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"Why are you here?" For some reason, Yin Jiaoyu frowned and asked.

It was a rare thing that Lorgar didn't jump in front of him, but just stood there, looking up at him, his big eyes were full of heart-pounding sadness.

did not answer him.

Yin Jiaoyu, who has always been arrogant, felt guilty and short of breath, and raised his hand to touch the child's hair habitually, but Luo Jia took a step back and avoided his hand.

Yin Jiaoyu was stunned, Lorgar's eyes were extremely strange, this made him feel flustered and scared for the first time since he knew the child.

Qiao Ran put her hands in her trouser pockets, walked over with a smile, and blocked between them intentionally or unintentionally.

"Little Lorgar, aren't you going back to the dormitory at this late hour?" He tilted his head and frivolously touched Lorgar's face.

"I'm leaving now." Lorgar's voice was unexpectedly calm, and he even smiled.

Hadn't this situation been expected long ago?He glanced at the two of them, one was handsome and the other was extremely glamorous, standing together they were really an eye-catching couple.

"I'm leaving, goodbye." Lorgar glanced at Yin Jiaoyu for the last time, the man frowned, his beautiful eyebrows were hidden in the shadow of the street lamp, and his expression could not be seen clearly.

"Goodbye," repeated unconsciously, and Lorgar turned and walked away.

It's really tiring, like having a long and tiring dream, and now I finally wake up, but I can't get rid of the empty heartache.

Looking at the lonely back of the child, Yin Jiaoyu felt a pain in his heart, and wanted to stop him: "You..."

"Luo Jia? Are you still not going back to school so late?" Qing Yuan's gentle voice came, "Jiaoyu, uh, Qiao Ran?"

Qiao Ran waved her hand with a smile, and said hello briskly: "Elliot, good evening."

He took a few steps forward, looked at Qing Yuan, with an ambiguous smile in his eyes: "Well, you look even more handsome in a suit."

What Yin Jiaoyu wanted to say was stuck in his throat, and he hummed coldly.

Qing Yuan looked at the three of them, Lorja turned his back to Yin Jiaoyu, insisted on refusing to turn around, just lowered his head, and immediately understood what was going on.

"...I'll take you back, Lorgar." Qing Yuan sighed inwardly, half happy and half worried.

Lorgar looked up at him, and calmly replied, "Well, thank you Brother Qingyuan." He walked away without looking back.

Qiao Ran blinked at Qingyuan and winked.

Qing Yuan nodded slightly, he knew that Qiao Ran was reminding him to seize this opportunity, and after the phone call a few days ago, he decided not to guard it silently.

Because it was a long delay.

Qing Yuan did not avoid Yin Jiaoyu's cold gaze, took a few steps quickly, carried the schoolbag for Lorja, and said, "Let's go."

Yin Jiaoyu looked at Qing Yuan's arm wrapped around Lorca's shoulders, and he hugged the child naturally, with a strong impulse in his heart, clamoring for Qing Yuan to let Lorja go, that child belonged to him, and no one else was allowed to touch it.

Maybe his gaze was too explicit, Lorgar seemed to feel something, and couldn't help but turn around.

"Alan." At this moment, Qiao Ran sideways blocked his sight, forced him to look at herself, and said softly, "No. You've only known him for a few months. Do you remember how much you love me? You even You can live without it, can you? I will always be with you."

"I love you, Alan. I've been in love with you since I met you, and it hasn't changed."

Yin Jiaoyu was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but look at Qiao Ran.I love you, how long has he been waiting for this sentence?eight years?ten years?Or from the first time he met Qiao Ran? ...

But when I heard this sentence at this time, why was I not as ecstatic as I imagined...

Seeing that Yin Jiaoyu was silent, Qiao Ran raised her head and murmured close to his lips: "I love you, Alan, remember this." Cool fingers stroked his forehead and cheek.

When she stopped at the scar on her neck, Qiao Ran paused slightly, leaned forward and kissed it lightly.

"You loved me so much before, everyone deserves a second chance..." His voice was full of sadness and love, "Do you have the heart to leave me here to find that child? It's burning."

His body leaning against Yin Jiaoyu was limp and weak, his beautiful and alluring red phoenix eyes were shining black, and he looked at Yin Jiaoyu aggrievedly, making his face even paler.

Yin Jiaoyu felt empty and bewildered, yes, he could really bear to leave the person who loved him so much for so many years still sick in this cold autumn night. ?

Being with Qiao Ran, shouldn't this be the ending I've always dreamed of?But why is there a hesitation in my heart that cannot be ignored at all?

Yin Jiaoyu supported Qiao Ran and didn't know what to do. Although he really didn't have any other thoughts now except for Qing Yuan's affectionate behavior of hugging Luo Jia, Qiao Ran's slightly hot body temperature was heard from his subordinates all the time. Promptly remind him that this young man is Qiao Ran whom he has loved for so many years...

Naturally, Luo Jia couldn't hear the conversation between the two, he could only see the two close together, Yin Jiaoyu stared blankly at the person in his arms.

Alas, how about it, do you want Yin Jiaoyu to chase after you? ... Lorgar smiled wryly, and scolded himself a fool in a low voice.

Qing Yuan clearly saw the red corners of Lorca's eyes, sighed inwardly, and reached out to hug the child's thin shoulders tightly.

Lorgar struggled but did not break away, and let him hug him absent-mindedly, only thinking about getting out of this place quickly.

Lorgar didn't realize the close and ambiguous distance between the two of them until Qingyuan leaned over to fasten his seat belt in the car, so he deliberately leaned back.

Qing Yuan noticed his small movements, stopped his movements and turned his head to look into the child's eyes, and remained silent.

Lorgar did not avoid his gaze this time either, pondered for a long time in his heart, opened his mouth several times to say something, but closed his mouth again.

