overpass

In times of turmoil, there are times of war.However, some people think the water is bland and tasteless, while others think it is refreshing and thirst-quenching.

Shi Lei's department recently organized training, usually they give training to others, but this time they were transferred.And I don't know where to get this professional!Did he come here on purpose to be a negative teaching material?Then use this to remind them that those actions and words should not be there? !

Every day at noon, just in time for everyone's lunch break, except for the department manager, everyone else played lecture games with him.There was a mess in the department, complaining and rushing to the conference room.

Shi Lei sat on the chair below, with a notebook spread out on the table in front of him, and the voices of professionals on the podium were chattering in his ears.Do people change?Shi Lei thought about this question, and recalled his experience of skipping class.

"This little comrade." The professional changed his tone, and Shi Lei's attention was also drawn back. It turned out that it was Lu Ziyi, a new colleague from the Ministry, who was late for answering the phone just now. "Why don't you listen to me? Take my words as nothing?"

Lu Ziyi pinched the phone at a loss.

"Didn't I say that when you come to my class, you can't be late, and your mobile phone must be turned off? Look at your young people who play with mobile phones every day. I don't let you bring mobile phones. It's not for your own good."

Lu Ziyi argued, "I was busy just now."

The professional ignored him, and continued to point at the projector. His tone was different from before, and his face was full of flattery. "Come on, let's take a look at the successful experience of this chairman. In fact, I am quite familiar with him, the year before last,"

Professionals were concentrating on bragging, Lu Ziyi stood awkwardly at the door for a while, and was about to walk in.The professionals stopped her suddenly: "Why are you so unruly, did I let you go?"

The little girl had obviously never seen such a situation before, she was surprised and aggrieved.

"Rules! Rules! Why are young people so unruly now! I didn't teach you the rules." It was that sharp voice again.

Shi Lei tapped his pen, stood up, and looked at him.

☆、Omen (2)

Shi Lei was still so calm, and said clearly, "First of all, your actions are not for our benefit, you are just controlling us. You are just a power admirer."

Shi Lei felt that his client might not be able to understand, so he gave an example: "You know, Hitler, before he came to power, that is, when he was a soldier, he was a flattering character. He kept climbing , until no one is more powerful than him, he gathers a group of people who are as flattering as he used to be, because he did that in the past. At the same time, Hitler also looked down on those people, after all, they were just a group of weak people who relied on him .and you"

Shi Lei just looked at him, "The respectful attitude towards the chairman and the bossy tone are exactly the same as his character. So, you are not for our benefit at all, you just like the pleasure brought by exercising power." "In addition , your professional knowledge is a bit behind. In terms of character and knowledge, you are not qualified to be my teacher."

At the end of the conversation, the flirtatious and bullying character of professionals made him unable to keep eye contact with Shi Lei, so he turned to the other students and said, "Look, this is no rule, if this is in front of the chairman, "

Shi Lei didn't want to hear what rules he was talking about here, so he packed up his pens and notebooks, turned around and left, when he passed by the door, he heard Lu Ziyi whispering "Thank you." people.

Qin Haiyang patted Shi Lei's shoulder: "Ah, Shitou, you are so handsome today! My family Xu Jiao said you are handsome." The latter sentence was sour. "It's okay, don't worry, I don't think he will trouble you." This "he" should refer to a professional.

"I'm not worried." Shi Lei smiled and shook his head.

"It's okay, I'll cover you, don't worry." Qin Haiyang identified Shi Lei's silence as worry. "At the beginning, I said that sooner or later your personality will cause you to lose your job, so I will definitely help you." Qin Haiyang pressed Shi Lei's shoulder, as if he had strengthened his promise.

Shi Lei was grateful for his friendship and smiled back.

"Why bother? It's fine if you can't bear it." Jiang Nan looked worried. "You're doing so well now, maybe you'll be promoted when your boss leaves."

"Forget it, it's all trivial, don't worry about it." Shi Lei didn't like the topic to focus on himself, so he quickly changed the topic.

After class, Zhang Xu was playing basketball when he heard someone calling him from behind.Zhang Xu turned around, good guy, there was a strong smell of sweat, stronger than his own, so Zhang Xu wrinkled his nose in disgust.

After careful identification, it turned out to be the power forward. Zhang Xu threw the ball to Liu Shichen and asked directly, "Are you looking for me?"

Nodding, "Yes, my name is Xia Feng."

