overpass
Chapter 1: Overpass
Maggots erode human nature; like mad dogs, they hurt others.
Li Xiang recalled that time, that was in that place.Wherever there is a warm sun, there are also dogs everywhere.Some of the dogs are strays, and some are kept in captivity.The stray dog is lazily lying on the ground, and it is obvious from a distance that it is covered with a canvas. If you ignore him, it seems that he will never get up; and that dog is clearly well-fed. , Life is comfortable, but it just disturbs people's peace.
Li Xiangming was just passing by, but was chased and bitten by the dog like a lightning bolt.At that time, I ran desperately, but where did I go?He didn't know where he was running, and he didn't know where he was going?
And now, Li Xiang jumped on the bus.He didn't care where the dog went, he just wanted to go home and sleep now.
☆, Detachment (4)
"Brother!" Li Xiang entered the door in a hurry, rushed to the sofa, sat on the sofa, leaned over and hugged Shi Lei.
Shi Lei patted him on the head, but Li Xiang's insanity relapsed, and he used brute force to hug Shi Lei up.Shi Lei was startled, afraid that he would throw him away, so he quickly grabbed his shoulders.
Shi Lei felt his heart beating like a drum, as if it made him start to resonate.
As it turned out, the two were about the same size, even if Li Xiang put Shi Lei from lying flat to standing, nothing would happen.Shi Lei tilted his body, returned to the previous posture, picked up the book on the floor, and said to himself: "Are you sick again?"
Li Xiang opened the refrigerator, took out two apples, thought about it and put them back.Take out two bananas, and a glass of milk, and chop the bananas finely. Slow activities can calm his heartbeat.Then he poured the things into the pot one by one. Li Xiang held a spoon and stirred it in a circle. Slowly, the aroma of milk and the sweetness of bananas came out.
One cup per person, Shi Lei took it, the milk flavor didn't seem too strong.Li Xiang was in puberty, and he seemed to be able to eat half a cow every day, but now his stomach was empty, so he finally took out an apple, sat on the ground next to the sofa, and gnawed on the apple intently.
Shi Lei put down the cup, closed the book and put it aside, and lay on his side with his knees bent.Li Xiang adjusted his posture and leaned against Shi Lei's lap.
Shi Lei looked at Li Xiang's puffed cheeks, overlapping with the smile when he handed over the milk.Shi Lei is used to being quiet, and he can still accept the communication at work, but if he has an extra job, or if he can't get enough quiet at ordinary times, it will make him very tired.So when he was in school, he always deliberately found a quiet place where no one was around, and walked in silence for a while; later, when he was working, he simply lived alone.
But now a person like Li Xiang is slowly blending into his space, everywhere.What is the relationship between them?friendship?Just like when Li Xiang sent him the painting, "This is friendship"; or is it family affection?When Shi Lei went to see him at school, Li Xiang always said affectionately, "My brother is here"; feelings are really a complicated thing, and it's hard to explain clearly.Just like a tree in the spring breeze, green buds are sprouting silently in the seemingly dry branches, and when you see it, it is already green and full of branches.So, what is love like?
When two people get together, the most time may be on the sofa.Shi Lei suddenly felt that the other places were simply superfluous, as if this one was enough.
Li Xiang noticed Shi Lei's gaze: "Brother? Am I a little noisy?"
"Well, it's quite noisy."
Li Xiang followed his gaze; "Brother, what were you thinking just now?"
"It's nothing."
Li Xiang snorted, obviously not believing; "Brother, what was your impression when you first saw me? Do you remember?"
Shi Lei's gaze turned to the upper right, and he recalled seriously: "A child, life is not good." Even though the clothes are shabby and the smell is dirty, it still can't cover up the pure and white soul.
"No more?" He asked back, "Think again!"
"Out of the mud but not stained."
"When I saw you for the first time, I felt that you were like a god who came to save me. Then on the rainy day, I felt like the sun again." "I still remember the first time I saw you At that time, you have a unique fragrance on your body."
"It tastes like rice."
"No, I can tell."
"That's the smell of smoke."
"No, the smell of smoke is so bad!"
"Then it can't be because I didn't do the laundry!"
"No, it's fragrant, I saw it!"
You say yes! "What do you think?" Shi Lei paused, wondering if he should ask this question.
"What?" Li Xiang turned his head.
Just ask, Shi Lei hates his hesitation. "How do you view feelings, your family, and your friends, your tablemate that day."
"I can't tell. I think everyone is born to love others sincerely, but many people simply throw away these things, or replace them with fake ones."
Shi Lei was confused, but he still wanted to hear what he had to say.When Shi Lei used to read books, he was often attracted by those books, but he couldn't read them at that time.As life grows, one day, it may suddenly become clear.
"But I know it should be free and wonderful, like a ray of light in the dark, a flower on a sand dune, a star in the night sky, or your favorite book or my favorite painting." Li Xiang looked into his eyes, "Every life will be attracted to him unconsciously." Li Xiang grabbed his hand excitedly, "Brother, I don't know how to tell you what he is. But me," Li Xiang insisted. He stopped abruptly, his expression ever-changing. "But I, when I know, will tell you."
All this happened so quickly, Shi Lei didn't notice it at all: "What if you don't realize it until several years later! I'm an old leftover man!"
Li Xiang felt that his head was in a mess, thinking about it, probably because he had too many thoughts, but he didn't have Shi Lei's clear order.
But Zhang Xu's troubles are not over yet.
Evening class is the peak time of human strength, and it seems to be the best time for pranks.The jacket that Zhang Xu lost yesterday was thrown back by the pocket head. Zhang Xu who was sleeping on his stomach woke up instantly, and the sound of the chain hitting the desk also startled Li Xiang.Two boys were leaning against the fence of the corridor, provoking through the open door, and a group of people gathered around to watch the excitement.
There is always such a group of people who have no creativity and are unwilling to be silent, so they tirelessly destroy, harm the interests of others, and infringe on the lives of others.
Zhang Xu opened his clothes, and on the yellow sports jacket, a male genitalia was impressively drawn with a black marker.Zhang Xu's hands trembled, anger and pain intertwined in his body.Zhang Xu stood up, walked towards the two people and glared at them angrily: "What the hell did you just say, say it again!"
That person's mouth opened and closed, with such obscene and vicious words, it was like a devil, taking pleasure in eating other people's souls.Everyone heard it so vividly, Zhang Xu thought desperately.Yesterday's, today's, there are so many pervasive probing, vicious eyes, his life is completely ruined, no one will be his classmate again, his friends are all gone, if his family members know if.
Those people, they chew other people's lives and privacy, or laugh, there are so many jokes in this world;Not all of them are the same, reflecting their own happy life through the misery of others.
The feeling that Zhang Xu raised came back again, those people surrounded him like a group of maggots, his hands unconsciously rubbed against the seat in his hand, the iron one was a bit heavy, he shouldn't have missed it this time, without repeating.
☆, Detachment (5)
"Shut up." Qi Yajing's female-specific voice was filled with a deep feeling. She stood up from the front row, and the beauty's eyes, which were already big, opened even wider because of surprise and anger. People are not angry.
She walked here and said, her voice was a little low: "I don't know what you are here for, but I know that because of the existence of those people, Zhang Xu has become a victim."
The squad leader stood next to Zhang Xu, and the clever little deskmate also followed behind him step by step, silently supporting her.The two boys snorted disdainfully and looked away, the crowd around them was a little commotion.
"But you are making trouble, and sooner or later, when you are in trouble, you will not get a trace of mercy."
