I can't run away after agreeing to fall in love

The flames jumped up high, burning a side of the air, becoming hot and twisting, like a brand new soul dancing between the sky and the earth. Shen Shitang was sitting by the campfire, the warm orange light covered his body like a veil. The beautiful snow color dyed by fire.

Sitting next to Shen Shitang was an aging old man, wearing national costumes, holding Shen Shitang's hand tightly, with some water in his cloudy eyes, the old man looked at the two granddaughters who were playing with their friends by the campfire, embarrassed, Some embarrassedly said: "I'm sorry to trouble you, I'm sorry to trouble you, the parents of the children left early, and I'm almost gone as an old man."

Shen Zhitang hurriedly took out a handkerchief and handed it to someone to wipe his face, but the old man flatly refused. He just wiped the corners of his eyes with his sleeve and said, "I have nothing to thank you for. I can only wish you a safe life."

The old man spoke softly with Shen Shitang in substandard Chinese, and Shen Shitang smiled and asked, "Can I ask what happened?"

"The child's mother left within a few days after giving birth to Ayigul. You look at our place, and we can't force her to stay. It's just that my stupid son is thinking of ways to make money. At that time, Aisham took her into his hand when he was a little older. Who knew there would be a car accident, he was gone, and Sham also injured his leg... But it's all over, and I don't force myself to live No matter how old I am, I hope to watch them grow up, and I, an old man, will be satisfied."

The eyes of the old man were filled with the unique compassion of the elders. After he finished speaking, he held Shen Shitang's hand tightly and said, "The teachers from your city are all good people. Allah will bless you."

"I want to discuss it with you, and then..."

Shen Shitang moved the idea of ​​funding, and also told the old man what Tang Yingqiu had told him before, in exchange for the old man's repeated thanks, which could not be stopped.

Tang Yingqiu moved very quickly, and had already selected a place to start construction. He thought about extending the production line first. This place has unique advantages. It is good to try to do some wool processing and melon and fruit processing industries. Mechanized operation, older people The elderly can also try to do it.

Originally, the old man only planned to have a banquet alone, but under the instigation of Tang Yingqiu and A Hong, he gave up this idea and invited the performance troupe in the city to hold a party. If there are too many people, it should be fun.

Uighur-specific music came from the venue, which was simple and textured. Tang Yingqiu came back and sat beside Shen Shitang, holding a plate with some food on it.Seeing Tang Yingqiu approaching, the old man stood up and pressed his right hand on his chest, bowed and said hello repeatedly, and Tang Yingqiu responded with the same courtesy.

After the old man finished speaking, he declined and left, saying that he wanted to chat with others, and Shen Zhitang also stood up and said goodbye to the old man.Tang Yingqiu wrapped the iron stick with a paper towel and handed the mutton skewers to Shen Shitang, saying, "It's not spicy, eat a little."

Shen Zhitang dodged a little.

Ayigul is careless, but Aysham is more shy in comparison, and knows much more than Aygul.On the day I went back, Aisham grabbed the hem of his clothes and whispered to himself: "Brother Ah Hong's brother is so kind to you, teacher, and you like your brother too, teacher. It was said in the textbook before, if you know your mistakes, you can correct them. Good boy, teacher, please forgive brother."

I don't know how Aysham knew about this, even she just shook her head and said it was her intuition and told herself not to be burdened.Shen Shitang thanked Aisham for his thoughtfulness, and was also shocked by this observation.This kind of intersecting emotion has been with me until now, and I blamed Tang Yingqiu for being too close to her, so I could only calmly refuse, "I'm not hungry."

"Okay then." Tang Yingqiu couldn't hide the disappointment in his words, he walked to the side and started to eat by himself.

Shen Zhitang could only feel the air around him drop suddenly, and he instinctively moved towards the flames, and then he was pushed down on the small bench with a weight on his shoulders.

Shen Shitang's eyes blurred, and he stopped to look at the person in front of him.

