Infinite Love ∞

In the early morning of the weekend, thick gray clouds in the sky blocked all sunlight, and it was dark inside and outside the windows.The temperature is a little cool, which is a very suitable weather for nestling in bed.The two breathed in sync, their foreheads were gently pressed together, M's hand was covering the back of S who was lying on the stomach, and the palm naturally fell behind S's head, feeling like it was sliding down from S's head.At first glance, S seems to be sleeping peacefully in M's arms.

"Yu Guanjin! You are in perfect harmony!"

A sharp cry pierced the short but beautiful silence. When M heard his full name being called suddenly, he frowned and opened his eyes slightly, looking up at the vague figure in the living room.

"You are so depraved! There are no rules when you live outside?!"

M's mother stood in the living room with her arms folded, and began to curse at M who hadn't woken up yet. In some cases, M propped up his upper body and sat up on the edge of the bed, with his hands right next to S's neck. In M's mother's eyes, it was as if she saw her son protecting another man on the bed.In addition to last night's chaos left in the living room, scattered porn boxes and forgotten toilet paper balls on the table, the whole situation seems to declare that someone watched porn in this room and did something, M's mother was so angry that her eyes turned red!

"Mom... why did you come here suddenly..."

"It doesn't matter when I am your mother! Can you explain why that unqualified one is here?"

There was a sudden scolding sound and M's hands were exerting force beside his head, and the mattress shook S's head, forcing him to wake up slowly.S, who just sat up and tried to understand what was going on, saw M's mother stretching out her index finger straight to the center of his brow, causing S to crook her eyebrows, and looked at M's mother who hadn't seen him for a long time with a puzzled expression.

"What are these unpopular things? Did you watch this kind of stuff before? That person has been driving you down!"

In a rage, M's mother picked up a film box and threw it heavily on the table, and some stacked pornographic films were scattered all over the floor in an instant.And this angry fall, the crackling sound of the film box completely awakened S.

"He's my neighbor. I've been taken care of by him when I moved here. There's nothing bad or not."

M puts on her glasses and keeps an expressionless face, trying to calmly say something nice about S to M's mother.

The current situation is very unfavorable to them. The panoramic view of all kinds of evidence left in the room makes M feel his heart beat so fast.M, who seems to be able to deal with everything, still has a few things he can't handle: his parents who have a strong desire to control.Regardless of whether they are the most objective and correct, they will always hold the gold medal of "blood relationship" to prevent him from dying.

"Take care? What's the matter with taking care of the bed! Are you gay?"

"Mom, what are you talking about?"

"If it gets out, can our family still save face!"

The words of the distraught M's mother raised S's vigilance.What he was nervous about was not being misunderstood about what his relationship with M was, but he was worried that if the film box they watched last night was discovered, M might not be able to get away. S stared at the TV table, looking for the GV box.It seems that it was hit by M's mother just now, and it was crushed by the scattered film boxes.In order to prevent being found out, we still have to find a way to hide it.

"Auntie, auntie, you misunderstood! He borrowed the film from me because he was curious about the woman's body! How could he be gay! And he was shy when he saw the box, so he didn't even look at it! Don't worry, your son is very good. "

S laughed and jumped off the bed and walked to the TV table, squatting under the TV table to pack up the scattered film boxes, and took the opportunity to press the GV box at the bottom.

"The neighbor should sleep next door, right? Why sleep here?"

"Uh……"

The question was immediately struck at the core, making S staring at the film box in his hand and suddenly speechless.

"We talked too late, so we went straight to bed."

"It's too late to talk? What can you talk to such a dishonest guy!"

Although M immediately jumped out to hold S back, but he relaxed for less than a second, and M's mother's words pierced into S's heart like an arrow, causing a dull pain in his chest. Although S wanted to help M say something, but his mind suddenly became confused and couldn't think of anything.

"How to chase girls."

"what?"

M, who was expressionless, looked into M's mother's eyes and said the unexpected "reason". S and M's mother were also stunned for a while. He didn't remember that he had taught M how to pick up girls. How could he teach him even if he didn't have a girlfriend?Although he knew that M was trying to find a way out for him, but if he lied badly, it would only get bigger and bigger in the future, and S was in a cold sweat.

"I've been concentrating on my studies. I don't know how to please girls. He is very good at it. Don't you want me to get married soon? It's just homework. I asked him to find me those movies."

