[Beautiful Man] Rebirth Notes

On the way back to the studio, the assistant handed me an envelope, saying that an aunt asked him to pass it to me, saying that it was a very important thing, so he must hand it over to me.

I now receive a lot of gifts and letters from fans every day, and I will try my best to reply to them personally instead of letting my assistant do it for me.

When I opened the letter, there was an old photo inside. I also had this photo, and it was stuck in an old diary. It was a photo of me and Gao Meinan with a young man when I was young.

When I went out, several fans who still refused to leave were squatting on the ground, surrounded by an old lady with curly hair and wearing a pretty red dress.

"Excuse me, did you give me this photo?" I walked over and asked.

"Oh my god, it's the beautiful Oppa—"

"His Royal Highness, please sign for us."

I asked that aunt to advance to the company to wait for me.

After signing, I took my aunt to the rest area of ​​the company.

The aunt looked at me with a smile on her face, and held my hand affectionately, "Hey, are you our beautiful boy? You are so handsome."

"Auntie, do you know my parents?"

"I am your aunt who took care of your brothers and sisters when you were young, don't you remember?"

I scratched my head in embarrassment.

"You were very young then."

After chatting with her, I learned that after my father passed away, she sent us to an orphanage because she was unable to support us, saying that she wanted to wait until the living conditions improved before picking us up.

She cried with tears about the guilt she felt in the past ten years, the hardships of life in the past ten years, and she also talked about my father who died of illness, and then she cried out that I am sorry for our brothers and sisters. She saw me on TV and newspapers, so she came to me.

"What about your sister?"

"Thanks to you, I became a nun."

"Beautiful man, are you blaming me for not raising you? Back then, I couldn't even support myself. How could I let you suffer together with me?"

"Didn't Papa leave any legacy when he passed away?"

Her eyes flickered, and she covered them when she wiped her tears with a handkerchief.

"Hey, how can there be any inheritance, he is a songwriter, how can he make money, unlike you are a singer, a song must make a lot of money." When talking about money, her eyes are shining, "beautiful man , My aunt lost money in business and owed money outside, lend me some money, and I will definitely pay you back in the future."

"I do not have money."

"How is this possible? The advertisement alone costs a lot of endorsement fees."

"I'm a newcomer, how can I have much endorsement fees." I picked up the drink and took a sip, "Who is my biological mother? Do you know?"

She was not very happy when I said I had no money.

"I don't know, you were brought back by your father as soon as you were born, and they didn't say who your biological mother was."

"I see. Thank you for coming to see me. I'm still at work. I can't accompany you any longer. Go slowly." I stood up and bowed to her.

"I have nowhere to go, pretty boy, are you going to just watch me live on the street at my age?" She started wiping tears again.

After my unreliable father threw us as newborns to my aunt, he left our hometown and paid some living expenses to the family every month. He would come back to visit us every few months. In order to take care of our siblings, my aunt The two of us, the marriage has been delayed, and after my father passed away, she sent us to an orphanage before we got married.

I can't blame her, what's wrong with her?

Because she was getting old, she only found a divorced man to marry. That man usually looked good, but he beat and scolded her when he was drunk, and he had no children to maintain their relationship. In the end, they divorced , My aunt said that she opened a small shop, but the business was not good and she owed a lot of debts. She couldn't pay the money, so she ran to Seoul. One was to avoid debt collectors, and the other was to ask me to borrow money.

She has been kind to me in nurturing me for several years. I really can't just watch her sleep on the street. I asked Mr. Ma how much income I can earn this month including salary and advertising endorsement fees. He hesitated, he told me after I kept asking.

Because I am a newcomer, the endorsement fee is the lowest price in the industry, and the company has to take half of the income. The cost of downloading the single online plus the basic salary guarantee is only 80 won. Because Mr. Ma is buying a house recently, my salary will be reduced. I borrowed it temporarily, but I didn't ask for my consent. That is to say, I have been busy for a month, and I can't get a penny. If I can't stay, I really have to go back to the monastery.

Is there anyone in this world who can treat you sincerely for your own good? What I see the most is people who plot against you and want to take advantage of you. Mr. Ma seems to think that I don’t need to spend a penny, and I have experienced the life of a star. Now I found my aunt again, I should be grateful to him, and never mentioned the matter of giving me a salary.

