The ex-boyfriend is fierce and cowardly

Some people say that there is no conflict between two people who love each other that cannot be resolved by one love movement, and if there is, then two.

Are Gu Ji and Chi Yan in love?The answer is yes.

But the relationship between them didn't change too much because of this sudden, unplanned intimacy. It may be because they didn't make it to the end, so the change is to the end, but if there is no change at all, that's too much. Unrealistic, after all, the body is close.

Although they still didn't communicate and didn't talk much most of the time, the atmosphere in the room was obviously not as depressing as before.

It's just that this kind of relaxation is not long-lasting, and the relationship between them has not completely broken the ice. They are all maintained in harmony.

This kind of calm established by both of them is like a fully drawn bow, which may break at any time.

And the break may be just because of a trivial matter.

When Gu Ji came out of the study that afternoon, Chi Yan was sitting on the sofa, the TV was on, but there was no sound, and the person watching the TV was looking out the window with a very calm and confused expression.

Gu Ji suddenly remembered a night many years ago, when Chi Yan suddenly applied to live on campus because he didn't say hello, Li Jun unilaterally thought that he had provoked Chi Yan and didn't want Chi Yan to stay at home, so he scolded him after a few words. kicked out.

Gu Ji didn't say anything, he packed a few clothes and left the house directly. He started working at that time, so he had a place to go, but he never expected that Chi Yan would have a big fight with Li Jun after he came out. Out.

The place where Gu Ji works is a billiards hall. Chi Yan didn't deliberately look for him, but when he passed by, he saw Gu Ji in the glass window. He opened the door and walked in, found a corner seat and sat down.

Gu Ji naturally saw it, but ignored him, busy himself, Chi Yan didn't look for him, just took out the exercises from his schoolbag and started to do it, Gu Ji looked at him quietly for a while, didn't think much of it, The No.1 Xueba in Chugao City seems to be like this.

Later, until early in the morning, when there was no one in the billiard hall, Gu Ji walked over and stood in front of Chi Yan when he was about to get off work:

"I'm leaving, are you leaving?"

Chi Yan looked up at him, put away the exercises, and zipped up her schoolbag: "Let's go."

That night Chi Yan was very quiet, but the quietness made people feel very beautiful, and now Chi Yan is also very quiet, the quietness makes people feel depressed, as if they could wither at any time.

Gu Ji didn't like this feeling.

He walked over until he was standing in front of Chi Yan. Chi Yan turned around and saw Gu Ji standing in front of him and smiled. Before he could say anything, Gu Ji lowered his head and held his hand She grabbed the back of his head and kissed him.

Chi Yan was stunned for a moment, but didn't feel any discomfort, and let him kiss.

After an unknown amount of time, Gu already let go of him and rubbed his head with his hands:

"Hair grows."

"A little bit." Chi Yan said, "After a while, it will be the same as before."

Chi Yan's caliper hairstyle needs to be trimmed every few days, otherwise it will lose its shape, but since Gu Ji said 'grow your hair long', it has not been trimmed. Although it has only been less than two weeks, it is true. It's grown a bit longer, the hair is stiffer, straight and bristly, without the rascal demeanor before, it's rather naive.

"But it's kind of ugly now." Gu Ji said.

Chi Yan: "..."

The consequence of Gu Ji feeling a little ugly is that he decided to start repairing it himself. Anyway, there is nothing to do when he is idle, so Chi Yan let him take out the electric clippers from the suitcase and handed it to Gu Ji. Chi Yan asked A sentence:

"can you?"

Gu Ji ignored him and took it directly. Chi Yan smiled and sat down on the chair.

In fact, Chi Yan doesn't care if the repair is good or not, the great thing is to shave it into calipers, it doesn't matter.

Gu Jixiu is very serious, and his posture looks like that. Chi Yan once thought that he might really know how to do it. After all, he has not seen him for ten years. Now Gu Ji has learned to cook, so it seems that he can get a haircut. There was nothing unexpected, but until the end when Gu Ji stood in front of him and looked at him speechless, Chi Yan knew something was wrong, and asked him:

"All right?"

