Infinite Love ∞

"Have you been working the day shift lately?"

"Why do you ask everyone? I want to go home and eat?"

Akai was leaning against the only lazy bone in S's living room, raising his beer to drink, while S was sitting cross-legged at the side, unpacking the shredded squid he just bought for dinner.

"You whine during the day shift, don't you? You're not a nocturnal animal?"

A Kai stretched out his hand to pull out a shredded squid, and as a result, he dragged the whole ball of shredded squid out of the lower part and fell to the ground like pulling out a peanut, causing S to scold.

"I'll share the food expenses with my neighbor, he can cook."

"The glasses guy from last time?"

"Yeah." S said while picking up the shredded squid on the ground.

S's room is the same layout as M's room, the left and right sides are opposite and symmetrical, and S's furniture is much less than M's; a small single bed is filled with large and small dolls, Some are simply placed on the floor next to the bed; on the floor, there is a messy sheet, it seems that S does not necessarily sleep on the bed every day; and the living room, unlike M's living room, does not have sofas or low tables, etc., only one There is an old small square TV with a video tube, and many messy lines below are connected to his player; and the lazy bone occupied by Akai is his good friend when watching TV; the rest is the room. The walls are covered with large and small paintings of S, like a small gallery, spreading all the way from the entrance to the back of the TV.

Perhaps as M said, a person does not need too many things.

"Ah, why not today? It's so pitiful that I can only eat shredded squid."

"He's been working overtime recently." S took a sip of beer with his eyes half downcast, Akai looked at S's somewhat lonely side face.

"You can find me if you want to eat."

"It's better, you have a midnight snack after get off work!"

"You like glasses brother so much? You are willing to work on the day shift."

"Ahem!" being ridiculed by Akai, S accidentally choked on the beer he had just swallowed and coughed out.

"Damn it, Li washes the father to support the third child, so you don't get tired of eating every day when you go home?"

"Wouldn't it be better to find a wife to cook for you?"

"Damn it! Everyone talks like that." Hearing this sentence, S narrowed his eyes and turned black, picked up the unopened potato chips beside him and threw them at Akai vigorously.

"Who would want someone like me?" S lay on his side on the ground and weighed his head with one hand, pulled some shredded squid that had just formed a ball and stuffed it into his mouth.

"I'll take it." Akai took a sip of beer and looked in S's direction.

"I'll think about it after you grow breasts."

"By North."

"After my parents died, no one cared about my life and death. When he invited me to dinner, I was really happy..."

S smiled and looked at the TV screen and said, his eyes were naturally not on the graceful actress in the film, but he was obviously immersed in the situation where he and M had dinner together every day.

"Then do you want to have dinner with me tomorrow?" Akai's sudden question made S pause, and S turned to look at Akai, and the two looked at each other.

"Damn it, you're an afterthought." S put his head in his arms and pointed at Akai with the middle finger. Akai shrugged and opened the second can of beer.

In the next few days, S was nowhere to be seen when M left for work. It seemed that it was a little difficult for S to get up early for breakfast.S didn’t lazily come out of his room to smoke in the corridor until the sun climbed to the top of the pole; in the afternoon, S might go to the art gallery as usual before going to work, but M, who was surrounded by work, had no free time to go to work again. Staring at the monitor, not only can't meet each other, but also don't have the opportunity to look at each other through the lens; at night, after M is tired from work, the door of S's house is also quiet, maybe S is working?Maybe go on a night tour again?Maybe go drink again? M doesn't know; often late at night, when the insects' concert is held in the grass around the apartment, S will stagger home.

day to day.

"Xiaoyu, didn't you want a public relations ticket before? Come."

"Thank you very much."

M stood outside the exhibition room where the artworks had been placed, and it seemed that the work had come to an end.Zhuzhu brought two exhibition admission tickets to M, and smoothed his soft blond hair. Today's Zhuzhu is also shiny.

"Two are enough? You can have as many as you want, the more people come, the better!"

Zhuzhu has a sweet smile, blinking long eyelashes, lake blue eyes of mixed race, three-dimensional facial features and fair skin. Is this the girl who is called a doll?Even girls can't help but look at her more.

"Two are fine. Thanks to our beautiful PR, the event will be a success."

"I hate it, Xiaoyu's mouth is so sweet."

M clipped the coupons into the notebook, smiling softly like the winter sun, looking at Zhu Zhu happily, cupping his cheeks shyly, but he didn't realize that it was just a smile for M's work.

"Is the venue ready?"

"Well, I should be able to leave work on time today."