"Tch, he is still a fucking victim, he deserves what he deserves!"
"Now, please leave our class. Liu Jiangyu closes the door." A boy behind the door kicked the door shut and locked it after hearing this.
Zhang Xu threw down the stool in his hand as if he was exhausted, he looked at the monitor, and then turned his head to look at everyone.There is no lack of suspicion and curiosity in those eyes, but of course there is still contempt and contempt.
But when he carefully distinguished, he still saw other things.
A short-haired girl jumped in front of Zhang Xu, who was the one who took a photo of Zhang Xu last time, "Brother Xu, those grandchildren will come to bully you again in the future, no, they will come to find fault again. I will beat them for you, all the front teeth will be knocked out. The air leaks; the legs are all broken, so he can’t come out to harm others; and his face that needs to be beaten, it all turns into a cat, when he appears, everyone laughs, and no one will listen to him.”
The topic became more and more outrageous, and the crowd burst into laughter.
Another little girl next to him continued to say, "Brother Xu, don't be sad, I will buy you milk tea to drink soon, the one in front of the school has a new flavor, I plan to wait for you to invite me, I will invite you to drink it today .”
The boys couldn't say such a thing, they just said a simple sentence: "Dude, you have to say something, it's not like we've known each other for a day or two."
He heard Liu Shichen's "hmph" again, which didn't seem to be too important.
As time goes by, in this ever-new campus, any topic doesn't seem to linger too much.Just like the thick fog that envelops the city, even if it is so dense at that moment that people can't see the way forward, it will eventually dissipate and disappear without a trace.
Zhang Xu was troubled for a few days, and finally got it.Moreover, when Christmas came, Zhang Xu not only received the safe fruit from his classmates in previous years.I also received some other, um, cards from some strange girls, this is what Zhang Xu said, and he always felt that someone, um, was following him.At the same table, although I like them to play with me very much, I don't want my life to be in danger!
New Year's Day is here, Shi Lei is on holiday, and Zhang Xu is also on holiday.The school was in chaos, and finally it was a holiday, and I was looking forward to the holiday when I was in class.A girl next to her was planning what she would eat during the holiday. On the first morning, she would go shopping with milk and oatmeal, and happened to be eating the new KFC product in the commercial building. In the evening, she would ask her mother to make her Coca-Cola Chicken Wings.The next day, ~~; another buddy vowed to play the game for three days straight, and kept playing games in frustration, calling the gang of grandsons who killed him grandpa; another one threatened to sleep eighteen hours a day, Zhang Xu's sleep Dominance is undoubtedly threatened.
"Wang Xin, what are you doing on vacation?" Qi Yajing asked her leisurely, just like everyone else, just chatting about light topics.
Wang Xin had that terrified expression again, and he was a little nervous. Coupled with his greasy hair, he was not very energetic.Wang Xin opened his mouth, his voice was like a mosquito.
"What?" Qi Yajing asked again patiently, she wanted to guide Wang Xin to say a few more words.
Wang Xin brushed his hair, as if he wanted to make them disappear: "Let's study. I think so."
"Then come on, you work so hard, you will definitely be admitted to a good university next year."
Li Xiang was also very happy. Zhang Xu invited him out to play, but Li Xiang always refused, "I want to spend the New Year with my brother." He quickly packed his schoolbag and jumped on the bus in the twilight, accompanied by the sunset in the distance. He, went home.
"It's vacation?" Shi Lei asked him lazily while lying on the sofa.The room was a little dark, Shi Lei didn't turn on the lights, didn't read a book, just stared quietly.
"Well, yes!"
"I'll go home tomorrow. Do you want to go or not? I'll take the train for three hours, but it's a bit early." The tone of his voice was that Li Xianghui was going.
"Really, then you, will you go back during the Spring Festival?" Li Xiang also consciously asked a stupid question.
"Nonsense! Those who celebrate the Chinese New Year will definitely go back. However," Shi Lei looked at Li Xiang's gloomy expression, and dared not say any more.
"Well, I won't go during the Spring Festival." He took a deep breath.
Shi Lei patted his head, "Of course I'm not saying you're bad, but my mother is a little conservative, so I don't know how to introduce you to him."
"I understand everything, needless to say."
After a while, he spoke again as if thinking about it, and he didn't know who he was comforting.
"Actually, the Spring Festival and the New Year are not much different from usual to me. Isn't it okay for me to be at home alone when you are on a business trip? Oh, forget it, I don't think so much. However, I'm afraid I won't be with my family. What should I do when I get along with people. When I was young, I was not very good, so please be obedient! That's what they all said about me."
"It's okay, it's me. My mother is gentle. She always wanted to have another brother or sister. She must like you. My father's personality is similar to mine. You are my friend and will respect you. Don't worry."
☆, the beginning (1)
The alarm clock at [-] o'clock in the morning, Shi Lei knocked on the door and woke Li Xiang up.Things have been packed, anyway, only three days, two sets of toiletries, plus a pile of underwear, socks stuffed into half a backpack, and a few paint brushes and notebooks.There were still very few pedestrians on the street, only a few breakfast shops gathered people, but as soon as they arrived at the train station, the number of people quickly increased.
What the two of them were doing was the direct express train in the province, that is, the actual slow train.Li Xiang was a little overjoyed, watching the rows of behemoths shuttling back and forth at the station, carrying so many expectations and longings, and taking people far away.
When boarding the car, there were not many people, and the two sat side by side on the seats, and the carriage was full of travelers after a while.Li Xiang was looking forward to it, looking around.
The train was moving, and the speed was always very slow at the beginning. The unique sound of the train reached Li Xiang's ears clearly, like a heartbeat, a pulsation, and a life in another sense.
The train slowly walked out of the urban area and then through the suburbs, from high-rise buildings to brick and tile houses.Now that the fields are boundless, and the blue mountains in the distance have turned into the background, Li Xiang is talking to Shi Lei excitedly while gnawing on the bread.For a while, it is about how he walked through such a world, and for a while, he will be moved by the scene in front of him as if he is about to shed tears.
Shi Lei looked at him, and listened intently to his words, the smile on his mouth never faded away.Shi Lei has no doubts, now that the train can open, Li Xiangbao will be the first to jump off.
As the car passed by, a small village was approaching from far to near. The surrounding mountains and lingering water just drew a circle for the village, like an embrace.
The pair of preschool girls on the opposite side also climbed up and looked outside, patting the window excitedly.It seemed to applaud, but also seemed to knock the window open.
At a certain moment, Shi Lei realized that he seemed to like listening to Li Xiang's speech. Li Xiang was like a pair of bright eyes, leading him to see this familiar yet strange world, and also like a real human being with rich Emotional and beautiful humanity.
He was a little confused whether it was people who admired him or liked to listen to what he had to say.Or maybe there will never be one reason in this world to like a person or cause a thing.
As soon as he walked out of the train station, looking at the ever-changing town in front of him, Shi Lei told Li Xiang with a little emotion that this place was not so prosperous before. When he was in middle school, the tallest building here was only five floors.
Li Xiang helped the shoulder straps of the backpack, yes, I don't know where the concrete slabs should be laid in each city before they can stop?Is it going to cover the land of the whole world?
"mom!"
"My son is back! Are you tired from the car ride? Hey, this is Liu Xiang!"
"Mom, my name is Li Xiang!"
"Hello Auntie!"
"This young man is really handsome. How many years have you been working? Have you got a date?"
"Shufen, let the child come in before you talk."