Gu Ji didn't speak, put down the clippers and left. Chi Yan got up with a smile and went to the bathroom. The moment he stood in front of the mirror, he suddenly understood what "dog gnawing hairstyle" meant.

Quite vivid.

When Chi Yan walked out of the bathroom, Gu Ji was standing in the restaurant drinking water. When he saw him coming over, his expression didn't change at all, not even a bit embarrassed. Chi Yan didn't need him to feel embarrassed, he just asked with a smile. A sentence:

"Brother Ji, should I keep this hairstyle, or I can fix it myself."

Gu has put down the water glass: "You can figure it out yourself."

"Okay." Chi Yan replied with a smile, picked up the clippers and went back to the bathroom.

One hand is inconvenient, but Chi Yan is used to doing this, so he just slowed down. When he walked out of the bathroom again, he was a standard gangster again. Gu Ji was no longer in the living room, Chi Yan knew He might be a little embarrassed and didn't go to him.

It's been a very relaxed day until here, but at night, Gu Ji slept very restlessly, not because he couldn't fall asleep, but because he always felt that something was going to happen, so he woke up from time to time and became dazed again He fell asleep quickly, and when he finally got restless and lifted the quilt, there was no sign of Chi Yan beside him.

Gu Ji's restless irascibility rose to a new level because he woke up and didn't see Chi Yan. He got up and walked out of the bedroom to look for him, only to find that Chi Yan was squatting on the floor of the living room packing his luggage.

"What are you doing?" Gu could feel that he was faintly losing control.

Chi Yan glanced back, but he looked at him as if looking at a stranger, the coldness made one's heart chill, even the tone of voice was cold, although he only said two words:

"go back."

"Go back?" Gu Ji stepped over and lifted him up from the ground: "Where are you going to go? Are you leaving again? How many years is this time? How long are you going to leave me?"

Gu Ji's aggressive questioning didn't make Chi Yan relax a bit, he even waved his hand away with a bit of boredom:

"Gu Ji, make it clear that we have already broken up. I will come here to stay by your side to see that you are pitiful and that you have been thinking about me for so many years, but I am really tired. I can't do anything anywhere in this room all day Go, you are the only person I can see, but even you have a cold face all day long, talking in a strange way, why should I stay here like this? Do you really think I owe you? "

This is the first time that Chi Yan has been cold-hearted to Gu Ji after the reunion, and it is also the first time that he has said such words to him. Gu Ji can't refute anything for a while, because he thinks that what Chi Yan said is right.

People who haven't come back for ten years are coming back now, what is it if they don't feel sorry for themselves?It can't be because you still love. If there is love, who will insist on not showing up for ten years.

It was his medicine that softened his heart, and Ning Xiushi's words made him feel like a stray cat, so he was moved with compassion, so he came here.

But when he came to his side, he found that things were not fun, he was boring and indifferent, he was not given freedom, and he didn't talk to him very much, but he always spoke with sarcasm, Chi Yan used to have a bad temper, and such a person How can I bear it?

So, the patience of nearly half a month is already the limit.

He's leaving again and probably won't be back this time.

This realization made Gu Ji panic. He felt that he could not catch Chi Yan anymore. Although the so-called debt was said by himself, but when two people fell in love and broke up, in the end, there was no debt. It was just an excuse. Just admit it.

But once Chi Yan denies it, what reason can he use to keep him?

Just like what Chi Yan said before, 'If I don't want to, what can you do to me? '

Gu Ji really had no choice.

But can he bear Chi Yan disappearing from his sight for another ten years?

No.

Instead, he would rather die.

When Gu Jimeng sat up from the bed, he couldn't tell the difference between dreams and reality, it was too real, the same room, the same scene, the same Chi Yan was not on the bed, Gu Ji got out of bed as if repeating a dream, Without even wearing shoes, he quickly left the bedroom.

