i thought he didn't love me

, I'll take care of them myself. "

Wu Yifan grabbed me who was about to enter the door, and blocked me in the narrow stairwell, "You don't know why I did this? You don't think I only regard you as a lover, do you?"

I was taken aback, and suddenly panicked, as if I had been missing something, "Then what do you think of me? If it's not a lover..."

I don't dare to guess, this relationship is really embarrassing, what is it if it's not a lover?Lover?How can there be a lover who knows that his lover is cheating but has no right to complain?I don't understand.

"Hey, think for yourself." Wu Yifan took a deep look at me and sighed.

I have to thank him for not telling the answer. I'm really afraid, I'm really afraid to say the answer I once expected so much from him, and then forget how difficult it is to decide to leave him.

The round table is full of dishes, most of which are spicy Sichuan dishes. Luhan often comes to my house to eat, and he is used to my family’s taste. I don’t know Wu Shixun’s taste, and Wu Yifan, he likes sweet food. I’m worried that he won’t be used to my family’s food. .

Not only the taste, but also the ingredients, the total price of such a New Year's banquet that took so much effort to match may not be worth a random dish when he or Wu Shixun usually entertains.

I buried my head in the food and stopped looking at him. I felt that I was really useless. After leaving Wu Yifan, I would compare myself with the people around him and even himself from time to time. I always wanted to narrow the distance, but felt sorry for myself more and more serious.

After dinner, my mother made a fuss about playing mahjong. Neither Luhan nor I know how to play mahjong, and we can't do it at home. Today, Wu Yifan and Wu Shixun happened to be here, so the old couple naturally didn't want to let go of this opportunity.

"Mom, forget it, they still have work to do, and they have to go back to their home for Chinese New Year today." I spoke in a low voice, but Wu Yifan didn't expect to hear me.

"Auntie, it happens that I haven't played mahjong for a long time, so why don't we play mahjong for fifty cents or one yuan?"

I looked at Wu Yifan in surprise, fifty cents was still one yuan, thanks to him asking, after all, on the day they celebrated my birthday, the drawer of their desk was full of hundred yuan bills.

Although my dad is a teacher, his biggest hobby is playing mahjong. While I was talking to my mother, he had already laid out the mahjong cloth and tiles. Take it as a red envelope for you."

I was breaking out in a cold sweat, thinking about my dad being so enthusiastic, what to do if he doesn’t appreciate it, Luhan doesn’t play mahjong, so he winked at Wu Shixun, Wu Shixun obediently sat down at the table.

The four of them gathered at a table, I sat next to my mother, next to Wu Shixun, next to Lu Han.

I don't play mahjong, but under the influence of my family and Wu Yifan, I still understand some rules. Wu Yifan said with a light smile, I'm not lucky today, and he gave the cards to my dad calmly.

If I hadn't known that Wu Yifan and his group of friends had never lost a game of mahjong, I would have thought that at most my dad was lucky and won a few games in a row.

The sound of fireworks bursts from outside the window. Fireworks are prohibited in the third ring road of City C, so I can only watch the silver flowers blooming in the sky from the window in the distance.

"Yixing, Yixing!"

I looked back at my mother, "Don't forget to call Zou Jing."

I responded, and sneaked a glance at Wu Yifan, as usual, he didn't seem to know who Zou Jing was, but he was Wu Yifan, he could visit them when I didn't know my dad was in poor health, could he He does a lot of things that I can't think of at all, so I think he knows who Zou Jing is.

I took my mobile phone to my bedroom and called Zou Jing to call New Year's greetings. While talking, I talked about their family's dinner. Her friendship situation was discussed at length again. She sighed on the phone, and I almost blurted out, then we Get in touch early.

This is really the best time to speak. My rationality made me say this to her, but my emotions automatically formed a wall in my mouth. I just said I wish you a happy new year, and then hung up the phone.

【Extra】Four

Lu Han and Wu Shixun flew back to City B on the afternoon of the first day of the lunar new year. After receiving orders from their mother, they went to the supermarket and bought a lot of special products for them to take back. It's a price increase and it's hard to come across.

Wu Yifan's car has a license plate on our side, I think he has such a wide circle of people, it's not a problem to borrow his friend's car casually, but if he can borrow a Porsche sports car to drive casually, that's very popular.

It's really ridiculous to say that in the three years we've been together, I haven't visited a supermarket like this once.

Luhan always said that I am a family person, my usual hobbies are reading books, watching movies and shopping in supermarkets.

So how did I fall in love with such a prodigal Wu Yifan?In his heart, the concept of home is just a place to stay. He knew it from the last time he asked me to take him home and the address he gave was our previous place to stay.

