Rolls Royce

After meeting Fu Lili once, He Yinrong has been a little out of his mind. When he was packing up the goblets at the bar, he almost dropped the whole box on the ground.Fortunately, Ah Yao supported the box quickly, which saved him from being scolded by Sister Min.Knowing that his mind was too distracted, He Yinrong couldn't stop sighing in his heart. After setting up all the goblets, he looked around the whole bar—there weren't too many customers at the moment, so he said to Ayao: "Can you hold it for me for a while first?" I'll go backstage to smoke a cigarette, and I'll be back in 5 minutes." A Yao nodded, and He Yinrong took out a cigarette and a lighter from the counter drawer, and left the bar.

There is a small balcony next to the back door of the bar, where He Yinrong occasionally comes to smoke.It was already eight o'clock at night, the lights were just coming on, and the night breeze was a little cool.Facing the night view of the city, he quietly smoked a cigarette, and while puffing, he kept hinting to himself, don't think about the past, let alone when Tan Xianghui will come.

After putting out the cigarette, He Yinrong put his hands in his pockets and walked quickly to his post.Unexpectedly, there was a special guest waiting for him there.

"Hey, Arong." Seeing that he would come, Ayao put down the wine cup in his hand, pointed to the booth area of ​​the bar and said, "There is a person over there who said he was your high school classmate and came to see you specially."

High school classmates?He Yinrong's heart skipped a beat, and he quickly looked over there - there were six or seven people sitting in the booth area, some men and some women, but he didn't see any familiar figure.He couldn't help asking: "Men and women? What color clothes are you wearing?"

"Men, he's wearing a brown coat." A Yao replied, following He Yinrong's gaze.

But among the six or seven people, there was no one wearing a brown coat.He Yinrong couldn't help feeling strange.Only then did Ayao say: "No, that person seems to have left, he was still there 2 minutes ago..."

He Yinrong walked towards the gate of the bar almost immediately - the man must not have gone far, he should be able to catch up.Thinking of this, he ran out of the bar, and on the street outside, he saw a man in a brown coat walking forward with his back turned.He Yinrong still had a deep memory of this figure, gritted his teeth, and shouted that person's name.

The man in the brown coat turned his head, and it turned out to be Li Siyan.

He Yinrong didn't tell any of his classmates the reason for the suspension, but Li Siyan knew it.Because he is one of the parties.

He is very communicative, and there are two or three so-called "good friends" in each class.So He Yinrong and Tan Xianghui skipped the afternoon class together, and Li Siyan knew it when he asked.This made him extremely uneasy.

Why do I have to keep in touch with He Yinrong, even if he is hated by the other party, I don't stop.Li Siyan knew the answer, but he didn't want to admit it.Liking someone who doesn't like him makes him feel inferior, but what comes with inferiority is the psychology of getting the other person's attention no matter what.The more He Yinrong showed his face, the more hostile he became. Now that he was in this situation, he had uncontrollably had crazy thoughts, and he really did.

Li Siyan is the vice president of the school's musical instrument club and has the key to the music classroom. He intends to call He Yinrong into this room and explain everything clearly.After sending the address and time to He Yinrong by text message, he did not reply. Li Siyan thought he would not come, but when the appointed time came, He Yinrong still came to the music classroom.There are only two of them here.

Knowing that He Yinrong would not have the patience to have a long talk with him, Li Siyan didn't waste any nonsense, and asked straight to the point: "Are you with Tan Xianghui?"

"No." He Yinrong's face was gloomy, and there was no kindness in his tone.

"Honestly, you are not in a hurry, I am in a hurry." As he spoke, Li Siyan took out his mobile phone, pressed the keyboard, and said, "I have already helped you once, but the effect was not very good. He is better than I imagined." Even more obtuse, your eyesight is too poor." He Yinrong's anger was almost immediately aroused when he heard him speak contemptuously of things he was not qualified to manage, but before he could utter a rebuttal , Li Siyan handed the phone in front of him: "Here, take a look at this."

A photo is displayed on the screen.A boy was squatting on the beach, writing a name, and the owner of this name was the one they were just talking about.He Yinrong tried to identify the protagonist of the photo, but he couldn't remember who he was, but he already had a bad premonition in his heart.

"This is Deng Kai, do you still remember him?" Li Siyan lowered his voice, and he still maintained basic respect for the deceased: "It took me a lot of effort to find his blog on the Internet. He committed suicide The reason is severe depression. In the summer vacation after graduating from junior high school, after being ridiculed and insulted by his classmates with the word "homosexual", his psychology has changed since then. Those blog posts are all about his self-struggle... But in the end, he still couldn’t make it through.”

"Why are you telling me this?" He knew that Li Siyan's purpose was never to share this discovery with him, even though he had been deeply curious about it.