With an idea, M straightened things up to make sense, pushed his glasses along the way, and told the truth.He couldn't bear M's mother's deliberate sarcasm at S, since that's the case, he just had to turn the target to his head office.

"You don't need to learn these nonsense."

M's mother stared at S who was squatting beside the TV table without losing her eyes. S raised his head slightly to meet the cold eyes, as if ice skates were shooting at him, pinning him to the wall so that he could not move.

"I'm here to tell you today that I've picked a partner for you, and you can go on a blind date next weekend."

"!"

Hearing this news, even M with Puke's face couldn't hide his surprise, and S also turned to look at M in astonishment.Maybe he felt that the news came too fast like M, maybe he was waiting for M's reaction.

"If you want to get married, you should have a partner, right? Otherwise, your mother will be too old to have a grandson!" M's mother said excitedly, and she stretched out S's finger in front of M's face and tapped it fiercely.

"The other party is a girl from a good family background. She is beautiful and her family is rich. This kind of girl is suitable for you."

"But Mom, why didn't you ask me?" M couldn't keep calm anymore, and asked M's mother a little excitedly.

"Are you busy next weekend? It's not difficult to change the date."

"It's not a question of time! It's..."

"Mr. Neighbor, please take your things away, and don't spoil our children."

Without waiting for M to finish speaking, M's mother suddenly turned her head and gave S an order. S frowned speechlessly, with his jaw slightly parted, looking at M's mother inexplicably.He couldn't believe M's behavior. He ran into other people's room early in the morning and yelled hysterically. Now he is still acting like a queen and ordering him directly. What's the situation?

"Mom, okay, if you have anything to say, please tell me directly."

M stood up in front of M's mother, blocked M's sight of S, and walked towards the door holding M's shoulder.While discussing with M's mother how to arrange for him without authorization, he would not attend without asking his opinion first, which made M's mother jump in a hurry! M glanced back at S at the table, and closed the door to isolate their noisy voices, so as to avoid direct conflict between M's mother and S.

M argued with M's mother in the corridor for a while, and finally each talked their own way. M's mother asked M to go to the appointment, but M also firmly refused.The two couldn't reach a consensus, M's mother just said "Anyway, you just come to me!" ’ and left angrily. M helplessly watched M's mother leave, then turned back to the room, and saw S standing in the living room in a daze with the finished film box in his arms, without the slightest smile on his face, and staring at the TV screen with emotionless eyes. dark.

"Your mother can enter and leave your room freely, you are too exaggerated." Seeing M come back, S said in a flat tone.

"When I first moved in, she asked for a backup key for her."

"No wonder you dare not do anything."

"Oh." M sighed but couldn't refute.

"S, don't take my mother's words to heart, she is very mean to outsiders."

"But what your mother said is the truth, I'm really trying to spoil you."

S turned his eyes away and walked towards the door, M couldn't see S's deliberately avoiding expression, but could only hear S's low self-esteem towards himself again from his tone.

"I'm just so unscrupulous, I'm sorry." With his back to M, he said this self-deprecating sentence, sounding a bit lonely.

"S, don't say such things, I'm sorry for you, I lost my composure in front of your friends yesterday, and this happened again today."

M reached out and grabbed S's shoulder, hoping to appease S's hurt emotions a little.And the tactile sensation transmitted back to the palm of the hand is so delicate, as if it would be broken when pinched.

I always feel that there is an urge to hug him.

S stopped, turned his head and stared at M for a few seconds, neither crying nor laughing.He hugged the film box against his stomach with one hand, clenched his fist with the other hand, and pressed it lightly on M's cheek.

"That's even... Congratulations, you're going on a blind date next week."

That extremely unnatural smile hung up again, and M couldn't force a smile to respond at all, but it caused a burst of sadness in his heart.

When that powerless fist touched his cheek, M's eyes passed through the other's bony arms, and met the pair of moist amber, which seemed to be filled with loneliness, as if he was squatting in a cardboard box waiting for adoption The puppy no longer looks forward to the presence of the owner.Instead, the deep despair of being abandoned.

S lowered his fist, avoided M's staring gaze, walked to the entrance with the film box in his arms and opened the door, and casually stepped into his gray cloth shoes.

"I'm not going, they didn't even ask me if I wanted to."

"What's the point of getting to know each other? Otherwise, according to your personality that doesn't know how to play, where are you going to meet girls?"