When Wu Yifan and I were alone, he didn’t look as docile and flattering as he was in front of my parents. His domineering nature immediately returned. When I checked out at the supermarket, it was clear that the entire cart was all the food I bought for my family’s New Year’s Eve and gifts. To Luhan and their specialties, but before I took out my wallet, that person had already handed his shiny golden card to the cashier.

His name was signed on the list. If in the past, I would have no objection to him giving the money when I went out to eat with him, but now the situation is different. I am ready to return the money to him when I go home. I will argue with him here. It is very unwise to pay. First, I must not be able to speak against him. Second, he will not allow me to hurt his face with outsiders.

I reached out to him for a receipt, but got a piece of chocolate, which he probably chose at the counter in front of the checkout when I didn't notice.

It was such a coincidence that I chose my favorite kind.

I put the chocolate away, and I was going to wait for him to get in the car, and put the chocolate in his pocket when he was not paying attention. It was almost Valentine's Day, and you can't give chocolates randomly.

When I got home, my mother asked him how soon he would return to City B. Unexpectedly, he said that his parents were in Hainan for the New Year, and they were alone when they returned. It happened that they would expand their business in City C after the next year, so they would stay here permanently.

When my mother heard this, she said happily, "That's good, that's good, let Yixing take you around in the few days of the Chinese New Year holiday, and you need to be familiar with the business in the future."

My mother actually thought Wu Yifan was a salesman?

Which salesman drives a Porsche when he is away from home?Must fly first class?The hotel must be the presidential suite on the top floor?

I really want to tell my mother, Mom, you should dance less square dances and watch those soap operas more. Don’t they all play the role of the president falling in love with the working girl? You should also see what the president looks like. Consider it a business.

"I'm very busy these days, I... I still need to find Zou Jing, I don't have time to take him shopping."

My mother knocked on the forehead, "By the way, I didn't expect you if you didn't tell me, then when you date Zou Jing, take Xiao Wu with you, you haven't come back for so long, you don't know yourself well, don't put Xiao Wu took him the wrong way, let Zou Jing take him out with you."

Mom, you are really my own mother!

So on the seventh day of the lunar new year, after most businesses were open again, I asked Zou Jing to go out for a stroll.

Since it was a shopping trip, I was naturally well-prepared. The deposit in the card directly changed from a four-digit number to a two-digit number, because the two-digit number can no longer be withdrawn.

This is very risky, but you have to fight hard. I bought two coupons for the buffet hot pot. It’s not that I’m reluctant to spend money on candlelight dinners, but I don’t want to make it too formal before we have a formal relationship.

I made enough preparations, but I forgot about Wu Yifan's trouble, he is relying on me.

In the morning when I was about to go out, he rang the doorbell first, and it was my mother who opened the door. Seeing that it was Wu Yifan, she called me out. I was arranging my scarf when I went out to see that Wu Yifan was wearing the coat I gave him.

I have a good eye for choosing clothes, so Wu Yifan looks calm and handsome, with jet-black short hair, profound facial features, fair skin and gray-black coat, he looks better than the male models on TV by a little bit or two, but I I dare not look at it again, for fear of remembering the scene of that day.

Suddenly I didn’t even have the heart to tidy up my scarf, so why would I dress up? With such a light source around me, even with a spotlight on my back, people wouldn’t be able to see me.

An ordinary shriveled old man with an ordinary appearance, it seems that his friend's comment on me that day can be classified into this image, in short, he is someone who can't be associated with Wu Yifan at all.

I sighed, and silently walked forward to put on my shoes. Today, I feel more dissatisfied with him. He is so handsome, and he is still swaying in front of me. Is it intentional to make me feel inferior?

It's useless, I know I'm not worthy of you, and I can't even compare with you at all, I have given up hope.

He came to interrupt my date, and I couldn't refuse. I knew that I was just a piece of fun in his boring life, and he would leave naturally when he got tired of it.

Rather than a head-to-head encounter with a handsome and wealthy male protagonist like an unreconciled heroine in a TV series, I would rather accept it and wait for him to get tired of it early, and then open the next chapter.

Wu Yifan changed his car again today, probably because his friend took back that Porsche, if the sports car is always lent to others, then the value of buying it for oneself to enjoy will be lost.

I made an appointment with Zou Jing at the door of the department store, Wu Yifan put me down at the door, then told me to wait and not leave, and drove to the parking lot downstairs.

Zou Jing wore a small light blue dress today, she looked romantic and cute, she looked disbelieving when she saw me walk in, "I just saw that car parked at the door, and I was wondering who it was, Then I saw you get out of the car."