Circus...Circus!!!

DAY-3229

02:00PM

1.

Two police cars were parked at the entrance of Yuewan Community, and a yellow cordon was pulled up under Building 36.Li Lang was eating a hamburger, and asked a middle-aged onlooker to inquire. It turned out that at noon, a family on the tenth floor of Building 36 was robbed.Gangsters broke into and robbed the house in broad daylight. The female head of the household was stabbed three times and lost a lot of blood. She was put in a body bag and taken away.In addition to the female head of the household, there was also a 16-year-old girl from the household at the time. The police searched the house, but found no one. Everyone speculated that the girl might have been taken away by robbers. The only reason is that the condition of this family is good, and they plan to extort ransom.

Li Lang finished eating the hamburger and listening to the gossip, wiped his mouth and walked away.When he arrived downstairs, he wiped his eyes, puzzled—their house was also cordoned off, and there was a pool of blood in the middle of the cordon. Two men in police uniforms were whispering and discussing beside the bloodstain. What.There were not many onlookers downstairs, and most of them rushed to building 36, anxious to see the excitement there.

Li Lang was still in a daze, when one of the two policemen saw him, he walked over and greeted him, "Xiao Lang? Do you remember me? Uncle Hua, last week, you and your mother had dinner with our family Yes."

"How can I forget this! Remember! Remember! Uncle Hua, what kind of case are you dealing with? Could it be a serial robbery?" Li Lang pointed in the direction of Building 36 and said in disbelief.

"No, just fell down."

Uncle Hua greeted the other policeman, and said to Li Lang, "Let's go, let's go upstairs."

Li Lang said: "Which floor did you fall from? Are you looking for my mother? My mother is not at home, no, she doesn't live here. She thinks it's far away and it's inconvenient to go out. She's still staying in the hotel."

Uncle Hua looked at him, moved his fingers, walked in front of Li Lang, and said, "Go to your house."

The veins on Li Lang's forehead twitched a few times, without asking any further questions, he swiped his card to enter the door, pressed the elevator, and went upstairs with Uncle Hua.When the two were in the elevator, Uncle Hua and Li Lang said, "Someone fell from your house." Li Lang scratched his head: "They are arguing about divorce, you know, my mother is still asking you to check the records or something ...I just came from my mother, she just took sleeping pills and went to sleep..."

Uncle Hua said: "I don't know if you recognize him, his surname is Liu."

Li Lang walked to the elevator door, only left a sideways face to Uncle Hua, and kept scraping the elevator door with the key card, the sound was harsh.

Uncle Hua looked at him and said, "You should be in your 40s. His son is at your house."

Li Lang coughed, the elevator arrived, the metal door parted to both sides, Li Lang ran out and rushed into the house.In the huge living room, the sun was shining brightly, and there were two policemen sitting side by side on the sofa talking to Li Zhao, who was standing and smoking with an ashtray. One of them was writing notes in a notebook, and the other was drinking tea.In front of the TV cabinet, the cleaning aunt silently wiped the cabinet surface with a rag.When the four saw Li Lang, Li Zhao smiled and introduced to the policemen, "My son, Li Lang."

Li Lang opened his mouth and asked, "Where is Liu Lu?"

Li Zhao flicked the cigarette ash: "In the study, record a statement."

Li Lang hurried to the study room, and a policeman just came out of the study room, the two bumped into each other, Li Lang pushed him away, walked into the study room, and slammed the door.The policeman outside the door was still complaining: "I said, what's the matter with you kid? Where did you come from? Why don't you have any manners at all!"

When his words fell, Uncle Hua's voice sounded, he knocked on the door, and said softly: "Xiao Lang, you open the door, we haven't settled it yet, what do you want to say to your classmate, after a while Bar."

Li Lang leaned his back behind the door and locked the door behind his back.

Liu Lu was not far from him.He was squeezed among the tall bookcases, surrounded by many green potted plants, curled up on a rosewood armchair, holding a half glass of water in his hand, drooping his head, motionless.

"Liu Lu." Li Lang called his name and took a small step forward.

Liu Lu replied listlessly: "Well, my dad... he stumbled and fell downstairs... he went to smoke on the balcony and fell."

