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Ding Weiya was concentrating on playing games in the dormitory, when he heard the click of the dormitory door lock, he was slightly surprised and asked: "Who is it? Xiang'er, you are back again?"

"It's me." Lorgar pushed open the door.

"Oh." Ding Weiya continued to play the game, and asked belatedly after two seconds, "Hey, didn't you go to celebrate Yin Tianwang's birthday? Why didn't you go to live at his house?"

Lorca paused, then said with a smile, "Oh, his manager called and said there was a temporary announcement, there's no other way, we'll talk about it another day."

"That's it...it's a pity. Didn't the cake go out?"

Luo Jia picked up the cake box on the handle, and murmured inaudibly: "Yes, I forgot." Originally, it was a custom-made ice cream cake to celebrate his birthday with Yin Jiaoyu. It's probably too early in the hour.

Ding Weiya didn't hear clearly, and asked, "What?"

Lorgar smiled: "It's nothing. Do you eat this cake? But it may be a bit melted."

The foodie bear immediately forgot about the game, and happily ran over to open the cake box: "Of course. Hey, let me celebrate your birthday for you, and put in candles..."

"No more." Lorgar interrupted him, realizing that his tone was too stiff, and softened his voice again, "Just eat it, don't bother."

He stood aside, watching Gouxiong scoop out a large piece of creamy ice cream with his fingers, and the eight words "Male God wishes me a happy birthday" immediately blurred the four words "Happy Birthday".

Luo Jia looked at the word "male god" alone, and felt it was dazzling and sad, yes, this is correct... He was supposed to be a male god, if he insisted on being dragged into the position of boyfriend, the ending would be the same so...

He hurriedly turned his head away to wipe his eyes, took out a plastic spoon from his trouser pocket, opened the package and took out one, dug up the word "male god" in a mess, scooped up a large piece and stuffed it into the bear's mouth : "Use a spoon."

Xiong Xiong hurriedly nodded happily, and said vaguely: "You can eat some too."

With his hands in his pockets, Luo Jia walked slowly to the bathroom to wash up, and said, "No need, you can eat by yourself."

After taking a few mouthfuls, Ding Weiya felt that there was something wrong with Lolo tonight? ...But generally Luo Luo would yell when he was unhappy, it seemed that he would not be so quiet.

He tentatively asked: "Lolo, you, do you have something on your mind?"

Lorgar was brushing his teeth, shaking his head with the toothbrush in his mouth without looking back, muttering: "No."

"Oh..." The bear didn't get suspicious at all, and continued to gobble it up.

In the bathroom, Lorgar washed his face with cold water, washed away the tears that kept falling, and wiped it vigorously with a towel.Lorgar you trash!

Thinking of the relaxing trip the next day, Lorgar randomly picked up a few T-shirts and threw them into his schoolbag.

At a time like this, going to a small island with brother Qingyuan, would he misunderstand that he thought he had room for him? ...Although I have made it clear to Brother Qingyuan, but...what if Brother Qingyuan thinks that he has changed his mind.

The more Luo Jia thought about it, the more he felt that his promise at the time was too hasty, and he couldn't play with Qing Yuan, what kind of words did that sound like.

He slowly took the phone, and was about to send Qing Yuan a text message to say no, but he was very reluctant to part with the beautiful island he had heard about for a long time, and at the same time worried that Brother Qing Yuan would disagree, and there were side-effects .

It's really troublesome... There is no place to go after losing a relationship, Luo Jia felt a dull pain in his heart, and he didn't dare to think about the name "Yin Jiaoyu".He sniffled, thinking that he might as well go to the island alone for a day or two.

Thinking of this, Lorgar decided to go online without hesitation, found a hotel on a small island, booked a single room and tickets for the earliest boat departing early the next morning, and set the wake-up alarm again.

After almost tidying up, he climbed into the bed and lay down in a large font. It may be that he was exhausted from crying all the way, or it may be that his heart is ashamed as it is often said, and he fell into a deep sleep not long after.

The dream was a mess, first Yin Jiaoyu appeared, changed his usual succinct style, and babbled to him, Luo Jia, do you know what is the most troublesome thing about being a model? It takes a long time to be nervous... Then Qiao Ran jumped out and said alan, you are not allowed to talk to this kid, we are all married, and so on.In the end, Lorgar watched helplessly as the two of them walked away arm in arm, and he fainted from crying in the toilet.

When he woke up, Lorgar felt even more tired before going to sleep, and the pillow was covered with wet tears.He numbly climbed out of bed and washed his face casually.

Looking at himself in the mirror, he looked neither human nor ghost, his hair was stunned like a mess of grass, and there were two big dark circles on his pale face, as if he was suffering from a disease.

As a last resort, he had no choice but to take off all his clothes and go to the bathroom to take a shower, picked up the backpack he put away last night, and prepared to leave lightly.

Before leaving, he sent Qing Yuan a text message [Brother Qing Yuan, I'm sorry I'm about to miss the appointment, I wish you a happy gathering~] Then he threw the phone on the table and walked out the door.

The cool morning breeze is gentle, the sky has just turned pale, and even the sun is still lying on the bed.A large number of students had dispersed on campus because of the summer vacation, but now that it was so early in the morning, it was even more silent, only the chirping of birds and the occasional sound of passing cars could be heard.

No matter how you look at it, it was just an ordinary day. Who knew that Lorgar's world almost collapsed overnight.

By the time Qing Yuan saw the text message on his phone and drove to the pier, Luo Jia had already left on the 05:30 ferry.

"Lorja..." Qing Yuan sighed with a wry smile, and it was really hard for the child to react and guard against himself at this time.He didn't even have a chance to sneak in. He didn't know whether he should be relieved by Lorgar's decisive attitude or entangled.