"Then...can you lend me a little time after get off work?"

Zhuzhu bent his waist slightly, his proud career line was faintly visible, and he looked at M with shining eyes.Maybe it was influenced by S playing porn movies at home every day, but M didn't have any special reaction to this, and his attitude was still calm.

After get off work, the sky is a rich orange, reflected among the broken clouds. M always stays until the end and walks to the fountain outside the museum where he made an appointment to meet. Zhu Zhu has already stood there waiting for a while.

"Sorry, I was a little late locking the door."

"Xiaoyu." Hearing M's voice, Zhuzhu turned around gorgeously, with a happy smile on his face.

"What's the matter? I need to talk about it after get off work."

"Hmm...that's right..." Zhuzhu timidly curled his hair with his fingers, his eyes flicked to the side, with a look that was hard to say.

"I really like that Xiaoyu always helps everyone with consideration and gentleness, and his work attitude is very serious."

"Thank you."

M accepted Zhu Zhu's compliment with a smile on her face, thinking that maybe she wanted him to help with something before saying something nice, so that she would be less embarrassed when she waited to ask.

"My eyes are always inseparable from Xiaoyu...I..."

"Huh?" Looking at Zhuzhu hesitantly, he didn't know what to say.

"Can I date you?"

Zhu Zhu stared at M with a shy expression on his cheeks flushed in the setting sun and his eyes wide open.

The sudden confession made M stunned.

The other party is not asking for something, but seeking karma.

The liking that Zhuzhu said is not the friendship between colleagues and friends, but the love emotion between men and women.Although he was sent a love letter by a girl when he was a student, he ignored those petty loves while concentrating on his studies, and this may be the first time someone confessed to him in person.

"I……"

"Does Xiaoyu not like him?"

M didn't know how to react at the moment, subconsciously scratched his neck.Zhuzhu frowned slightly, as if acting like a baby, and waited for M's response with the corners of his mouth curled up.

"No, you are very attractive and easy to get along with everyone. You are really a competent publicist..."

"Hey, everyone knows."

"Can you let me think about it?" Mo Yan smiled, looked into Zhu Zhu's eyes and said seriously.

"It doesn't matter if you have to think about it for a few days, he likes Xiaoyu very much."

"Thank you, emotional matters, I don't want to make a rash decision."

"Hee hee, I like Xiaoyu too."

Zhuzhu untied his brows, picked up his bag and said goodbye to M, told M that she was looking forward to the good news, then waved gracefully and left.M, who was left standing by the fountain, stood alone and thought for a while.

Totally forgot, I've been off track about this.

M stood in front of the large freezer in the supermarket, seemingly picking out the ingredients for today's dinner, but his mind kept circling what happened just now.

If I want to get married, I should probably find a girlfriend to date, and it will take at least three to five years to develop a relationship.It should also be considered that having a child at a suitable age will not be too hard for the wife's body.But is having a wife and children a fulfilling life?Is that really the life I want?

I always feel... What is my mind resisting?

M carried the shopping basket and walked to the cashier area, but the clerks who scanned several counters did not see S.Originally, I wanted to take this opportunity to tell S that I could come over for dinner after get off work, but it seems that S has no shift today, so I might go back to the apartment and knock on the door of his room to have a look.M, who was standing in the checkout line, couldn't wait to see S wagging his tail excitedly after being told.

"Hey, Akai, do you want to drink directly at the night market later? Or..."

M bends into the apartment from the sidewalk and sees S and Akai coming down the stairs. S focused on talking to Akai behind him, until he stepped on the floor of the first floor, and then saw M who was already standing in front with a blank expression.

"Huh? M! You came back so early today!"

"Well, the overtime work has come to an end."

S widened his eyes and opened his mouth with a smile, looking quite happy, he didn't expect to meet M.But M responded indifferently, and glanced at Akai behind S, and both of them met for a short while, neither of them showed any signs of saying hello.

"Congratulations, it feels like a long time no see."

S smiled and showed his white teeth as before, and reached out to pat M on the shoulder, looking like a good buddy.But M couldn't laugh at all, instead the boredom in his heart accumulated again.

"Ah, do you want to go?"

"Let's go, let's go, if you don't get drunk today, you won't return!"

Akai directly crossed S and M, and walked towards the road outside the apartment. S tilted his body, looked through M's shoulder and yelled at Akai, smiled and told M that he wanted to go out for a drink with Akai, and then passed M, intending to follow Akai's footsteps.

