The ex-boyfriend is fierce and cowardly

Chi Yan is coming back.

No one knows how long Chi Yan held the torn diary and looked at these words in the quiet second half of the night.

No one knew what he was thinking, only the aunt who came upstairs to clean up early in the morning saw Chi Yan coming out of the room she had never been in, with red eyes.

Like not sleeping all night, but also like crying.

Chi Yan didn't tell Gu Ji that he discovered his secret, something unnecessary, and Gu Ji might not be willing to let himself see his helplessness and embarrassment in the face of this relationship.

He occasionally shows weakness, but he has his own pride.

During the days when they didn't meet, the two of them would call on the phone. It was still a topic with no nutrition or content, but they could talk for half an hour without hanging up. They seemed to have broken through all the awkward barriers in one day and became Naturally, they also became easy-going, as if they never had free time, Gu Ji only occasionally went on a business trip, and Chi Yan only missed him occasionally.

As for those unpleasant things, no one mentioned them in a tacit understanding.

Because, it doesn't matter anymore.

When Gu Ji appeared in the villa the next evening, Chi Yan was sitting and drinking tea with Gu Qinghui on the balcony. Gu Qinghui was the first to see Gu Ji and smiled slightly:

"coming?"

"Dad." Gu Ji said hello out loud.

Chi Yan heard the sound and looked over, Gu Jizheng was walking over, wearing a windbreaker, with the coolness of early winter in the North City, the two people's eyes briefly met, Gu Ji seemed to smile, and then moved to greet Gu Qinghui, but Chi Yan Yan's eyes never left Gu Ji, so Gu Ji couldn't say hello to Gu Qinghui.

In the end, I interrupted the conversation with Gu Qinghui and walked up to Chi Yan. Because of the reason of sitting and standing, Gu Ji easily touched the top of Chi Yan's head. asked him:

"what happened?"

Chi Yan shook her head: "Look at you."

Gu Ji looked at Chi Yan and always felt that something was wrong.

But Chi Yan's state doesn't seem to be bad at all, even more comfortable than before he left. As for the difference now, Gu Ji can't tell exactly where it is, but it's okay, as long as it's on the good side Gu Ji doesn't mind that Chi Yan has something to hide from him.

As he said, Chi Yan is fine.

He just wanted Chi Yan to be well.

Chi Yan thought that Gu had come back, and since he hadn't been back to the villa for a long time, he wanted to have a meal with Gu Qinghui, but it was almost time for dinner, but he still greeted Gu Qinghui and prepared to leave , and Gu Qinghui seemed to have known that Gu would do this, and let them go with a wave of his hand.

There is no look of nostalgia at all.

Chi Yan felt that the two of them had something to hide from him, but he didn't ask, he just did what Gu Ji arranged, and the left and right wouldn't sell himself.

They walked the way back three days ago. When Chi Yan came here, he kept looking out of the window, he had nothing to say, and he didn't have any plans to chat with Gu Ji at this time, but he didn't look out the window, he kept looking at it. Look at Gu Ji.

Looking at Gu Ji, I naturally thought of that diary, and thought of the appearance of Gu Ji writing that diary. Although I didn't want Gu Ji to know that I found that diary, some emotions were uncontrollable, especially people. right in front of him.

"Brother Ji." Chi Yan couldn't help shouting.

"Huh?" Gu Ji glanced at him while driving: "What's wrong?"

"Stop the car on the side of the road."

Gu Ji's gaze stayed on Chi Yan's face for a few seconds this time, a little surprised, although he didn't know why Chi Yan suddenly stopped on the side of the road, but he turned the steering wheel after making sure there was no passing vehicle behind him, and quickly drove on the road. side stopped.

"Is it..." Gu already thought that Chi Yan was uncomfortable, so he turned to look at Chi Yan the first time he stopped, but Chi Yan stopped him after he started a sentence.

use your mouth.

No matter how much Gu Ji imagined, he couldn't imagine that the purpose of Chi Yan's parking was just to kiss.

Gu Ji was a little surprised, but he didn't resist such intimacy. He liked Chi Yan's active and intimate gesture towards him very much.

Because he liked it, he quickly took the initiative and pinned Chi Yan to the co-pilot's seat.

Kissing is a great exercise for lung capacity, Gu Ji thinks so, and Chi Yan who is kissed by him also thinks so.

When the two finally separated, both of them were out of breath, Gu Ji pressed his forehead against his, calmed his breath, and asked Chi Yan:

"Anything on your mind?"