Forget it, let's go to the island first. Anyway, it's such a big place, so I'm afraid we won't find anyone.Qing Yuan shook his head and boarded the next ferry.

In the apartment of Yihe Community, Yin Jiaoyu was slumped on the sofa rubbing his temples, and the sofa smelled heavily of alcohol.

Last night, he was so shocked by Qiao Ran's confession that he almost lost his mind. The remaining rationality told him that he should catch up with Lorja who left, hold the child in his arms, and firmly told him that he was the only one in his heart, and Qiao Ran was just him. of the past.

At that moment, it was just because the basic sense of responsibility told him that he couldn't leave Qiao Ran, who had a high fever and was powerless, not to mention what to do if the "enemies" mentioned by Qiao Ran who chased him came after him. You can't make fun of people's lives.

But what happened after he put Qiao Ran on the bed?Could he lie to himself that he couldn't break Qiao Ran's weak fingers on his wrist?Even so, couldn't he just use his hands and call Lorgar to stabilize him?

Is it really because I just can't let go of the patient's sense of morality, or is it because I am really hesitating in my heart, fearing that I can't give the child a 100% sure guarantee.

I'm afraid even he himself doesn't know the answer to this question...

However, Qiao Ran didn't give him time to think it through, it wasn't enough to climb into the big bed in Yin Jiaoyu's master bedroom, and she even coquettishly tried to abduct Yin Jiaoyu into bed with her.Not to mention what you can do if you feel weak all over, it's good to sleep with you.

That evildoer was already doing his best to seduce, but now he has the weakness of a sickly beauty, which made Yin Jiaoyu have a headache.Fortunately, the cold medicine he took contained hypnotic ingredients, so Yin Jiaoyu escaped unharmed.

Tossing and turning on the big bed in the guest room, unable to fall asleep, he reached out to touch the mobile phone on the bedside table, and what caught his eyes off guard was the big smile of the child, still the photo taken in Happy Valley wearing the Ala Lei cap.

He smiled so happily that the corners of Yin Jiaoyu's mouth couldn't help but twitched, and he suddenly missed Lorja very much.

He called out the number and was about to call Lorgar, but he hesitated for a while.Thinking of what Qiao Ran said to him downstairs, he sighed deeply for the first time.

If he had heard that confession a few years earlier, or even a few months earlier, he would have accepted him regardless of past suspicions and abandoned all resentment and entanglement.In other words, since the day Qiao Ran left, he has been waiting for him to come back.

But since Lorgar broke into his life without thinking, everything seems to be slowly changing.That kid was too good at getting into trouble and caught him off guard too much, which made him miss Qiao Ran less and less.

It seems that the child has been courting and caring for him all this time, Yin Jiaoyu casually threw the phone on the bed, and lay down heavily on his back, obviously he also likes Luo Jia!But Qiao Ran said, the rest of my life is yours.

I have been dreaming of a sentence for so many years, and I finally heard him say it, shouldn't I be very excited...

Why didn't you agree to him immediately? ...Why at that moment, the thought was to keep Lorgar who left sadly.Didn't you tell yourself that you would love Qiao Ran for the rest of your life?

Yin Jiaoyu was so irritable that he turned over and got out of bed, went to the wine cabinet to grab a bottle of whiskey, unscrewed the cap and poured down half of the bottle, coughing until he choked.

As if he wanted to deliberately get himself drunk so that he didn't have to think about it, he poured down a bottle of whiskey, opened the red wine he had prepared for Lorgar's birthday, poured half a goblet, and sipped it one by one.

After being poured so hard, his brain soon became dizzy, and Yin Jiaoyu pried open another bottle of beer, while drinking, he barely stood up and walked back to the living room.

He leaned on the wall and touched the sofa and lay down. He didn't care if it would cause a hangover, he just wanted to fall asleep quickly, so he didn't have to worry about it and feel heartache.

After a night of chaotic nightmare, Yin Jiaoyu opened his eyes and felt a sharp and drowsy headache.Well, it was indeed an inevitable hangover, he sighed resignedly, and looked sideways at his watch.

It's not even seven o'clock...

He stood up reluctantly, went to the kitchen and poured himself a glass of water, raised his neck and downed it, thought for a while and poured another glass.

Although his temples were still throbbing with pain, Yin Jiaoyu's consciousness was clearly more clear than last night, and all the troublesome things from before flooded back into his mind.

I don't know if the kid is okay? ...Thinking about calling, but for some reason, I feel a little guilty, and I don't know what to say after thinking about it...

Yin Jiaoyu rubbed his temples, remembering that Qiao Ran was still asleep in his bedroom, and wondered if the fever had subsided completely.While drinking water, he walked towards the bedroom.

After pushing open the door, he staggered into the closet, and Yin Jiaoyu cursed in a low voice.

He turned to look at the big bed, Qiao Ran was still sleeping peacefully.Maybe he was still sick, but the sound just now didn't wake him up, it just made him turn over.

Now Yin Jiaoyu saw his face clearly through the morning light outside the floor-to-ceiling window, and couldn't help being slightly taken aback.Over the years, Qiao Ran's face has not changed much, it is still as delicate as a porcelain doll.It seemed that it was still a random morning ten years ago when he was going to class, and he acted lightly for fear of waking up his lover who hadn't woken up yet.

What's next?He'd walk over, lean in and kiss the teenager on the cheek, and say baby I'm leaving.Qiao Ran would definitely wake up, she rubbed her eyes and said with a smile, come back early.Even though he was so sleepy that he was delirious, he would still struggle to wake up and say goodbye to him.

Everything will be happy and beautiful.

By coincidence, Yin Jiaoyu walked to the bed and reached out to touch Qiao Ran's face.