Suddenly, M quickly turned around and grabbed S's wrist! Without warning, S was caught and lost his pace, stepping back and forth a few times before he stood still.

"S is staying at home for dinner today, so I won't go."

"Clam?"

M said in a low voice, S looked strange, and Akai also turned around when he heard that the voice was wrong.

"You must have been drinking while I was gone! Did you eat properly?"

M's tone is no longer so flat, full of displeasure and reprimand. S was quite astonished at M's sudden emotional outburst, and frowning innocently stared at M's angry eyes like a puppy.

"Hey, glasses brother, has anyone made an appointment with you?"

"Is this how your friend behaves? Help him break his body!"

Akai's provocation was simply adding fuel to the flames, making the anger in M's heart explode, and he directly yelled at Akai without even thinking about it. Seeing this, S's nerves also began to tense, and he usually misses him, but he didn't lose control like this.Besides, he couldn't understand why M lost control, just because he was going to drink?

"Damn! Is there a law that you can't drink alcohol! What qualifications do you have? Who are you to him?!"

Akai was not such a calm person, when he heard M's sudden loud voice, he was provoked into belligerent flames, strode towards M and threatened with his fists.

"Hey hey hey!!! You're making a fuss!"

S, who happened to be caught in the middle of the two, stopped Akai who was about to hit someone with his hands. He was obviously the smallest among the three, but in order to avoid a real fight, S still stretched out his hand to grab Akai's shoulders and licked hard. The strength of the milk pushed him back.

"M, when did you become so domineering! I didn't know you were coming back tonight!"

S blocked Akai and pulled down his raised fist, then turned to look back at M, eyes full of confusion and incomprehension. M held back his anger but couldn't refute it. Seriously speaking, it was his fault.Since he did not inform in advance, S has his own schedule and he has no right to interfere.

"sorry."

Mu Yan said something with dull eyes, then turned and went upstairs without looking back. S looked at M's back helplessly, and put down the hand that blocked Akai.

"Fuck, middle monkey." Akai angrily pointed his middle finger behind M's back, and S rewarded him with an elbow.

"You don't want to find someone to make an estimate just because you have nothing to do, Beilan! If you win, you are rich!"

"Fuck, let's go!"

Akai walked to the sidewalk, S stood still and looked at the stairs, losing all interest in going out for a drink.

M, who returned to the room, put the freshly bought ingredients on the dining table, put his hands on the table and lowered his head, closed his eyes, trying to calm himself down. M focused on his inhalation and exhalation.Opening his eyes, staring at the plastic bag full of ingredients, he began to reflect on what happened to him just now.

"When did you become so overbearing! 』

It seems that I can still hear S's questioning to him just now. These words are like pouring cold water on the red-hot iron plate, and at the same time, the chest is sizzling with pain as it cools down.

What am I doing?Too busy at work and become unstable?I thought he would be at home, so we can have dinner together as usual, but are you angry because your expectations are not fulfilled?No, I'm just mad at S for not taking good care of myself!You obviously promised me on the phone, didn't you?Just out of my sight for a few days, and started living an irregular life again!

"Who are you to him?" 』

We are just neighbors who meet very often, I have no right to care about him!Am I being too self righteous?Before I moved here, he was indeed living well... If it was really good, then why did you let me see you so helpless again!You can hide better!Don't let me see your tears!

M clenched his fists and shouted silently in his heart. He knew that he couldn't blame anyone for all this, but whenever he heard or saw S's playfulness, he couldn't help but wonder if he cared too much for S?Is he meddling too much?He is not the only person S can rely on, and he is not qualified to ask S how to live his life!

Possessive...?

Suddenly, M understood something.

Unknowingly, he got used to dominating S's life, and S accepted it willingly, making him take it all for granted.In the past, his life was controlled by his family, and there was no room for him to intervene; now, he can dominate others, which gives him a great sense of accomplishment, and even makes him feel a little proud.

And pride is a stumbling block that he has never seen in his smooth life. When he kicked it for the first time, he fell and was hurt and hurt.

"It's really ugly. After studying so many books, the EQ is not higher..."

M stared at the desktop and thoroughly reflected on himself. Since the suppressed bug in his heart accidentally escaped from the cage, he must find a way to lock him back.

Just as M was thinking secretly, the doorbell suddenly rang!It scared M who was still thinking.

Don't you want to continue the quarrel just now?At least apologize this time...

