stupid dirty romance

A new batch of refugees is pouring into the small town on the border. They lined up in a long gray line. Standing in it, Xia Jun suddenly felt very powerless, even self-loathing. Living in the city is mediocre all day long. People who are intriguing are always self-righteous and feel that they seem to have done a lot of great things. In fact, these are just meaningless actions. Those pride and superiority are stupid and superficial in front of the picture displayed at this moment. , Xia Jun felt that he was the same, shallow and incompetent, war, refugees or other scenes, all made his heart sink.

Everything he knew was pale under the gunfire, and so were all explanations, stories, and memories.

He felt like he never knew anything.The young child was crying under the gunfire, but the mother couldn't comfort him while holding him. The black smoke rising in the distance, and what they saw and heard along the way made their group extremely silent.No one likes to fight, but there are always some ambitious people who promote war, just for their own purposes.

Xia Jun doesn't think he is such a great person, but he has found an inexplicable sense of moral superiority in front of those with guns. Many people will be like this, infected by a certain environment, and in an instant Driven by your moral sense and compassion, even if you do nothing, you will have a sense of superiority in character.

But this stupid delusion quickly dissipated, he refused to go any further, those refugees walked past him, his ears were filled with too much noise, but his eyes became clear, he knew that Not far from here, someone was running amok with a gun.

"I'm not going any further," he said to Jim. "What instructions did Nukin give you?"

"Send you back safely. He has arranged for someone to pick you up there. He said that you don't have to worry about the situation over there, and no one can harm you."

"Even so, I still can't go back."

"Why?" Jim felt very puzzled. At this time, a normal person would make the most sensible choice.But what I didn't expect was that neither Nu Jin nor the current Xia Jun, they were not normal people long ago.They are sick, terminally ill, so sick that there is no cure, and the disease is indistinguishable!

"Because we have to be together." Xia Jun said, then turned to look at Lucy standing beside him, he asked her for a gun and some magazines, "You guys have other tasks, I You know, you can put me here as planned, I'm fine by myself." I'm going back to him.

"No, I can't keep you here, and it's even more impossible for you to go back alone." Lucy said before Jim, she knew very well that Jim would leave Xia Jun here, since Xia Jun had already asked for it, would Jim not He'll take care of it, he's just doing what he's told, never doing "extras".But Nu Jin is different to Xia Jun, she can feel it, especially when the three of them were together that day, even...

She felt that even a man like Nujin would learn to sacrifice and give.

She might be wrong, but she still couldn't leave Xia Jun behind.

"We never save people who we want to die." Jim glanced at Lucy, feeling that she was feeling at the wrong time, and he pointed to the direction where the gunfire continued: "I know where it is - there is a madman there He wants to establish his own country, what does it mean, it means that all those who resist will die, Nu Jin didn’t say what to do if you don’t go back, and I won’t give you extra preferential treatment.”

"I don't need it, you can leave." Xia Jun said.

"If you die at the hands of those savages, I will not be responsible." Jim frowned and looked at this stubborn man with displeasure.

"He's right." Xia Jun glanced at Jim, who was also not very happy, and said while he was arranging his equipment.

"what?"

"You're such a badass."

"Okay! Don't talk about it!" Lucy stopped Jim, who was about to explode, and said to Xia Jun: "Are you sure you can do it yourself? We do have other tasks, but we don't care about the time to send you a ride. "

"Why don't you care? Time is life!" Jim yelled, staring at Xia Jun. He didn't like this man very much, especially after Nu Jin became abnormal along with him. I don't know what it is for!

"I'm sure I can. You tell me where he is, and I'll go back and find him." Xia Jun inserted a military straight knife back, and checked the water and medicine again.

"He is in Kachin State, not far from you. Yue Yunfan's team defeated Ye Sou, so what you hear now is that their troops are fighting." Lucy said, and handed over a newly edited photo to the In Xia Jun's hand, it was Jim's photo taken the day they first entered the village, a group photo of Nu Jin and Xia Jun.

"Take care." She said these two words in Chinese.

Xia Jun nodded solemnly, glanced at the group photo, put it away next to her, and waved goodbye to her.

He watched the helicopter disappear from his sight, and the roar in his ears still didn't stop, but he seemed to be able to see Yin Yu, he saw him wearing a training uniform fighting guerrilla warfare in the jungle, he saw that he was shooting like a soldier, but at the same time It reminded him how many bright possibilities this person gave up.

No, the career of a soldier is not good, Xia Jun immediately dismissed this idea, he should know that this is also a group of people living in loneliness and darkness, they take huge risks anytime and anywhere, and like Yin Yu, he has no faith, so he can't persevere in this or another kind of darkness. At least Xia Jun wants to understand why Major Yin Chengpeng didn't want Yin Yu in the first place.

Some people seem to be born with certain qualities, and Yin Yu’s fatalism tells him that sentence repeatedly at this moment-this is all destined, whether it is what I have gained, or what I have lost, what I have experienced, Or what I am about to experience, everything is predestined...

Perhaps, now it was his destiny too.

The direction of the gunshots seemed to start a new round of fierce fighting. Xia Jun faced that direction, walking against the gray and sad team. He felt that he had never been so determined, and he no longer hesitated, although he still Not sure what he wants, but this is not the time to think about his relationship with Yin Yu, but the high-spirited fighting spirit determined to pull a person out of the quagmire.

Men love war, no matter how you lobby yourself on moral or other levels, in your bones, you will be full of blood and energy because of this. At this moment, you are not for a certain person, but for self-satisfaction. It can be seen that just behind this nature, people are often more willing to add a belief and a reason to themselves.

—No matter what kind of sky is overhead, I am ready to bear any storm.