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Jing Xu could feel the strangeness in himself.

She became pessimistic and depressed, lost interest in external things, and began to loathe the world.

Human beings always like to spread rumors, and just relying on a video can fabricate more rumors to slander her.It is precisely because she has seen through the ugliness of human nature that she feels even more out of place.

I and Su Ying obviously love each other, that's why I did such a thing, how could it become shameless and despicable in the mouth of others...

Is she really a bitch like they say?Did she really do something wrong in terms of morality? I shouldn't be playing role-playing or something... It's all her fault, Jing Xu thought with a little inferiority.

She failed to stop Su Ying, and Su Ying also abandoned her, and may never come back again.It's because she is too useless and has no merits. How can such a person deserve to be loved by others?

Desperately, she began to walk back, ready to go home.

Shallow footprints were left on the road.

When she got to the door of the house, she found that the door had been closed by the wind.But luckily she had the key with her, and when she was about to open the door, there was a loud landing, which shocked her and dropped the key on the ground.

She didn't care about picking up the keys, and ran out to the lawn where the sound came from.

When she arrived on the lawn, she saw a scene that seemed familiar, and it was too familiar.

In the same position in memory, there was a familiar figure lying face down, with a little red liquid stained on the green grass under the man.

She approached the motionless figure step by step, carefully supported her knees and squatted down, then stretched out her hand to lift the other's hair that covered the side face.

Seeing the other party's purpose clearly, Jing Xu said in surprise: "Su Ying, why are you here?" She was not moved by the tragedy, but there was some abnormal excitement in her eyes.

Jing Xu, who didn't get a response, asked himself, "I see, do you want me to forgive you for leaving me behind, so you use things like jumping off a building to save me?"

She said that there was a light smile here, and her fingertips slid from Su Ying's hair to her cheek, and poked, "Didn't I tell you before? You can't do things so extreme. Be calm. Besides I'm not angry with you this time."

"Actually, as long as you are willing to look back at me, I will lose my anger."

"Su Ying, open your eyes and look at me. I only have you left. Why don't you even want to look at me? Do you think I'm dirty and disgusting? I can change it."

Su Ying, who was touched by her fingertips, really opened her eyes, and stood up with her hands on the ground. There was still dark red blood flowing down her cheeks, and it fell down to the bottom of her perfectly lined jaw. on the grass.

Su Ying said word by word: "You are not dirty, I love you, even if everyone hates you, I will still love you."

Jing Xu lost control of her emotions again, she just wanted to put her heart full of grievances into Su's arms.

Yes, this is what Su Ying in her memory would say to her. In the end, she never let herself cry, but shed tears silently.

Jing Xu reached out to hug Su Ying, and buried his head in Su Ying's arms.She completely ignored Su Ying's horrifying face and the stains mixed with blood and mud, and just wanted to hug her tightly.

But what's weird is that Jing Xu's hands passed through Su Ying's body without touching anything.

Just when Jing Xu's eyes were lost, Su Ying's body began to gradually disappear in front of her eyes, transforming from solid to translucent, and finally completely transparent and disappeared without a trace.

Jing Xu scratched at nothing, but of course he didn't grab anything.

She vaguely understands why this is, and what is accompanied by lies must be hallucinations.

She lost even the last ounce of control, and cried aloud. Her crying grew from small to loud, and finally became heart-piercing. It seemed a bit gloomy in this dark night without moonlight.

Finally, she curled up on the snow and cried alone, letting herself be wrapped in snow.

With the disappearance of Su Ying, the green in the hallucination also disappeared.But reality is just a piece of nothingness.

But Jing Xu stopped crying and returned home, thinking that his condition must have worsened.

Serious enough to have hallucinations.

She may or may not need to see a therapist.Anyway, it's already so bad now, how bad can it be?

It's better to buy a new mobile phone, what if Su Ying wants to find her again and can't find her.

Moreover, Su Ying also said that her place is very dirty and smelly, so it must be cleaned up.Only in this way would Su Ying be willing to come and stay with her again.

Thinking of this, she began to clean up the house early the next morning. After cleaning it, she went to tidy up her sloppy image.

Finally, looking at her soft hair in the mirror, she showed a satisfied look, so it shouldn't be so disgusting.

She hasn't forgotten that she is going to buy a mobile phone.

So he picked up his bag for going out, wrapped himself tightly with a scarf, and covered his eyes with his usual sunglasses.