Shi Lei placed Li Xiang in his bedroom and let Li Xiang rest for a while, while he sat in the living room and chatted with his parents.Shi Lei's home is very small, it's the kind of old building with a compact layout, with the door open, the voices outside can be heard clearly, it's nothing more than whether the work is hard or not, whether the friends get along well, and whether there is someone in the end.
Shi Lei's father sat quietly by the side, sipping tea and listening to the conversation between the two mothers. These topics were the topics Shi Lei was least interested in talking about.At this moment, he is like a well-behaved son, answering his mother's caring greetings, asking his parents about food and daily life, and persuading his worrying mother to be more at ease.
Li Xiang rolled on Shi Lei's bed. The 1.5-meter-wide bed was the same as the one at home. Shi Lei didn't like sleeping on soft beds.The bedroom is also simple and simple, with not many things. There is a stack of books on the desk, which are full of famous Chinese and foreign novels, especially the Romance of the Three Kingdoms. It is obvious that it has been read many times.
Li Xiang was in the room where Shi Lei lived in his childhood and youth, as if he had traveled through time, but the voice was so close to his ear, amidst the confusion, he gradually felt a little drowsy.His voice became quieter, his mind became confused, and finally he fell into a deep sleep.
When he woke up again, it was Shi Lei who woke him up.
"Brat, it's time to eat."
When Shi Lei sat on the bed, Li Xiang was fine, but he didn't want to move and wanted to stay in bed.
"Don't sleep, eat first, if you want to stay in bed, go back and talk about it."
Li Xiang rubbed his eyes, washed his face and went to eat.
Li Xiang looked at the table, hey, a table of dishes, let alone four people, is enough for eight people.The table is full of local home-cooked dishes. The dishes are rich and the taste is not bad, no, it should be said to be average.
Shi Lei's mother enthusiastically served food for the two of them, and urged Shi Lei to tell his friends that you are welcome.Shi Lei smiled and hugged his mother's hand, Mom, eat well, he doesn't pretend, I can grab whatever I want.Shi's father poured three glasses of wine, and smacked his lips while drinking. Shi's mother tapped his chopsticks: "You think your son is back, so I don't care about your drinking."
"Hey, madam, am I not happy?"
When the three of them are together, there is a kind of tacit understanding honed over time. When the husband and wife are fighting, Shi Lei will laugh at one side, and occasionally quarrel, and Shi Lei will try to persuade each other; Menopause, we don’t understand, but we have to bear with it; sometimes, when the father became cold and hard, Shi Lei comforted his mother, but he did not forget to enlighten his father. On the cabinet in the middle of the living room, there is still a black and white photo of their wedding, and in a blink of an eye, the son So big, how long is a lifetime?
Li Xiang rubbed his stomach, it would be great if he could take a nap after dinner, but the temptation to go out to play is a bit too strong.The air in the small town is good, and there are far fewer cars, but the sanitary conditions are not very good, the garbage on the street is always not cleaned in time, and there are many people who litter paper scraps.
The two walked in a wrong step one after the other. The buildings here are very old and are already on the edge of the city. After walking for more than 20 minutes, they came out.Li Xiang saw the river Shi Lei described, but the waterway around the river has been paved with concrete roads, and a modern bridge has also been erected.
The two walked along the river, Shi Lei teased Li Xiang: "Don't be crazy, the water is cold in winter!"
"I'm not short on mind."
"A madman never calls himself a madman!"
A gust of wind blew past, bringing with it the coldness on the river, the two of them gathered their clothes together and buttoned them.When moving forward, the tree with crooked neck that Shi Lei fell was gone. It may have been swept away by water, or it may have been felled by someone in a certain age.
On one side is the land covered by the city, and on the other side is the undeveloped area. There are several white plastic bags on the land, flying with the wind, but the sky above is clear.From time to time, there are several cars passing by honking their horns, walking in a hurry.
Li Xiang breathed a bit of cool air, and pointed to the distant sky: "In the future, my lover and I will not go to a wedding, just the two of us, go to a clean and beautiful place, face the sky and Oh, and don’t need a marriage certificate, it’s enough to make a promise with love. Don’t take photos, I will draw them. However, I don’t seem to be able to support my family, so I’ll find a landscape, or a pastoral area, Every day 'picking chrysanthemums under the eastern fence' and 'bringing the moon lotus home'."
"You can also find a lover who can support the family."
Shi Lei's words mean neither the speaker nor the listener.But after a while, Shi Lei unconsciously turned his head to look at Li Xiang's face, and Li Xiang did the same, his eyes met, but they were separated instantly.The two people who were caught peeping continued to walk silently, the wind seemed to be getting weaker and the sun was getting warmer.
"Where do you want to go now?" Shi Lei asked aloud as the road ahead was about to turn into the city, everything was as usual.
Unknowingly, both of them came out for almost two hours.
"You can go anywhere, or just walk around, and then walk home."
"Then let me take you to the school I went to at that time. I used to really like going to school. When I was in elementary school, I could go out with a large group of classmates every day after class. At that time, I especially liked the crowd. The more the better, I didn’t even care about eating, and then I went to catch fish, steal sweet potatoes and corn. Then I took a match and lit a fire, and I ate all the baked and half-baked things, which were still black and covered with A layer of dust. When I got home, my mother knew what was going on when she saw it, and usually beat me up first, then took a shower and had dinner."
"When I was in middle school, I didn't play so heartless, but I was also very playful. And I was quite rebellious at that time, no, it was very rebellious. I quarreled with my dad every day, and then my dad beat me, and I didn't run away. , didn’t shut up, and waited to be beaten with his neck stuck, while my mother was crying next to her.”
"Later, when I was in high school, I became very fond of reading books, and I became more sensible. Later, I realized that although my parents and I were incompatible with each other, they had already given me everything they could. They could only do At that point, there will be so many of them."
"When I was in the third year of high school, my competitive spirit often broke out. At that time, I was not good at studying. I usually felt that people who were inferior to me were ahead of me. So I studied hard for three months, and my test scores were still low. Not bad, but relapsed in college."
Shi Lei has always thought that his chatting function has been degraded and finalized since he was an adult, but that day he seemed to have opened up the chatterbox. What were they talking about that day?I seem to remember it all, but I don't seem to be very clear.
The two of them walked back from the city along the road, and later felt that the sound on the main road was too noisy, so Shi Lei took Li Xiang to a drinking bar that he used to go to when he was in school, and the two whispered in silence.Shi Lei once thought that he must have forgotten the past, but now he seemed to recall it under Li Xiang's listening.And Li Xiang is also talking about the experience he faced alone.
As night fell suddenly, the young lovers sitting next to him walked away one after another. The two of them were face to face, facing each other. Shi Lei had long forgotten the percentage of eye contact that should be occupied when chatting.
☆, the beginning (2)
It wasn't until the phone rang that my mother was urging me to go home, and the two got up and went home unsatisfied.The bus in the small town is still a bit dilapidated and dirty, and there are not many people on the bus. They probably all went home for the New Year. The bus driver is also absent-minded, and the lights in the bus are not turned on, and he doesn’t even realize it.
The black paint and tranquility inside the car formed a sharp contrast with the neon lights outside, like a different space, even Shi Lei felt that the city was strange.The two stood in front of the handrail inside the car, Shi Lei was holding the rail, Li Xiang was standing beside him, when the car was moving, Li Xiang leaned gently on Shi Lei, and mobilized up.Shi Lei didn't speak all the way, as if he was resting.Why does time go by so fast, the conversation seems to take only a while, and the car ride seems to have only passed for a moment?