S drew his knees and knocked on the front of the cloth shoes on the floor, twisted his ankles and slipped his feet into the cloth shoes.Without looking back, she hid her face under her bangs.From S's raised voice, M knew that S was covering up his uneasiness or anxiety.

Was it because of being stabbed by M's mother's words?Or did M's mother misunderstand because she thought she was sleeping in M's room?still……?

"I'm going home to catch up on sleep. I won't go to the gym with you." S turned into his room and closed the door directly, leaving a depressed M standing outside the door.

Let him be quiet first, maybe he will come over to eat when he is hungry at night, and then he will be the same as usual.

M thought so.

S returned to the room, spread his hands, and the film boxes in his hands were scattered on the floor in front of the small TV, and then bent into his single bed, slammed on the mattress, and the one beside the pillow The doll was also shaken and rolled to the ground.

"Idiot, what do you expect, everyone forgets friends as soon as they step into a family."

S grabbed his own cold quilt and rolled up his body, habitually burying his face in the quilt.

"Are you going to be left behind again...?"

One or two drops of rainwater began to be stained on the french door, and it slid down on the glass door as if racing, forming two long water marks.Afterwards, the rain outside the window was accompanied by the rustling sound of the ground, covering up all the sounds of S who was tightly huddled in the quilt.

The torrential downpour fell relentlessly into an unwelcome Monday.

Sitting in the windowless office, M can't hear the sound outside, only the crackling sound of colleagues typing keyboards or clicking the mouse, this morning is dull and melancholy.He raised his head and looked at the monitor screen that he hadn't spent time staring at for a long time, only to realize that he hadn't seen S here for a long time.

At noon, M sat in the staff canteen and looked at the gray area outside the window. The heavy rain made the visibility very poor. I could only see the large grassland outside the garden and the lonely statue standing in the middle. No one chose to come on a heavy rainy Monday. Art galleries to wander.Maybe S will not appear today because of the rain.

I wonder if he is up now?Did he go to eat?

Since the conflict with M's mother last Saturday, M has not met S.The neighbor seemed to have evaporated, and there was only a text message that he was temporarily transferred from work, and after explaining the reason why he couldn't have dinner together, there was no news.Up to now, M seems to be able to clearly feel the touch of S's hand resting on his face, and the lonely look in his eyes when he finally left.

Could he... cry again?

Suddenly enlightened, M looked at the heavy rain outside the window, and the noise that had been unexplainable rose quietly from his chest again.

Go find him where he works after get off work!Regardless of whether the result is good or bad, I must see him today, at least knowing where he is now, so that I can feel at ease.

With such a calculation, M unwrapped the paper bag of the disposable chopsticks, staring at the gap in the paper, M's hand stopped.

Since when has he been in my heart...?

"Oh, Didi, why are your eyes so red? Didn't you get enough sleep?"

"Hahaha no! It was too late to play video games last night."

"The body loves to pinch."

At the checkout counter of the supermarket, S was chatting with his wife who was checking out. It seemed that he was a regular customer who often came to buy things.Although he had the usual friendly and happy smile, his eyes were a little red and swollen and there were capillaries spreading around the whites of the eyes, which made S's complexion look a little worse than usual.On the other hand, S, whose skin is already dark, can still vaguely see dark circles hanging on his face, and all these signs have attracted the attention of regular customers.

"Thank you for coming."

S handed the packaged plastic bag to the customer according to the procedure, and watched the customer leave the cashier with a smile, turning his head to continue the next job without even thinking about it.

"Do you have a membership card?"

"I didn't know you could play video games."

The familiar and deep voice made S smile stiffly, and when he watched the expressionless M put the plastic basket on, his movements did pause for a moment, and this smile was even more flawed in front of M's eyes.

"Hey, it's not like I only watch movies, I just want to change my taste once in a while."

As if not wanting to make eye contact with M, S immediately lowered his head and took out the items in the shopping basket and scanned the barcode one by one, pretending to be working hard, without looking up at M at all.This happened to give M some time to observe S.

His eyes are really red... and it looks like he hasn't slept enough. Is he lying?

"Are you sure you want to buy this much?"

"Isn't it the same as usual?"

S looked at the checkout numbers on the cash register and the items on the table. S was neatly putting everything M bought into the shopping bag M brought.

"I'm working late this week, so I won't go out to eat. Do you want to buy this first?"

