Wife fans who wear books, please respect yourself

"Are you delusional? I don't even have any love for you right now. Miss Jing, please don't pretend to be affectionate." Su Ying's words were like a sharp sword.

But Jing Xu was unexpectedly not frustrated, as if the gossip during this period had made her a lot stronger.She put down the warm water cup, reached out and tried to grab Su Ying's wrist.

Su Ying dodged.

"I don't seem to be mentally ill yet, maybe I have." Jing Xu withdrew his hand helplessly, "But I know you must love me, right? You still said that you have forgiven me, even if you don't have a status. Stay with me for the rest of your life. You shouldn't have lied to me..."

Su Ying's smile didn't have any warmth: "I was lying to you. From my point of view, your paranoia is really serious. No normal person would be willing to be your mistress. Everything is just a lie. I haven't stopped talking to you for a day. your hate."

"Who do you think I am?"

Su Ying's words were like a bombshell, and Jing Xu was so shocked that he couldn't speak.What she said is indeed in line with the facts. It seems that many people will not approve of Jing Xu's love, but she is also forced. If she can, she will not want any "little three", which is too ugly.

Suddenly she stretched out her arms to hug Su Ying, but Su Ying couldn't react for a while and didn't dodge.

"Don't you know? What I like is you, the Su Ying who is always by my side and will support me no matter what. You make me feel so strange, please don't be like this..."

Her tears fell down Su Ying's neck, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I haven't regretted cooperating with you in shooting such a video for a minute, as long as you can be happy. Can this erase the hatred in your heart? You You shouldn't hate me now."

Su Ying smelled an unpleasant smell, she pushed Jing Xu away, and said in a disgusted tone, "How long has it been since you took a shower, it stinks, stay away from me."

"Miss Jing, what you think is really simple. From the moment you left me, I can't wait for you to disappear from this world. This hatred will never fade away."

Jing Xu seemed to have completely become another person, she was no longer the Jing Xu that Su Ying knew.

Unkempt, with a drastic change in temperament, without any pride.The temperament became gloomy and inferior.

If it was said that Su Ying climbed up to Jing Xu in the past, the situation of the two of them is completely reversed now, and Jing Xu has already declined.

If you want a home without a home, and a career without a career, the foreseeable future is to slide all the way to the bottom, and finally embark on a road of no return.

After being pushed away, Jing Xu sat a little further away, as if she was really afraid that she would stink to Su Ying.

Su Ying didn't know what to say for a while, she just lowered her head and patted her clothes.

Jing Xu glanced at the dim lights on the ceiling, only to feel that this was the portrayal of her true life, which was bleak.The smile that was ignited in his eyes when he saw Su Ying also slowly faded away, leaving only empty nothingness.

She seemed to have thought of something, and said slowly: "When faced with a multiple-choice question, is it true that after choosing which one, there is no chance to choose again."

Su Ying stopped patting her clothes, and she instantly understood Jing Xu's meaning, "It is possible before you submit the test paper, but since you have submitted it and become a past tense, it is naturally impossible."

"Oh, is that so..." Jing Xu leaned on the sofa tiredly and closed his eyes.

Fragments of her previous life began to emerge in her mind...

Su Ying pulled her to squat and eat popsicles together.

The man was jumping and shooting on the basketball court, with a neat and clean figure.

That glamorous look while surfing.

And the desire revealed in the eyes when looking at the equipment in the gym.

All kinds of similar things occupied Jing Xu's brain, making her dazed for a long time. After waking up, she looked at Su Ying with an indifferent expression beside her, but felt that this person was not the Su Ying in her memory.

Is there such a big gap between love and not love?

She is so stupid, how can she not even know how to love someone.Why can't she...

But the teacher didn't seem to have taught this, and no one else had told her.

It's all their fault!That's why she made so many mistakes when she fell in love with someone for the first time, why no one told her what to do, how to say... that way she wouldn't lose Su Ying...

Everything seems to be too late.

Su Ying waited quietly for a long time, until she saw the teardrops falling from the corners of Jing Xu's eyes, she felt mixed emotions in her heart.

She used to think that Jing Xu wouldn't cry, and she didn't look forward to the day when she could really see her, but she didn't find out until today.

The one who caused all this was really too much, but she had to continue.

"Actually, you didn't make a mistake in this question, you just chose the correct answer." If someone else chooses, it may not be much different from Jing Xu.

How to choose between a career that has been working hard for many years and an uncertain love.

Jing Xu opened his eyes to look at Su Ying, and said tentatively, "Can you understand my choice?"