Zhang Xu didn't care about "downwind" or "slit", he didn't remember who he had offended, and he probably didn't come to fight, so he asked him in a relaxed manner: "What's the matter? How did you know my name?" of?"

"I heard it on the court yesterday." Xia Feng paused, "Did you not come out to play yesterday afternoon?"

"Yes, I was almost exhausted at noon yesterday."

"You play very handsomely." Xia Feng interjected without thinking.

Zhang Xu was a little proud, "I shoot very well." He completely forgot about the miserably suppressed thing yesterday.

The two chatted for half a minute, and when Li Xiang and the others called him back, Zhang Xu even forgot to ask him what he was doing here.Is it really just chatting?

Shi Lei was having a meal outside, usually at gatherings like this with a lot of people, Shi Lei would go to socialize.

These nerds and dicks in the department basically don't talk about anything related to work when they leave the company.There were groups of three or four, some were talking about buying a house, some were talking about dressing, usually Shi Lei would follow around for a while, but today Lu Ziyi pestered him, and Shi Lei was happy to chat with her for a while.

And Lu Ziyi also seems to be a very quiet person, she doesn't talk much, Shi Lei can only say a few more words.Shi Lei searched for the news he read recently, and then he didn't know what to say, he couldn't say what books he read recently, what thoughts and experiences he had, right?Or tell stories, but Shi Lei doesn't have this skill.

After chatting for a while about hometown, customs, folk customs and so on, Lu Ziyi also opened her mouth and said a little more.However, Shi Lei lacked interest in this, but he didn't want to make it too obvious.Finally at the restaurant, Shi Lei squeezed towards Qin Haiyang, found a stool, and planted himself next to Qin Haiyang.

Qin Haiyang stared at him and asked him with his mouth: "What are you doing, sit over there!"

Shi Lei waved his hand: "It's not my type."

"It's been decided so soon, so we won't talk too much." Qin Haiyang was still surprised.

"Trust my eyes." Shi Lei nodded.

"You don't cultivate?" Qin Haiyang continued to guide,

"Do you think you and Jiang Nan can cultivate it?"

"No wonder you're single!" Qin Haiyang felt that Shi Lei was hopeless.

Eating, drinking, singing, and parties don't seem to be able to find any new tricks.Shi Lei's life has always been very regular, and there are not too many accidents today, it's just that he played a little longer and drank a few more glasses.

By the time I got into the taxi, I was half sober.With the car windows open, the October night breeze was cool, Shi Lei sat alone in the back seat, looking at the pedestrians and lights speeding by outside, a feeling of loneliness welled up in his heart.

It has been three years since he graduated, and he is 27 years old. Shi Lei doesn't like to talk about his age, because he has an older birthday, so he will be two years older.But now he just wants to treat himself like this. After the new year, he will be 28, and he will be in his third year soon.Love and career, empty-handed.

In the past 25 years, he has only talked about a two-week relationship once. He knows that he has always been a good judge of people.However, how many people want to live alone forever?

So he tried it. In his junior year, he was a classmate in his class, but soon found that it was not the love he wanted.If it's just two people working together to live together, then he would rather not have this thing.

There is no job development, so I can only wait for the promotion that I don't know if it will be honored?

After entering the door, Li Xiang came to pick him up at the door, Shi Lei suddenly smiled "hehe", and rubbed Li Xiang's head into a honeycomb shape.Then he closed his mouth again, took off his shoes, walked barefoot to the sofa, and continued to look at himself.

"Brother." Li Xiang called him, and Shi Lei hummed.Li Xiang touched his forehead again, even his hair was cold.

It was that cup of warm water again. Shi Lei was sitting on the sofa, holding the cup with his head down, feeling the warmth in his palm and the heat spreading to his face, as if dispelling the lingering cold in his heart .

Li Xiang felt that Shi Lei was extremely depressed today, completely different from the tiredness of the past.Li Xiang left from the drawing board in front of the window, walked over, supported Shi Lei's back with one hand, and held Shi Lei's head with the other, sticking to himself.

Shi Lei's unresponsive head still didn't understand what was going on, he just felt a warm current spread across his back, and the familiar rhythmic heartbeat sounded in his ears, and his head began to warm up.What followed was that a feeling of comfort and suffocation spread from the chest and abdomen to the limbs.That warm embrace seems to isolate everything, bringing people back to the initial era of life; whether that warm breath is like the sea water that once gave birth to life in the mother's body.

