i thought he didn't love me

Eating a dog's vinegar!

After Luhan finished his work, he saw Wu Shixun still standing at the door. He was annoyed that he forgot to greet him. He was the only one at home, so there were no extra slippers. Luhan took two of the shoe covers that Zhang Yixing brought last time. Pass it to Wu Shixun.

Solid wood tables and chairs, plain curtains, and a small living room. This is Luhan’s home. It’s simple and warm. I thought about what his home would be like in the car. Luhan is a workaholic. I don’t know that the colors in the house are only black and white, because he is too busy to take care of it, but Lu Han is a person who loves life, so his home will be very warm, and he used to think about this home night and night until the early morning.

Sitting on the cold and hard wooden chair, Wu Shixun actually had the urge not to go back to his home. The smell here is so good that he has fallen in love with it.

Luhan was busy packing things, bagged the ingredients in the refrigerator and put them in the suitcase, especially the frozen meat would drip water, so he had to put an extra bag in it.

Luhan over there was extremely busy, while Wu Shixun just stared at Luhan in a daze. Compared with the hasty meeting last night, today is really free to take a good look at Luhan. If conditions permit, he can even Count Lu Han's eyelashes.

I lost weight, had dark circles under my eyes, and was haggard. I didn’t sneak to wait for him downstairs in his company, and greeted him talking and laughing with his colleagues. At that time, I was still in such a good state after the breakup. And sad.

Now that I think about it, Luhan should have been injured, but he just hid his wound because he was too self-conscious.

However, if he didn't lie to himself, he wouldn't mention breaking up.

But he was so sad, who was he punishing when he broke up?

"Or don't go."

Luhan stopped what he was doing, and looked at Wu Shixun, did he regret it?

"I'm moving in."

Lu Han breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately he didn't push himself away, but he immediately became nervous again, "I don't have to go to work for a few days off, you have to go to work tomorrow, it's more convenient to live at your place."

Wu Shixun didn't miss the change in Lu Han's eyes and the somewhat anxious explanation, nodded, suppressing the unhappiness in his heart, "Yes."

Why is he so nervous and doesn't want to let himself live in?

Luhan turned his back to avoid Wu Shixun's gaze, and continued to pack things even faster.

This home has nothing to do with Wu Shixun at all, it is his safe haven.

Once this special time is over, the two of them will return to their original state. The lovers after the breakup will have no contact at all, and they will go their own way.

So I don't want to leave a little more here, his smell, and his related memories.

Otherwise, in the dead of night, how uncomfortable it would be to be alone.

Laifu is a hospitable and active golden retriever. Since Wu Shixun fed it a piece of beef jerky, he has never recognized Wu Shixun's life and kept leaning his head towards Wu Shixun to pet him.

Lu Han spent a lot of energy all the way to calm down Lai Fu, who obviously had inconvenient legs and feet. Wu Shixun pulled Lu Han's suitcase, Lu Han led the dog, and met He Xi who was waiting at the door of Wu Shixun's house.

Wu Shixun stopped first, and Luhan bumped into his back with the dog, rubbed his forehead, leaned out and saw the person waiting there.

It was like the scene from last night, but he and He Xi switched positions, Lu Han was a little embarrassed, maybe he would be the one who was driven away now.

But what was a bit unexpected to Luhan was that the person who was too dark to see clearly last night, who he thought would be a beauty on par with Chen Yu, turned out to be an ordinary person who couldn't find any other adjectives to describe him.

He is a little thin, about the same height as himself, and wears rimless glasses on a single eye belt. The only thing that can be praised should be his eyes, which cannot be blocked by glasses.

Such a family-oriented man is not like someone Wu Shixun would look for, even if it is a sexual relationship.

"What are you doing here?"

"I haven't finished talking about last night, let me listen to your answer"

Lu Han felt that it was better for him to leave in such an atmosphere, although he was still thinking about whether to explain to He Xi last night or even this morning, after all he broke up with Wu Shixun, it was not He Xi who broke it, he has no reason and can't break it Oh Se-hoon's new love affair.

But when I really saw that person appear, my heart was completely different.

Lu Han led Lai Fu to leave, but before taking two steps, He Xi's words froze Lu Han's movements.

"I said last night that we got back together, what's your answer?" He Xi's voice was the same as last night's, soft and soft, with a crying sound of grievance.

Lu Han turned around slowly and stiffly. If his memory is correct, Wu Shixun has been dating him for almost three years, and he has never cheated on him except Chen Yu, then He Xi...

It turned out that it wasn't □□, it was an ex-boyfriend.

"Sehun, it's been six years, I don't want us to miss it again. I think you have considered what I said last night."