With a strange idea that came from nowhere, M made some mental preparations before opening the door.But the one standing in front of the door was not A Kai who was about to fight with him just now, but a pet that was half a head shorter than him, with an upturned mouth, staring straight at him with angry eyes.The two stared at each other for a few seconds, and M, who was usually eloquent, turned into a big log at this time.He just fell, and now he is still in pain and can't get up, and he doesn't even know how to move forward.

"Damn! If you don't tell me earlier, I will know?! Do you think I am a god? And why are you so fierce, Akai, he doesn't know you at all!"

Without giving M time to think about the answer, S yelled at M as soon as the ice was broken.The reality is not an exam, there is no time to prepare before answering.Since the problem is already in front of us, we can only adapt to the situation.

"I'm sorry, it was really my fault just now." M straightened his puke face, not wanting S to be affected by his typhoon tailgate again.

"you know too!"

"Don't keep your friends waiting for you, go ahead."

"Didn't you want me to stay at home for dinner! What, what are you doing! Are you playing tricks?"

The frown was loosened, M was a little surprised at S's cancellation of the dinner, but at the same time there was a burst of joy in his heart.This warm current immediately softened his serious expression.

It turned out that he wanted to stay.

"...Go wash your hands first, make salmon fried rice today."

M turned and bent into the room, picked up the ingredients on the table and walked to the kitchen, S took off his shoes in the hallway, looked at M's back and smiled.

The two sat at the dining table, S obediently said that I was going to start, and then began to rake the rice.Habitually squeezed his cheeks again, chewing slowly while turning his head to watch the evening news.M, who was sitting across from him, held the spoon and didn't move. Just watching S eat, he completely calmed down his anger just now, and felt a little relieved, as if he had returned to the daily life they were used to.

"Have you been drinking these days?"

"Um."

"Why don't you go out to dinner with your friends?"

Looking at S's slender wrist, it seemed that a hard pinch would hurt him.Those careful cares before made M feel proud that S looked healthier than before.In the end, I didn't see them for two weeks, and those results were like deflated balloons, shrinking and flattening in an instant.

"It's boring if you don't eat what you cooked." S said vaguely while looking at the direction of the TV. After swallowing, he looked back at M with rice grains in his mouth.

"You cook it better." After saying that, S dug out another mouthful of rice and stuffed it into his mouth.

"yes."

M smiled, reached out to touch the rice grains around S's mouth, and put the rice grains into his own mouth without thinking. S froze, his eyes widened slightly, and he stopped chewing.But M happened to be eating with his head down and didn't notice his expression, so S quickly turned his head and cast his eyes on the TV screen.

Is he still waiting for me to cook for him?I don't even know who is waiting for whom...

The corner of the mouth slightly raised, M couldn't hide the secret joy in his heart, but S didn't see this expression.

After dinner, S brought a large stack of DVD boxes from his room, put them all on the TV table, and because the stack was too high, two pieces flew to the floor.

"Be careful and die." M, who was leaning on the sofa, looked at the stack on the table speechlessly, and looked at S who was squatting beside the table with half-lidded eyes.

"It's not that I want to finish it today, I didn't even watch it when you were working overtime!"

"You can watch it normally, why wait for me?"

As soon as the words came out, the blind spot was broken, and S stared into M's eyes for a while, unable to explain the reason.It is far-fetched to say that it is more cost-effective for two people to watch it together, just like eating.I was a little guilty when I talked about it, so M couldn't hide the smile on his lips.

Isn't it obvious waiting for me to come back?

S asked M to take a piece out of it as today's movie. M, who is not interested in A movie, can say anything to S, anyway, he didn't watch the content seriously, so S turned his mouth and protested against M. do not cooperate.

"be quick."

S urged, M had no choice but to pull out a random piece from the crooked pile of film slips, and held it in front of his eyes to see what prize he had won?

When seeing the cover, M suddenly stopped all actions like a computer crash.

"What's today?"

S smiled and took the box from M's hand, and the moment he turned the cover to himself, S was also taken aback. M pretended to be nonchalant and stared at S, he didn't want to miss any second of S's reaction.

"Ahhhhhh! Do it! These three little ones!"

Accompanied by the scream, S threw the DVD box he had just snatched onto the table with a livid face, and he, who was originally squatting by the table, was so frightened that he fell to the ground with his buttocks. On the cover of the A movie, the "male actor" half-taken off his student uniform is surrounded by people in the corner with his hands tied up with ties, wearing only a uniform jacket but no pants, etc. The sensational scene, the title "Secret on the Top Floor of the School" is another campus An action movie, only this time the actors in it are all men.

"S... I didn't know you had such a wide range of tastes."