"Do you know who I am?" Li Lang walked up to Liu Lu and bent down to look at him.Liu Lu still talked to him without raising her head.He said: "I know, I'm at your house, how could I not know who you are."

Li Lang stretched out his hand to press on his shoulder, the touch made Liu Lu shiver continuously, and he almost jumped out of the chair.Li Lang held him down, tugged his arm tightly, and took the opportunity to look at him, he was startled by Liu Lu's appearance, his throat was choked, and his hands were even harder, calling him: "Liu Lu!"

Liu Lu's cheeks were pale, her mouth was red, and she was looking in a daze. Li Lang wiped his face with his hands, and wiped off his bright lipstick. He picked up the cup in Liu Lu's hand, and took a few The paper towel was stained with water, so he wiped his face with the paper towel more carefully and carefully, and said softly, "It's okay, it's okay."

Liu Lu suddenly opened her mouth wide, grasping Li Lang's hand, the light in his eyes returned, even more shining and brighter, he said: "I killed him."

He confessed: "I pushed him down!"

"Shh." Li Lang covered his mouth tightly, "You're terrified! Stop talking nonsense!"

Tears gathered in Liu Lu's piercing eyes, he pushed Li Lang away, scratched his face and arms frantically, and said to him over and over again: "I killed him, I killed him, I Fuck you, your dad told me to lie to the police, I cheated, I lied, I killed people, I slept with your dad, I broke up your family, he still wants to adopt me, I did all the bad things, I killed people... ...!"

In an instant, Liu Lu tormented himself with red marks all over his body, his eye sockets were also red, and his whole body glowed red, as if he had been scalded by a raging fire.He is burning.

Li Lang approached, with a calm face, he raised his hand and slapped Liu Lu across the face, Liu Lu took a breath, her speech slowed down, and her voice became very low, but she was still murmuring something.Li Lang pressed him on the chair and slapped him up again.

He didn't hit hard, Liu Lu was startled, and completely quieted down.Li Lang half-kneeled on the ground, held Liu Lu's face in his hands, and said, "Look at me."

Liu Lu nodded and looked at him, tears welling up in her eyes.Li Lang wiped his face and laughed: "You are so powerful, you can call wind and rain."

Liu Lu covered her face, so his palm was stuck to the back of Li Lang's hand. His hand was cold, and he absorbed the warmth from the back of Li Lang's hand bit by bit.

Li Lang asked him, "You said just now that my father wants to adopt you?"

"My mother is dead, that man wants to talk to him about it, he is crazy," Liu Lu sniffed loudly, with tears on her eyelashes, "I am also crazy, he killed my mother, he did it, He must have done it, I'm going crazy!"

Li Lang handed him a tissue, Liu Lu glanced at the desk, at this moment, Li Lang said to him, "Let's go."

"What do you mean?"

"Come with me." Li Lang wiped his tears for him, thinking about it endlessly, "Go to a place where no one knows us, to be a fisherman, to be a farmer, to do anything. We are still young, what we want to do It can definitely be done.”

"What about your mother?" Liu Lu said, looking at him, her voice was cold, "I'm not a good person, I'm terribly bad, you don't even know how bad I am."

"You look good." Li Lang touched the tip of his nose and said witty words.

Liu Lu couldn't take her eyes off: "I know your father has a wife and children, and I still sleep with him. I like to sleep with him. When I'm in bed, I'm extremely happy. What I want is happiness."

Li Lang sat on the ground, her eyes shifted for a moment, Liu Lu said: "People like me should go to jail, I will go out and surrender now, I have been accused of many crimes, and my crimes are serious, they want to try me quickly."

"Are you a Catholic? How can there be so many sins..." Li Lang said, hugging his knees.

Liu Lu stood up, he walked to the desk, Li Lang raised his head to look at him, Liu Lu pulled out a paper knife from the pen holder, and stabbed directly at his neck.Li Lang's eyes went dark, and by the time he realized it, he had already pinned Liu Lu under him and snatched the murder weapon.

"You're crazy!" Li Lang grabbed Liu Lu's collar, his right hand was bleeding, "Are you crazy??!"

"I shouldn't be alive at all!!" Liu Lu hissed resentfully.

"nonsense!"