When I got home, my mother's call and the harsh incandescent lights in the room seemed to break the dream.Shi Lei entered the room, took two pairs of slippers from the shoe rack, and entered one pair for each person.
"I'm an old man, and I still play day and night like when I was a child!"
"Well, Xiao Xiang and I went for a walk by the river. Our house has changed a lot now, and many things from the past have disappeared."
"This is the development of the times, and it cannot be stopped." Dad Shi lowered the volume of the TV.
"Another one! Dad turned down the volume on the TV?
"Let's talk about this again, let's eat first."
Unsurprisingly, there were noon leftovers on the table. Li Xiang specially sat next to Shi Lei. After sitting down, he realized that he should help serve the meal, and got up embarrassingly quickly.
"Sit down. I'll do it, sit down now."
Shi Ma served four bowls of white rice, and Li Xiang remembered that he was hungry.While eating, Li Xiang didn't forget to observe Shi Lei's expression, his mind was spinning again and again.But Shi Lei concentrated on eating, apart from talking to his parents, he only asked him once "Do you want more food", and didn't even look at him.
Once Shi Lei turned his head, Li Xiang quickly adjusted his posture like an electric shock, facing Shi Lei with a smile like a flower, but Shi Lei was stunned.When he lowered his head, Li Xiang remembered that there was a watch on the wall of their house, maybe Shi Lei was going to check the time, did he take the initiative, would Shi Lei feel that he was meddlesome.Li Xiang was immersed in his mind, and his sense of touch also failed.Swallowing the rice mechanically, Mama Shi hurriedly picked up the vegetables, "Why does this kid just eat!"
Li Xiang cleaned up the last mouthful of rice in the bowl, quickly waved his hand to say that it was over, and then silently sat on the sofa beside him watching TV, he was really afraid that he was doing something stupid.
The commercials on the TV in front of him turned over one scene after another. Li Xiang didn't like watching TV when he was at home.The world in that box is too small, with all kinds of life - just take one scene, and the wilderness is thousands of miles away - only one side can be seen.But in his mind he recalled his home, parents, and Shi Lei's words.Can I treat my parents like that?Li Xiang recalled it, but it seemed that everything was annoying. Li Xiang shook his head, as if he wanted to drive away all these things.
With the sound of putting down the bowl and chopsticks, Li Xiang rushed forward with quick eyesight and hands.
"Auntie, let me come."
"No, you are a child, what housework do you do?"
"No, no, I will. I will do it when Shi Lei and I have dinner."
"Are you two renting a house together?"
"Uh." This is not Li Xiang's question, how to answer it.Could it be that, Auntie, I live at your son's house, just like I live at your house now!
"Mom, yes, we live together."
"Xiao Lei, then you still don't have a partner."
"Mom, I'm not that old, so why worry!"
"You're not very old, you'll be 28 after the new year! Uncle Wang's house next door has two grandchildren in his arms. And your cousin, who got married the year before last, is only one year older than you. And your little classmate, who is The one you two used to go to school hand in hand, she has a partner, I heard that she met at work, she is quite handsome, her nose looks like Fei Xiang's."
"Mom, that's all about the kindergarten." Shi Lei was helpless, his mother was like a living body recorder, his mother could clearly remember everyone from home to home, from upstairs to downstairs. . "And, I'm only 25 years old."
"Then I don't care. Why do other people have it? How old is Xiao Xiang, does he have a date?"
"23." Li Xiang said.
"21." Shi Lei said.
Shi Lei stared at him and told him to stop talking. "He is only 21 years old, so there is no need to worry."
"Xiao Xiang, don't listen to his nonsense. If you can find it, find it as soon as possible. The bigger it is, the more useless it is." After finishing speaking, he did not forget to give an example to prove: "Shi Lei didn't have a date when he was in college, but everyone else took him home. Yes. He said that there is no rush, and we can’t rush him. As a result, look now. Let me tell you, the second cousin of your seventh uncle’s family is like this. He is 33 this year and he is still single! People, the more The more positive the idea, the more no one can accuse him."
While Li Xiang was washing the dishes, he heard Shi Ma introduce the blind date to Shi Lei. Shi Lei said that he would talk about it next time he came back, but he didn't know if he agreed or was refusing.
After packing up, Shi Lei was watching TV with his parents.Li Xiang also watched it for a while. The family ethics drama at eight o'clock made him feel boring.The military and political news Papa Shi loved to watch also made Li Xiang less interested.Leaning on the sofa, drowsy.
Shi Lei patted his arm: "Go to sleep."
Li Xiang wanted to ask "What about you?" but felt it was too weird.Nodding his head, he walked into Shi Lei's bedroom. There were already two pillows and two quilts spread out inside, and it was a bit crowded on the bed.Shi Lei felt the temperature inside the quilt, and turned off the electric blanket.I found Li Xiang a set of his old pajamas, and went back to watch TV.
Li Xiang turned on the bedside lamp, flipped through Shi Lei's book under the quilt, and there were rows of comments in small characters on it. It turned out that his handwriting was uglier before, and he must be a good hand at drawing talismans.
Li Xiang imagined that it would be a good thing if the two of them could sit cross-legged in front of the lamp and have a long talk.What kind of scene should that be?
The figures of the two of them must be leisurely and naturally relaxed, and their expressions should be lazy, but still focused.The brown pajamas on his body were dyed brown by the light, and the wall behind him was milky white. The body projections on the bed overlapped and staggered, and the layers were patchwork.
Li Xiang closed his eyes intoxicated, and an impressionist painting was drawn in his mind, and he thought of the paintings of Monet and Pissarro. The reason why they are so amazing may be that they come from life, And higher than life.He just heard this sentence before, but now he knows clearly that he understands it.
There was a sound in the living room, probably planning to go to sleep.Li Xiang slapped the switch of the bedside lamp, lay down and found that the quilt was turned sideways, and both feet were exposed.Then he frantically pushed the quilt back to its original position, turned around and lay down on the bed pretending to be asleep. Within 5 seconds, Shi Lei came in without turning on the light. Touch what you want.
Hearing the sound of changing clothes, the bed next to him sank, and Shi Lei lay down.Layers of curtains blocked the light outside, and Shi Lei's breathing could be heard clearly.Shi Lei turned over, then turned around again, and finally lay down on his back.
Being so close, Li Xiang wanted to touch his stomach a little bit, he just needed to go through two layers of quilts.Li Xiang curled up three fingers, leaving only his index finger and middle finger, and ran forward like two legs, but he still dared not cross the border between Chuhe and Han.
In the end curiosity overcame everything, Li Xiang's hand flew over, and finally stopped on Shi Lei's waist, he could feel Shi Lei's body temperature, very warm.Lifting a finger, and tapping like knocking on the door, Shi Lei's muscles stretched again, very elastic.Then when he turned to Li Xiang, it happened to be on Li Xiang's hand.
What a great opportunity, but Li Xiang's sense of touch failed again.When Shi Lei brushed away his hand like a pillowcase that inadvertently broke into the bed.Li Xiangxin is cold again, she must not have done something stupid!
"Not asleep yet?" Shi Lei's tone was relaxed, and Li Xiang heaved a sigh of relief.
"Brother, I want to touch your stomach." Li Xiang said it directly.
"Huh?" Shi Lei was quite surprised, although he was a little stiff, he still said, "Touch it."
It was so easy, but Li Xiang didn't know how to do it.He hesitated to cover it, touched it up, touched it down again, drew a circle, and pinched it again.
