i thought he didn't love me

Tears will flow down automatically.

He turned his head to look at Lu Han, holding back his tears with his mouth shut, Lu Han had never seen Zhang Yixing look so pitiful.

Zhang Yixing looked at him red-eyed and aggrieved, with a weeping voice showing a trace of panic, "Lu Han, what should I do, my heart hurts so much."

This scene is too hurtful, even though I have thought of countless times the scene of him being intimate with others, even because I am afraid that Wu Yifan will feel troubled by showing a sad look when I really break up with him, I have watched his scandal countless times, I have self-hypnotized countless times, and I have been sad too many times. I thought I had cultivated a heart that would not hurt, but no matter how much pain I imagined, it is not reality. In reality, such a picture, one time, one time can make people feel overwhelmed with pain.

He doesn't love himself, he loves others, what he did with himself, he also did with others, such intimate things...

Zhang Yixing's body couldn't stop trembling, Lu Han caressed his back, and looked towards the hall, Wu Yifan was indeed sitting with a beauty, and that beauty was also the female star he was having an affair with.

The red tight skirt, red lips, and the tender whiteness of the chest are ready to be seen, which is a temptation that even a normal man can't stand.

Luhan was about to drag Zhang Yixing away, but he heard someone mentioned Zhang Yixing's name inside.

"That person is called Zhang Yixing, right? I have seen him a few times before, and I followed Brother Fan to our restaurant for dinner. He is just an ordinary man, dressed in rustic clothes and looks ordinary. No matter how I guess, I can't guess that he is the same as him. What's the relationship between us, Brother Fan, I thought it was his assistant, but I didn't think much about it, Brother Fan's assistant can't be so cheap."

The people around him roared with laughter, even Wu Yifan evoked a slight smile, everyone had a very harmonious atmosphere, it seemed that saying bad things about Zhang Yixing would not only not annoy Wu Yifan, but even make Wu Yifan find it funny, no one wanted to break this harmony, Someone will add it right away.

"That's right, that's right, I've seen that person before. I heard that Brother Fan has a lover who has been keeping him for more than two years. I thought she was a hot girl with a hot body and excellent skills in bed. But when I went out to meet him, it was just a man. I don't have a good figure, and I can't arouse sexual interest at all, tsk tsk, I think our brother Fan's taste is quite bland."

"It's just for fun, as long as it's interesting enough." Wu Yifan opened his mouth to accept the cigarette Xiao Lili handed over, and lowered his head to let her light it.

"Brother Fan is right. These people need to be knowledgeable enough. They are just for fun, and if you let Brother Fan bother you, then just leave."

Everyone rushed to please Wu Yifan with one word after another, and Zhang Yixing outside the door was also amused by the words.

It turned out to be like this, in his eyes, he was just playing around, and he was sensible enough, so he was not chased away.

"Brother Fan, I remember that Zhang Yixing posted it by himself, right?" The person who spoke was accepted by Wu Yifan for several years, and had contact with Zhang Yixing several times.

Wu Yifan didn't answer, but the people around him rushed to answer, "Our brother Fan is a handsome guy everywhere, and the number of people who retweeted it is uncountable, so Zhang Yixing has a good eye."

"Brother Fan, I'm sorry for you. The brothers thought she was a peerless beauty, but it turned out that he is a piece of dog skin plaster that can't be thrown away."

Lu Han was so angry when he heard it outside the door, he clenched his hands tightly into fists, he really wanted to go in and beat those who said bad things about Zhang Yixing!But he wanted to beat Wu Yifan hard!

Those people made Zhang Yixing so unbearable, Wu Yifan not only got angry and turned his face, but also didn't stop him!

What kind of person is Zhang Yixing, Wu Yifan doesn't understand?

Zhang Yixing is a fool, kind, gentle, never gets angry and never complains, he values ​​others more than himself, like a warm sunshine, but he has a tough and brave character in his bones, he will subdue softness but never admit defeat, such a good person, but Being maliciously slandered like this!

Luhan clenched the doorknob tightly, as if he was about to push the door in the next second, Zhang Yixing stopped him in time, he kept crying, his face lost all color, he opened and closed his mouth but didn't say a word, Luhan Looking at the shape of his lips, he was saying, don't.

"Brother Fan, you are blessed. A beautiful woman like Sister Lili has thrown herself into her arms. This birthday gift is very satisfying."

"Sister Lily, you have to tie our brother Fan well, gold, no, diamond bachelor!"

The unnutritious conversation continued in the room, Lu Han looked at Zhang Yixing from time to time, worried that he would not be able to take it, but he couldn't pull him away.

"Luhan?"

Lu Han felt that someone was calling him, so he turned around subconsciously, but he ignored it, how could someone call his name here, unless it was...

Wu Shixun and He Xi just came up from the downstairs and saw two waiters hiding outside the door. They were about to get angry and reprimanded, but they felt that one of them was inexplicably familiar. Lu Han!