A Hong was wearing national costumes, and just came back from dancing with him. His body was covered with sweat, as if a layer of olive oil had been applied to his bronzed skin. He said, "Is it fun?"

"It's very interesting." Shen Zhitang brought a thermos and poured a glass of water for himself and A Hong.

A Hong was going to say hello and leave, but he was left behind by such a glass of water. He sat directly beside Shen Shitang and asked, "Where is Brother A Qiu?"

"He—" Shen Shitang raised his eyes to look in the direction where Tang Yingqiu was sitting, and found that there was no one there, so he said, "Where did he go, how would I know?"

A Hong pondered for a moment, as if he was thinking about something, Shen Shitang didn't take the initiative to bring up the topic, he just put the cup to his mouth and let it dry slowly, when he exhaled, a small cloud of water mist rose up, scorching wet and dazed.

The reason why he came back to his senses was that A Hong approached suddenly, those amber eyes melted into the firelight and became even more radiant. Shen Shitang felt his head go blank for a moment, then he heard A Hong say with a smile: "Everyone says my eyelashes are bigger than my eyelashes. The girl's is even longer, but I think yours is longer than mine, it's long and curled up, so pretty."

Shen Shitang held his breath, and heard A Hong continue to say: "You are also the most beautiful person I have ever seen."

No, things shouldn't have developed like this, Shen Shitang's eyes were covered with astonishment, there were so many people there, no, even if there weren't so many people, how could he say that.

Shen Zhitang lost the ability to speak, but A Hong didn't move, and just looked at him quietly after speaking.

Shen Zhitang didn't want to hurt Ah Hong, so he could only comfort himself in his heart. He didn't mean that, so he held his breath and said, "You are also the most beautiful person I have ever seen. You are very kind and cute, and I am also very cute. like you."

"Thank you!" Ah Hong hugged Shen Shitang happily, and said with a smile: "You are also very kind, you are a good person."

This reaction satisfied Shen Zhitang, he let go of the big stone in his heart, he was thinking too much, watched A Hong leave from a distance, and only when he raised his eyes did he see Tang Yingqiu, his eyes were red, looking at him like this.

Against the light, there are sand and stones in the middle, but it seems to be separated by thousands of ravines.

As soon as the wind blew, Shen Zhitang felt his head hurt, rubbed his head and was about to go back, he could feel Tang Yingqiu's following, and he didn't want to stop him, so he just let him go, but there was a heavy weight on his shoulders, and an extra piece of clothing to wear, The black wilderness is the nest of the wind, Tang Yingqiu coughed lightly, and put the coat on Shen Shitang's body backwards, as if making him wear a smock, Shen Shitang did not move, acquiescing to all Tang Yingqiu's actions.

After finishing dressing, Tang Yingqiu walked back again, keeping a proper distance behind Shen Shitang.

The two sat silently in the school room, cut into two halves, Shen Shitang could feel Tang Yingqiu's anger, just like before, but he hadn't done anything to himself until now.

The door rattled, and Shen Shitang went to open the door, only to find that it was A Hong, who was still panting, and asked, "Why did you come back so soon?"

"I'm a little tired, I still have class tomorrow."

"Then—" Ah Hong tilted his head and said, "Then can I delay you for a while?"

Shen Shitang could even hear his own heartbeat, and finally agreed.

Walking outside, I didn't know what he was going to say, but in the end Ahong took out a well-baked melon from his arms and handed it to himself, saying: "Eat it, it warms your stomach, I see you don't eat much. "

The laughter was diluted by the wind, but the carnival was still going on, and the smoldering flames could still be seen from a distance. The two of them were walking slowly in the wilderness of the night, walking side by side. Shen Shitang held the melon in his hands to warm his hands , quietly waiting for Ah Hong.

A Hong suddenly quickened his pace and blocked Shen Shitang's way, and said with a smile: "Well - I don't know what this feeling is, the first time I saw you, I felt like I fell in love with you."

