i thought he didn't love me

temper?

How can I have any right to lose my temper with him?

He sighed, as if he was bestowed upon me, "Forget it, the previous things are over, and you will move back tomorrow."

What he said was an imperative sentence, an order, but I would no longer listen to him.

My tone was a rare stubbornness towards him, "I'm going back to City C in the evening on my flight tomorrow."

He frowned and wanted to say something, but I spoke first, looking at him with red, teary eyes, "Wu Yifan, I don't know what you think, you think I'm losing my temper, even, you think we're still It can be the same as before. But I won’t come back. In the past three years, as a lover who was taken care of by you, I thought I did my best for you. People around you come and go, and I never dare to complain , I am not the one you love the most, and I dare not compete for favor. It has been three years, and I am tired. My love for you... has already been exhausted. If you contact me again, I don't want to accept you again."

After speaking such a long paragraph, we fell into an awkward silence until I spoke intermittently with a crying sound.

"I'm already 28 years old, I don't have time to spend with you anymore."

He turned around and left the room. After a rustling sound of finishing clothes, the door slammed shut.

I had a good night's sleep when he left, he didn't come back when he woke up in the morning, the car keys were on the shoe cabinet, I went back to Lu Han's house to get my luggage, and told him the car was parked in the parking lot of the community, and the keys were on his bedside table Yes, and asked him to help me thank Wu Shixun.

He hummed twice, then whispered to me, "I'm sorry, Yixing, I just found out that that car actually belongs to Wu Yifan."

I replied in a low voice, no wonder the security guard didn't stop the car when I went to that community last night.

"Don't blame me, I just found out! Shixun said that the only one in the entire garage belonged to Wu Yifan, who knew that you chose that Audi, there are so many good cars you didn't choose, why..." Luhan was He explained excitedly, then calmed down after speaking, "Did he send the Audi there because he knew you wouldn't want Sehun's sports car?"

Lu Han seemed to be talking to himself, and suddenly woke up, "No matter how scheming he is, I can't forgive him! I can't have anything to do with him anymore!"

"I know."

I didn't dare to tell Lu Han what happened last night, after all, I can completely ignore Wu Yifan's call, but I went anyway, the mistake was also my fault.

I haven’t been back to City C for more than a year. During last summer vacation, the school organized tutoring for sophomores, and it was only half a month off. Luhan asked me to go to Yunnan, but I didn’t go home. Who knew I’d know this year when I went home My dad's health has been very bad this year, but no one told me.

There are a lot of medical equipment at home, as well as an oxygen inhaler imported from abroad. The money sent back every month is not enough to pay for these. I asked them who sent these.

My dad smiled and said that it was sent by one of his former students. My mother was choosing vegetables and said that the student was tall and energetic and often came to see us.

My dad has been a teacher for nearly 30 years, and he has a lot of peaches and plums in the world, but this is the first time I know such a caring student, and I feel very guilty. My father is not in good health, but he has no ability to let him recover well.

"Then he must tell me next time he comes, and I will thank him in person."

My mother smiled and said, "I don't need to tell you anything, you are already at home."

I was stunned for two seconds before I realized, yes, I have already returned to City C, and I will never leave again.

All the time before the Chinese New Year was not busy looking for a job, but busy with different girls, all kinds of girls, tall, short, fat, thin, teachers, nurses, clerks, the first impression was not bad, but when I learned that I When he came back from city B and hadn't found a job yet, and when he didn't have his own house to live with his parents in city C, he had nothing to do.

Every time a blind date ends in failure, the one who is sad is not me, but my parents. I am afraid to go home and meet their expecting eyes, and then watch the eyes that expect me to say good things gradually dim. In turn, comfort me, my son is so good, they really have no vision.

This vicious cycle lasted for more than a week, until I met Zou Jing, a person with an ordinary appearance and a body that could not be more ordinary. He does accounting work, and on weekends he always goes on dates with female friends, and rarely with boys. Contact, so when he saw me, his unattractive face flushed.

I had a pretty good chat with her, she was not very obsessed with the fact that I must have a house and a car in City C, but she was quite critical of the fact that I hadn’t found a job yet, and I said I would look for a job after the next year, and The high school I taught before was a key high school in City B, and it would not be difficult to find a job, and I promised again and again.

She agreed to meet me again and date me if she had feelings for me.

In fact, I didn't fall in love with her in this short period of time. I just didn't want my parents to be disappointed again. Besides, Zou Jing, who is not considered beautiful and does not worship money, is the person I can associate with.

