The ex-boyfriend is fierce and cowardly

Even though his movements were not gentle, Gu Ji carefully avoided Chi Yan's arm.

Chi Yan thought it would be a kiss, but Gu Ji just suppressed him, carefully sized him up again and again, just when Chi Yan couldn't bear the gaze and wanted to say something, Gu Ji stretched out Index finger on his lips.

It's a silent gesture.

"Shh...don't talk." Gu Ji said.

Chi Yan looked at him without moving.

"If you don't tell me what happened ten years ago, I won't ask. I don't mind if you want to rot in your stomach, but let me guess, okay? Guess why you are so cruel...don't want me."

Chi Yan was silent.

"Li Jun must know, right? She is sure that you will never come back even ten years later, so the reason for letting you go in the first place is definitely related to her, right?"

"But what exactly was it? The Gu family was indeed in trouble at that time, but it had nothing to do with you and me, so it couldn't be because you wanted to escape. You did have a deal with Li Jun back then, and you owe her Uncle Chi's medical expenses, but I am here with you. The position in my heart will never be inferior to this little money, and you are not a person without responsibility, so it is impossible to renege on your debt."

"Li Jun valued you so much at that time, even if she found out that you were with me, she would only target me, so it is impossible for her to drive you away. You know Li Jun's attitude towards me, and even if you Leaving will definitely not make her change her view of me, so it will definitely not be a childish idea of ​​leaving to make her treat me well."

Chi Yan pressed the back of his head against the wall and closed his eyes.

"You said you would never leave me." Gu Ji kissed Chi Yan's mouth lightly, then retreated slightly, keeping a distance where he could meet as soon as he spoke, and entwined with Chi Yan's breath: "I believe that you What you said at the time was true, and you didn’t lie to me, but it was also true when you left later, and you haven’t heard from me for ten years.”

"Ten years later now..." Gu Ji's eyes slowly moved from Chi Yan's mouth to his eyes, staring at him: "I can feel that you still love me, and you can't even look at me like that." Same as ten years ago."

Chi Yan's eyelashes trembled slightly, the distance was too close, Gu Ji could see clearly, he curled his lips into a chuckle:

"Since you still love me ten years later, it's not like you didn't like me when you left ten years ago, right? So your leaving can only be for my own good. You think it's good for me. More important than loving me, than being with me."

"But I don't understand." Gu Ji smiled, but suffered to the extreme: "I don't understand what kind of thing it is that makes you so inseparable from me, and even treats you as my only one to rely on and live on." When you are motivated, can you still give me a knife in the name of my own good?"

Chi Yan looked at Gu Ji, his mouth moved, but he never opened it. Only the rolling Adam's apple from time to time showed that his emotions were not as calm as they appeared on the surface.

Gu Ji stepped back slightly, his eyes fell on Chi Yan's Adam's apple, he couldn't help raising his hand to touch it, and smiled:

"Do you know? I've been thinking about this question for ten years, and I still haven't figured it out. I've made countless assumptions. If I were you and you were me, under what circumstances would I leave you. "

"Want to know which hypothesis?" Gu Ji's fingers slowly moved up to Chi Yan's chin, and finally stopped on his lips. He gently stroked Chi Yan's lower lip with his thumb, with a playful expression, Chi Yan Yan kept looking at him, and then watched the smile on Gu Ji's face gradually fade away, replaced by a stern look mixed with disappointment.

He said, "No!"

Those two words made Chi Yan's heart tremble.

"I can't think of any reason to let myself leave you." Gu Ji stared at Chi Yan, and when he closed his eyes to hide all his emotions, he bit Chi Yan's lip, and saw blood immediately, Then he backed away slightly, looked at the blood on Chi Yan's lips, and stepped forward to kiss it off again.

The rusty smell of blood spread between his lips and teeth, which seemed to drive Gu Ji even more crazy, so he said:

"I'd rather die by your side than leave you. Even if you die, I'll be with you at the worst."

"I'm not even afraid of death, so why would I leave you?" Gu Ji looked at Chi Yan and said, "So, I may never forgive you in this life."

"No need to forgive." Chi Yan opened his eyes and looked at him: "I never thought I would be forgiven."

Gu Ji chuckled, let go of Chi Yan, stepped back slightly to distance himself from Chi Yan, and looked at him quietly for a few seconds, as if looking at a commodity, or looking at the past through Chi Yan, Chi Yan even A morbid madness was seen in his face.

But this kind of madness has not waited for Chi Yan to take a closer look to understand, Gu Ji has quickly disappeared, his expression is indifferent.

Chi Yan looked at him, and Gu Ji also looked at him. At this time, both of them looked calm, but only the person concerned could understand what was going on in their hearts.