When Shi Lei realized that it was a gun, and the person beside him was Li Xiang, he pushed away suddenly.

"Brother?" Li Xiang was surprised, but still comforting him.

Shi Lei also quickly calmed down, "It's okay, I drank too much, I fell asleep."

Without waiting for Li Xiang's answer, he fled back to the bedroom, not daring to come out to brush his teeth again!

☆, Detachment (1)

In the early morning, was it because it was the time of waking up of life, Shi Lei's waking body and consciousness jointly presented him with a lingering and warm dream.The person in the dream is familiar and beautiful, and the gentle feeling spreads on the surface of the body, but he is so clearly aware of his existence emotionally.Shi Lei felt as if a stream of water was wandering in his body, sometimes passing through and sometimes covering, nourishing life and soothing the soul.However, at the moment of waking up, everything became blurred again.

Li Xiang walked to the sofa. Shi Lei had been sitting cross-legged on the sofa since he woke up in the morning, concentrating on reading.Li Xiang didn't want to disturb Shi Lei's reading, because he didn't like to be disturbed when he was drawing, so he waved his hand between Shi Lei and the book.

He reminded softly, "Brother, it's time to eat."

Shi Lei agreed, but he didn't move, he was immersed in the book wholeheartedly, Li Xiang leaned over and glanced at the title of the book "The Interpretation of Dreams".

"Brother, Freud is a psychopath."

Shi Lei turned a page, and his posture relaxed a bit, "Only a neurotic patient can understand the true feelings of a neurotic patient more accurately."

"But doctors don't need to be sick all over to cure a disease, do they?"

Shi Lei stretched his legs, "The two are not contradictory." After Shi Lei finished reading this article, the two went to have breakfast together.

Shi Lei looked at Li Xiang, what was in front of him was chewing slowly, and in his memory he was leisurely and carefree, every day he was either painting or playing, school was just another piece of wandering land for him, free and easy, Li Xiang could be called Shang is the most relaxed high school senior.

After dinner, Li went to class, and Shi Lei was on vacation.So Shi Lei also washed the dishes and cleaned up the house along the way.Although Shi Lei is definitely not a diligent person in housework, Li Xiang can't count on it.

In Li Xiang's daily life, he has fully developed the spirit of hard work and simplicity of a homeless man. In Li Xiang's house, Shi Lei didn't know where to put his feet when he entered. He threw brushes here and there. The cabinet is kept secret from Shi Lei.

Of course, the most amazing thing is that no matter how messy the house is, Li Xiang still lives caringly and finds things smoothly.So, when Shi Lei does housework, he just wipes the floor of the living room, changes the quilt and so on.

And Li Xiang's life is just as Shi Lei imagined, anyway, he can't understand the lectures, but he is getting better at playing basketball.Even if the weather turned cold, it was not affected much.

But recently Zhang Xu doesn't play basketball very much. He spends every day with Xia Feng and chats together whenever he has time. Li Xiang doesn't know why people have so many things to say. He couldn't speak a word for a week, but he didn't think it was very painful to shut up, and the long loneliness was the most terrible thing.People in that state, whether it is sadness or joy, will always be borne by one person, and that is the loneliness of "the world is so big, and I am the only one to move forward".

Zhang Xu seemed to be very happy during that time. Li Xiang met Xia Feng several times at the gate of the class. He was tall and imposing, and treated Zhang Xu very well, even a little courteous.However, suddenly one day, the situation seems to have suddenly changed.

Zhang Xu has been lying on the table all morning. Although he is the master of consciousness, this has obviously broken his record.Zhang Xu felt a little hot, as if he had a fever.Li Xiang just patted him, but Zhang Xu sat up as if awakened, staring at the person in front of him in horror.It took a moment to realize who it was.

"You have a fever, do you want to ask for leave?"

If it was normal, Zhang Xu would probably jump three feet, cheering and having an excuse to go home, but not today.Zhang Xu shook his head, his face full of pain, he went out, and came back shortly after, smelling of cigarettes, with a hole burnt in his school uniform pants, but he didn't realize it.

This situation continued for several days until one evening.

Furious, Liu Shichen walked in through the back door of his class, went straight to Zhang Xu, and stopped two meters away abruptly.Throwing the basketball directly on the table in front of Zhang Xu, there was a sound of "嗙", startled the crowd: "Zhang Xu, you are fucking with him, fuck, bah, being gay is enough to make me sick Damn it, you still let him come to me, what the hell do you think. Tell him to get out of here, and you, don’t say I know you, it’s disgusting.”

