stupid dirty romance

The matter is about to be resolved. This may only be for Yin Yu, but for Xia Jun, this is not the end, but a beginning. A big net is attacking him overwhelmingly, and the dark clouds hanging over his head will not dissipate for a long time.

After calming down and thinking, eliminating the previous tension and excitement, and without those so-called "adventures", Xia Jun no longer escaped. Facing the reality, Xia Jun only felt horrible, and he did not really accept it because he decided to join forces with Yin Yu Being dyed in pitch black, on the contrary, he can only struggle more and more, and the more he struggles, the deeper he sinks. At this moment, there is no joy of remaining alive, no joy of being treated tenderly by his lover, no joy of "solving the matter", There is just fear.

He found that Yin Yu alone can perform a one-man show wonderfully.

He did know many aspects of Yin Yu, but these were not so much what he realized, but rather he had to accept them passively. Now that he is in this dilemma, it has nothing to do with justice and rationality. As far as his own feelings are concerned, he is not just hesitant, but has begun to doubt all of this, including his perception of Yin Yu's feeling.

does he love himDid he really like it as much as he imagined?

Perhaps this feeling of love is just an illusion that your brain reacted abnormally for a while. Perhaps, in the environment at that time, you could only force yourself to be firm, but afterwards, you sat in the sun Now, when your lover proudly announces to you that he is about to become the biggest winner in this game, you start to calm down and think, and finally you find that you have no love for this cruel and terrible reality at this moment Word.

Not even hatred, you feel nothing, numb, indifferent, so you act cold.

Yin Yu has always been a keen person, even though he has a thousand faces, he still has a cunning soul that is good at hiding, so he quickly discovered Xia Jun's emotions, and tactfully flirted with Officer Xia. After a certain distance, they became a little alienated for a while.

"Officer Xia, excuse me." Yin Yu stood up and straightened his jacket habitually. Although he was only wearing a gray oversized woolen sweater, he still maintained a harsh decency and elegance. His condescending Glancing at Xia Jun who hadn't turned a page of the book on his lap, he snorted coldly, turned around and left.

Xia Jun never raised his eyes again, but just based on his feeling and his understanding of Yin Yu, he knew that this person was angry now. Yin Jia was rarely really angry with him, and he was often unexpectedly gentle with his temper. Even yelling and scolding are not really angry. As an existence that is mixed in gray and even has black blood flowing from half of his body, Yin Yu treats him like he is treating a bird that he personally shot down from the sky with a shotgun. He is committed to domesticating him, and is eager to build countless golden cages, but on the one hand he hypocritically declares that he does not intend to deprive him of his freedom.

This is what Xia Jun is facing now. Their relationship has never lacked equality in the true sense. This does not depend on their status, but on their sinister intentions and vacillating cowardice.

Xia Jun couldn't give up his emotional dependence, and Yin Yu couldn't give up his control. One of them was deceived by his crazy brain, and the other was fascinated by money, and they refused to give up their ambitions even in their own lives.

What's even more frightening is that after gradually seeing Yin Yu's face clearly, the dissipation of Xia Jun's love was not because of the other party's insane nature. The fact that they were bound together by fate and colluded with each other, so that Luo Jun went to die, and even Lou Yu was about to encounter bad luck, he was on the sidelines. He gave up some of the previous principles and accepted that the other party was going to carry out large-scale destruction. He had to kill, but he found that what he was afraid of was about his own thoughts, which was too selfish.

He can already accept that others suffer and be killed, but he can't accept that everything about him is controlled by Yin Yu. This is what he fears. He showed his business, but he still couldn't hold anything in his hands. From the beginning to the end, at the beginning of all the incidents, he killed Fang Quan and Xiao Peng, and Yin Yu helped him bury the corpses. Yu grabbed hold of it at the same time, the difference was that Lou Yu threatened him with this and asked him to go undercover in the Golden Triangle - or to be a blatant spy, but Yin Yu turned his back on the army, turning his forced action into an annual leave .

He didn't forget that Yin Yu had mentioned to him about saving his annual leave to go on vacation, but now, when Lou Yu was about to make trouble, the bureau raised his voice and told everyone that he was indeed taking annual leave.

What does this represent.

This means that Yin Yu's hand has already been extended to the police station, and he is not Yin Yu's only internal response.

At that time, Xia Jun only felt that his whole body was completely cold. He felt that Yin Yu didn't really need him. Yin Yu had too many channels to get the information he wanted, and what he had done from the beginning to the end was just useless work. , he once thought that he could at least be used by Yin Yu, but now, he was deeply suspicious.

Maybe it's not that there is no use value at all, but his value is not as great as he imagined at the beginning, nor is it that important. Xia Jun is not willing to be used by Yin Yu. In front of him, he couldn't accept it again.

Someone in the upper echelons of Yin Yu gave him news, Yin Yu is the big drug lord Nujin in the Golden Triangle, Yin Yu has his own armed forces-what else does he not know?He even felt that City S was in a greater crisis than Qian Wenlin's time. He was not sure what Yin Yu would do, and he was even afraid that he was helping the evildoers.

Isn't the old couple in the poppy field the best example? He smiled and bowed to them, politely killing them.

This is not just a villain, this is evil, and Yin Yu becomes evil itself.

Xia Jun has always thought that he should be the one who fights against the evil, but the current situation is completely out of control. He not only works with the evil, but even feels that he can accept it-not endure it, what's more, he wants to Brokering with evil to win a favorable situation, he wants to control a more terrifying person than he has ever known.

It's just that he perceives the most despicable and terrifying side of himself, not only terrified, but also full of ambition that he can't realize.

I can't say clearly, and I don't know clearly. At this moment, all analysis and explanations have become pale and powerless. Xia Jun can only be afraid, annoyed, and restless. He realizes that he has changed and has become beyond recognition. He was afraid that his lover would become something he couldn't imagine, and he was even more afraid that he would become a person who also lost morality and turned his back on the bright and righteous way.