i thought he didn't love me

He was rude in front of him, so I concluded that he must be drunk and unconscious. I wanted to hang up, but he said, come to pick me up, and then reported a series of addresses to himself.

I put on my coat and went downstairs in 10 minutes. As before, he was too drunk to drive home after being romantic. A phone call could wake me up from sleep and let him drive, no matter spring, summer, autumn or winter.

I want to slap myself a few times, I can't tell what I'm expecting, he's coming and going, I can't help it, I listen to him too much.

I scolded myself for being stupid, scolding myself for being so cheap, so Wu Yifan never cherished me, but I moved faster, I was afraid that he would catch a cold outside in such a cold day.

He was at the gate of the Imperial Banquet, looking indifferent and aloof with his arms folded. Behind him were two bodyguards in black suits. He was wearing a thick fur coat. He was tall and well-built, with a natural hanger. They all look good, not to mention wearing clothes worth 10 yuan. I didn't drink, but I got drunk watching him.

He obviously has bodyguards, he can also call a car, he has so many subordinates, so many lovers, but he found me who was already asleep in the early morning, on a cold winter night in February.

The car I drive now is Wu Sehun’s old car, which Luhan lent me, because once when I was taking the subway home at night, my butt was touched by a drunk man, as a man, I was very ashamed, But I was so angry that I couldn't bear it, so I told Lu Han, who knew he would ask me to pick up the car at Wu Shixun's house the next day.

He said that anyway, Wu Shixun has a lot of cars. If you are not afraid of being conspicuous, you can drive those sports cars as you like. Wu Shixun didn’t say anything when he heard Luhan say that, and he was waiting for me to choose. In the end, I had no choice but to be coerced by Luhan. Choose an Audi.

It was already the most unremarkable car in the garage.

Wu Yifan walked towards me, probably because of the cold wind, he didn't look very drunk now, he opened the car door skillfully and said, take me home.

When I got home, I didn't know where his home was, so I was a little embarrassed to ask him.

"Where are you going?"

He reiterated, "Go home."

He has so many properties, I really don't know which one is his home, but I know that the house I used to live in must not be, at most, a place to stay.

I sighed, "Can you tell me the detailed address."

He glared at me and said the address that I was so familiar with, my heart trembled, it was obviously not going home, not going home.

The security guards in the community didn't stop me, as if they knew the car, they let it go.

Wu Yifan wasn't drunk, so I naturally wouldn't help him when he got out of the car, I was about to leave when he got out of the car, so I didn't even unbuckle my seat belt, but he came over and knocked on my car window , looked at me coldly, "Get out of the car."

"It's late, I have to go back."

His face was even colder, "get out of the car."

What is this?I have no choice but to obey him all the time.

As soon as I opened the car door, my feet touched the ground, when he pulled me out and kissed me against the car door.

His mouth still had the smell of alcohol, and it spread to my mouth, the spicy and charming aroma, I opened my eyes wide and couldn't believe it, he must be very drunk when he was drunk, so he would put me on me, he used to be in countless people Embarrassed in front of me, I hugged and kissed in the car.

【Extra】Three

When his tongue came in with the stimulation of alcohol, my legs went limp. If it wasn't for his arms around my waist, I should have fallen limp to the ground.

My mind went blank, and when I realized that I should be struggling instead of submitting as before, Wu Yifan had already let me go, I leaned against the car door and bent over, I looked up and saw him clasping his hands, maybe because he was blinded by the dark light. My blushing cheeks couldn't help showing a condescending smile.

I don't know what is the intention of his series of actions?Just for the thrill of laughing at me for the moment?

"You resigned?"

"Ah? Hmm." I nodded, I didn't expect him to know, I thought that after we broke up, we had already gone our own way, but I didn't expect him to know that I resigned, but I remembered Lu Han's propaganda Jin, "Oh, did you listen to what Wu Shixun said?" I quit my job and am going back to City C. Luhan's house is going to be rented out. Maybe Wu Shixun brought this information to him when he was chatting with him.

I don't know why I want to take such a long time, trying to find a reason for him to be able to tell me about my recent situation.

"If you go back, you won't come back after the new year?"

Because I didn’t choose to go back to City C because I avoided him after breaking up, and there wasn’t much hypocritical reason, so I told him directly, “Yes, I’m looking for a job over there. The cram school is very good, it is very famous in our side, and it is recruiting teachers, and I will apply for it when I go back.”

"Not bad, have you thought about the way out?"

retreat?

As a language teacher, I feel sensitively that this word is very inappropriate to use here. I just think his anger comes from the self-blame mentality of not being able to keep his fiancée.