Shi Lei Direct Reflectivity
Li Xiang recalled that time, that was in that place.Wherever there is a warm sun, there are also dogs everywhere.Some of the dogs are strays, and some are kept in captivity.The stray dog is lazily lying on the ground, and it is obvious from a distance that it is covered with a canvas. If you ignore him, it seems that he will never get up; and that dog is clearly well-fed. , Life is comfortable, but it just disturbs people's peace.
Li Xiangming was just passing by, but was chased and bitten by the dog like a lightning bolt.At that time, I ran desperately, but where did I go?He didn't know where he was running, and he didn't know where he was going?
And now, Li Xiang jumped on the bus.He didn't care where the dog went, he just wanted to go home and sleep now.
☆, Detachment (4)
"Brother!" Li Xiang entered the door in a hurry, rushed to the sofa, sat on the sofa, leaned over and hugged Shi Lei.
Shi Lei patted him on the head, but Li Xiang's insanity relapsed, and he used brute force to hug Shi Lei up.Shi Lei was startled, afraid that he would throw him away, so he quickly grabbed his shoulders.
Shi Lei felt his heart beating like a drum, as if it made him start to resonate.
As it turned out, the two were about the same size, even if Li Xiang put Shi Lei from lying flat to standing, nothing would happen.Shi Lei tilted his body, returned to the previous posture, picked up the book on the floor, and said to himself: "Are you sick again?"
Li Xiang opened the refrigerator, took out two apples, thought about it and put them back.Take out two bananas, and a glass of milk, and chop the bananas finely. Slow activities can calm his heartbeat.Then he poured the things into the pot one by one. Li Xiang held a spoon and stirred it in a circle. Slowly, the aroma of milk and the sweetness of bananas came out.
One cup per person, Shi Lei took it, the milk flavor didn't seem too strong.Li Xiang was in puberty, and he seemed to be able to eat half a cow every day, but now his stomach was empty, so he finally took out an apple, sat on the ground next to the sofa, and gnawed on the apple intently.
Shi Lei put down the cup, closed the book and put it aside, and lay on his side with his knees bent.Li Xiang adjusted his posture and leaned against Shi Lei's lap.
Shi Lei looked at Li Xiang's puffed cheeks, overlapping with the smile when he handed over the milk.Shi Lei is used to being quiet, and he can still accept the communication at work, but if he has an extra job, or if he can't get enough quiet at ordinary times, it will make him very tired.So when he was in school, he always deliberately found a quiet place where no one was around, and walked in silence for a while; later, when he was working, he simply lived alone.
But now a person like Li Xiang is slowly blending into his space, everywhere.What is the relationship between them?friendship?Just like when Li Xiang sent him the painting, "This is friendship"; or is it family affection?When Shi Lei went to see him at school, Li Xiang always said affectionately, "My brother is here"; feelings are really a complicated thing, and it's hard to explain clearly.Just like a tree in the spring breeze, green buds are sprouting silently in the seemingly dry branches, and when you see it, it is already green and full of branches.So, what is love like?
When two people get together, the most time may be on the sofa.Shi Lei suddenly felt that the other places were simply superfluous, as if this one was enough.
Li Xiang noticed Shi Lei's gaze: "Brother? Am I a little noisy?"
"Well, it's quite noisy."
Li Xiang followed his gaze; "Brother, what were you thinking just now?"
"It's nothing."
Li Xiang snorted, obviously not believing; "Brother, what was your impression when you first saw me? Do you remember?"
Shi Lei's gaze turned to the upper right, and he recalled seriously: "A child, life is not good." Even though the clothes are shabby and the smell is dirty, it still can't cover up the pure and white soul.
"No more?" He asked back, "Think again!"
"Out of the mud but not stained."
"When I saw you for the first time, I felt that you were like a god who came to save me. Then on the rainy day, I felt like the sun again." "I still remember the first time I saw you At that time, you have a unique fragrance on your body."
"It tastes like rice."
"No, I can tell."
"That's the smell of smoke."
"No, the smell of smoke is so bad!"
"Then it can't be because I didn't do the laundry!"
"No, it's fragrant, I saw it!"
You say yes! "What do you think?" Shi Lei paused, wondering if he should ask this question.
"What?" Li Xiang turned his head.
Just ask, Shi Lei hates his hesitation. "How do you view feelings, your family, and your friends, your tablemate that day."
"I can't tell. I think everyone is born to love others sincerely, but many people simply throw away these things, or replace them with fake ones."
Shi Lei was confused, but he still wanted to hear what he had to say.When Shi Lei used to read books, he was often attracted by those books, but he couldn't read them at that time.As life grows, one day, it may suddenly become clear.
"But I know it should be free and wonderful, like a ray of light in the dark, a flower on a sand dune, a star in the night sky, or your favorite book or my favorite painting." Li Xiang looked into his eyes, "Every life will be attracted to him unconsciously." Li Xiang grabbed his hand excitedly, "Brother, I don't know how to tell you what he is. But me," Li Xiang insisted. He stopped abruptly, his expression ever-changing. "But I, when I know, will tell you."
All this happened so quickly, Shi Lei didn't notice it at all: "What if you don't realize it until several years later! I'm an old leftover man!"
Li Xiang felt that his head was in a mess, thinking about it, probably because he had too many thoughts, but he didn't have Shi Lei's clear order.
But Zhang Xu's troubles are not over yet.
Evening class is the peak time of human strength, and it seems to be the best time for pranks.The jacket that Zhang Xu lost yesterday was thrown back by the pocket head. Zhang Xu who was sleeping on his stomach woke up instantly, and the sound of the chain hitting the desk also startled Li Xiang.Two boys were leaning against the fence of the corridor, provoking through the open door, and a group of people gathered around to watch the excitement.
There is always such a group of people who have no creativity and are unwilling to be silent, so they tirelessly destroy, harm the interests of others, and infringe on the lives of others.
Zhang Xu opened his clothes, and on the yellow sports jacket, a male genitalia was impressively drawn with a black marker.Zhang Xu's hands trembled, anger and pain intertwined in his body.Zhang Xu stood up, walked towards the two people and glared at them angrily: "What the hell did you just say, say it again!"
That person's mouth opened and closed, with such obscene and vicious words, it was like a devil, taking pleasure in eating other people's souls.Everyone heard it so vividly, Zhang Xu thought desperately.Yesterday's, today's, there are so many pervasive probing, vicious eyes, his life is completely ruined, no one will be his classmate again, his friends are all gone, if his family members know if.
Those people, they chew other people's lives and privacy, or laugh, there are so many jokes in this world;Not all of them are the same, reflecting their own happy life through the misery of others.
The feeling that Zhang Xu raised came back again, those people surrounded him like a group of maggots, his hands unconsciously rubbed against the seat in his hand, the iron one was a bit heavy, he shouldn't have missed it this time, without repeating.
☆, Detachment (5)
"Shut up." Qi Yajing's female-specific voice was filled with a deep feeling. She stood up from the front row, and the beauty's eyes, which were already big, opened even wider because of surprise and anger. People are not angry.
She walked here and said, her voice was a little low: "I don't know what you are here for, but I know that because of the existence of those people, Zhang Xu has become a victim."
The squad leader stood next to Zhang Xu, and the clever little deskmate also followed behind him step by step, silently supporting her.The two boys snorted disdainfully and looked away, the crowd around them was a little commotion.
"But you are making trouble, and sooner or later, when you are in trouble, you will not get a trace of mercy."