"What do you know?! You don't even know what kind of person I am!" Liu Lu tried her best to lower her voice, and tried her best to vent her anger, "I'm not human at all!!"

"Shut up!" Li Lang made a gesture to beat Liu Lu, but Liu Lu put her face close to his fist and said word by word in a rhythmic tone: "I'm not a man, nor a woman, I'll tell you this secret, I'm a Monster, freak, I'm nothing, it's not my mother or that man who should die, but me."

Li Lang was puzzled and confused, his expression was confused and lost, he let go of Liu Lu, and the person was still kneeling on him, his blood dripped on Liu Lu's clothes.Liu Lu looked at him, and then said: "I was born like this all my life. That man didn't want me. Aunt Jiang told me that he wanted to throw me on the side of the road several times. My mother didn't know how to turn me out of the trash can." How many times have I been out. I was raised by my mother, she is dumb, she can't say a word, when a man hits me, when she hits her, she just kowtows to him, like worshiping a god, that man …Yesterday, he knelt down in front of me like my mother worshiped him, begging me."

"We are people from two worlds, Li Lang, my world has gone crazy, don't come here, you stay in your world, you stay there, stay well, don't move."

Li Lang closed his eyes, he gripped Liu Lu's clothes tighter and tighter, his nails almost dug into his wound.He was silent, silent, and lost the ability to speak and think. He sat there stiffly, as if he was sitting on pins and needles, as if he was facing an enemy.

Gentle warm air blows into the study from the window, bringing the fragrance of flowers and the singing of cicadas.

Li Lang vaguely heard the commotion of the bee colony, mixed with intermittent singing.

He opened his eyes, and he was in tears. In the uncontrollable wave of light, he saw Liu Lu soaked in a pool of clear lake water, with only half of her face, one arm, and one foot exposed— —he was sliced ​​and shattered by the water.

"You are you." Li Lang was filled with resentment, tears streaming down his face, "You like watching horror movies, spy movies, eating candy, sitting on the back seat of my bicycle and enjoying the wind, books, and songs you don't understand. If you like to go out and tread water on rainy days, aren't you just you? You don't need to be a man or a woman, you are Liu Lu..."

He said: "I hate my dad's infidelity, cheating, and I hate my mom. She loves for love's sake. I hate you too. You are two strands of rope. You tied me up. I want to split into two." Only one person can survive... I hate everyone here, you are right, they are crazy, they are all crazy..." Li Lang let go, pressing his wound with the other hand, and said: "I want to kill killed him."

2.

Liu Lu woke up, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Li Zhao fiddling with the camera. Li Zhao also saw him, waved to him, pointed the camera lens in his hand at Liu Lu, and Kacha took a photo.

Liu Lu supported the bed and sat up. His head hurt a little, so he couldn't help but support his forehead.He said: "Don't tell me that you put medicine in the dish." Li Zhao raised three fingers: "I swear it has nothing to do with me, it was your father's idea."

Liu Lu's teeth were chattering up and down, he knocked on the head twice, finally raised his heavy eyelids, and looked out.

"Your room?" he asked.

Li Zhao said: "We were halfway through the conversation at the dinner table just now, and I haven't asked you what you really think."

Liu Lu seemed to be aware of it, and pulled her hand hard on the top of her head, but he actually pulled a wig off.He slapped the wig on the floor and looked down at himself.Seeing this, Liu Lu was immediately annoyed. She took off her snow-white skirt, tore off her stockings, and said angrily, "He's crazy, and you're crazy too??! What do you mean by making me like this?!"

Li Zhao was calm, walked over and picked up the skirt, smiled and said, "Don't you like it? I think it looks pretty."

He even reached out to touch Liu Lu's face: "Why didn't I think of it before?"

Liu Lu kicked him and got off the bed, but he couldn't grasp the center of gravity properly, the soles of his feet slipped, and he fell all over the ground.Li Zhao kindly wanted to help him, but Liu Lu would rather wipe the floor with his hands and butt than his help. He sat, far away from Li Zhao, and kept wiping his face.

"What about others? Where's that lunatic?" Liu Lu looked at the back of her red and white hands and asked viciously.

"Outside." Li Zhao said, he squatted down to look at Liu Lu with a friendly and intimate attitude, "Get up."