A sudden change, Zhang Xu himself was frightened dumbfounded, the word "Jianji" was like a heavy hammer, hitting his head heavily, and the world was distorted.

Li Xiang on the side stood up and tried to persuade him, but Liu Shichen's nerves in his memory somehow miswired, his eyes lit up, and he suddenly realized that he turned the conversation to Li Xiang: "It turns out that you are not a good person. You were with him on the first day, and the two of you were in the grove..." Liu Shichen skipped those words directly, as if saying them would stain his mouth, "No wonder he took you to play basketball , and still take care of you."

Although there were not many people in the class, everyone's eyes were already looking at this place. Zhang Xu didn't dare to raise his head even once. The "disgusting" sound made him startled. What's more, Liu Shichen was still his friend, even a former friend. can say such things.

"Opening your mouth is not for talking nonsense." Li Xiang's words were also filled with anger.

With a bang, Zhang Xu stood up so violently that he knocked over the stool, lowered his head, avoided the crowd, and ran away.His steps were messy, he didn't want to think about anything, driven by fear, he just wanted to leave first.He wants to leave here, everyone is crazy and perverted.

I can't feel anything anymore, whether the weather is good or not, whether the light is dark or not, he is like a frightened animal, shuttling through the forest.When I climbed over the campus wall, the moss on the wall was a bit slippery, and I fell when I landed.As soon as he got up, Zhang Xu heard that ghostly voice.

☆, Detachment (2)

"Xiao Xu" Xia Feng's voice sounded from behind.

Zhang Xu now feels sick when he hears this voice.

"I saw a figure running this way just now. I thought I was wrong, but I didn't expect it to be you. I haven't seen you for a few days. Are you avoiding me?" Xia Feng suddenly moved closer , just like last time, pressing harder and harder.

Zhang Xu retreated step by step, feeling that his voice was like a slithering poisonous snake. Why did he think that this man was very nice, like a big brother, took him out to play, taught him how to play basketball, and even went to his house several times.

"Go away" Zhang Xu still lowered his head, lowered his voice, his throat was hoarse.He hates Xia Feng's gaze, makes him sick?Or fear?

"Why did you act like this? Didn't you have fun last time?" Xia Feng grabbed Zhang Xu's wrist all at once, and Zhang Xu struggled away his hand with a terrified roar as if bitten by a poisonous snake.

Xia Feng then went to grab his arm, Zhang Xu was blessed by fear, and vigorously flung it away again, but the form suddenly changed, and Zhang Xu was blocked in a corner.

Xia Feng's voice was also a little annoyed, "Why did it look like I fucked you, didn't you have a good fucking day too?"

Xia Feng continued to approach, and Zhang Xu saw a brick under his feet. He remembered the wine bottle he saw at Xia Feng's house that day.That day was terrible, Zhang Xu swallowed in a panic, his rolling throat showed his extreme tension.

"Actually, you don't have to do this at all. You are a homosexual. It's a matter of time. It's like this in the circle. But now you can follow me, I still like you very much, although you are not good at bed | Annoyed. But, as long as you are obedient, I don't care. And I can satisfy you, what do you think, baby." Xia Feng's last words were almost close to Zhang Xu's ear.

"You fucking fart, you are, you are! You bastard, I will not let you go." Zhang Xu spoke harshly at the top of his voice, as if this would drive away his fear.

And Xia Feng also lost his patience, and directly pressed Zhang Xu against the wall, and the brick moved away from him. It's over, there is no way to retreat, Zhang Xu thought desperately.

"Be honest, if you don't see you clean, you think I'd like to touch you. I've coaxed you for so many days, shouldn't you pay some price!"

With the last sentence, Zhang Xu was completely enraged, and beat him desperately.Xia Feng showed that kind of look again, like last time, with such insidiousness, Zhang Xu was scared.The snake-like breath lingered around his neck, as if it would strike him fatally at any moment.However, he also did that last time, and he vividly remembered how Xia Feng firmly held his wrist, that helpless feeling of losing dignity and human rights, and passively endured that ugly violation.Like a tortured animal, unable to bear the fate.

Is it going to happen again?

In the confusion, Zhang Xu touched a branch, tore it off abruptly, and thrust it fiercely towards Xia Feng's chest ribs. Xia Feng let out a cry of pain, and punched him backhand, Zhang Xu didn't care about the pain.Fleeing home without taking off his clothes, he turned on the switch of the unbuttoned head, only to find that the entire palm of his hand was scratched.