Qing Yuan didn't urge him, just looked at him steadfastly, and Lorgar felt that if he didn't say anything, the two of them would probably be so silent tonight.

He finally opened his mouth: "Brother Qing Yuan, you know that I have always liked Yin Jiaoyu since I was a child, um, I just liked him..." He still didn't continue, what else should we do?Said that I still love him now, Brother Qingyuan, please don’t like me anymore, you will meet better ones, such a good person card or something, isn’t it sick...

Qing Yuan thought that Lorgar hadn't thought about how to reject him, and simply said: "I know that you put your whole heart on Jiao Yu, and I didn't ask you to accept me right away...but what are you going to do now? ? About Jiaoyu."

"I... don't know." When Lorgar thought of the scene he saw just now, his heart ached uncomfortably. It was really a few minutes as long as a century.

Don't think about it, don't think about it... Lorgar's tears almost fell again, he quickly sniffed his nose to force himself to divert his attention, and whispered: "I will try to forget him." I don't know if he is telling Qing Yuan , or tell yourself.

Do you know?Qing Yuan exhaled lightly, smiled wryly and started the car.Forget it, don't force him, the child will find himself after a long time.

After thinking about it, he still tentatively opened his mouth: "I will go to Yuesong Island to collect scenery tomorrow, two days and one night, do you want to come together? Just to relax?"

Luo Jia reflexively wanted to shake his head, and went to the island to share a night with Brother Qing Yuan who liked him, what a deal.But the idea of ​​a short trip to relax seems like a good idea...

Seeing the hesitant expression on the child's face, Qing Yuan knew what he was struggling with, so he added: "Two single rooms, don't worry. And I will go to collect wind during the day, so I can't accompany you. You can stay on the island by yourself. Go shopping."

Only then did Luo Jia feel relieved, he just wanted to escape from this familiar place full of memories of him and Yin Jiaoyu, and not remind him of that man every time he saw it.

The love of his life is back, and he has to leave.Knowing the ending early on, I can only watch this farce-like unrequited love intensify, delaying time in self-deception, reluctant to leave, and finally falling into the eternal hell.

This first love, which exhausted his heart and soul, ended so carelessly.Lorgar thought, his eyes were so sore, but he could no longer shed tears.

This is the only time in my life, and I will never forget it until I die.

He said dully: "Then I'll trouble Brother Qingyuan, I'll go back and pack my things now."

Qing Yuan smiled and patted the child's head: "Well, the boat at eight o'clock tomorrow morning, I will pick you up at seven o'clock." The child did not refuse, which is a good sign.

Now he doesn't expect the child to let go of Jiaoyu and accept him right now, he just hopes to erase some of the sadness in his heart, since he is still a child, there shouldn't be such heavy pain in his eyes.

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Under Yin Jiaoyu's apartment in Yihe Community, Qiao Ran raised his wrist to check the time, and said with a slight smile, "Alan, it's so late, are we going up?"

Yin Jiaoyu's dark eyes looked at the direction where Qing Yuan and Luo Jia left. Whether it was joy or anger, sadness or sorrow was buried in his eyes, even Qiao Ran, who was good at guessing people's hearts, couldn't figure it out.

After a while, he said, "Go back." He turned around and was about to go upstairs.

Qiao Ran grabbed him, her beautiful phoenix eyes brimming with tears: "Alan, I still have a fever...Are you going to drive me home?"

Yin Jiaoyu's heart was in a mess at the moment. He vaguely felt that he should have made money. The person he missed day and night stood in front of him and pulled him to say I love you. What else could he be dissatisfied with?But what is that feeling of emptiness and loss in my heart?

"Sorry, I..." What am I?I have to think about it, what do I think?What is there to think about?Didn't you just push away the only possible obstacle with your own hands?Didn't you let the child leave with Qing Yuan? Why are you still so hesitant.

At this moment, Yin Jiaoyu felt that he was completely useless, he was so angry that he couldn't vent his anger, and he didn't know who he was angry with.

Qiao Ran covered her mouth and coughed a few times, said with a smile, "Forget it, I'll go back by myself." She turned around and left, but her footsteps were obviously a little vain.

Yin Jiaoyu couldn't stand it anymore, stepped forward to hold him, and took out the key while saying, "I'll see you off."

Qiao Ran pursed her lips and smiled: "Thank you..." Before she finished speaking, the foreground flickered, and suddenly it was dark, and she sat down limply.

"Hello!" Yin Jiaoyu was startled, and quickly supported his limp body: "Hey, are you okay? I'll take you to the hospital."

"Don't..." Qiao Ran grabbed his arm, her fingers pierced coldly into her heart, her voice was weak but firm, "I won't go to the hospital."

How could Yin Jiaoyu listen to him, he didn't bother to say anything, and walked to the car with him.

Qiao Ran somehow managed to break free from him, supported the wall and said calmly, "Alan, someone is chasing me, I can't be found by him." The rare look of laughter in his eyes turned serious.

This statement is half true, half false, Bai Ruiyuan was looking for him, but the second generation ancestor wanted to confess him, but to Yin Jiaoyu's ears, it sounded like someone was going against him.

Yin Jiaoyu immediately became vigilant. Although the Yihe community was heavily guarded, people who even Qiao Ran avoided him should not be easy to deal with.But when he thought of taking Qiao Ran home, he panicked, no matter how he thought about it, he felt sorry for Lorgar.

"Do you think you are being unfaithful to that child? Alan?" Qiao Ran said to the point, with sadness in her voice, "But he has already left with Elliot. Alan, look at me."

His cold fingers caressed Yin Jiaoyu's cheek, forcing him to look at himself: "What I owed you before, I will pay you back ten times... The remaining decades of my life, Qiao Ran, belong to you."