[Beautiful Man] Rebirth Notes

The waiter knocked on the door and came in, holding a decanter containing red wine in his hand, and poured Jiang Xinyu a sip of red wine. Jiang Xinyu swayed the red wine glass, put it on his nose, sniffed it, and then took a sip. His actions were not like that This kind of deliberate elegance, the movements look extremely pleasing to the eye.

He nodded and asked the waiter to pour me the wine first.

I don’t know how to do what he does. In order to avoid imitation, I took a sip of the wine honestly, the taste is very soft, with a light fruity aroma, I have never drank other red wines, so it is difficult to compare, but I I think this bottle of wine is quite suitable for girls to drink.

The dishes served are all dishes that I have never eaten before, mainly seafood, because Huang Taijing is allergic to seafood, and we rarely eat seafood in front of him.

The food in this restaurant tastes good, and the environment is also good. Some people come in to play the violin during the meal, but it is unnecessary to light candles in broad daylight.

Jiang Xinyu and I talked in a low voice while eating, he said a lot about his past, he was rebellious in high school, he fought with gangsters outside of school, the kind of picking a dozen people, I don’t know what he’s bragging about How many ingredients are there? Seeing how gentle he is now, I really can't imagine the scene where he beats people with fists and feet until blood is flying everywhere.

Ask me, I only talked about the things in the monastery, the energetic children, the statues that can never be wiped clean, the vegetable fields I have planted, the books I have read, and I also talked about the acquaintance in the church. The little girl, I still know ANJELL from her, fate is really a wonderful thing.

"I have a gift for you." Jiang Xinyu said as he took out a delicate pink box from his pocket.

"Why give me a present?"

"Open it and see."

I opened the box and found a pair of silver rings. I looked at him puzzled.

"This is a couple ring." He held my hand, "I like you and hope you can be my girlfriend."

What a straightforward confession!

Only then did I belatedly realize that the flowers on the table, candlelight, and music playing were romantically like a proposal scene.

"This is the first time I like someone, and I'm still at a loss. For today's confession, I read a lot of books about love confession, and thought a lot about it, but I can't express it." He lowered his head and showed a shy smile , then raised his head and looked at me affectionately, "I want to be by your side, are you willing to give me this chance?"

Why is it me?

"I've had a head injury, and my previous memories are all blank. Don't you care about my incompleteness?"

"I don't mind, I will accompany you to create more memories to fill in the blanks."

"I am a person whose mother is unknown, and my status may not be honorable."

He came over and knelt down in front of me, wrapping his hands gently around mine, making me feel cared for.

"No one can decide your own origin. What you said are all objective factors. I want to know what you think. Do you hate me touching you like this? Do you feel uncomfortable?"

I shook my head.

"Can you like me?"

I don't know what it feels like to like, and I have never had a longing for love, but when I am alone, I can't help but imagine that there is someone who can make me rely on him wholeheartedly, so that I don't have to wake up. Just because I have to face the world alone and force myself to be strong, no matter what storms I encounter, I grit my teeth and carry them by myself.

It is undeniable that Jiang Xinyu is an excellent man and has helped me a lot. I can't find a reason not to like him.

"Can I trust you?" I asked myself while asking him.

"Time will prove it to you. If you hold me with these hands, you will never let go, unless you don't want me." Brother Xin Yu's eyes were red, and I couldn't help but moisten the corners of my eyes when I heard his words.

I smiled and held his hand back, and he took out the ring to put on me.

"I'll put it on when I come back from England, okay? I'm still wearing men's clothes, and I always feel a little awkward. Don't you feel awkward confessing to a handsome boy like me?"

"Even if you dress up like a man again, I can still see through you at a glance." Brother Xin Yu smiled and put the ring away again.

"How did you know I was disguised as a man when I came here the first day?" I was so curious.

"Kiss me once, and I'll tell you." Brother Xin Yu said, touching his cheek.

I hesitated for a moment, leaned down and touched his face lightly and quickly.

"No, it's too fast." Brother Xinyu was stunned for a moment, and then moved his head closer dissatisfied. I smiled and dodged, pushing his face away with my hands.

"That day you were drunk and sang and danced. Jeremy and I were afraid that you would fall and wanted to help you up. As soon as I touched you, you subconsciously raised your hand to protect your chest. This action betrayed you. I think you don't have an Adam's apple. more suspicious."