In the end, the remaining bag of Potatoes was held by S. Only then did S willingly turn his eyes to M to look at the other person's expression, crooked his eyebrows, and tried to behave as usual, with a hint of playfulness and playfulness.

"Buy them all, I'll keep them for use."

There was no erratic response, so S slightly opened his eyes and pouted his mouth, pretending to be indifferent.Then she nodded, put the potato in the bag, pulled up the handle of the shopping bag and handed it to M.

"Thank you for coming."

The smile used for work hangs next to the somewhat haggard face, which seems a bit out of place. After M took the shopping bag, his eyes sank, he walked quickly into the cashier counter, took S's hand and walked out, ignoring the crowd behind him who wanted to check out.

"What the hell! I'm still at work!"

"Just lend me 3 minutes."

M insisted on pulling S out of the sensor door of the supermarket, and all the customers who were left behind inexplicably cast their eyes here. S looked back in embarrassment but couldn't get rid of the strange man in front of him, so he had to half-shuffle and stand at M's door. behind.

"Are you crying again?"

M stopped, turned around and stared straight at S's red eye sockets.I don't know if it's because the question is too inexplicable, or because the truth is so true that S can't explain it, S can only let M hold his wrist tightly.

"What are you thinking about again?"

"Damn! Why am I crying!"

S, who was a little bit annoyed, tried to pull his hand away, but was held tightly by M. It was not until S said that he had hurt him that M reluctantly let go.

"I said that I won't hate you just because of what my mother said, so you don't have to avoid me deliberately."

"Huh? I just happen to be on the late shift, so don't feel good about yourself." M said, staring seriously at S's eyes, and S rubbed the sore hand that M had just scratched.

"Or are you still mad at me? I can go and apologize to your friend."

"You're just thinking nonsense! Akai doesn't know you, maybe I've forgotten it long ago. I have to go back to work! Otherwise, I will be scolded by the store manager."

After speaking, S hurriedly turned back to the supermarket, and ended the conversation somewhat perfunctorily. M's brows have long been tied into a big knot, just like his chaotic thoughts.He really didn't understand what S was trying to do?What serious matter is it hard for him to talk about?Or was the blow of being humiliated by his mother really that big?To what extent is he ashamed of himself?

To me you are so charming free, why hurt yourself so much!

Watching S's leaving back, M's questions came one after another but could not be answered, which made him extremely helpless and anxious.

"S! Come here when you're tired! I'm always here."

M yelled at S who walked into the supermarket, and at the same time as the sensor door closed, what he got in return was S with his back turned and gave him the middle finger. The next second, S smiled and ran back to the cashier to continue working. There was no need to look at M again. The meaning of a glance.

Never, ever have I been so depressed.

In the next few days, M unconsciously lost his mind at work, and was called several times by his colleagues before he found out.He was also cared about privately by his male colleagues in the tea room, whether he had any concerns to talk to his peers, but M smiled and lied, just because he didn't get enough sleep.

After all, it is too difficult to explain to others. How can he tell others that the reason for his depression is that he is worried about being hated by his neighbors?If the neighbor is an attractive beauty, it may be reasonable, but his neighbor is a big naughty boy, and he will watch porn and even masturbate at his house every now and then. It gets darker.

And he was also surprised that he cared so much about a person that he lost his mind. M had never had such a strong emotion before.

He's completely gone astray, but he's enjoying it quite a bit.If he hadn't been slapped in the face by his mother, he would have forgotten his original goals in life: work, get married, have children, and live a stable and stable life.Should he try to go back to the original path?Go back to the old bland, uninteresting standard operating procedure.

But, does he really want to go back?

He likes to wake up every day and look forward to the weirdness of the rag doll that conveys the message for them; he also likes to see him suddenly appear on the monitor screen, like a small dog exploring the world. Crying and laughing, he still doesn't know that he has a panoramic view of all these; he likes to see him working happily in the supermarket and getting along well with his mother-in-law and aunts; He likes that he always smiles and narrows his eyes, and drags him to the night market for a stroll; he likes that he is always mischievous, and occasionally he becomes angry when he is stupid and angry, which makes him angry and funny; he also likes that they touch each other, sometimes hot, The gentle touch from time to time, and his misty eyes indulging in the senses.

He has completely indulged in all kinds of happiness this person brought him, like irresistible sweet candy, even though every step is taking him to an unknown road, but he is still sinking and unable to extricate himself.