Later, Gu Ji withdrew his gaze, turned around and sat down on the lazy chair in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and looked out of the window, only then did he realize that the weather in Haicheng today is no different from that in Xiaocheng, it is so gray that it makes people feel uncomfortable.

Chi Yan leaned against the wall in silence for a long time before he could move. He didn't go back to the bedroom or the living room, but walked over to stand in front of Gu Ji, then slowly squatted down and landed on one knee.

Gu already withdrew his gaze from the window and looked at him.

Chi Yan met Gu Ji's gaze, raised her hand and put it on his knee, and smiled lightly:

"Brother Ji, will you beat me up?"

Gu Ji stared at him for a few seconds, waved his hand away, and snorted coldly: "Too lazy to do it."

"Then I'll do it myself?" Chi Yan raised his hand to greet his face, but Gu Ji quickly stopped him, grabbed his hand and put it back on his knee: "Don't do it!"

Chi Yan was not surprised by Gu Ji's actions, and smiled with downcast eyes:

"Brother Ji, you said that I still like you. I admit it. I even admit that I haven't missed you for a day in the past ten years. You are the same. You still can't bear my pain. Even if you have a temper and a fire in your heart, you will still suppress your emotions and take care of you first." I."

Gu Ji looked at him and said nothing.

"I'm sorry." Chi Yan said, "I made you sad, I made you sad, and I made you hurt."

Gu Ji grasped Chi Yan's hand gradually, Chi Yan stared at him intently, Gu Ji stared at him for a few seconds, then slowly let go:

"Then this year, be obedient."

Chi Yan nodded with a smile: "I am obedient, I will do whatever Brother Ji asks me to do."

The expression on Gu Ji's face softened a little, what he really wanted to say was: as long as you are here, all my pains can be wiped away because of your return.

But Gu Ji didn't say it, his own pride and Chi Yan's stubbornness that he refused to speak made him unable to speak.

-

Chi Yan thought that Gu Ji didn't go back to Beicheng for the time being because he had something to deal with in Haicheng, but that didn't seem to be the case. They didn't even go out of the hotel room during their stay in Haicheng.

But perhaps it was because of this period of being together 24 hours a day that the mode of getting along between the two people quickly eased, although they didn't talk too much.

The two wake up one after another in the morning, Gu Ji will call the room service to deliver the meal, the two will have a quiet meal at the dining table, and Gu Ji will occasionally watch a movie after the meal, at this time Chi Yan is usually with him, and still has nothing to say, But from the previous two sitting on two sofas to one sofa, the distance is getting closer and closer.

Lunch is still ordered, and Gu Ji usually goes to sleep for a while after the meal. Chi Yan has no habit of taking a nap, but Gu Ji asked him to accompany him, so he just lay quietly, listening to Gu Ji's gradually steady breathing, until he wake up.

The afternoon after waking up is usually very peaceful, Gu Ji will go to the study to use the computer, Chi Yan will sometimes be called by Gu Ji to sit on the sofa with him, and sometimes he is left to do something by himself.

But today is a little different.

Before going to bed, Gu Ji hugged Chi Yan in his arms, lying on his side, carefully avoiding his arms, and wrapping one hand around his waist.

For a person who is asleep, this position is fine, but for a person who cannot sleep like Chi Yan, it is somewhat tormented, but he still does not move, Gu Ji's nap time will not exceed an hour, he does not feel What is the problem.

When Gu Ji woke up, Chi Yan knew that his breathing was different and there were slight movements, but Chi Yan didn't move, he knew that Gu Ji had woken up, and he also felt the change in a certain part of Gu Ji.

The two of them have been sharing the same bed for more than a week. Apart from cuddling and hugging, Chi Yan was occasionally bitten by Gu Ji on a whim. She didn't do anything else, but if she didn't do it, it doesn't mean she didn't respond.

When Chi Yan wanted to turn over, Gu Ji moved first, got up quickly and went to the bathroom, Chi Yan got up from the bed, listened to the sound of water coming from the bathroom, fell silent for a few seconds, and walked over.

Gu Ji never knocked on the door when Chi Yan was in the bathroom. This time Chi Yan learned from him, so naturally, the first time he opened the door, he saw what Gu Ji was doing under the shower and the sound of the door opening. Startling him, he looked sideways and frowned slightly.

Chi Yan's eyes briefly met with his, and then slowly moved away.

After closing the door and walking over, Gu Ji stopped what he was doing when he was standing outside the shower room, and looked at Chi Yan who was standing beside him through a layer of water vapor:

"doing what?"

"I'll help you." Chi Yan looked at Gu Ji and said.