That feeling came back, just like that day, and the stench of sex lingered.Zhang Xu couldn't remember whether he was wearing a condom that day. He deeply felt that he must be infected with AIDS, or some other evil virus. Every night he felt that he was dying of rotting.

Zhang Xu waved his fist at himself in the mirror and yelled: "Look at you, what do you look like? Didn't you just have sex once! Sooner or later, just treat it as a fucking one-night stand!"

Zhang Xu wiped his body clean and changed his clothes.Lying on the bed, it seems that he wants to fall asleep, and he hasn't slept well these days.When the phone rang, he didn't want to look at it, so he loved whoever, it didn't matter.

"Son, what's wrong with you today? Are you uncomfortable? Didn't go to class, or is it a holiday?" Zhang Ma came back and saw her son on the bed, eager to know what happened.

"Mom, I think," as if with great effort, "I want to be alone."

"Son, what's the matter with you, how can I rest assured that you are alone like this! Son, mother is willing to accompany you."

Zhang Xu got up and got out of bed, put on his clothes and started to walk outside.

Zhang's mother followed closely behind, her face full of anxiety, "Son, what's wrong with you, don't let mother worry!"

"It's okay, I'm going to class."

"Look at you, what have you done with this little brat?" Dad Zhang's voice came from the living room angrily.

"Why do I get used to children, it's better than your indifference!"

Zhang Xu shut the door on the quarrel between the two, where should he go now?Let's have some food first.When I was eating, I turned on my phone and saw that it was a text message from my deskmate and monitor.Zhang Xu looked at the phone blankly, wondering where he could go?

The loud music is shaking the sky and the earth, the smell of alcohol is thick, and the breath is blurred. Is it true that an active one-night stand can erase passive rape?Zhang Xu had never been to this kind of place before, he was not full yet, so he didn't know whether to let him in or not.

This is the local gay bar that Zhang Xu found online, and it doesn't look much different from the others.They were not blocked when they entered.As soon as Zhang Xu entered the door, he saw people in the dark turning their heads together, and he was even more at a loss at the brightly lit door.I don't know whether to find a place to sit and wait for someone to serve, or take the initiative to hand over money for consumption.However, the waiter was very enthusiastic and solved the embarrassment.

As soon as he sat down, Zhang Xu smelled a strong strange smell, probably a combination of stinky feet, sweat, and fart. Zhang Xu retched inwardly.After a while, I didn't smell the smell for a long time.

On the one hand, Zhang Xu hoped that someone could talk to him, but at the same time he was a little afraid of the people here. Most of them were men, and there were also a few girls here and there, but they all looked very old, and Zhang Xu swallowed nervously.

When someone passed by, Zhang Xu felt the searching gaze.After sitting for a while, when the eyes gradually adapted to the light, a young man?middle aged?A man in his thirties sat across from Zhang Xu, and Zhang Xu tightened his grip on the wine glass.

“Newcomer”

"?…………Uh-huh"

"Are you still in school?"

The man on the opposite side kept asking some questions, and the blaring music in the bar had to be shouted.Zhang Xu felt a little excited, he likes a lively life.However, that person's caring attitude was always somewhat similar to Xia Feng's, and that feeling returned. Zhang Xu wanted to leave, but that person kept pulling him to talk.

Li Xiang's phone call came, listening to the noisy background sound from the opposite side.

"Zhang Xu, where are you, are you not at home?"

Zhang Xu hesitated, unable to speak.

Li Xiang's voice came again, "Zhang Xu, you should be strong when you encounter problems. Everything will be fine when the sun rises tomorrow." Li Xiang deliberately made his voice calm and believable, and Xiang Shi Lei It's the same as when you reason with him, making him feel that things will really be like this.

"At the same table, you don't think I'm disgusting, do you?"

☆, Detachment (3)

Under the urging of Li Xiang's phone call, Zhang Xu came back in despair.

The smoky environment made him unable to see those people clearly, not only their appearance, but also their hearts.He'd already been duped once, and he didn't think it was the right place for him.On the way, there was a panic at home and at home that he had to go to Li Xiang's house for an overnight stay. Li Xiang picked up Zhang Xu at the gate of his own community, and at the same time Shi Lei reported to Zhang's mother that he was safe.After tossing around midnight, the three finally lay down.