Taking the mobile phone back from He Yinrong's hand, Li Siyan's face lost the heaviness just now, and put on a sneer instead: "What Deng Kai didn't say, I said for him. I will send this photo to Tan Xianghui." The shock on He Yinrong's face made him very satisfied: "I don't believe that Tan Xianghui will be indifferent, no matter how slow he is, he can see that Deng Kai likes him. So I don't believe it either, he will not know you Thoughts. I just don’t know what kind of mentality he has for maintaining this ‘friendship’ with you all the time... I think, help me.”

"Are you crazy?" He Yinrong just felt unreasonable.How could someone be so calm and consider his hypocrisy as a "help" to others?He just wanted to punch Li Siyan in the face.

"It doesn't matter whether I'm crazy or not. What's important is that I look down on a cowardly person like you even more!" Li Siyan smiled more presumptuously: "Don't you want to know Tan Xianghui's answer? He is Will you accept you, or will you be like those people, avoiding us as soon as they see us, and then satirizing us with vicious words behind our backs, treating us as monsters and perverts. Are you really not curious at all?!"

He Yinrong's hands were already tightly clenched into fists, and he spoke with suppressed anger in his voice: "This answer is not important to me at all. As for you, I don't think you are qualified to talk to me about my affairs , I also advise you not to do similar stupid things again."

This sentence made Li Siyan speechless for a long time, he clenched his teeth, the words he wanted to say surged in his throat, but he swallowed them again.The way He Yinrong looked at him gave him the urge to destroy everything.Rather than hurting each other with fists and feet, the two of them seem to want to stab each other with words.After a long silence, Li Siyan said: "You are just afraid of knowing the fact that he doesn't like you." After finishing speaking, he passed He Yinrong and strode out of the music classroom. The door was slammed shut just in time with He Yinrong's heartbeat. match.

Only then did He Yinrong's breathing calm down... However, it made him more uncomfortable than when he was agitated just now.He suddenly felt a throbbing pain in his chest, and his breathing became weaker and weaker. He hurriedly unloaded the schoolbag on his back. With a trembling right hand, he opened the chain of the bag, and found a bottle of medicine and a bottle of mineral water from inside.After taking the pill, the symptoms did not improve immediately, He Yinrong could only take two steps back, sat on the piano bench beside him, endured the pain, and constantly adjusted his breathing.

Since the last time he had an illness at the Convention and Exhibition Center, he began to carry medicine with him. He thought that the heart problem would get better when he grew up, but the recurrence made him feel more scared than before.

He has never felt that he is so fragile, both physically and mentally, he is close to the breaking point.Now he can barely hold on, but he didn't expect that the last straw that broke the camel's back would fall soon.

Li Siyan didn't expect He Yinrong to chase him out of the bar, turned his head and saw his face, his feet were trembling.

"Why don't you leave without a drink?" Unexpectedly, He Yinrong's tone was quite relaxed, as if the two teenagers who hated each other at the beginning never existed.Seeing that he stayed where he was and did not speak, He Yinrong even walked up to him, smiling, and waited for his reply.

"I invite you to drink." He Yinrong said.

A Yao is a person who is very good at observing words and expressions. Knowing that they are meeting old classmates, he consciously took over He Yinrong's work and left them more room for conversation.He Yinrong asked Li Siyan what kind of wine he wanted to drink, but he shook his head and said that he didn't drink, and that a glass of water was enough.

Li Siyan has changed a lot compared to when he was in high school. To be precise, he is much older.He Yinrong still remembers that he was very popular with girls at that time, because his skin was very fair, his appearance was a bit feminine, and he was also very talkative—of course, in his opinion, it was noisy.But now the shadow of that year can no longer be seen.His eyes are hesitant and tired, there is an unshaven beard on his chin, his hair is also messy, the brown coat is a bit old, and the stains on the sleeves are black, which is enough to see that his recent condition is not good.He Yinrong saw this in his eyes, but he didn't feel gloating or anything. He just wanted to lament that time has changed a lot of things. The people who used to face each other day and night are now scattered everywhere. If they didn't hand it over with their own eyes, who would guess their lives What kind of life?

"Did you do well in the college entrance examination?" He Yinrong asked casually while putting the water glass in front of Li Siyan.

"It's okay." As he spoke, Li Siyan raised his hand and touched the back of his neck.He Yinrong knew that he was lying, but he just smiled and didn't expose it.

"Well... what time do you get off work?" It seems that such an occasion is not suitable for talking about private matters.

After thinking for a while, He Yinrong replied: "At ten o'clock, I can leave after I finish my shift."

"Then let me go together after you get off work?" Li Siyan lowered his head slightly, not looking at He Yinrong, and put his hands next to the water glass, but he didn't pick it up to drink.He Yinrong knew the complexity and embarrassment in his heart at the moment, the smile on his face faded, but he still nodded and said "OK".