i thought he didn't love me

I know I love him, but does he love you?If he loves you, he won't mess around outside!Zhang Yixing, he doesn’t love you, he just treats you as a toy that costs nothing, he doesn’t need to be responsible, he doesn’t care, he will throw you aside when he’s bored, he’s wasting your love for him, you know? "

Lu Han's eyes turned red as he talked, Zhang Yixing has been with Wu Yifan for three years, he has been watching him all the time, Zhang Yixing's infatuation, Zhang Yixing's devotion, Zhang Yixing's tolerance, all of which make Luhan, who claims to be his best buddy man angry and sad.

Zhang Yixing's shoulders trembled uncontrollably, tears dripped down and scattered on the wooden table.

Finally I couldn’t hold back anymore, and said what was in my heart, “Luhan, you’re right, he doesn’t love me, I know, I’m stupid, I know, but I also know that I have nothing to do, I just want to be by his side. I am happy, but I am sad when I leave him, I also hoped that I am different from other people, so I don’t want his money, and I don’t want to be jealous in front of him, I think he will think I am different, and he will fall in love with me , but no, it’s because I think too much about myself, I have also left him before, and I thought I left him in a cool way, but he didn’t have a phone call or a text message for a week, he was on vacation with others abroad, and he didn’t think about me at all, he Didn't even know I was leaving."

Zhang Yixing smiled sadly, "I asked him yesterday if I could go, and he said it was inconvenient."

Zhang Yixing recalled the scene yesterday, when he was tying his tie, he couldn't help asking him, and then he frowned at that person, as if it bothered him, and then he heard him say, "It's not convenient."

He laughed to himself, "I'll just ask, actually I have an appointment with Lu Han, even if you invite me, I don't have time."

It was a rare playful tone to hide the tears rushing from the bottom of my heart.

After dinner, the two went to the men's clothing store on the third floor of the shopping mall. Wu Yifan was thin and tall, a natural clothes hanger, so Zhang Yixing didn't find it difficult to choose gifts.

The gray-black coat should suit him quite well. I hope that after he leaves, when he looks at this dress, he will remember that the person who bought this dress has been with him for at least three years.

Chapter 9

Zhang Yixing blushed and called Lu Han, who was choosing a shirt, to the cashier. The cashier just said politely, "I'm sorry sir, your card has insufficient balance."

Obviously, the salary was only paid yesterday, and Zhang Yixing lived frugally, so he couldn't think of the reason for the insufficient balance in the card, although the price of this dress is indeed not a small figure.

Luhan took out his wallet, "He's about to break up, why choose such expensive clothes?"

Zhang Yixing's skin was originally fair, but now his face turned red as if he was about to bleed, "It's not an exaggeration for me to give you a nice dress for his birthday."

It's just that I didn't take into account my financial situation.

After leaving the department store, Zhang Yixing said repeatedly, "I'll transfer the money to you when I get back, and I'll pay you back the remaining money after I pay my salary next month."

Lu Han nodded and didn't say anything, Zhang Yixing was careful and cared about these details, he always paid back the borrowed money on time or in advance, even if the relationship between the two of them was so good, there was no exception.

But when you ask him to borrow money, he is obviously poorer, but he never asks people to pay it back. In the past few years, Luhan helped him watch over it, otherwise this "good guy" may have more bad debts that cannot be recovered.

Now that the meal was eaten and the gifts were chosen, it should be fine. It was only after [-] o'clock, and Lu Han asked Zhang Yixing if he wanted to go to see the blessings. He hadn't seen the blessings for a while.

Speaking of blessings, Zhang Yixing remembered that the last time he went to the Home of Love, he specially withdrew money for Aunt Chen, so the money in the card was not as much as he thought. The first time he went there, he did not prepare and only took a few hundred. Very guilty.

At that time when I went home and Wu Yifan kept mentioning this matter, Wu Yifan...

Luhan didn't expect to tell Zhang Yixing but didn't get his response. He turned to look at him, but he heard him falter and say, "Luhan, I want to go and see him."

"Who?" Lu Han didn't react for a moment. "Wu Yifan?"

Zhang Yixing nodded, "I want to go and have a look."

See who is beside him now, and then give up.

Lu Han sighed, although Zhang Yixing usually looks gentle and easy-going, but he is also very stubborn in what he decides, I don’t want to waste my time persuading him, it’s better to go and have a look, to see how that person is having a good time outside.

The place where the two of them ate was not far from the clubhouse where Wu Yifan held the birthday party, and it took only ten minutes to walk there. Although Zhang Yixing suggested to go, he was also the one who was nervous along the way.

In the city center full of high-rise buildings, a four-story building looks unique. It is usually a leisure club for famous entertainment stars in City B. At this time, there are even more crowds outside, and many passers-by can't help it when passing by. I stopped, not for anything else, but for the luxury cars parked outside today, but there are many rare limited edition sports cars that I don't usually see at auto shows.