Li Xiang gave up his room to Zhang Xu, and thoughtfully tidied up the drawing papers on the bed before leaving.Then they ran to Shi Lei's bedroom, where they shared a double bed.

Li Xiang felt that the light in the room was a bit dazzling, so Shi Lei dimmed and turned off the headlights, and turned on the bedside lamp.Li Xiang was lying on the side by the window, looking at the sky outside through the gap in the curtains, but the light of the city was so strong that even the stars had to restrain their light.

Dimly, Li Xiang thought, maybe people are so easily blocked by the things in front of them. When Zhang Xu at this moment was marked with the "strong light" of homosexuality, people forgot his past memories. There are a lot of stars below.

Li Xiang turned his head to look at Shi Lei, and Shi Lei immediately looked at him, his eyes met, under the soft light, Shi Lei took on a different kind of demeanor, no longer as tough and sharp as in the daytime; the curve of his face became rounded, It seems to be covered with softness.

"Stupid boy, why are you so stupid?" Shi Lei's eyes fell apart from Li Xiang's, and he leaned against the head of the bed, looking at the ceiling.

"Brother, don't you look people in the eye when you speak?" Li Xiang turned his head and was still looking at him.

Shi Lei glanced at him quickly again, and explained, "When working, some people feel uncomfortable being looked at directly, so they usually look at the triangle between the eyes and the nose. Moreover, when talking, the eyes The proportion of direct gaze is preferably 30% to 60%. If it is too low, you are not interested in the speaker or the speaker. If it is too high, she may think that you are interested in him.”

"Brother." Li Xiang stretched out his arms, grabbed Shi Lei's shoulders, and tried to pull him into a state of eye contact.In the end, he didn't move it, Shi Lei asked what Li Xiang meant, and lay down on the ground.The two were facing each other, lying on their sides, like a closed palm.

"Brother, forget about those theories, look into my eyes and tell me, what do you see?"

Shi Lei did as expected, just like when Li Xiang taught him how to taste food.Shi Lei observed his eyes, eyelashes, and the corners of his eyes.After a while: "I saw that when I was close to you, after blocking the light, your pupils shrank." Shi Lei's eyeballs rolled.

"Brother." Li Xiang interrupted his thinking again. "Don't think about micro-expression psychology, tell me what you feel? How do you think my mood is?"

"However, you are laughing." Shi Lei looked at his face.

"Okay, I'll teach you next time."

"Hey," Shi Lei sighed, his helplessness could be shown on his face, "I'm actually being serious with a fool."

Zhang Xu felt that he was too tired today. After waking up in a dream all night in Li Xiang's bed, he fell asleep, at least he didn't have a nightmare.In the morning, Li Xiang knocked on the door and called Shi Lei. He followed Li Xiang and called Shi Lei "Brother" to say good morning.

I simply cleaned it in the bathroom, but I didn't bring anything anyway.Looking at myself in the mirror with a haggard face, I was very sad, I was not handsome anymore.

When he came out, he saw Li Xiang and Shi Lei huddled in the kitchen, busy working and chatting together.In fact, they were talking about cooking, and Li Xiang was cultivating Shi Lei's cooking skills, because Shi Lei's dishes can only be stewed randomly, and the level he can reach is always cooked and eaten!

When he saw Zhang Xuchu in the living room, Li Xiang asked him to sit at the dining table and wait, while Shi Lei beckoned him to serve the meal.The two people in the kitchen looked at each other, and Li Xiang waved a spoon: "At the same table, serve the meal."

When the three plates of breakfast were brought out, Li Xiang added half a spoonful of tomato sauce to Zhang Xu's: "Our taste is a bit bland, I think you won't be used to it."

"How do you know? Deskmate, did you do this?"

Zhang Xu's stomach, which had been empty for a long time, finally got relief, after all, he was hungry in the middle of the night last night.After eating more than half of the meal, Zhang Xu's spirit also became full with the filling of his stomach, half of his previous worries were swept away, and he talked more.I can also improvise, and the chopsticks are almost waving to the sky.

Li Xiang and Shi Lei watched the whole process, half laughing, half flattering.Along the way, Zhang Xu was very happy. "Wow, I've never taken this bus before." Looking east and west, "Where is there a snack street?" "There are so many little dolls on this bus."