Liu Lu rubbed against the wall, touched the wall with her backhand, groped and got up by herself, leaned against the wall, and barely stood up straight.He looked at the door.

"I also think his mind is not normal." Li Zhao talked to him, pointed at his temple, and put on a "sick" expression.Liu Lu said resolutely, "I won't be your adopted son!"

Li Zhao spread his hands, his posture was Western style, and his tone was very casual: "I don't think it's necessary at all, we just need to maintain our previous relationship."

"No."

"what?"

"I said, I don't want it, I don't want to see you again." Liu Lu spit into the palm of her hand, wiped the lipstick on her mouth, and the white foundation on her face like wall paint.

Li Zhao scratched the tip of his nose: "You knew a long time ago that I have a wife and children, and later you also knew that Li Lang was your classmate, so you shouldn't have a sense of morality now. Let me think about it..."

Liu Lu interrupted him: "It doesn't make any sense for us to go on like this, I...I just don't want to see you again!"

"Is it because you know about me and your father?" Li Zhao smiled, "Actually, you don't need to care about it. Life is short, and you may not be able to find the meaning you want to pursue in your life, but happiness is easy to find. Get it, you are happy after eating a good meal, you are happy when you watch some beautiful scenery, and you are also happy when you are in a climax. If you want to pursue meaning and give up happiness, this is putting the cart before the horse, and I don’t think it suits us.”

Liu Lu frowned slightly, trying to refute, but Li Zhao cut her off again.

"Isn't your existence the best proof of extreme happiness?" Li Zhao approached Liu Lu, he touched his bare thigh, looked at Liu Lu, and turned his wrist slightly, he was touching Liu Lu's The lower body goes deep.

"I don't think you are a freak, I think you are a treasure, and you should be properly preserved." Li Zhao's breath rushed over, covering Liu Lu's whole body. Trembling with excitement at the touch.

Li Zhao watched him closely, and simply nailed Liu Lu to the wall with his eyes and his dexterous hands. He said, "Just like a famous painting, you are a very abstract painting, Liu Lu. , let me order a glass cabinet for you, famous paintings need such treatment."

Li Zhao kissed Liu Lu's neck very lightly, with casual teasing along the way.

"People outside don't understand, your father doesn't understand, your mother doesn't understand, no one understands, they are either afraid of you, or think you are disgusting..."

Li Lang licked Liu Lu's earlobe into his mouth, wrapped it with his tongue and sucked it, and gently breathed out his warm breath.He hugged Liu Lu's waist.

"But you are here with me, I will give you whatever you want, and we are very compatible in bed, right? Who else can give you such happiness? What kind of life do you want, you tell me, you are Do you want to be fearful and live your life with humiliation and inferiority, or to be cherished and cared for and live the rest of your life happily?"

Li Zhao's kisses covered Liu Lu's face densely, without stopping for a moment.He kissed him, hugged him, asked him.

Liu Lu was leaning in such a warm embrace, he was almost spoiled by these kisses, he said hesitantly: "I don't know... how people outside... think of me, I don't know..."

Li Zhao took Liu Lu's hand, and placed a fiery kiss on the back of his hand.He looked at Liu Lu with sharp eyes, as if he could see through him.

"Be my god, Liu Lu." He said enthusiastically, bowing his knees humbly.

"God...?" Liu Lu flinched. The moment Li Zhao knelt down, he seemed to have seen the ugliest scene in the world. He knocked Li Zhao away and rushed out of the room.

He found the man on the balcony, the man was lighting a cigarette, and there were many cigarette butts under his feet.When the man saw him, he was embarrassed for a second, then immediately put on a flattering smile, and greeted him, "You're awake, Xiaolu."

Liu Lu grabbed his collar, her whole face was distorted, but the man was still full of spring, like a loving father.He patted the back of Liu Lu's hand: "Xiao Lu, you will have two fathers in the future."

"You are my common son with Li Zhao."

The man smirked.

Liu Lu blushed, and with all her strength, she lifted the man's collar.

The wind was blowing strongly, and the man's hair fluttered in the wind, like a large and elegant bird, breaking through the barriers of the air, and plunged into the embrace of the earth.