Gu Ji didn't speak, Chi Yan waited for two seconds and didn't wait for his refusal, so he walked over, turned off the shower, stood in front of Gu Ji, and before reaching out his hand, Chi Yan took a look at Gu Ji, and Gu Ji also She was looking at him with a flat expression and couldn't see any other emotions.

Chi Yan held it up, but Gu Ji swung it away within a few strokes, and gave a comment in a cold voice:

"uncomfortable."

It wasn't until this time that Chi Yan realized that Gu Ji didn't like to use his hands for this kind of thing. He intentionally asked Gu Ji to do it directly, but he stopped when he got to his mouth. If Gu Ji really wanted to, don't When Gu Ji didn't want to speak, it was useless even if Chi Yan begged.

Now Gu Ji's state is that he doesn't want to do it, but he is obviously in a state of mind. Chi Yan was silent for a few seconds and didn't insist on using his hands anymore. He slowly squatted down under Gu Ji's gaze.

……

After it was over, Chi Yan rinsed his mouth in front of the sink, and Gu Ji continued to take a shower in the shower room. When Chi Yan went out, he said to Gu Ji: "Brother Ji, I'm going out first."

Gu Ji looked back at him and said nothing.

The two of them have nothing to do in the afternoon on weekdays. Gu Ji occasionally works out, occasionally goes to the study to use the computer, and Chi Yan sits in the living room in a daze or looks at the phone for a while, but maybe they did something intimate today, Gu Ji After walking out of the bedroom, he didn't go to the gym or the study, but sat down beside Chi Yan.

Chi Yan was chatting with Chu Yiqi with her mobile phone, when she realized that Gu Ji was sitting beside her, she looked over and smiled:

"Brother already."

"En." Gu Ji responded, and his eyes fell on Chi Yan's mouth.

Chi Yan noticed it, her expression was a little unnatural, she took things for granted when she was close, and didn't think too much, many things were done when she was emotional, but both of them were sitting here fully dressed, Chi Yan was inevitably a little embarrassed when the other party looked at him so intently:

"Brother Ji, don't look at it like that."

Gu Ji raised his eyebrows, looked away, and turned on the TV casually, but just when Chi Yan breathed a sigh of relief, Gu Ji said something surprising:

"It's not as good as before."

Chi Yan: "..."

"There is a chance to practice more." Gu Ji said again: "Before you get better."

Chi Yan: "..."

"Okay?" Gu Ji turned his head to look at him.

Chi Yan sighed helplessly, and compromised: "...OK."

"En." Gu Ji turned around and continued watching TV after hearing that, with an unprecedentedly relaxed expression.

The author has something to say: Because there are some things I want to say, I will update it in advance today~

There are still ten versions of the article you are reading now before it is published, and several of them started from childhood, sweet love, and then broke the mirror without warning, parting.

But in the end I vetoed them all, and chose to reunite at the beginning of the chapter.

Now that the mirror has been broken and is being reunited, many contradictions, awkwardness, and transitions are necessary.

I can't let them have sex and sweetness as soon as they meet again. If this is the case, there will be no logic in the broken mirror.

Looking at the comments recently, a lot of cuties are saying, 'Don't you say it's a sweet article? 'Seeing this sentence, I think I may have a little amnesia. I don't remember saying this sentence, because I haven't defined it as a sweet text in the true sense since I had this meme, so I went to read it. After looking at Zuozhao, I saw the sentence I said before, 'If you don't abuse, you can't be sweet now, can you? '

Maybe this sentence has been understood by the cuties as a sweet text, maybe I didn’t express it clearly, so let’s say it again:

[They won't be sweet in a short time, their sweetness will be in the future, after they break free from their shackles. 】

In the future, it will be sweet, it will last for a long time, it will feed us dog food, and it will feel greasy.

But now, it will still be awkward in a short period of time.

There are too many problems that need to be resolved between them, and now even if they are sweet, they seem nondescript.

If there is a little cutie who misunderstood what I said before, I also say sorry and accept all criticism and testimony.

When I was sitting in front of the computer and writing an article today, I also asked myself, should I be sweet?After all, the readers are looking forward to it so much, but I find it awkward how to write it. I don’t think it’s Gu Ji or Chi Yan.

Let's take it slowly, they will adapt slowly, find a comfortable way to get along, and gradually get better.

The past will be revealed little by little.

No matter what hardships or difficulties, we will carry them together in the future and will not be separated again.

If I'm not sweet when it's time to be sweet, then I keep the negative points and blades, I should~

Finally, thank you for seeing every little cutie here, I read all the comments, I love you so much~

bow~thank you~

See you tomorrow at nine o'clock~ You are a genius, :, URL