Thinking of Xiao Lili, I couldn't help asking him, "You can hide my news, why can't you hide Xiao Lili's?"

Is there really that much difference?

He looked at me with a look that I couldn't understand, and looked at me, "Although I have been with you for three years, this is the first time I feel that you are really stupid."

On a winter night when it was so cold that I felt the soles of my feet kept getting cold, I came out early in the morning to pick up a person who had been separated for three months. It was definitely not to watch him laugh at me and call me stupid.

Since he has nothing important to say to me, I will tentatively attribute the fooling tonight as a means of losing his temper after being frustrated, and I am too lazy to care about it.

I opened the car door and was about to get in the car, but Wu Yifan snatched the car keys, slammed the car door and locked it, the movement was so fast that I didn't realize it at all, and he picked me up by the middle, it was useless for me to struggle, a teacher, Still can't beat him who is physically strong.

In this way, the princess carried her back to his house. Fortunately, she didn't meet anyone. Also, it was not easy to meet anyone in the middle of the night at three o'clock in the morning.

When I arrived at his house, a strange sense of familiarity came over me. The furnishings of the house had not changed. What surprised me was that there was a breath of life in this room. Has he ever been back?

The heating was turned on in the room, and I was a little hot in my coat. I was too lazy to take off my clothes because I was going to leave after taking the keys. "Give me back the car keys."

He looked at me with a sneer, his fingers slowly slid down and rested on his waist, and then hid the car keys in his underwear in front of me. When I frowned, his methods were unpredictable and unpredictable.

The room was getting hotter and hotter, so he simply took off his coat and trousers, and swaggered around the room in his boxer briefs. He was not ashamed, but I blushed. To put it bluntly, his response was only one sentence, "If you want it, do it yourself." Take it."

He turned 29 on the day we broke up, and he is already eating 30 years old this year. I have nothing to say to be so naive, so naturally I won't do anything.

It's just that I'm used to seeing him usually mature and calm, and suddenly seeing him a little complacently childish, I suddenly feel...very excited...

If you come here, you'll be fine. At worst, you'll have time to go back tomorrow to pick up your luggage and catch the plane. I don't have to leave here now.

I fell asleep in the middle of the night and was woken up. Now that I fell asleep, I went directly to the bathroom to get a basin of boiling water to scald my feet. As soon as I put the basin on the ground, he stretched his feet into the basin. Before I added cold water, he was caught. It was hot and screamed.

Do it yourself.

I don't have the leisure to play some intimate games with him anymore, and I don't plan to have any relationship with him or even have any contact with him.

I couldn't figure out what he meant and why he called me late at night, but judging from his taunting and mocking eyes just now, I wasn't thick-skinned enough to think he was here to beg for peace.

At most, he thinks of me because he thinks life is boring and needs to have some fun.

I added cold water, and the temperature of the water was right before I put my feet down. The front of his feet were all red. He gritted his teeth and gasped, looking seriously injured. Seeing that I didn’t respond, he went to find a pile of ointment in the drawer. come out.

Spread out on the bed, "Which one is for burns?"

I gave him a tube, and then looked at him, "Wu Yifan, do you feel lonely and empty? Every time after sleeping with someone else, no one cooks for you when you go home, are you very disappointed?"

He looked at me with a gleam in his eyes, and I knew I was right.

"For your lovers, beauty is beauty, but beauty cannot be eaten as food. The food outside is delicious, but the food at home is even more delicious. Do you know the reason for your loss and loneliness?"

He looked at me with a smile, "Say it."

I looked into his eyes and looked at him seriously, "You lack a girlfriend, so you can find a nanny. When Xiao Lili is here, she can wait for you at home. Now that she is gone, no one will do housework for you. No one cooks for you, so naturally you..."

There was no warmth in his eyes, "Don't mention that woman again, I have never had anything to do with her!"

I looked into Wu Yifan's eyes and remembered the scene that day, it didn't matter, he could sit on his lap and flirt intimately, he could be the lead actress in a movie of his film and television company, and he could become the Wu Yifan's character written in the newspaper fiancée.

It really doesn't matter, it's me.

My nose was sore, I was afraid that my eyes would turn red, so I closed my eyes tightly, Wu Yifan pinched my jaw, and his tone was like the frost of a winter night outside the window, without any warmth, "Zhang Yixing, there is a limit to losing your temper, you still have to get angry when?"

I looked at him in surprise, two lines of tears rolled down my eyes when I opened my eyes, but I was speechless.

How did it become my fault again?A breakup is a breakup, who is making trouble