In six years, Wu Shixun is 26 years old this year, so they were together when Wu Shixun was 20 years old, maybe even earlier, I didn't get to participate, Wu Shixun's youth, I wanted to have very much, young him.

It turned out that someone had owned him so much earlier than himself.

Lu Han chuckled, if they had to be divided into first-come-first-served, he would still be the one who came last, and they were all ex-boyfriends, so he had no advantage.

Last night, it was probably also a different dream in the same bed.

Last night, thinking about being close to him, I slept soundly, and he, was probably thinking about He Xi.

"He Xi, we didn't miss it." Wu Shixun said, paused and continued, "When you said we broke up six years ago, we had nothing to do with each other. I thought I made it very clear last night."

Lu Han froze in place, too much information for him to react, He Xi, yes, Wu Shixun's, ex-boyfriend, or, he mentioned, break up.

No wonder I didn't agree to break up with Wu Shixun every time. In fact, it wasn't because he still liked or cared about me at that time, but because he had been hurt before so he was afraid.

Afraid of being hurt again, or breaking up, only He Xi could say to him.

If Luhan in the past probably wouldn't think so much, the Buddha came to kill the Buddha, and the devil came to kill the devil, this is the proud Luhan.

But in the past few days, Luhan couldn't think that way, he just felt that, probably, Wu Shixun still couldn't forget He Xi.

It seems that Zhang Yixing said that when he introduced Wu Shixun to himself, he said that Wu Shixun only had a relationship in college, but don’t ask or mention it, anyway, they are impossible, so you don’t mind, Don't look at how he is so playful and playful in the world now, in fact, he is still very infatuated, so if you really get on well, you don't have to worry about how he socializes outside.

Thinking about this passage now, it really highlights my stupidity.

Obviously, He Xi is Wu Shixun's unforgettable first love, Wu Shixun's infatuation, Wu Shixun's fickleness after being dumped, and Wu Shixun's wounds are all because of this ordinary-looking person in front of him.

Luhan lowered his head and looked at the gray floor, feeling the soreness in his nose. It would be great if Wu Shixun liked Chen Yu, at least he knew, oh, Wu Shixun might like Chen Yu's good-looking appearance, or he likes Chen Yu Considerate and careful personality, otherwise he likes Chen Yu's acting like a baby anytime and anywhere.

But the person in front of him is not Chen Yu, but an ordinary-looking He Xi who Lu Han thinks should have nothing to do with Wu Shixun.

This makes Luhan feel terrible, how his character should fit Wu Shixun, so that Wu Shixun can never forget him.

It wasn't until Luhan's hand was pulled into the door by Wu Shixun that Luhan stopped thinking about it, turned around and only saw He Xi's shivering thin back, and then the door was closed by Wu Shixun.

"Don't think about it, I have nothing to do with him. He came to see me last night because he was sick and had infusion until early in the morning. His family was in City H. If he was at home, no one would take care of him. I...

"You don't need to explain to me, I didn't think about it, I..."

Wu Shixun stretched out his hand and gently wiped away Lu Han's tears, "Duplicate, and he said he was not thinking about it, so why are you crying?"

Lu Han took two steps back, wiped his face carelessly, and took the luggage over, "Thank you for taking me in, where do I sleep?"

Wu Shixun's hand was just in the air, and there were tears on his fingers where Luhan's tears had slid down. He withdrew his hand, "Master bedroom..."

Before Wu Shixun finished speaking, Luhan rushed to ask, "The guest room should be clean, can I sleep there?"

Wu Shixun saw Luhan frowning when he heard the master bedroom, what is the disgusting expression like?

So he deliberately said with a cold face, "Chen Yu in the guest room has slept, you can go to sleep if you don't mind."

Luhan was going to go to the guest room with the suitcase, but now he stopped, a little helpless, probably there are traces of them everywhere in this house, Luhan suppressed the jealousy and disgust surging in his heart, "You...then where should I sleep? ? Master bedroom, haven't you slept with him...and Chen Yu?"

Wu Shixun's house is very large and has many rooms. The rooms alone are divided into master bedroom, guest room, living room, study room, audio-visual room, game room, restaurant, bar, and an entire cloakroom.

But the only houses where you can sleep are the master bedroom and the guest room.

"Then I'll go to the study to make a bed on the floor, you shouldn't object, right? And Laifu, it's with me at night..."

"Is this necessary? I never slept with him in the master bedroom! Okay?!"

Wu Shixun blushed after yelling this sentence, Luhan thought he was angry, and he was not in the mood to coax him, he was still unhappy.

But in fact, Wu Shixun was only because he never let Chen Yu into the master bedroom, and he didn't want to tell Lu Han how much he still liked him.

"Then I slept in the master bedroom, where do you sleep, I