Chi Yan looked at Gu Ji who was close at hand, leaned over and kissed again, and said:

"No."

Gu Ji naturally didn't believe it, but he had already compromised with himself, and he didn't ask if Chi Yan didn't say anything, as long as he was doing well, there was nothing wrong with it, so he just smiled and changed the subject:

"That's what you want?"

Chi Yan didn't expect Gu Ji to think of that aspect, so he also smiled:

"Brother Ji wants to be here?"

Gu Ji pinched his ears: "Let's talk about it next time, go back first."

Chi Yan was just saying that he didn't have the guts to really do anything here, and it wasn't that he didn't dare, but he simply didn't want to cause any trouble to Gu Ji. Although he didn't want to stay in the entertainment industry, but now after all He was still in it, if he was photographed, and he performed these things with a man, there would inevitably be a bloodbath.

And Chi Yan didn't want him to encounter those.

Perhaps because of the kiss just now, Chi Yan felt that Gu Ji seemed a little anxious to go home today.

Chi Yan thinks this is not a strange thing, after all, he hasn't done it for ten years, and now he is just starting to eat meat, so he must be more anxious about this matter, maybe this is the reason why he doesn't eat with Gu Qinghui.

To be honest, Chi Yan thought about it herself.

I want to get in touch with Gu Ji in the most intimate way.

When there is nowhere to express some emotions, body language will be a good channel for catharsis.

The contents of that diary made Chi Yan feel a strong emotion after seeing it. He wanted to do many things and say many things, but he didn't know what to do, and some words were too much for him. Not suitable to say.

So he just wanted to have a crazy time with Gu Ji.

You can be crazy.

But Gu Ji obviously didn't have such a plan. After entering the door and changing his shoes, he said to Chi Yan behind him:

"Go wash your hands."

So calm and indifferent that Chi Yan couldn't hold back and asked:

"Don't do it?"

Gu Ji looked at him and smiled, and replied: "No."

Chi Yan was a little surprised, but Gu Ji didn't give him much time. He took the slippers and put them in front of him: "Change your shoes, wash your hands, and eat."

An accident was an accident, but Chi Yan wouldn't ask why, it was still a long time, if he didn't do it after returning to the bedroom, it would not be too late for him to ask, so he changed his shoes with a smile, and followed Gu Ji to the bathroom Go, at the corner, Gu Ji looked back at the kitchen, and Chi Yan followed his movements to look at it, but didn't find anything strange, so he asked:

"What are you looking at?"

"It's nothing." Gu Ji went into the bathroom.

The two squeezed together in front of the sink to wash their hands, foaming and rinsing together, childishly like a child, Gu Ji looked up at Chi Yan in the mirror who was washing his hands with his head down, and found that he seemed really happy today, at least from seeing himself From the beginning, the smile on the corner of his mouth never stopped.

I don't know what happy things happened, but Gu Ji likes Chi Yan like this very much.

When Chi Yan looked up, he found that Gu Ji was looking at him. The two exchanged glances in the mirror, but neither of them spoke.

The two washed their hands together and went out. The dining table was already full of food. Chi Yan took a look and was a little surprised:

"When did Brother Ji come back? Did you pick me up after cooking?"

Gu Ji didn't speak, just sat down.

Chi Yan also sat down, but after taking a bite with chopsticks, she felt something was wrong, the dish was still hot.

It takes three hours to go back and forth from the apartment where Gu Ji lived to the villa, there is really no way to guarantee that these dishes are still hot, and...

Chi Yan looked up at Gu Ji, and Gu Ji also looked at Chi Yan with a faint smile on his lips.

"Brother Ji..." Chi Yan's throat tightened suddenly: "This..."

"What?" Gu Ji asked him.

"You didn't cook this dish."

Gu Ji leaned on the back of the chair and looked at Chi Yan, smiling slightly: "Who did that?"

"grandmother……"

"Give money, give money, give money!" The familiar and noisy voice suddenly sounded in Chi Yan's ear, Chi Yan subconsciously looked in the direction of the sound, Chu Yiqi pestered grandma out of the kitchen: "I'll just say My brother Yan will find out who made this dish. If you still don’t believe me, you lose, right? Give me the money.”

The old lady didn't bother to pay attention to Chu Yiqi at all, she looked at Chi Yan the first time she came out of the kitchen, now she came over and stood in front of the dining table to look at the dumbfounded Chi Yan, and asked him with a smile:

"Miss grandma?"