"So that's the case, then why didn't you report on me, you wouldn't fall in love with me at first sight, right? When did you like me?"

"At first I just wanted to observe your motives, but later I couldn't move my eyes anymore. Seeing you and Jeremy getting so close every day, do you know how jealous I am? I will treat you a little better and get closer to you." , you just pushed me away." Brother Xinyu pretended to be angry and said.

"Brother Xinyu, I won't do it in the future."

"This time, when we go to England with Jeremy, we need to keep a normal distance and not get too close."

"Can I still go to England?"

"I have promised him, of course I will do it, I am not narrow-minded." He touched my head, "Come back early."

When I was continuing to eat, I accidentally touched the spoon in the soup and splashed the soup on my hands. Fortunately, the soup had been served for a while, so I didn’t burn my hands. I dried my hands and told Brother Xinyu that I was going to After washing my hands in the bathroom, brother Xin Yu insisted on going together, and said to go in first and help me see if there is anyone in the men's room.

I had no choice but to wait at the door with a smile, and as soon as I entered the door, I heard Brother Xin Yu shout: "Brother Tai Jing."

I hurriedly opened the door and went in, and saw Huang Taijing sitting on the ground frowning in pain.

Hearing our shouts, he slightly opened his eyes.

"what happened to you?"

"I ate shrimp, hum~" He sneered a few times, rolled his eyes and fainted again.

"Is he crazy? Send him to the hospital first."

Brother Xin Yu carried Huang Tae Kyung on his back, and I supported him in the back to prevent him from falling down. We didn't bother to pretend, and we didn't know what kind of story we would make up if we were seen by others.

After being sent to the hospital and taking the medicine, Huang Taijing woke up, but he was sick and full of death, and he didn't talk to anyone.

"You stay here with him, I'll go out and buy some porridge."

Brother Xin Yu left, leaving me alone with Huang Tae Kyung.

I saw him staring at the ceiling all the time, his eyes were straight, empty and without any heat, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

The room was so dull and uncomfortable, I still couldn't help asking: "Captain, are you still uncomfortable?"

When he heard my words, his eyes suddenly turned to me and he nodded.

"Whatever feels uncomfortable, I'll call the doctor."

He waved his hand, "Do you know who I had lunch with?"

I shook my head.

"The woman who gave birth to me." He laughed self-deprecatingly, "She ordered the meal for me. I think maybe only when I die in front of her, will she remember that I can't eat seafood."

"So you ate it on purpose?"

"Hehe, the meat is very tender." He laughed.

"How can I torture my body because of such a person? Will she feel heartache and care?" I was very angry at such an incompetent mother, and I was even more angry when I saw Huang Tae-kyung, who was still high-spirited in the morning, now injured.

"Of course she doesn't care about me, otherwise she wouldn't have left me early."

This is the first time I heard about Hwang Tae Kyung's life experience, I didn't expect him to tell me such a secret thing.

"We are all the ones who have been left behind." He turned his head to look at me, "Even if you try to grab her hand, you will still be thrown away severely in the end."

"Since I know they will do this, why don't you find someone who is willing to hold your hand tightly?" I appreciate his talent, but also feel sorry for his life experience, and feel that he and I have the same disease, so I don't want to Seeing him so depressed.

"Would you like to?" He reached out to hold my hand, his fingers were cold, and there was a little more light in his eyes, "We are the same kind of people."

I grabbed his wrist and put his hand back under the quilt to cover it, "My hand has been tightly held by someone."

I don't think narcissistically that Hwang Tae-kyung likes me. He suffered a big blow today. There is only me who is very similar to him around him. He has no choice. That's why he said such words. It's just emotional , like an angry child.

"Really? You are much luckier than me." He turned his head and closed his eyes without speaking.

"I bought the porridge, Brother Tai Jing, you can eat some." Brother Xin Yu came in with a food bag, and when he handed the food bag to me, he squeezed my palm and smiled at me proud.

This guy couldn't be hiding at the door to peek. I'll settle the score with you later, so I shook my fist at him.

I brought the porridge to Huang Taijing, he waved his hand, "I can't eat now, let me rest for a while, you go first."

I looked at Brother Xin Yu, and Brother Xin Yu said, "Let's stay here with you."

"Go away, let me be alone for a while." He suddenly raised his head and shouted, and threw himself back on the bed heavily after shouting.