"Damn! I didn't choose this! The boss said that there would be discounts for renting more movies, so I asked the boss to help me choose some movies he recommended!"

S's ears turned red, the usual guy who watched porn movies and jerked off, but now he panicked because of embarrassment. M snickered inwardly, and usually people would misunderstand that he has a lot of experience, but he is just a young man when faced with things he has never tried.

"Damn, I've been screwed!"

"It's all recommended, why don't you just take a look?"

"Damn! This is a calcium tablet! Both of them are male!"

"Learn how to shoot a gun as a professional."

M took the initiative to pick up the GV box and opened it, picked up the CD inside and put it in the player by himself. This was the first time since S watched the movie at his house every day, and he played it for the first time.

"What, do you really want to see it?"

S watched in horror as M put the CD in, and pressed Start directly from the machine panel.Turning around, he stood up and asked S to sit on the sofa. S hesitated for a while, staring at M's face, wanting to further confirm whether M really wanted to see it?And M just nodded, pointing to the seat of the sofa to S to ask him to go up, and then S climbed into the sofa in confusion.

In fact, M didn't really want to watch the content of the film, but was interested in seeing S's great reaction to a piece of GV, and wanted to know what he would do after it was actually shown to him.

Compared with the film, M's expectations for S are higher.

"Why, why do I feel so nervous?"

I've never seen a picture of men entangled with each other before, S's shrunken legs are wrapped around her hands, and the red ears just now have secretly spread to her cheeks.For M, this is also an image he has never seen before. Compared with the numb AVs before, this really makes his heart beat a little faster.It feels like when I was a child and secretly hid in the bed without telling my parents to read comics. Although it is not a heinous crime, but because of the moral constraints all the time, I will inevitably feel some small guilt in my heart.

M sneaked a peek at S's reaction out of the corner of his eye, and saw that he was holding his knee with one hand while the other was between his legs. It was completely different from his usual attitude when watching AVs, as if he couldn't let go of his whole body.

"What, it's actually using that place..."

Watching the protagonist in the film, surrounded by a group of people in the situation of campus bullying, tearing his clothes, slapping him, and finally pulling his buttocks from behind him, using force on his backyard All kinds of petting and playing.The protagonist with his hands bound cannot escape from the clutches of the crowd and looks pitiful. The more he cries, the more excited the people around him become.

S, who brought his emotions into it, couldn't help frowning, biting his lower lip, as if he was watching a horror movie.

"Didn't you usually see this kind of people..." M pretended to be calm and looked at S's extremely awkward appearance, but he also saw some blush, but he didn't know it.

"It's different! The protagonist, the protagonist is a man! And isn't it strange to see the reaction!" S shouted shyly and angrily, with his hands between his legs, he didn't know what he was covering up.

"So you're enduring with your feet between your legs?"

"Damn, laugh!" S was like a puppy with fried fur, barking weakly at M non-stop, and M was annoyed and amused.

"What are you doing!"

M suddenly pulled up S's wrist, which was clamped between his legs, thinking that M wanted to confirm whether he had reacted because of watching the film, but in a panic, he wanted to withdraw his hand, but was held tightly by M.If he competed with M in strength, he would definitely have no chance of winning.

"It's not surprising that someone is with you."

M didn't want to confirm anything, but put S's hand in the middle of his trousers, and the hardness from S's palm made him realize that he was not the only one who responded.

S was lying on the sofa, with his head just resting on the chair handle, while M was half kneeling, with one hand resting on the edge of the sofa to surround S, and the other hand was between the legs of the guy with the ripe cheeks underneath him, rubbing back and forth The opponent's loaded firearm. M knew that the most comfortable place for him was to lightly brush the muzzle with his fingertips. At that moment, he could hear S's wailing, which seemed to be begging for mercy, from his throat. S wanted to hold back this embarrassing moan for several times. , but it still can't reach the head that has been overwhelmed by pleasure.

Although his tall desire is also in the hands of the other party, S has already begun to indulge in the wave of pleasure, and the movements of his hands gradually slow down, allowing M to concentrate on observing the person below him.

"What the... um..."

S swallowed his saliva and tilted his head back, his too long bangs were scattered on the chair, exposing his chin along his neck, passing his Adam's apple to the line of his collarbone, M bent down involuntarily and opened his lips slightly.

I really want to kiss his neck or bite his collarbone to see...

Probably M is also drunk, rationality is like a wild horse, he doesn't care what he is doing now, he just wants to do it.When the lips touched S's Adam's apple, S suddenly wailed and pulled M's consciousness back abruptly.But S's wail has nothing to do with this superficial kiss, it can't even be called a kiss, it just implies that he is about to lose control, and he raised his misty eyes to meet M's.