"Tch, he is still a fucking victim, he deserves what he deserves!"
"Now, please leave our class. Liu Jiangyu closes the door." A boy behind the door kicked the door shut and locked it after hearing this.
Zhang Xu threw down the stool in his hand as if he was exhausted, he looked at the monitor, and then turned his head to look at everyone.There is no lack of suspicion and curiosity in those eyes, but of course there is still contempt and contempt.
But when he carefully distinguished, he still saw other things.
A short-haired girl jumped in front of Zhang Xu, who was the one who took a photo of Zhang Xu last time, "Brother Xu, those grandchildren will come to bully you again in the future, no, they will come to find fault again. I will beat them for you, all the front teeth will be knocked out. The air leaks; the legs are all broken, so he can’t come out to harm others; and his face that needs to be beaten, it all turns into a cat, when he appears, everyone laughs, and no one will listen to him.”
The topic became more and more outrageous, and the crowd burst into laughter.
Another little girl next to him continued to say, "Brother Xu, don't be sad, I will buy you milk tea to drink soon, the one in front of the school has a new flavor, I plan to wait for you to invite me, I will invite you to drink it today .”
The boys couldn't say such a thing, they just said a simple sentence: "Dude, you have to say something, it's not like we've known each other for a day or two."
He heard Liu Shichen's "hmph" again, which didn't seem to be too important.
As time goes by, in this ever-new campus, any topic doesn't seem to linger too much.Just like the thick fog that envelops the city, even if it is so dense at that moment that people can't see the way forward, it will eventually dissipate and disappear without a trace.
Zhang Xu was troubled for a few days, and finally got it.Moreover, when Christmas came, Zhang Xu not only received the safe fruit from his classmates in previous years.I also received some other, um, cards from some strange girls, this is what Zhang Xu said, and he always felt that someone, um, was following him.At the same table, although I like them to play with me very much, I don't want my life to be in danger!
New Year's Day is here, Shi Lei is on holiday, and Zhang Xu is also on holiday.The school was in chaos, and finally it was a holiday, and I was looking forward to the holiday when I was in class.A girl next to her was planning what she would eat during the holiday. On the first morning, she would go shopping with milk and oatmeal, and happened to be eating the new KFC product in the commercial building. In the evening, she would ask her mother to make her Coca-Cola Chicken Wings.The next day, ~~; another buddy vowed to play the game for three days straight, and kept playing games in frustration, calling the gang of grandsons who killed him grandpa; another one threatened to sleep eighteen hours a day, Zhang Xu's sleep Dominance is undoubtedly threatened.
"Wang Xin, what are you doing on vacation?" Qi Yajing asked her leisurely, just like everyone else, just chatting about light topics.
Wang Xin had that terrified expression again, and he was a little nervous. Coupled with his greasy hair, he was not very energetic.Wang Xin opened his mouth, his voice was like a mosquito.
"What?" Qi Yajing asked again patiently, she wanted to guide Wang Xin to say a few more words.
Wang Xin brushed his hair, as if he wanted to make them disappear: "Let's study. I think so."
"Then come on, you work so hard, you will definitely be admitted to a good university next year."
Li Xiang was also very happy. Zhang Xu invited him out to play, but Li Xiang always refused, "I want to spend the New Year with my brother." He quickly packed his schoolbag and jumped on the bus in the twilight, accompanied by the sunset in the distance. He, went home.
"It's vacation?" Shi Lei asked him lazily while lying on the sofa.The room was a little dark, Shi Lei didn't turn on the lights, didn't read a book, just stared quietly.
"Well, yes!"
"I'll go home tomorrow. Do you want to go or not? I'll take the train for three hours, but it's a bit early." The tone of his voice was that Li Xianghui was going.
"Really, then you, will you go back during the Spring Festival?" Li Xiang also consciously asked a stupid question.
"Nonsense! Those who celebrate the Chinese New Year will definitely go back. However," Shi Lei looked at Li Xiang's gloomy expression, and dared not say any more.
"Well, I won't go during the Spring Festival." He took a deep breath.
Shi Lei patted his head, "Of course I'm not saying you're bad, but my mother is a little conservative, so I don't know how to introduce you to him."
"I understand everything, needless to say."
After a while, he spoke again as if thinking about it, and he didn't know who he was comforting.
"Actually, the Spring Festival and the New Year are not much different from usual to me. Isn't it okay for me to be at home alone when you are on a business trip? Oh, forget it, I don't think so much. However, I'm afraid I won't be with my family. What should I do when I get along with people. When I was young, I was not very good, so please be obedient! That's what they all said about me."
"It's okay, it's me. My mother is gentle. She always wanted to have another brother or sister. She must like you. My father's personality is similar to mine. You are my friend and will respect you. Don't worry."
☆, the beginning (1)
The alarm clock at [-] o'clock in the morning, Shi Lei knocked on the door and woke Li Xiang up.Things have been packed, anyway, only three days, two sets of toiletries, plus a pile of underwear, socks stuffed into half a backpack, and a few paint brushes and notebooks.There were still very few pedestrians on the street, only a few breakfast shops gathered people, but as soon as they arrived at the train station, the number of people quickly increased.
What the two of them were doing was the direct express train in the province, that is, the actual slow train.Li Xiang was a little overjoyed, watching the rows of behemoths shuttling back and forth at the station, carrying so many expectations and longings, and taking people far away.
When boarding the car, there were not many people, and the two sat side by side on the seats, and the carriage was full of travelers after a while.Li Xiang was looking forward to it, looking around.
The train was moving, and the speed was always very slow at the beginning. The unique sound of the train reached Li Xiang's ears clearly, like a heartbeat, a pulsation, and a life in another sense.
The train slowly walked out of the urban area and then through the suburbs, from high-rise buildings to brick and tile houses.Now that the fields are boundless, and the blue mountains in the distance have turned into the background, Li Xiang is talking to Shi Lei excitedly while gnawing on the bread.For a while, it is about how he walked through such a world, and for a while, he will be moved by the scene in front of him as if he is about to shed tears.
Shi Lei looked at him, and listened intently to his words, the smile on his mouth never faded away.Shi Lei has no doubts, now that the train can open, Li Xiangbao will be the first to jump off.
As the car passed by, a small village was approaching from far to near. The surrounding mountains and lingering water just drew a circle for the village, like an embrace.
The pair of preschool girls on the opposite side also climbed up and looked outside, patting the window excitedly.It seemed to applaud, but also seemed to knock the window open.
At a certain moment, Shi Lei realized that he seemed to like listening to Li Xiang's speech. Li Xiang was like a pair of bright eyes, leading him to see this familiar yet strange world, and also like a real human being with rich Emotional and beautiful humanity.
He was a little confused whether it was people who admired him or liked to listen to what he had to say.Or maybe there will never be one reason in this world to like a person or cause a thing.
As soon as he walked out of the train station, looking at the ever-changing town in front of him, Shi Lei told Li Xiang with a little emotion that this place was not so prosperous before. When he was in middle school, the tallest building here was only five floors.
Li Xiang helped the shoulder straps of the backpack, yes, I don't know where the concrete slabs should be laid in each city before they can stop?Is it going to cover the land of the whole world?
"mom!"
"My son is back! Are you tired from the car ride? Hey, this is Liu Xiang!"
"Mom, my name is Li Xiang!"
"Hello Auntie!"
"This young man is really handsome. How many years have you been working? Have you got a date?"
"Shufen, let the child come in before you talk."