On the morning of Chinese New Year's Eve, Lu Han and Wu Shixun arrived in City C, and I went to pick them up. Wu Shixun was dressed very formally, and they didn't have much luggage. They got off the plane and called a car to go directly to the cemetery.

Luhan came back to see his mother, Wu Shixun looked serious, this could be regarded as seeing his parents, Wu Shixun knelt in front of the grave and said a lot of words, my eyes turned red when I heard it, Luhan was even more concerned about Wu Shixun Weeping sobbing in my arms.

Many years later, I still remember Wu Shixun kneeling in front of Aunt Lu’s grave, and said the last words, he said, “Mom, you have worked hard for more than 20 years, now you have a good rest, let me take care of Luhan, please rest assured give it to me."

Lu Han had no other relatives in City C, so he said he would go to my house to see my parents, Wu Shixun followed, and the two of them bought a lot of supplements and fruits along the way. Those two turned a deaf ear to each other, carrying gift boxes full of tonics in both hands, and were still arguing over which fruit basket to buy.

"Brother Yixing's father seems to have been coughing a lot lately. I bought the fruit basket with a lot of pears. I can make rock sugar pears to soothe my throat."

Both Lu Han and I turned around to look at him, he realized that he had said the wrong thing, and laughed awkwardly, "Didn't Brother Yixing say that your father is not in good health, the weather is so cold recently, like my father coughs a lot. "

I still find it strange that Wu Shixun said such a sentence suddenly, but when he mentioned his father, I remembered that Lu Han seemed to have met his parents a few days ago.

"How did his parents treat you?"

Lu Han blushed, stretched out his hand shyly and proudly, and there was a jade bracelet.

"This is?"

Lu Han leaned closer to my ear, "They gave it to their daughter-in-law, Wu Shixun fucked it up for me, and told me to take it with me. I dare not take it off now. Fortunately, it's winter and the sleeves can cover it. Summer is over." !"

Luhan was obviously showing off by complaining, I glanced at the jade bracelet and Luhan's smiling face, feeling envious, it's great that Luhan went so smoothly.

"You are fine."

"I don't know whether it's good or what. His parents are too enthusiastic. As soon as I went, I asked about my family's affairs clearly. You know that person's affairs, but I dare not tell them. I have to say that I only have my mother, who has passed away. Oh, but in the end, Wu Shixun's mother called me... called her mother, and said that I will be his son in the future..."

That person in Lu Han's mouth refers to his biological father, "Exactly, do you want to see him when you go back to City C?"

Lu Han showed a disgusted expression, "No."

"That happens to be the Chinese New Year at my house this year, and my mother is making dumplings."

As soon as Luhan heard that there were dumplings, he repeatedly promised to go, and hurriedly asked Wu Shixun to remember to buy two bottles of good wine for my dad.

When I arrived at my house, Lu Han snatched my key to open the door. As soon as the door was opened, I walked in and called out affectionately, Teacher Zhang, here I come!

As a result, he stopped at the door as soon as he finished speaking. Could it be that he was embarrassed? I walked up and saw Wu Yifan sitting on the sofa in my house.

When he saw us coming back, he got up and came to pick up the things, as if he was the child of this family.

My mother saw Luhan approaching him affectionately, and when she saw me behind Luhan, she pointed at Wu Yifan and said, "Yixing, didn't you say you want to thank Wu Yifan in person? No, he's here."

Wu Yifan is the student who has been taking care of my dad?

"How could he be that student?" I pointed to Wu Yifan, who was standing tall beside my mother.

"Yixing, why are you talking? You are so rude to customers?"

My mother took the pocket from my hand and gave me a reproachful look, but Wu Yifan smiled and waved his hand. I took Wu Yifan's hand and walked towards the door. Lu Han seemed to want to follow, but was hugged by Wu Shixun, who had quick eyesight and quick hands. Arms fixed.

"what happened?"

"Your father is not in good health, and he doesn't want to tell you. I have no choice but to pretend to be his student, visit them occasionally, buy some supplements, and take care of them for you."

"My dad believes you are his student?"

"Believe me, I said that I once studied here for two years, and then transferred to City B. Your father has so many students, how could he remember them all?"

I sighed, my son did not do well, he came back once a year, he couldn’t accompany them by his side, and the money he sent back every month was pitiful, and he didn’t have a girlfriend for a long time to make them worry, even, for them The frequency of concern is even less than Wu Yifan.

"Thank you, but no more