Just thinking of this, M didn't know how long he was in a daze, the male colleague sitting behind him turned around and saw M who was so lost, smiled and shook his head, patted M on the shoulder to remind him that it was time to get off work, and he started from there again. Waking up with bitter thoughts in sweetness.

Is it really time to go back to the original path?

"Can't you do it, you!"

"Well, I'm not new here."

S had just finished his job, and when he went back to the warehouse to change his uniform, he happened to meet A Kai who came to deliver the goods. S didn't even consider that he was much smaller than Akai, so he leaned forward to help unload the goods. S was holding the cardboard box full of goods, and his hands were covered with tendons due to the effort, which seemed to be very strenuous.Akai kept staring at S safely putting down the goods before he dared to continue unloading.

"Wait a minute, do you want a drink?"

S walked back to the door and took off his staff uniform, only wearing a dark gray hanger underneath.

"Won't your mother be angry if you don't come home?"

"Hahahaha! Fuck, who is my mother!"

Akai moved several boxes of drinks from the truck one after another, and S, who was leaning against the door, heard Akai teasing, took the uniform jacket and swung Akai's buttocks, making a loud slap!Akai didn't take it seriously, it's normal for the two of them to complain or fight each other, and they are probably commonly known as bad friends.

"I already told him that I won't go back to eat this week!"

"Yes." Akai put down the drink box in a corner of the warehouse.

"Are you going or not?"

"It will be twelve o'clock after today's run." Straightening up, Akai put his hands on his waist and looked at S angrily.

"Okay! The night has just begun."

S and Akai met at [-]'s bar, [-] glanced at Akai who came in from the door to meet S, and didn't say much. S is also usually running around getting drinks by himself at the bar, sitting with Akai on the double seat in the corner, watching a few oily young men on the sofa seat in front of them chatting up girls they don't know.Akai and S seem to be watching a play, and they cast their gazes in the same direction.

"Hey, what kind do you like?" S took a sip of beer and suddenly asked this silly question.

"It's not that a bunch of people say they don't want a certain type, and they end up with that type. You're asking for nothing. It's better to choose the sincerity than to choose the type."

"Ha ha ha ha, you can also speak such philosophical words! When you marry your wife, I will definitely give you a big red envelope!"

"Who stipulated that we must get married? Thinking too much."

S patted his thigh and laughed loudly. Akai stared at S who was a little drunk and was in high spirits. Every time S drank too much, he would become more hyperactive than usual. If it wasn't for the owner of the bar who he knew, he might be regarded as Get out the drunken guests.

"But if you don't get married, it seems like you will be left behind by everyone..."

S smiled and lowered his eyes halfway, his fingers slid back and forth meaninglessly on the water droplets formed by the temperature on the wine bottle, speaking a little helplessly.

"Don't you still have Brother Glasses to cook for you?"

"...He's going on a blind date."

After a pause for a few seconds, S slowly spit out the fact that he didn't want to face.After finishing speaking, he raised the wine bottle, wanting to drink the whole can of beer without breathing, and slid back and forth along the Adam's apple one by one, swallowing the whole can of beer.A Kai stared at S's behavior, and he could guess that S was not in a good mood now, so he didn't stop S from drinking to relieve his worries.

"Ha..." S put down the empty can, stared at the table and exhaled vigorously.

"If he dares to leave you, I'll beat him up for you." Akai said while drinking.

"You are sick, I am not qualified to speak since he is going to get married."

"At least I won't get married, don't worry."

"People who say things like this will get married immediately, don't over there..." S picked up the can opener and was about to pry open another can of beer.

"Can't I?"

"Clam?"

"fine."

The bottle cap that had been pried off fell on the table with a clatter, and S looked at A Kai inexplicably.

Seeing the blushing S Akai stop the topic, after the second trial, Akai can probably feel where S's heart is inclined, and he probably has no room to intervene.As for what to do next, he also had his own set of ideas in mind.

The two chatted nonsense for an unknown amount of time, until the whole city fell into a deep sleep, and there were not many cars driving on the street before leaving the bar.Akai drove his van to take S to the apartment downstairs. When S jumped off the passenger seat from a certain height, he was still shaking a bit unsteadily. Akai repeatedly asked S if he wanted to help him upstairs. But being dodged by S, he jumped up the stairs without any problem, and even stood on the stairs naughty and waved vigorously to Akai.Akai bid him farewell with his middle finger, and S gave him two fingers back, one left and one right, before he willingly turned around and went upstairs.