"It looks so lively, do you want to go in?" Lu Han felt a little funny looking at the crowd outside the door, but it was just a birthday party, even if Wu Yifan invited a lot of celebrities, he didn't need so many people to watch , Luhan stood on tiptoe to probe and saw many reporters squatting at the door.

Zhang Yixing shook his head, "Those who can't get in, I don't have an invitation letter."

He couldn't tell why he wanted to come, he knew he couldn't get in and he couldn't see, but he just wanted to take a look, he said it was inconvenient for him to come here, he wanted to see who was in the way of him, but the answer hasn't been revealed yet. I dare not know.

"Then I'll call Wu Shixun and ask him to come out to pick us up." Luhan took out his phone and was stopped by Zhang Yixing before dialing, "Forget it, let's go back, there's really nothing to see."

Zhang Yixing wanted to escape, but Lu Han refused. If he escaped this time, he would not be able to completely give up on Wu Yifan, and the separation was inevitable, so he was the only one who suffered in the end. "No, don't you just want to see who Wu Yifan is with now? Look at how nervous you are along the way, if you want to see me, let you watch, follow me." Luhan dragged Zhang Yixing to the house Go around behind.

Coincidentally, when Luhan was a freshman in college, besides being a tutor, he also worked as a waiter here. Although this is an expensive entertainment club, it is not safe to mix dragons and snakes. Fortunately, the salary is high, and Luhan only works in I work here for two hours at night, but the money I get is the daily income of many white-collar workers. Luhan worked here for three months, and later the students he led were about to take the college entrance examination in the next semester of high school, and he needed to concentrate on tutoring, so Luhan quit his job here .

Lu Han took Zhang Yixing to a dark alley, "Let's go in through the back door."

In fact, Luhan is not sure if the back door is open or not, he just wants to try his luck to see if he can get in.

When he was working in the past, the small dark alley at the back door was where the waiters smoked. Although the clubhouse was always smoky, the waiters and even the manager were not allowed to smoke or drink in the clubhouse.

The back door was not closed, it must have been really busy today, probably because someone was suddenly called over while smoking a cigarette, and even forgot to lock the door in such a hurry.

Lu Han reckoned at this point that after they finished their meal, they should be singing in the dining room or playing cards in the chess and card room.

Entering through the back door is the staff lounge, Luhan ran to the locker room and took two waiter coats and handed them to Zhang Yixing, "Put them on."

Zhang Yixing took the jacket but didn't put it on. Seeing Luhan skillfully put on the waiter's clothes and straighten his collar in front of the mirror, Zhang Yixing frowned, "Isn't that good?"

"It's okay, there must be a lot of them anyway, no one will pay attention to us at all."

The KTV is on the third floor, and the chess and card room is on the fourth floor. Luhan thought that Wu Yifan is the protagonist tonight, and there will be many people around him, so even though there are many other entertainment facilities here, he still plays mahjong and KTV. most likely.

The corridor on the third floor was brightly lit but there was no singing. The two stopped in the stairwell, knowing that there was no one there without going in. Zhang Yixing felt his footsteps getting heavier and heavier as he continued to walk up.

No matter what the above situation is, is it really what you want to see?

Can you really forget him when you see him, and go home with all your heart?

But before he could think about this matter clearly, Lu Han had already turned around to signal him to be quiet. The hall in front of the door was noisy, and Lu Han moved closer to Zhang Yixing's ear, "Let's go when you see it clearly."

Although it was Zhang Yixing who proposed to come here, but the one who insisted on it was Lu Han, but he wanted Zhang Yixing to see Wu Yifan clearly, to see clearly his flirtatious heart, his heart to play with the world.

But he knew that Zhang Yixing didn't want to break up with Wu Yifan right now, so Luhan was also afraid that the two of them would be discovered if they stayed here for a long time, and that would be embarrassing.

Lu Han put his foot against the door and opened it slightly, but no one noticed, Zhang Yixing took a deep breath and looked sideways into the hall.

In the brightly lit hall, there are only a few mahjong tables in the middle, many celebrities who can even be named by Zhang Yixing, who doesn't like to watch TV, are playing cards. Wu Yifan is sitting at the middle table, surrounded by many faces A person with a flattering smile.

He was wearing a shirt that he had tidied up for him when he left in the morning, and the cuffs were decorated with cufflinks that he had given him for his birthday last year, but in his arms was a beautiful woman who was unfamiliar to him.

Well, speaking of strangers, the current Wu Yifan is that stranger.

His big hands were playing with the lovely long hair in his arms, his lips kissed that delicate face from time to time, this was not him, this was not Wu Yifan, Wu Yifan would not be so close to others.

He didn't want to believe the picture in front of him, but he couldn't help feeling sad.

Zhang Yixing covered his chest, opened his eyes wide and dared not close them, for fear of closing them