Chi Yan accidentally fell asleep while lying with Gu Ji this afternoon, so he couldn't sleep at night. After lying on the bed for almost two hours, he decided to come out and sit for a while, careful not to disturb Gu Ji , came to the living room.

Haicheng is completely different from the small town where Chi Yan has lived for more than six years. It is lit with neon lights all night long. Standing on the French windows on the top floor of the hotel, you will never get tired of looking at it for a long time.

When there was a voice behind him, Chi Yan turned around and looked over, seeing Gu Ji's flustered expression and the appearance of not even wearing shoes on his feet, Chi Yan was momentarily stunned:

"Brother already, you..."

Before Chi Yan could finish his sentence, Gu Ji had already strode over, and before Chi Yan could react at all, he pinned him against the French window behind him.

With the sound of 'bang', Chi Yan's heart trembled. For a moment, he even felt that the folding fan glass behind him might not be able to support his weight, so he fell from the tall building.

But fortunately, it is very strong.

"Brother already..."

Just as soon as he called out, Gu Ji's hand had already climbed onto Chi Yan's neck, restraining his breathing, Chi Yan frowned slightly, but did not resist.

"Chi Yan, rather than seeing you leave me again, I'd rather just strangle you to death, and then die with you!"

At this moment, Chi Yan had no doubts about what Gu Ji said, he could feel the strength of Gu Ji's hand, he could feel that he was serious, he didn't know what happened to Gu Ji, he was fine before going to bed, how did he wake up Then it seemed like a sudden change of person?

"Brother Ji." Chi Yan said in a hoarse voice, "I don't want to run away, I won't run away."

Gu Ji looked at Chi Yan and said nothing, until Chi Yan's face started to swell red and he had trouble breathing, then he let go of his hand and took a step back as if he had just woken up from a dream, watching Chi Yan start to cough uncontrollably because of the sudden air entering the trachea .

Gu Ji's hands began to tremble slightly.

Chi Yan bent over and coughed uncontrollably, as if wanting to cough up his lungs, Gu Ji quickly left to get water and came back, Chi Yan took it, and said with a smile: "Thank you brother Ji."

Gu Ji frowned slightly, watching Chi Yan drink it, because he raised his head, he naturally saw a mark on Chi Yan's neck.

After drinking water, Chi Yan's breathing calmed down a lot. Gu Ji looked at Chi Yan and said softly:

"right……"

"Did you have a nightmare?" Gu Ji's apology was cut off by Chi Yan before he could say it. He looked at Gu Ji with a faint smile on his face: "I sometimes have nightmares too, I can't tell the difference." Reality or dream."

Gu Ji could hear such an obvious comfort, but it had no effect except to make him feel more painful and guilty. He also knew very well that the balance he had managed to maintain with Chi Yan was messed up by himself.

He was too confident in the sense of security Chi Yan gave him by his side, and he was too addicted to the beauty they could maintain in the past few days. He didn't want to lose the beauty, but some things were like sand in the palm of his hand. , the tighter the grip, the faster the loss.

Because I like it, I am afraid of losing it. The longer I stay with Chi Yan, the more I am afraid and anxious. I am afraid that everything in front of me is just a dream, and I also worry about when the person in front of me will leave.

Maybe he should take medicine, Gu Ji thought so.

Gu Ji looked at Chi Yan, wanted to say something but didn't say anything in the end, then turned and went back to the bedroom, Chi Yan looked at Gu Ji's back, feeling nothing but distressed.

He is too aware of the feeling of losing everything after waking up, and every trace of pain is painful.

When Chi Yan returned to the bedroom, Gu Ji was sitting on the edge of the bed and taking medicine with his head up. His hands were trembling slightly. Seeing Chi Yan standing at the door looking at him, he threw the medicine in the drawer and said:

"I will not do it again."

Chi Yan walked over, knelt down in front of him, and gently held his hand:

"Brother Ji, I won't leave. I promised you that I will do whatever you ask me to do. During this year, unless you don't want to see me anymore, I won't leave."