Is that look anxiety, forbearance, or anticipation? M didn't care, he accelerated the speed of the other's lower body, so that S couldn't help squinting his eyes and covering his mouth with the back of his empty hand, afraid that he couldn't help moaning.At this time, S was already too busy to take care of himself, and he had long forgotten that he was also holding M's hard object to fight back.

M, who was shocked and educated tonight, is also learning and selling. When S is about to reach the peak, like the bully in the movie just now, he starts to swing his waist and let his lower body rub back and forth in S's warm palm.This strange pleasure is different from S cleaning his gun, but being able to control the seat where the electric current is strongest. M seems to have found a new world.

Suddenly S's body trembled slightly, and M's tiger's mouth felt a wave of warmth. S, who was attacking the top, gasped heavily, and there was a layer of water in his eyes. It was unknown whether it was tears of joy or a pure physiological reaction.At this moment, S regained his senses from his slightly drunken head, and began to speed up the tricks under M, matching M's own swing back and forth. Not long after, M also vented in S's hands, and accidentally dripped on S. lower abdomen.

"Huh...huh..."

M hunches his head against S's chest and gasps for breath. Every moment of orgasm makes him slightly absent-minded. Gradually, he can understand why S said that his head is blank.If he can lie directly on the comfortable bed at this moment, he will soon fall into a deep sleep, maybe this is the purpose of S: to use the short-term happiness to cover the pain that he doesn't want to face. M began to understand that S's masturbation addiction was like taking drugs, people became addicted unconsciously, and the frequency of demands became higher and higher.

M, whose excitement was gradually cooling down, knelt up and took a tissue from the TV table. He first wiped S's lower abdomen and palms clean, and then wiped off the mucus from his own cunt.The two kneaded tissue balls were randomly placed on the table by M, and then she bent down and leaned her forehead against the chair. The distance between the two cheeks was less than one centimeter, and it felt like they were about to touch each other.M, with her hands on the edge of the sofa and the back of the chair, surrounded S inside the sofa like a mother bird spreading its wings around her child.After the orgasm, S, who was relaxed all over, didn't have any intention of resisting, and just lay in M's arms like this.

"I'm so tired..." M murmured in S's ear.

"I feel tired after not playing for a few days, O boy." Hearing S's complaints, M knelt up again and looked down at S with extremely unshakable eyes.

"I don't want to be told that by someone who can't manage themselves."

M stepped firmly on the floor and stood up, not forgetting to pull up the half-removed trousers. S looked at M indifferently, but didn't expect to be picked up by the princess in the next moment!Although it wasn't the first time that M was carried away entirely, he was still terrified when it happened without warning! S often wonders what kind of strange power does this person have?Hug as you say.

"What, what are you doing!"

"When I was away, you must have played until midnight before coming home. Wash and sleep today."

"Damn! You're really an old lady! Let me go!"

S pushed M's side face and waved his calf to resist. Not only was M unaffected, but he also threw the child up and slightly vacated it as if he was holding a child, so that he could firmly hold S in a more stable circle.

"Tomorrow is Saturday, why are you going to bed early! Put me down!"

Ignoring S's cry, M led S all the way into the bathroom.

After several struggles, M drove S into the bathroom and guarded the door for a while to prevent S from escaping. After taking a bath, S stepped on the floor of M's living room with wet hair and feet. There were water stains all over the place I went to get it. After being read for a while, M grabbed and dried his hair. No wonder S would jokingly call M an old lady.However, S did not really object to or get angry with M's actions, but rather enjoyed M's restraint on him.

After M also took a shower, he walked out of the bathroom and saw that the small dog that was still bouncing just now had melted into the bed, lying on his side like a koala, curled up and hugging the comforter casually, looking at S with slightly parted lips. Woke up and fell asleep fairly comfortably.

Didn't you just keep arguing and staying awake?It seems to be quite stable now... He must not have slept normally these few days.

M turns off the light in the room, leaving only the small desk lamp beside the bed, and turns the lampshade away from S, carefully avoiding the light from affecting S's sleep. M sat on the other side of the bed, staring at S's sleeping and defenseless face.

Since I was a child, I have never lacked anything, and I have never thought about what I want.But you, let me come into contact with different appearances of the world, and also let me discover a different self... I never knew that I would have such a strong possessive desire.

It felt like I was the one who really couldn't manage himself.