Chi Yan subconsciously stood up from his seat, looking at Chu Yiqi and the old lady who shouldn't be here, his eyes were full of disbelief, and he wanted to say something, but when the words came to his mouth, he found that they were choked up. Unable to speak out, he could only look at Gu Ji.

And Gu Ji sat in that position all the time, his expression and movements didn't change at all, looking at him, there was a gentle smile on his brows and eyes.

Chi Yan suddenly understood why Gu Ji had a temporary job, why he didn't take him there, and why he brought him back in such a hurry without even eating.

He quietly went to Nanhe City, and brought the old lady and Chu Yiqi over.

As for why he did this, Chi Yan felt that he didn't need to ask, because the answer was already obvious.

"Grandma..." Chi Yan called out.

Chu Yiqi ran over and stood beside Chi Yan to feel his presence: "Where is me? Did Brother Yan see me?"

Long time no see, even the 'castrated' Chi Yan sounded much more friendly, without even correcting him, he raised his hand and rubbed Chu Yiqi's head:

"I saw it."

"Grandma made a bet with me, saying that you can't remember the taste of her dishes. I said you still remember. We made a bet of 100 yuan, but the old lady seems to be reneging on her debt now." Chu Yiqi Glancing at the old lady, he said to Chi Yan, "Brother Yan, go and help me get back."

The old lady glared at him: "Don't be annoying."

"It's obvious that you are playing tricks, so how did you become annoying to me?" Chu Yiqi was not convinced: "You can't bully people just because you are old."

"You brat!" The old lady walked over quickly: "You won't pay the rent for three days, right? You see, I won't deal with you."

Seeing that the situation was not good, Chu Yiqi ran away immediately. Although the old lady had a minor operation before, she recovered quite well and did not affect any movements. At least she seemed to be chasing Chu Yiqi very neatly. Chi Yan just looked at it like that Looking at the most normal scene before, he smiled slowly.

A few seconds later, he turned his head to look at Gu Ji, just watching, without speaking for a long time.

Gu Ji also looked at him, and asked him with a smile: "Are you happy?"

Chi Yan walked around the dining table and sat down beside Gu Ji, held Gu Ji's hand on his lap, and said:

"Thank you bro."

Gu Jifan took his hand, squeezed it, and said nothing.

To be honest, Gu Ji doesn't want anyone to disturb his and Chi Yan's current life, he just wants the two of them to spend a good time together, but the 7 years of living in Nanhe City are equally important to Chi Yan.

Gu Ji's contract will expire in less than a year. During this time, Gu Ji cannot be with Chi Yan 24 hours a day, and Chi Yan's state really makes him worry.

Gu Qinghui's place is of course also a good choice, but after all, I haven't seen him in ten years, and Chi Yan has to carefully cover up all the changes in front of him, Gu Ji is reluctant to give up.

Grandma and Chu Yiqi are different, they have been with Chi Yan for 7 years, Chi Yan will be more comfortable with them, and they are very important existences to Chi Yan.

What is important to Chi Yan, Gu Ji will also take it seriously.

Chu Yiqi was chased by his grandmother and ran over again, wanting Chi Yan to protect him, but accidentally saw the two holding hands under the table, and smiled instantly, so happy that the old lady Even more angry, he came over and gave him a slap.

"What are you laughing at?" the old lady asked him.

Chu Yiqi rubbed the back of his head after being beaten, and still smiled: "I'm happy, very, very happy."

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This meal was the busiest meal Chi Yan had ever eaten since he came to Beicheng. He could hardly get in the way. It was Chu Yiqi who was talking about it. He said that the barbecue street in Nanhe City had recently been checked for environmental protection. , said that he had replaced his takeaway car with a new one, and he could take more orders a day, and said that after Brother Yan left Nanhe City, he and his grandma missed him very much.

"You don't know." Chu Yiqi swallowed the lion's head in his mouth, looked at Chi Yan and said, "Grandma once dreamed of you, and she ran into my room in the middle of the night and woke me up, asking me to call you , Said that she thinks you are unhappy."

Chi Yan was stunned for a moment when he heard the words, and even Gu Ji's movements stopped, but the old lady hit Chu Yiqi when he heard the words:

"Eat your meal, so many delicious things can't stop your mouth."