Su Ying shook her head and said, "But from my point of view, this is not correct."

Jing Xu said with a little disappointment: "Then why did you come to me?" Her messy hair stuck to her cheek.

Su Ying was asked for a moment, what did she come for... It seemed that she came to complete the task.

But she didn't have too many ideas on how to accomplish it, so she could only treat Jing Xu with such bad acting skills.

Does this work?She doesn't know either.

She could only reply: "I just want to know whether you are still alive or dead."

Jing Xu smiled softly because of Su Ying's words, with a bit of self-deprecation: "Then do you want me to live, or do you want me to die. What result do you want to confirm?"

"I... don't care. What does it have to do with me?"

Jing Xu didn't think that Su Ying was lying, her expectations for Su Ying were destroyed by Su Ying himself.Naturally, you will not be narcissistic and think that the other party will come because you care about yourself.

"Maybe I die at home, that's what you want." There was a melancholy atmosphere between Jing Xu's eyebrows, which couldn't be dispelled.

Su Ying wanted to deny it, but in the end she still didn't. She just said flatly, "If you die at home, no one will find out. You'll just rot and stink and grow bugs."

If it was Jing Xu from before, she would definitely not want her body to become like this.

But today is different.

Now Jing Xu only revealed a strange excitement in his eyes: "Bugs? Isn't that just right? Now everything is far away from me, and I'm just alone. If I have them by my side, I won't be alone, right?" .”

Su Ying couldn't hide the astonishment in her eyes, she was startled by Jing Xu's words.

Jing Xu is really crazy, maybe the shock during this period made her really have mental problems.

She needs to see a psychiatrist.

But these are not what Su Ying should do for her. After the system gave her such a task, she and Jing Xu are in the opposite relationship.She also has no right to care about Jing Xu.

Even if Jing Xu doesn't hate her because of the video, the self-blame in her heart can't dissipate.

Wouldn't it be hypocritical if she cared about Jing Xu?There is no need.

So she could only continue to say some indifferent words, "You can do it yourself, I'll go first."

After she finished speaking, she planned to leave this place that made her feel depressed, and Jing Xu also stood up following her steps and sent her to the door.

"Don't go, please, I'm so afraid of staying here alone, please come and stay with me."

Su Ying put on the down jacket hanging at the door, lowered her head and pulled the zipper, without looking directly at Jing Xu, she said, "I'd rather go home with Huahua than stay in this smelly room for one more second."

Jing Xu really wants to say that you can take Huahua over and clean up the house.But she still had some self-knowledge and swallowed all these words, and just went on to say: "Then will you come to see me again?"

It was snowing lightly outside, Su Ying reached out to catch a snowflake and watched it melt into snow water quickly.There was no emotion in the words, as cold and unkind as the snow.

"Probably not."

After she finished speaking, she entered the snow, and just left Jing Xu who was afraid of being alone and left.

Jing Xu stood in place and looked at Su Ying's back. She had a strong premonition that she might never see Su Ying again.

She doesn't want this.

So she wore pajamas that were not warm, and rushed out to chase Su Ying.It doesn't even close the door.

Finally seeing Su Ying under a lamp post, she calmed down a little.

Su Ying turned her head when she heard the movement, she frowned and looked at Jing Xu whose hands and feet were red from the cold, the man came out without even changing his shoes.

She also wore house slippers on her feet.

Isn't this looking for guilt for yourself?

"I think you are really sick, why are you chasing after me? What's the matter?" Su Ying's words were unavoidably harsh.

Only then did Jing Xu realize the cold, which he hadn't felt before.

Unable to control her behavior, she grabbed Su Ying's sleeve with two fingertips and whispered, "Don't leave, okay?"

Su Ying looked at Jing Xu's pale cheeks, and it was really hard to say no.

All she could do was stop talking, pull out her sleeves, and still leave.

This was very ruthless, and she knew it herself, so she quickened her pace, from slow to fast, and finally ran away.

Jing Xu stood there at a loss, looking at the figure who was leaving quickly, and thought uncomfortably: "Is it because Su Ying doesn't want to be entangled with her anymore? She has hated her so much."

How did the situation develop, will it evolve to what it is today.

After all, there is still no room for redemption?

Su Ying still wants to leave her all the time, leaving her to hide in the cage alone.How long will this life of hiding like being abandoned by the whole world continue?

But Su Ying, you are wrong about one thing, she should not be delusional.

Judging from the symptoms, it is more in line with depression.

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