Standing at the school gate, Zhang Xu remembered: "Li Xiang, don't you really feel disgusted? Don't you really hate me? Then the two of us will go in together later, will it be bad for you? "The tone was full of anxiety.

"Is it important to see other people's eyes?"

"Isn't it important?" Zhang Xu also asked, but was very confused.

"Of course it doesn't matter, you are living for yourself, don't ask others, and don't restrain yourself because of others. You should have your own life."

"But I can't do it!"

"Everyone can do it." Li Xiang looked at Zhang Xu with such firm eyes, he wanted to give strength to this friend.

However. "Now, you are not wearing a school uniform. So, we need to rush through the school gate and get to the class as quickly as possible, you know!"

run!Give an order and run wildly. If the dean catches you not wearing the school uniform, it will be a big deal!Zhang Xu's explosive power was so good that Li Xiang was almost thrown off at the start.

When he stepped on the first stairs of the teaching building, Zhang Xu cursed "It's so fucking shameful" while his heart was beating like a drum. Looking at Li Xiang who was also panting heavily, a pair of friends laughed loudly .

"You are in the advanced class. I fucking hate their bastards' mouths the most. Last year, there was a girl in the next class. Everyone said she was a chicken. In the end, she just kicked her out of school. All day long Fucking enough to eat and nothing to do!" Zhang Xu growled in a low voice, and kicked the wall agitatedly, "Damn it, I won't gossip or spread rumors anymore. , Hey. I don’t know if I still have this chance.”

When Zhang Xu came in through the back door, he really caught the attention of a bunch of people in the class, and Zhang Xu's head hurt so badly that he pretended to be calm, opened his schoolbag, took out the book, and went to sleep.

When he went to the toilet after class, Zhang Xu felt that someone was watching him, fuck, he stopped peeing, holding back; he was also the last one to leave after school, and he felt that everyone looked at him strangely; when eating, whenever someone turned to Zhang Xu Li Xiang looked at him the same way: "There are not so many people looking at you at all, because many people will miss you and feel that their eyes are focused on themselves."

Zhang Xu felt that he was really strange. Now he didn't want to see any of his friends, especially those who had played with him since he was a child. On the contrary, it was this tablemate who he had only known for a few months, which made him feel more at ease.

"Do you want to know why?"

"No, no, don't say it, don't say it." Zhang Xu didn't want to hear the truth anymore, he was too devastated.

Li Xiang nodded. In fact, he really liked listening to what Shi Lei told him. After smashing the falsehood in front of his eyes, Li Xiang felt a kind of clarity; then he grasped the darkness in his heart and exposed him to the sunlight Down, watching those things expand, burst, and dissipate in the mind.But Zhang Xu doesn't like it, so forget it.

"You go first! I'll wait for a while before leaving." These are Zhang Xu's original words. Three seconds later, "Wait for me for a while, let's go take the bus together." After waiting for more than ten minutes, the student in the school The people have basically dispersed, and the patrolling old man, holding a flashlight, inspects each floor, in case any careless classmate forgets to turn off the electrical equipment.

There are not many people on the small road outside the school gate, the dim street lights lead people to the distance, and the shoes rub against the ground making rustling noises.

Another voice appeared, messy and heavy, and Li Xiang interrupted Zhang Xu's words with a little vigilance.Several figures in the same school uniform emerged from the nearby woods: "What a coincidence."

Zhang Xu knew these people, they were boys from the next class, and they had a lot of money at home.Usually a few people like to get together to be domineering, and they are well-known in the whole high school. They are a group of real violent elements, and they are particularly ruthless.

Zhang Xu was a little scared, and didn't want to have any dealings with them, so he pulled Li Xiang to go around.

"You two are quite affectionate." A boy was angry.

Zhang Xu put it this way: "Brother Long, I have never provoked you." Li Xiang also followed Zhang Xu to play by ear.

"Hahaha, look at this little girl, it's so fucking disgusting." Zhang Xu's expression changed. "Do I still need a reason to beat you? Is it okay if you don't like it?" Several people laughed, but they didn't relax in their actions. They wanted to surround them, and the encirclement was shrinking.Li Xiang glanced at Zhang Xu.

run!

Zhang Xu's speed was faster this time, the two of them collided with the two in front of them respectively, during the collision someone grabbed Zhang Xu's clothes, Zhang Xu let go of his hand immediately, here it is, fuck you!

Li Xiang was also running hard. It was true that he was afraid of being beaten, but it was also true that he hated this group of people.twisted, ugly worldview, like