stupid dirty romance

The morning sun slowly rises from the horizon, the sky turns fishy white, but the smoke is still pervasive, and a few corpses and fragmentary wreckage are criss-crossed on the forgotten and abandoned battlefield. In his hand, he held the card that Lucy gave him, on which a child-like angel blew the horn of the coming judgment, and a strange brilliance wafted from the horn, the holy light shone on the coffin, and some people reborn Some people are still skeletons because they escaped the holy light of judgment. No one can escape judgment. Judgment itself is given to oneself. The punishment you give yourself is still a reward. Everything originates from the human heart. Since the mind is the most just, it is not God, nor anyone, but ourselves who make the judgment.

There is no escape, neither death nor judgment.

But please let him escape for as long as he can, if he can, he is not strong enough to bear this - bones are everywhere, no one can bear this kind of violence, children's bodies are abandoned, old people are killed in fires, The woman lay naked on the ground, blood stained the ground, Xia Jun saw an old-fashioned rifle stuck on the ground, and the head on the bayonet was still looking at him, this was too unbearable, For anyone with reason and conscience.

A kind of madness is spreading in this land, and people begin to slaughter and slaughter for no reason, no matter who they are, no matter what the reason is, the rape-fornication and torture are endless, just one day, this originally peaceful and peaceful place Turned into a scorched earth, damn war.

Xia Jun couldn't imagine what role Yin Yu played in this war. It seemed that when all the atrocities were unfolding in front of his eyes, he no longer believed that someone was innocent, even if it was not innocent people who were stained on his hands. blood, but he was still convicted, which cannot be avoided, because it was a crime he had judged himself.

You don't need others to give you a verdict, you already have the result of the trial, you can deceive others, but you cannot deceive yourself.Xia Jun stood up and prepared to move on. He was not injured, but his heart was already scarred. He felt that this was too difficult. This war was real and unavoidable.

He is also constantly doubting himself in his firmness. This kind of firmness is not the kind of hot-headed fanaticism. You can hold that person's hand and go on, under such an environment and a future with infinite possibilities.

As long as he can find him across the distant battlefield, he must make a choice—or just choose now, after all, more things can only be resolved in peace, but he must choose whether to be with Yin Take this difficult path.

This is immoral. Undoubtedly, if he can really follow reason and logic completely, he should abandon this path. He should help others, and he should find a way to defeat these people who started the war. He should be brave, bear the sanctions given to him by the law, and he should make atonement—no, this is not the verdict he gave himself, this is not his choice.

His sin was not evasion, but something else.

The road under their feet is rough and rugged, and all the easy roads in this world have been left behind by him. They were exiled by fate in this land where wars spread, and they could only save themselves.Xia Jun began to watch, listen, and think quietly while walking alone. He had to admit his hesitation and hesitation, and he had to admit his inner anxiety and fear.He was indeed evading and wavering, and he always hoped that one day he would welcome the dawn naturally.

As for the most torturous thing among them, he and Yin Yu both want to change each other, but they are too stubborn and unwilling to sacrifice. One of them is too emotional, and the other is too rational.This problem has been said too many times, but there is still no way to correct it. Could it be that it can only be like this forever?

In the midst of endless suffering and torment, wandering and hesitating, if it is good, I will go through my life like this, if it is not good, I will regret it all my life.Man is a fighting creature, but also a negative creature. Such contradictions make too many things unresolvable.

Since there is no solution so far, he can only take the road in front of him first. He must go this road, and there is no way out.No matter which side they are facing, for Xia Jun, Yin Yu must be recognized by him now. He may not recognize what Yin Yu has done, but he must admit that it is important for Yin Yu to focus on the immediate decision-making. Right, now, they are bound together by fate, and they must stand on the same front, so that they can have the fate to resolve those matters between them.

In fact, why do we need to solve it?These two people who can be called resentful couples are just because they are unwilling to give in, and the extreme differences can cause such a situation. The cutting is constant, and the reasoning is still chaotic. It cannot be said that Yin Yu is completely out of use and has no feelings for Xia Jun. Yes, but from his starting point, he has a clear goal and knows what he wants, so he will not give up this goal easily. In fact, he has fully prepared for political marriage at any time. These people who divide too clearly.

On the contrary, Xia Jun has a gentle quality in him. He loves life, loves life, and hopes to live an ordinary life. He is suitable for family life, but he is drifting in contradiction. Different from having longing for family but not hope, he always believes that he can get the life he wants, and in some cases, he even has the signs of self-love.

It can be said that these two people represent a great difference in outlook on life. Xia Junhui is the kind of person who believes that love and marriage are inseparable and indispensable.On the other hand, Yin Yu is just the opposite. He is the kind of person who can enjoy being in love, and can also use the marriage relationship to achieve benefits.These two deep-rooted differences have caused even if they don't have to worry about marriage, they still have frequent troubles. No one is willing to regress, or in other words, they have not regressed enough.

The ideal is that two people love each other, help each other, overcome difficulties together, have absolute trust and mutual dependence and comfort, but in this special relationship between them, although they are enemies, they are also close enemies. On the one hand, they are common comrades-in-arms, but when it comes to the relationship of lovers, they have become lovers who must fight wits and courage at any time.

Xia Jun sometimes had to choose to give in and change some of his insistence. This kind of concession has been out of control since he accepted Yin Yu to change his car and house. He wants to save this situation, so he wants Yin Yu to make concessions for him , but so far, he has not.

As for feelings, Xia Jun is more of a taker, while Yin Yu hides his secrets. Xia Jun doesn't fully understand him, so that this kind of relationship is dominated and given by Yin Yu. Perhaps, Yin Yu Xie will also be exhausted because of this, so he will not regard Xia Jun as his partner.

However, it is undeniable that their relationship is indeed special, which Xia Jun didn't want to miss, but how special it is depends on the other party's thoughts.

What everyone wants is actually the same, emotional support and support, but unfortunately, there will always be a childish ghost who is overly dependent on demands, and an old stone heart with physical and mental fatigue.Emotional cowards must not be truly brave in life.

This is really what Tang Xiaorong said, they are a pair of enemies.