Shi Lei placed Li Xiang in his bedroom and let Li Xiang rest for a while, while he sat in the living room and chatted with his parents.Shi Lei's home is very small, it's the kind of old building with a compact layout, with the door open, the voices outside can be heard clearly, it's nothing more than whether the work is hard or not, whether the friends get along well, and whether there is someone in the end.
Shi Lei's father sat quietly by the side, sipping tea and listening to the conversation between the two mothers. These topics were the topics Shi Lei was least interested in talking about.At this moment, he is like a well-behaved son, answering his mother's caring greetings, asking his parents about food and daily life, and persuading his worrying mother to be more at ease.
Li Xiang rolled on Shi Lei's bed. The 1.5-meter-wide bed was the same as the one at home. Shi Lei didn't like sleeping on soft beds.The bedroom is also simple and simple, with not many things. There is a stack of books on the desk, which are full of famous Chinese and foreign novels, especially the Romance of the Three Kingdoms. It is obvious that it has been read many times.
Li Xiang was in the room where Shi Lei lived in his childhood and youth, as if he had traveled through time, but the voice was so close to his ear, amidst the confusion, he gradually felt a little drowsy.His voice became quieter, his mind became confused, and finally he fell into a deep sleep.
When he woke up again, it was Shi Lei who woke him up.
"Brat, it's time to eat."
When Shi Lei sat on the bed, Li Xiang was fine, but he didn't want to move and wanted to stay in bed.
"Don't sleep, eat first, if you want to stay in bed, go back and talk about it."
Li Xiang rubbed his eyes, washed his face and went to eat.
Li Xiang looked at the table, hey, a table of dishes, let alone four people, is enough for eight people.The table is full of local home-cooked dishes. The dishes are rich and the taste is not bad, no, it should be said to be average.
Shi Lei's mother enthusiastically served food for the two of them, and urged Shi Lei to tell his friends that you are welcome.Shi Lei smiled and hugged his mother's hand, Mom, eat well, he doesn't pretend, I can grab whatever I want.Shi's father poured three glasses of wine, and smacked his lips while drinking. Shi's mother tapped his chopsticks: "You think your son is back, so I don't care about your drinking."
"Hey, madam, am I not happy?"
When the three of them are together, there is a kind of tacit understanding honed over time. When the husband and wife are fighting, Shi Lei will laugh at one side, and occasionally quarrel, and Shi Lei will try to persuade each other; Menopause, we don’t understand, but we have to bear with it; sometimes, when the father became cold and hard, Shi Lei comforted his mother, but he did not forget to enlighten his father. On the cabinet in the middle of the living room, there is still a black and white photo of their wedding, and in a blink of an eye, the son So big, how long is a lifetime?
Li Xiang rubbed his stomach, it would be great if he could take a nap after dinner, but the temptation to go out to play is a bit too strong.The air in the small town is good, and there are far fewer cars, but the sanitary conditions are not very good, the garbage on the street is always not cleaned in time, and there are many people who litter paper scraps.
The two walked in a wrong step one after the other. The buildings here are very old and are already on the edge of the city. After walking for more than 20 minutes, they came out.Li Xiang saw the river Shi Lei described, but the waterway around the river has been paved with concrete roads, and a modern bridge has also been erected.
The two walked along the river, Shi Lei teased Li Xiang: "Don't be crazy, the water is cold in winter!"
"I'm not short on mind."
"A madman never calls himself a madman!"
A gust of wind blew past, bringing with it the coldness on the river, the two of them gathered their clothes together and buttoned them.When moving forward, the tree with crooked neck that Shi Lei fell was gone. It may have been swept away by water, or it may have been felled by someone in a certain age.
On one side is the land covered by the city, and on the other side is the undeveloped area. There are several white plastic bags on the land, flying with the wind, but the sky above is clear.From time to time, there are several cars passing by honking their horns, walking in a hurry.
Li Xiang breathed a bit of cool air, and pointed to the distant sky: "In the future, my lover and I will not go to a wedding, just the two of us, go to a clean and beautiful place, face the sky and Oh, and don’t need a marriage certificate, it’s enough to make a promise with love. Don’t take photos, I will draw them. However, I don’t seem to be able to support my family, so I’ll find a landscape, or a pastoral area, Every day 'picking chrysanthemums under the eastern fence' and 'bringing the moon lotus home'."
"You can also find a lover who can support the family."
Shi Lei's words mean neither the speaker nor the listener.But after a while, Shi Lei unconsciously turned his head to look at Li Xiang's face, and Li Xiang did the same, his eyes met, but they were separated instantly.The two people who were caught peeping continued to walk silently, the wind seemed to be getting weaker and the sun was getting warmer.
"Where do you want to go now?" Shi Lei asked aloud as the road ahead was about to turn into the city, everything was as usual.
Unknowingly, both of them came out for almost two hours.
"You can go anywhere, or just walk around, and then walk home."
"Then let me take you to the school I went to at that time. I used to really like going to school. When I was in elementary school, I could go out with a large group of classmates every day after class. At that time, I especially liked the crowd. The more the better, I didn’t even care about eating, and then I went to catch fish, steal sweet potatoes and corn. Then I took a match and lit a fire, and I ate all the baked and half-baked things, which were still black and covered with A layer of dust. When I got home, my mother knew what was going on when she saw it, and usually beat me up first, then took a shower and had dinner."
"When I was in middle school, I didn't play so heartless, but I was also very playful. And I was quite rebellious at that time, no, it was very rebellious. I quarreled with my dad every day, and then my dad beat me, and I didn't run away. , didn’t shut up, and waited to be beaten with his neck stuck, while my mother was crying next to her.”
"Later, when I was in high school, I became very fond of reading books, and I became more sensible. Later, I realized that although my parents and I were incompatible with each other, they had already given me everything they could. They could only do At that point, there will be so many of them."
"When I was in the third year of high school, my competitive spirit often broke out. At that time, I was not good at studying. I usually felt that people who were inferior to me were ahead of me. So I studied hard for three months, and my test scores were still low. Not bad, but relapsed in college."
Shi Lei has always thought that his chatting function has been degraded and finalized since he was an adult, but that day he seemed to have opened up the chatterbox. What were they talking about that day?I seem to remember it all, but I don't seem to be very clear.
The two of them walked back from the city along the road, and later felt that the sound on the main road was too noisy, so Shi Lei took Li Xiang to a drinking bar that he used to go to when he was in school, and the two whispered in silence.Shi Lei once thought that he must have forgotten the past, but now he seemed to recall it under Li Xiang's listening.And Li Xiang is also talking about the experience he faced alone.
As night fell suddenly, the young lovers sitting next to him walked away one after another. The two of them were face to face, facing each other. Shi Lei had long forgotten the percentage of eye contact that should be occupied when chatting.
☆, the beginning (2)
It wasn't until the phone rang that my mother was urging me to go home, and the two got up and went home unsatisfied.The bus in the small town is still a bit dilapidated and dirty, and there are not many people on the bus. They probably all went home for the New Year. The bus driver is also absent-minded, and the lights in the bus are not turned on, and he doesn’t even realize it.
The black paint and tranquility inside the car formed a sharp contrast with the neon lights outside, like a different space, even Shi Lei felt that the city was strange.The two stood in front of the handrail inside the car, Shi Lei was holding the rail, Li Xiang was standing beside him, when the car was moving, Li Xiang leaned gently on Shi Lei, and mobilized up.Shi Lei didn't speak all the way, as if he was resting.Why does time go by so fast, the conversation seems to take only a while, and the car ride seems to have only passed for a moment?