During this period of getting along, Shen Shitang knew that A Hong had the temperament to say something, but he was still frightened by A Hong's straight ball, so he took a few steps back and said haha, "When I see you, I will I think you're cute."

"No, it's not a feeling, and I don't know what it is." A Hong scratched his head, "It's like the feeling of wanting to take good care of you, like—" A Hong suddenly moved his face closer Shen Zhitang said, "It's the feeling of a boy wanting to marry a girl."

"I don't understand what you're talking about." Shen Zhitang stepped back, frowned, and said, "I'm a man, do you understand?"

"I know, but so what?" A Hong continued, "I like you not because of anything else, your soul is much more beautiful than other clamoring crowd, others are just superficial, not something we can choose thing."

"No, that's not the case." Shen Shitang stammered.

"Don't be afraid of me." Ah Hong said with a sad face, "I just want to express this emotion to you. You said I want to keep you here, how can I bear it?"

As soon as the wind blew, it poured into Ah Hong's clothes, bulging, as if about to fly up immediately, "I just want to tell you, Ah Qiu and I, no, like Tang Yingqiu, both like you."

"If one day you are with him again, I will bless you all. If you don't want to be with him again, you can come back here to play." A Hong's eyes flashed, "Although I don't know you What happened before, but I know he's my brother and a good guy."

Shen Zhitang only felt that the wind was blowing so that the back of his neck was cold. How could these things be hidden from others, so he quietly closed his eyes and joked, "Do you still think I'm clean?"

"As I said, you are more holy and beautiful than anything in the world, the kind of beauty that should not be desecrated by me."

Shen Zhitang pulled out a smile and said, "Thank you."

"I'll take you back, it's cold outside." A Hong pushed Shen Shitang, and joked, "He's still waiting for you."

"Things are not what you think. He did it. I can't forgive him for the rest of my life. I'm very sad. I can't come out until now." Shen Shitang muttered to himself.

"But... But when you look at him, there is light in your eyes, but when you look at me, there is no light in your eyes. You can't even see a small star."

The torrent of astonishment was about to wash away Shen Zhitang.

"I'm so jealous! He's the only one in such beautiful eyes, but Brother Ah Qiu is also very good." A Hong seemed to have suddenly regained his former vivacity, talking to himself, showing a bright and impeccable expression. Smiling, "Why doesn't he cherish such beautiful eyes?"

Shen Shitang chose to bid farewell to Ahong at the gate. Ahong had to go there to greet his fellow countrymen, and it would take a long time before he came back. At the gate, he met Mr. Zhou and Mr. Cai who were also coming back to rest. Shen Shitang said hello and went back Walk.

When A Hong heard what he said, he didn't feel it, but now, it was like a small stream rushing through his heart, meandering along the blood vessels to his whole body, filled with such emotions.When I stopped at the door, I dared not go in.

Shen Zhitang didn't bring the key when he went out, so Shen Zhitang could only knock on the door.

When the door opened, someone hugged her tightly, and was forcibly pulled and pressed onto the bed. Tang Yingqiu kissed herself carelessly just like at that time, and tasted the salty taste of tears on her lips and tongue.

Shen Zhitang didn't respond, nor refused, just like any time before.

"I'm so sad, you touch it." Tang Yingqiu took Shen Shitang's hand and pressed it to his heart, "I'm afraid you don't want it, I'm so scared, I'm right here."

Shen Shitang's non-response washed away all the luck in Tang Yingqiu's heart, and asked in a low voice, "Do you agree with him?"

"Are you really not wanting me anymore?"

"What should I do, what should I do?"

Tang Yingqiu buried herself in Shen Shitang's chest and hugged her tightly. Later, Tang Yingqiu heard a voice from Shen Shitang:

"You can't judge everyone with your own emotions, because not everyone is like you—"

"nausea."