?He almost cried out.

Suddenly, the weight on the body increased a little, and there was an extra layer of blankets, and a warm voice sounded softly: "The wind is blowing, and the temperature has also dropped. Sleeping like this will catch a cold. Let's squeeze together to keep warm."

Sure enough, he pulled the blanket away violently, revealing an obviously frightened face, and heaved a long sigh of relief after being rescued: "Brother Han..."

Jiang Han lay beside Guo Guo with a chill all over, and was surprised to find that the kid was sweating?

"Are you hot?"

"No, I'm cold, very cold, sleep together to keep warm."

"..." Jiang Han laughed silently.Just now I heard the sound of the strong wind outside, and vaguely saw the flashlight in the tent next to me, flashing on and off for a while, and suddenly remembered the scene of watching a horror movie together last time, and I knew it, maybe the little fox was scared.So I came over to have a look, and when I opened the tent, I saw a frightened fox wrapping itself in a blanket, and my heart suddenly softened.If I knew it earlier, I would have rented a two-person tent. Two big boys, with long hands and long feet, were indeed a bit crowded.

Both of them turned their bodies sideways, facing each other, not knowing whose feet touched each other first, they were really surprised: "Brother Han, you really live up to your name, are you the iceberg beauty?" His feet hooked over, and he pressed his own feet tightly against Jiang Han's feet.

It may be the reason for this disease. Jiang Han has been used to cold hands and feet no matter in winter or summer since he was a child.

He stepped back and said, "It's okay, I'm used to it, I don't feel cold."

Sure enough, he hooked his feet stubbornly and stuck them tightly.

"I feel cold, where are my hands? Are your hands cold too?"

As he spoke, he grabbed Jiang Han's hand, and it was as cold as water just like the touch outside.So, as expected, he cupped his two hands in front of his chest, rubbing the coldness of this hand.

Sure enough, he yawned, his breathing became lighter, and he fell asleep.However, Jiang Han couldn't fall asleep now.The light was too dark, he couldn't see the face that was close at hand, but he could feel his breath swirling around his neck. They are now hooking their feet, holding hands, and their knees are leaning against each other. I have never been with anyone in such an intimate posture, and I have never even thought about it.

It really is an exception, a special existence.He thought so in his heart.

☆, Acacia