When I got home, my mother's call and the harsh incandescent lights in the room seemed to break the dream.Shi Lei entered the room, took two pairs of slippers from the shoe rack, and entered one pair for each person.
"I'm an old man, and I still play day and night like when I was a child!"
"Well, Xiao Xiang and I went for a walk by the river. Our house has changed a lot now, and many things from the past have disappeared."
"This is the development of the times, and it cannot be stopped." Dad Shi lowered the volume of the TV.
"Another one! Dad turned down the volume on the TV?
"Let's talk about this again, let's eat first."
Unsurprisingly, there were noon leftovers on the table. Li Xiang specially sat next to Shi Lei. After sitting down, he realized that he should help serve the meal, and got up embarrassingly quickly.
"Sit down. I'll do it, sit down now."
Shi Ma served four bowls of white rice, and Li Xiang remembered that he was hungry.While eating, Li Xiang didn't forget to observe Shi Lei's expression, his mind was spinning again and again.But Shi Lei concentrated on eating, apart from talking to his parents, he only asked him once "Do you want more food", and didn't even look at him.
Once Shi Lei turned his head, Li Xiang quickly adjusted his posture like an electric shock, facing Shi Lei with a smile like a flower, but Shi Lei was stunned.When he lowered his head, Li Xiang remembered that there was a watch on the wall of their house, maybe Shi Lei was going to check the time, did he take the initiative, would Shi Lei feel that he was meddlesome.Li Xiang was immersed in his mind, and his sense of touch also failed.Swallowing the rice mechanically, Mama Shi hurriedly picked up the vegetables, "Why does this kid just eat!"
Li Xiang cleaned up the last mouthful of rice in the bowl, quickly waved his hand to say that it was over, and then silently sat on the sofa beside him watching TV, he was really afraid that he was doing something stupid.
The commercials on the TV in front of him turned over one scene after another. Li Xiang didn't like watching TV when he was at home.The world in that box is too small, with all kinds of life - just take one scene, and the wilderness is thousands of miles away - only one side can be seen.But in his mind he recalled his home, parents, and Shi Lei's words.Can I treat my parents like that?Li Xiang recalled it, but it seemed that everything was annoying. Li Xiang shook his head, as if he wanted to drive away all these things.
With the sound of putting down the bowl and chopsticks, Li Xiang rushed forward with quick eyesight and hands.
"Auntie, let me come."
"No, you are a child, what housework do you do?"
"No, no, I will. I will do it when Shi Lei and I have dinner."
"Are you two renting a house together?"
"Uh." This is not Li Xiang's question, how to answer it.Could it be that, Auntie, I live at your son's house, just like I live at your house now!
"Mom, yes, we live together."
"Xiao Lei, then you still don't have a partner."
"Mom, I'm not that old, so why worry!"
"You're not very old, you'll be 28 after the new year! Uncle Wang's house next door has two grandchildren in his arms. And your cousin, who got married the year before last, is only one year older than you. And your little classmate, who is The one you two used to go to school hand in hand, she has a partner, I heard that she met at work, she is quite handsome, her nose looks like Fei Xiang's."
"Mom, that's all about the kindergarten." Shi Lei was helpless, his mother was like a living body recorder, his mother could clearly remember everyone from home to home, from upstairs to downstairs. . "And, I'm only 25 years old."
"Then I don't care. Why do other people have it? How old is Xiao Xiang, does he have a date?"
"23." Li Xiang said.
"21." Shi Lei said.
Shi Lei stared at him and told him to stop talking. "He is only 21 years old, so there is no need to worry."
"Xiao Xiang, don't listen to his nonsense. If you can find it, find it as soon as possible. The bigger it is, the more useless it is." After finishing speaking, he did not forget to give an example to prove: "Shi Lei didn't have a date when he was in college, but everyone else took him home. Yes. He said that there is no rush, and we can’t rush him. As a result, look now. Let me tell you, the second cousin of your seventh uncle’s family is like this. He is 33 this year and he is still single! People, the more The more positive the idea, the more no one can accuse him."
While Li Xiang was washing the dishes, he heard Shi Ma introduce the blind date to Shi Lei. Shi Lei said that he would talk about it next time he came back, but he didn't know if he agreed or was refusing.
After packing up, Shi Lei was watching TV with his parents.Li Xiang also watched it for a while. The family ethics drama at eight o'clock made him feel boring.The military and political news Papa Shi loved to watch also made Li Xiang less interested.Leaning on the sofa, drowsy.
Shi Lei patted his arm: "Go to sleep."
Li Xiang wanted to ask "What about you?" but felt it was too weird.Nodding his head, he walked into Shi Lei's bedroom. There were already two pillows and two quilts spread out inside, and it was a bit crowded on the bed.Shi Lei felt the temperature inside the quilt, and turned off the electric blanket.I found Li Xiang a set of his old pajamas, and went back to watch TV.
Li Xiang turned on the bedside lamp, flipped through Shi Lei's book under the quilt, and there were rows of comments in small characters on it. It turned out that his handwriting was uglier before, and he must be a good hand at drawing talismans.
Li Xiang imagined that it would be a good thing if the two of them could sit cross-legged in front of the lamp and have a long talk.What kind of scene should that be?
The figures of the two of them must be leisurely and naturally relaxed, and their expressions should be lazy, but still focused.The brown pajamas on his body were dyed brown by the light, and the wall behind him was milky white. The body projections on the bed overlapped and staggered, and the layers were patchwork.
Li Xiang closed his eyes intoxicated, and an impressionist painting was drawn in his mind, and he thought of the paintings of Monet and Pissarro. The reason why they are so amazing may be that they come from life, And higher than life.He just heard this sentence before, but now he knows clearly that he understands it.
There was a sound in the living room, probably planning to go to sleep.Li Xiang slapped the switch of the bedside lamp, lay down and found that the quilt was turned sideways, and both feet were exposed.Then he frantically pushed the quilt back to its original position, turned around and lay down on the bed pretending to be asleep. Within 5 seconds, Shi Lei came in without turning on the light. Touch what you want.
Hearing the sound of changing clothes, the bed next to him sank, and Shi Lei lay down.Layers of curtains blocked the light outside, and Shi Lei's breathing could be heard clearly.Shi Lei turned over, then turned around again, and finally lay down on his back.
Being so close, Li Xiang wanted to touch his stomach a little bit, he just needed to go through two layers of quilts.Li Xiang curled up three fingers, leaving only his index finger and middle finger, and ran forward like two legs, but he still dared not cross the border between Chuhe and Han.
In the end curiosity overcame everything, Li Xiang's hand flew over, and finally stopped on Shi Lei's waist, he could feel Shi Lei's body temperature, very warm.Lifting a finger, and tapping like knocking on the door, Shi Lei's muscles stretched again, very elastic.Then when he turned to Li Xiang, it happened to be on Li Xiang's hand.
What a great opportunity, but Li Xiang's sense of touch failed again.When Shi Lei brushed away his hand like a pillowcase that inadvertently broke into the bed.Li Xiangxin is cold again, she must not have done something stupid!
"Not asleep yet?" Shi Lei's tone was relaxed, and Li Xiang heaved a sigh of relief.
"Brother, I want to touch your stomach." Li Xiang said it directly.
"Huh?" Shi Lei was quite surprised, although he was a little stiff, he still said, "Touch it."
It was so easy, but Li Xiang didn't know how to do it.He hesitated to cover it, touched it up, touched it down again, drew a circle, and pinched it again.
Shi Lei Direct Reflectivity
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