Humming an unknown tune, S stepped onto the corridor on the second floor of the apartment, and when he looked up, he saw that familiar figure standing in front of him, staring at the door of his house without moving. Will have a heart attack.

"What, what are you doing? You want to scare people to death."

"Uh, you're back."

M turned his head suddenly when he heard S's voice. It seemed that he was lost in his own thoughts just now, completely unaware of the sound of S stepping on the stairs at night.

"You don't have to go to work tomorrow? It's almost two o'clock." S smirked with tired eyes downcast, his face was flushed and he smelled of alcohol as soon as he got close.

"I called you and never answered."

"Yeah... Maybe the bar is noisy."

S touched the pocket of his trousers as if looking for his mobile phone, and finally took it out from the back pocket, and saw several missed calls from M on it.

"You went to drink again."

"Hey...don't worry about me."

Hearing this response, M couldn't help gasping, which made his recent depression even worse.He knew that his concern for S had already exceeded the boundaries that ordinary neighbors would have.He kept hypnotizing himself, he just didn't want to see S's lonely and helpless appearance, so he kept helping him, definitely not for his own selfishness.

Is it time to stop moderately?The one who lives freely without being controlled is the real you, isn't it?

The two looked at each other in silence, S tilted his head in confusion, wondering why M stood here in the middle of the night?

"If it's okay, I'm going in..."

S dug into the pocket of his trousers, took out a yellow star-shaped plastic key ring with only one key hanging from it, and playfully put it on his index finger and twirled it around.Only then did M remember something, and took out two coupons from his trousers pocket.

"Here, the ticket I said I would get for you earlier is the public relations ticket for the opening ceremony. There will be an opening tea party this Friday night."

"Whoa whoa!"

S's eyes lit up, his eyes widened, he reached out and took the ticket and stared at it in his hand, his smile was very beautiful in the state of being slightly drunk, his eyes seemed to be shining brightly.

He really likes art, so he can smile so naturally at this time.

Seeing S's excited appearance, M unconsciously raised the corners of his mouth.Perhaps, the thing that can make him feel happy is seeing S happy.

"Do you want to have dinner together that night, let's go and see it? Anyway, the art gallery is near where you work."

"..."

S smiled, looked at the ticket in his hand and hesitated without answering immediately.Although it was only a few seconds, it still made M feel extremely long. If S had just met, he would definitely agree immediately, right?Why is the relationship between the two now so awkward? M really didn't understand, did his excessive concern put pressure on S?Isn't it wrong for them to live so happily before?

A bunch of strange questions reappeared in M's mind. Sometimes he really wished that if he had been a little more indifferent and kicked S out when S broke into his house, would he not have these troubles now? ?

"OK."

S tilted his head and squinted at M with a smile, and then let go of the big stone in M's heart.Strictly speaking, since he worked overtime, he has spent less and less time with S. During the rare meeting time, the two of them accidentally encountered those unexpected episodes. It was pulled far, far away.

Accompanying him to see his favorite exhibition this time will definitely leave some good memories...before I go back to my original path.

"Thanks."

S waved the ticket in his hand, and was turning around to enter his room, when M suddenly grabbed S's arm again, this scene gave S a strong sense of déjà vu, I really don't know how many times he was stopped by M.

"Do you want to come to my place to sleep? I'm afraid you'll throw up again." Maybe it's really late, M's eyes are not sharp, only full of concern.

"Go ahead, don't want it, if your mother comes again."

"You really care about my mother?"

"I want to go to bed without taking a shower! Aren't you afraid that the bed will be dirty by me? Hahaha!" With a strange laugh, S shook off M's hand, opened the door and stepped into her room.

"good night."

S closed the door without looking back, M could only say good night slowly through the door, not sure if the person inside the door heard it. After returning to the room, M sighed and leaned against the wall of the entrance.

I actually want him to stay in my sight, what a selfish and vicious possessiveness... If I don't get back on track, I don't know what else I will do?

M tiredly took off his glasses and pinched the center of his brows, then stared at the frame in his hand and became dazed again.Across the thin wall of the entrance, on the other side is the S chair leaning against the same seat, looking down at the ticket in his hand thoughtfully.

"That's it."