"Tell me what's wrong." Chu Yiqi didn't take it seriously, and looked at Chi Yan: "But in the end I still didn't call you, it's not that I didn't want to, it's because grandma realized that this was just a dream, and I'm afraid it will disturb your rest, so I won't let you call me again." I'm worried that something is wrong with her old man."

Chi Yan looked at the old lady, and wanted to say something, but was stopped by the old lady:

"When people are old, they have too many dreams. I just scare myself, and I can't take it seriously."

As he spoke, he glanced at Gu Ji, then turned around and asked Chi Yan with a smile, "Xiao Yan, are you doing well here?"

"I'm very good grandma." Chi Yan said, "Don't worry about me."

"Okay." The old lady smiled.

Chi Yan can still feel the old lady's worry about herself. She is an old lady whose roots are in Nanhe City and will not come out easily. Such a big city is out of place for her. There is no square dancing of old ladies of the same age, and no left The neighbor on the right side, but she still came.

Maybe she knew very well that if she was really good, Gu Ji would not have gone over to pick her up.

After the meal, the old lady was going to wash the dishes, but Gu Ji stopped her, Chi Yan refused to let the old lady do it, and asked Chu Yiqi and the old lady to go to the living room together, and helped Gu Ji take all the dishes and chopsticks to the kitchen.

The dishes and chopsticks were put in the dishwasher, but as soon as the switch was pressed, Chi Yan pressed Gu Ji against the refrigerator and kissed him.

Gu Ji was only stunned for a moment, and then he smiled and indulged his actions.

He understands and understands the emotions that have been stirring in Chi Yan's heart since seeing the old lady appear, which is probably the same as when he saw Chi Yan ten years later at the door of the hotel room for the first time a few months ago. what to do to him.

"Brother Yan, the remote control is here...I rely on you." Chu Yiqi's voice and figure appeared at the door at the same time, then stopped quickly, and left at the speed of light.

Chi Yan ignored Chu Yiqi, but in the end he let go of Gu Ji, pressed his forehead against his, and said in a hoarse voice:

"Chu Yiqi is too annoying."

"Yeah." Gu Ji smiled: "It's a little bit."

"Brother Ji." After Chi Yan yelled, he didn't move for a few seconds. After a while, he hugged Gu Ji and said, "I like you very much."

Gu Ji didn't move, just patted Chi Yan's lower back in this posture, and then kissed his ear sideways: "I know."

Grandma and Chu Yiqi were still sitting in the living room, it was impossible for Gu Yan to let Chi Yan stay with him in the kitchen all the time, so he chased him away:

"Go to accompany grandma. If you are tired, go to the house opposite to rest. The password is 6 and 6."

"Huh?" Chi Yan didn't expect such an arrangement, and was stunned: "Brother Ji bought two sets?"

"No." Gu Ji said: "The door opposite belongs to Ning Xiushi. When he bought it, he said he wanted to be a neighbor, but he never moved here. It is still vacant, and he borrowed it to live in."

Chi Yan smiled: "Actually, there's no need to be so troublesome, you can just stay at home."

"No." Gu Ji looked at Chi Yan: "Some things are inconvenient."

Gu Ji didn't say what was inconvenient, but Chi Yan knew it, so he smiled and said nothing:

"Then I'll talk to grandma first, and then take them to rest."

"Well, let's go."

Chu Yiqi bumped into someone she shouldn't have bumped into, and blushed like a monkey's ass. Seeing Chi Yan approaching, she didn't know where to put her eyes. On the contrary, Chi Yan, the person who was bumped into, was fine. Sitting beside grandma like a human being.

They didn't talk much that night. After all, grandma was old, and she was exhausted from traveling all day, so Chi Yan chatted with her for a while and took them to the opposite house. Gu Ji came out to say hello. He sent them to the door and didn't go there, thinking they wanted to have a good talk, but he didn't want Chi Yan to just take them to familiarize themselves with the environment, tell them to take a good rest, and then come back.

Gu Ji was not in the kitchen or the living room, so Chi Yan went to the bedroom, but there was no one in the bedroom, but the sound of water coming from the bathroom.

Gu Ji was taking a shower, Chi Yan didn't know when he had learned a bad habit from Gu Ji, he pushed the door in without knocking, and under Gu Ji's gaze, quickly took off his clothes one by one, and walked towards him past.

Gu Ji smiled and watched him walking step by step, welcomed him with open arms, pressed him against the wall and kissed him at the same time, said:

"Wait a minute and don't beg for mercy."

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