"Beauty, don't be angry. I'll return the money to you when I get next month's salary. I'm just borrowing it."

My meager income is not worthwhile for the other party to steal, but I just feel chills in my heart.

"Help me find a place to live for my aunt." I'm not angry. I won't be angry because of someone I don't have anything to do with it. It's my body that's angry, and others don't care.

"My house is still being renovated. It's a mess. I don't have the money to rent a house. I use the company to lay the ground floor. You can let your aunt live in your dormitory."

"ANJELL is not a shelter." You can't be too aggressive, "Please send my aunt to the monastery where I lived before, so that she can be a volunteer in the orphanage for a period of time, at least with food and shelter, and I will find a way later .”

Before Mr. Ma sent her away, I returned the photo to her and asked her to keep it as a souvenir. I advised her to live in the orphanage for a while, and I would find a way to bring her back after I made money. These things Of course, after Gao Meinan comes back, I will hand it over to him. I am just a poor songwriter like my father.

Sending my aunt away, I was still sitting on the chair in the rest area feeling melancholy, knowing that I still have relatives in this world, I couldn’t tell what it was like, because I had no feelings for her, I still felt that I was alone in this world one person.

Jiang Xinyu came over, sat across from me, and handed me a cup of hot cocoa, "I remember you like this hot drink."

"Yes, thank you."

I sipped and drank, Jiang Xinyu didn't ask anything, just sat opposite me silently.

"An aunt came to me just now. She is my aunt. She doesn't know who my biological mother is. Maybe I was born out of wedlock. That's why I was taken away at birth." I laughed.

Jiang Xinyu couldn't see me humiliating myself, seeing that I was unhappy, and said that he would invite me out for a big meal at noon tomorrow, and I would go to England with Jeremy the day after tomorrow, and I would use the identity of a tall beauty when I came back. He said that it would be the same as now "Gao Meinan" said goodbye.

Jiang Xinyu is so caring, I couldn't agree more, and readily agreed to his invitation.

I want to say goodbye to my current status in a handsome way, so I dressed up the next day. When I arrived at the company in the morning, I saw the more excited reactions from the fans of the princess group. I think my outfit must be more than usual Wearing casual clothes is more handsome and compelling.

Huang Taijing said that I have become more comfortable pretending to be a man this month, and if I regret it, I can continue to pretend to be a man.

"Captain, do you feel that I am more handsome than you today, so you are not happy?"

I was just talking about it for fun. I never thought that Huang Tae-kyung cared so much about his appearance, so he asked Coordi to change his hairstyle. The straight hair was fluffy, and the bangs that originally covered the right eye were turned up, revealing a plump The forehead and the bridge of the nose are more straightened.

Huang Taijing is very satisfied with his new hairstyle, I did not hesitate to praise him a lot, and then he went to write songs happily. He is more coquettish than Jeremy, and he never noticed it before.

Jiang Xinyu and I made an appointment to meet at a certain restaurant at a certain meal time. I asked him why he didn't just go together. He said that the two of us had too high a goal and would be discovered by Jeremy, so we must argue to go together. He wanted to invite me alone, but he didn't want to. Let others know.

"Captain, it's time for lunch." I put down my pen and rubbed my neck, Huang Taijing also put down my pen and raised my hand to look at my watch, "It's only eleven o'clock, wait half an hour to eat."

"I have an appointment at noon, and I want to go out now."

Huang Taijing looked up at me, hummed and picked up the pen to continue creating.

I took out the restaurant address that Jiang Xinyu had written to me, went out from the back door of the company and took a taxi to the restaurant written on the note.

After I went in, I reported Jiang Xinyu's name, and the waiter took me to a private room on the second floor.

Jiang Xinyu was also very handsome when he went out today, in a silver-gray suit. When he saw me, he got up and helped me open the chair, and sat down opposite him. I took off my sunglasses and put them on the table, and looked at the private room .

The red napkins trimmed with gold were neatly folded into a triangle in front of them, a basket of fresh flowers was placed on the table, and there was a silver candlestick with three candles in the center of the table.

"Brother Xinyu, it's just a meal. I don't need to be in such a high-end place. Even if you invite me to eat a bowl of ramen by the roadside, I will be very happy."

"Such an important meal must be more formal, so that it is more meaningful."

I thought what he meant was that I bid farewell to Gao Meinan's identity, so I smiled and nodded.