Lu Han didn't expect to turn his head and see the picture of Wu Shixun and He Xi together, Lu Han who was already full of anger suddenly lost his mind at this moment.

"Wu Shixun, didn't you say that you have nothing to do with him?" He pointed at He Xi next to Wu Shixun.

The door was pulled open all of a sudden, probably because the noise outside the door was heard and people wanted to find out.

What an embarrassing picture.

Zhang Yixing looked up and saw Xiao Lili took a cigarette from Wu Yifan's mouth.

Wu Yifan saw Zhang Yixing outside the door with bloodless face and red and swollen eyes.

Lu Han saw Wu Shixun and He Xi coming back from the outside alone.

Wu Shixun didn't expect to see Luhan here and didn't notice that He Xi took his arm.

Chapter 10

Wu Shixun called Lu Han's name in a panic, just begging him not to misunderstand, he and He Xi went out alone to break up the conversation with him, but Lu Han ignored him because he heard Zhang Yixing's footsteps.

Zhang Yixing carried his pockets and walked slowly in front of Wu Yifan, Wu Yifan's expression was normal, he was not surprised by his sudden appearance, but the surroundings became quiet.

The hustle and bustle just now quieted down the moment Zhang Yixing came in. People who didn’t know him and people around asked who he was, and after knowing that he was Zhang Yixing, they nodded clearly, probably thinking that what those people just said was right .

Such a thing, if it wasn't for the upside down, how could it be worthy of Wu Yifan.

Zhang Yixing could feel the contemptuous gazes from the people around him, and even those who were gossiping about him just now looked at him proudly, wanting to see him make a fool of himself and watch his jokes, but he didn't care anymore, wait for him to give the gift Give it to Wu Yifan, when he finishes speaking, then he will have nothing to do with everything here.

Zhang Yixing reached out and handed the gift to Wu Yifan, ignoring Xiao Lili who was sitting on his lap, "Yifan, happy birthday."

"Fan, who is this person?" Xiao Lili asked Wu Yifan coquettishly, she rubbed against Wu Yifan's body, and her fingers brushed Wu Yifan's thin lips.

"Lily, you're playing with fire." The man's deep voice was hoarse, and it looked extremely sexy. Zhang Yixing once thought that this voice belonged only to him, and it seemed that he was wrong.

Zhang Yixing tried his best to suppress his emotions, but his shortness of breath when speaking made him reveal his secrets.

Wu Yifan didn't reach out to take the clothes, but turned his head to look at him, saw that Zhang Yixing was wearing waiter's clothes, frowned, and said in a somewhat impatient tone, "What are you doing here?"

"I'm sorry, I just... want to give you a gift, and I'll leave after I say a few more words. Don't worry, give me 2 minutes and I'll leave."

I have bothered you for three years, I hope you will tolerate me for another 2 minutes.

"Manager Chen, anyone who doesn't have an invitation letter can come in. Are the security guards here free? Fire them immediately!"

A middle-aged man with a greasy hair came up immediately, "Mr. Wu, I'm sorry, we were negligent, and we'll have someone take him out immediately."

Zhang Yixing smiled, but his heart was pierced.

Embarrassing, but that's all.

I've never felt that way before, and I don't seem to recognize this person clearly.

He was kind to himself, maybe it was just a little charity when he was in a good mood, but he was stupid and thought it was the sweetness of loving each other.

"Wu Yifan, I just want to say a few words, why don't you even give me this little time." Zhang Yixing turned to look at Manager Chen again, "I'm sorry, give me a little more time, I'll leave as soon as I say something, don't bother you guys."

"Wu Yifan, I'm sorry, I just realized that I'm such a guy in your eyes. I've pestered you for three years. I'm really sorry." Zhang Yixing looked Wu Yifan straight in the eyes, and couldn't see a trace of pity. Zhang Yixing laughed at himself, how come At this time, I still don't give up, Zhang Yixing, you are such an idiot, you can't stop smiling and crying.

"But don't worry, I won't bother you anymore."

I said this sentence many times in my heart, Zhang Yixing knew that there would be such a day, but he never thought that this day would come so fast and so suddenly.

Once, he thought, on the day they separated, when he said these words to Wu Yifan, he must have been calm and composed, and what he said carried the power of promise.

However, the reality gave him a blow. At this moment, he is fragile and sad. It is he who cut off the future and his future.

Taking a deep breath, he had loved the man for three years with his life, tolerated his flirtatiousness, but failed to get his love, and ended up in such an end, being ridiculed by others, and criticized by others.

blame him?No wonder, only myself.

That person didn't force himself with a gun. He was stupid and single-minded and wanted to give him everything.

But I can't afford to love, three years are more sad than happy, separated more than together, I think I have a little value, I survived for three years, but in fact I am not, I am a worthless plaything in his eyes, instead of being so wronged I can't ask for everything, so I just leave.

Who in this world cannot live without?

It's just that if you leave him, life will be very hard.