Gu Ji looked at Chi Yan, fixed his eyes on the scar on his left eyebrow, and asked:

"What about after that year?"

Chi Yan didn't answer.

Chi Yan's silence made Gu Ji feel that he was a bit stupid. This question should not have been asked in the first place. It may be that the effect of the medicine has not yet taken effect, and his mind is becoming more and more unclear, so he stopped talking and lay down directly:

"Go to sleep."

Gu Ji obviously didn't want to talk anymore, so Chi Yan couldn't say anything. Ten years later, he was not a very talkative person. He squatted on the spot and looked at Gu Ji for a while before getting up and walking to the other side of the bed Lie down lightly.

Gu Ji didn't dare to sleep again all night, afraid of dreams and also afraid of going crazy, but he didn't feel too uncomfortable, he was too familiar with the days when he opened his eyes until dawn.

Perhaps the dream last night was too real, until the next day Gu Ji was still thinking about the words Chi Yan said in the dream, and the words in the dream could not be taken as real, but after Chi Yan came to him, he lost his freedom. It is an indisputable fact that he did not go.

Gu Ji enjoys and even indulges in the days when Chi Yan is by his side, even if he doesn't do anything, as long as he looks up and sees him, he feels satisfied.

But what about Chi Yan?Gu Ji didn't know how he felt, and it seemed that he had never asked Chi Yan what he thought.

Gu Ji called Ning Xiushi in the afternoon, and learned that they were still in Haicheng and hadn't gone out for nearly two weeks. Ning Xiushi didn't speak for a long time, and when Gu Ji felt that Ning Xiushi had hung up During the phone call, Ning Xiushi suddenly sighed and said:

"Gu Ji, are you planning to bring Chi Yan back just to keep him in captivity?"

Of course not, although Gu Ji had thought about this idea countless times, and even wanted to implement it countless times when he couldn't find Chi Yan, but after seeing Chi Yan, he no longer had this idea.

reluctant.

Because of Ning Xiushi's words, when Li Jun called again to ask him to go back to work as soon as possible, Gu Ji didn't refuse anymore, and returned to Beicheng with Chi Yan the next day. Fearing being recognized, he deliberately chose an evening flight .

It was early morning when we got off the plane, Gu Ji directly hailed a taxi and went back to the apartment, but when getting off the car, Gu Ji said to the driver:

"Wait here for me, I'll come down right away."

Chi Yan looked back at Gu Ji unexpectedly, only then realized that he had no plans to live with her.

There were only the two of them in the elevator late at night, Chi Yan was silent for a few seconds and asked Gu Ji:

"Brother Ji doesn't live here because of work?"

Gu Ji glanced at him sideways, and responded lightly: "The place where I live, Mr. Li sometimes passes by, and sooner or later I will bump into her when I take you there. You probably don't want to meet her."

Chi Yan didn't say anything more, although it was a reason and reasonable, but Chi Yan always felt that letting himself live here alone was not something Gu Ji would do, but Gu Ji didn't say anything, so he didn't ask.

It was already 01:30 in the morning when we entered the door, maybe it was too late, or maybe the driver was still waiting, Gu Ji didn't even plan to come in, after entering the password, he stood at the door and watched Chi Yan go in, and asked :

"The combination to the door is the date we first did it, you know."

Chi Yan nodded and said nothing.

Gu Ji looked at Chi Yan, and after a few seconds of silence, he opened his mouth:

"I'll let you know in advance when I'm coming."

After speaking, he took out a credit card and a car key from his pocket and handed them to him:

"This is a credit card, the password is the same as the door, the car is in the garage, you can open it if you want."

House, car, credit card, I will tell you in advance when I come over, such a request sounds like a package/support.

And Chi Yan doesn't like this feeling very much.

It's also strange that Chi Yan can bear it. Gu Ji said that he is a friend with benefits, but he can't accept this way of getting along. He always wants to go to bed and do that kind of thing. It's not bad, but Chi Yan endured it again and again. Unable to hold back, he looked up at Gu Ji and asked:

"What does Brother Ji think of me?"

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