She was very uncomfortable walking in the crowded street, which may be the reason why she hadn't gone out for a long time.

The last time she went out was to buy some fast food to sustain her life, but she could eat it for a long time once she bought it, so this time it was also a rare time to go out.

Searching for traces of mobile phone stores, he finally picked a fairly good specialty store and stepped in.

The salesperson greeted her warmly as soon as she entered the door. She was out of touch with the society and was not used to this kind of enthusiasm, so she just whispered: "I want a mobile phone."

The salesperson nodded and took Jing Xu to the counter.

Jing Xu went to the counter selling mobile phones and chose a simple and elegant one among various styles.

This process didn't take too much time, and she planned to check out and leave.

The salespersons only thought that this was a strange customer who wrapped themselves up so tightly that they left without saying a word.

But as long as the money is in place.

When she was about to go out, there was a sudden gust of wind outside the door, and the scarf she was wearing around her head was blown off.

There was nothing covering her face except sunglasses.

Immediately, someone recognized the woman who had been in the headlines for two months, pointed at her and said, "This, this is Jing Xu!"

Jing Xu wrapped himself in the scarf again in embarrassment, and started to escape from here.

But someone boldly reached out and grabbed her arm and said, "Don't go, let me take some photos too."

Jing Xu was filled with grief and indignation. From the corner of her eyes, she seemed to see Su Ying standing on the side of the street. She couldn't help shouting in that direction: "Su Ying, help me!"

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The man who grabbed Jing Xu's arm looked at the empty street and wondered, what is this woman shouting into the air?

Feeling weird, he released the force from his hand, and finally let go.

But he still said: "Tsk tsk, what a lunatic, there is no need to live if you are so insane."

But Jing Xu saw that the strength that restrained him was gone, so he ran to the place where Su Ying was standing.

As a result, it still penetrated Su Ying's body, and Su Ying disappeared again.

Jing Xu clenched her lower lip, knowing that it was her own imagination again.At this time, no one paid attention to her anymore.

She then hurried to the house.

When she got home and closed the door, she felt at ease.

The house was very warm, she took off her coat, and couldn't wait to plug in her new mobile phone with a calling card and turn it on.

After opening it, I saw several missed calls from Su Ying, Yin Bi's, my father's, and even Duan Yiyuan's.

My father calls the most, and it seems that he calls her every day.

Coincidentally, Father Jing called her again at this time.

Jing Xu looked at the phone screen, and after hesitating for a moment, he still pressed the connect button.

Father Jing's anxious voice came from the other end of the phone: "Xiao Xu, you finally answered the phone. How are you doing this time? It's my father's fault. He shouldn't have yelled at you like before. Dad apologizes to you."

Hearing her father speak softly to her, Jing Xu felt sad in her heart, and she also said gently to the phone: "You don't need to apologize, I'm the one who embarrassed you." And it should be.

Father Jing sighed and said: "I was confused before and said something I shouldn't have said. No matter what you do, you are always my favorite daughter. So, come back soon, Dad will arrange work for you Yes. It's a terrible world out there."

Father Jing had heard a lot of gossip during this time, and felt that these people were not talking about his daughter, but pointing their noses and scolding him.

He couldn't bear this, and he must have suffered even more after enduring so much.

He didn't place any hope on Jingxu's future husband to protect her, so he could protect his daughter by himself.

So now, his only wish is for Jing Xu to come back home soon, that's why he calls every day.

Jing Xu seemed to understand Father Jing's intentions, but she really didn't have the face to go back to see Father Jing and his relatives.And she was worried about bringing trouble home.

Thinking of this, she still refused, "I won't go back for a while, Dad, take care of yourself."

Father Jing became a little anxious, and he, who was always good-tempered, had the same sign of anger as last time, and said anxiously: "What are you doing in city A? Can you find a job to eat? You want to starve yourself to death, don't you?" I won’t allow it, anyway, come back soon! Without you here, I worry about it all day, how can I take care of my health.”

Jing Xu thought for a while, why couldn't he leave City A? Apart from the reasons mentioned before, it might be because there are still people in this city that he wants to meet.

She doesn't want to go yet.

"Don't worry, I'll take care of myself. Dad, I still have things to do, so I'll hang up first."

When the voice fell, she hung up the phone without hesitation.

But can I really take care of myself as I promised my father?

It's tiring to live.

She felt a hand on her forehead, it was warm and dry.

This is not an illusion, is it?Illusions should not be so real...