The ex-boyfriend is fierce and cowardly

This night Chi Yan slept very well as expected, Gu Ji was crazy like a wild horse, Chi Yan felt that his physical strength was enough to fight, but facing Gu Ji who hadn't eaten meat for ten years was still a little bit It's not enough to watch, the time of being tossed is a bit too long.

Not to mention nightmares, consciousness is almost gone.

It was almost noon when I woke up, my shoulders were hurting, and my whole body was hurting. No matter how many years passed, Gu Ji’s biting habit still couldn’t be changed. spread.

However, it is also very fun.

Woke up, but not very willing to move, physically and mentally a bit lazy, Chi Yan just let himself lie on the bed and stared at the ceiling for a long time, thinking about the point where his face was blushing and his heart was beating last night The thing, the memory is still very vivid up to now, and the whole process is also remembered, but Chi Yan thinks more about Gu Ji's sentence:

"I don't care anymore, just be good."

No one understands Gu Ji's temperament better than Chi Yan. He cannot let go of his stubbornness about answers easily, and he is also a person who wants to understand everything. But even so, he still compromised, as if he had suddenly changed himself, maybe It was what Ning Xiu said to him last night, but Chi Yan felt that it was more about his own state.

Even he himself feels that his condition is very bad, let alone Gu Ji who gets along day and night.

They know each other better than themselves.

It was impossible not to get up, Chi Yan finally got up after a few minutes, the discomfort of sitting up suddenly made him frowned, then smiled, got up and went to the bathroom, stood in front of the sink and saw himself in the mirror , Chi Yan couldn't ignore the sharp tooth marks on his shoulder, touched it with his hand, and couldn't help laughing.

like a dog.

Just after brushing his teeth, when he was bending over to wash his face, the door of the bathroom was pushed open. Before he could raise his eyes, someone pinched his waist. Chi Yan smiled and ignored it. It was indeed a bit sore. Very comfortable.

"Did you sleep well?" Gu Ji asked.

"Yeah." Chi Yan straightened up, took out two cleansing towels to wipe his face, and looked at Gu Ji in the mirror: "It's pretty good."

"Does it hurt?" Gu Ji asked again.

Chi Yan turned around and looked at him face to face, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, he said, "It's very cool."

Gu Ji also smiled, and pinched his ears: "Come out and eat."

"it is good."

The food was already set on the dining table, and at first glance it was Gu Ji's handwriting, but the smile that Chi Yan always had on his mouth deepened when he saw the cushion on his seat, and he touched his nose in embarrassment:

"Brother Ji, it's not necessary, is it?"

"You know whether it hurts or not." Gu Ji said, "If you feel comfortable, you don't have to sit."

Chi Yan raised her eyebrows, remembering the moment she felt when she just got up and sat up, did she not refuse, she sat down:

"Thank you bro."

Gu Ji glanced at him and sat down opposite Chi Yan.

The atmosphere between the two of them today is too good.

It's not the kind of deliberate, barely maintained peace, a sport of love, you can pamper the other person to sleep in, and you will have a delicious lunch when you wake up, chatting at the dinner table, there is no need for any special topics, you can easily Ordinary can also be very homely, as if they have lived in a normal way for many years.

Infiltrate all the heat into the ordinary life like water.

"Brother Ji, this dish is a bit salty." Chi Yan said to Gu Ji after taking a bite of chili fried pork.

Gu Ji raised his eyes and glanced at him lightly: "I don't know if the vegetables are salty or not, but you deserve a beating."

Chi Yan smiled: "Why don't people say it's not delicious? So overbearing?"

"Don't eat it." Gu already brought the fried pork with chili on the table in front of him, very much like them who were scrambling for something to eat at the table many years ago.

Chi Yan glanced at Gu Ji, and without saying a word, stretched out the chopsticks and picked up another piece of meat. Gu Ji glanced at him and smiled, but finally pushed the plate in front of him, and said:

"After dinner, I'll take you to my father's house for two days."

"Huh?" Chi Yan looked up at Gu Ji suspiciously, and asked with a smile, "What do you mean, Brother Ji, you just ate and cleaned up last night, and you're sending me away today? Isn't that good?"

"It's not very good, how about I eat it again?"

"Come on." Chi Yan raised an eyebrow at him: "Brother Ji can come here however he wants."

Once this person gets mad, he can't control it. Gu Ji didn't bother to talk to him, so he changed the subject directly:

"I'm going to another place to take a picture temporarily. It may take three days to go back and forth. Don't follow me. My dad has been nagging you for several days. Take advantage of this time to go back and be with him."

"Why didn't I know you had other jobs?"

It's no wonder that Chi Yan was suspicious, because during the time Chi Yan was by Gu Ji's side, he knew his work schedule like the palm of his hand, and his recent work was all in Beicheng, so there was no need to go out, but even if asked by Chi Yan, Gu Ji Already very indifferent:

"A temporary arrangement."

"Then why can't I go?"

Gu Ji stared at Chi Yan, and Chi Yan also looked at Gu Ji. After a few seconds, Gu Ji looked away and continued to eat, and said lightly: "I'm afraid your butt hurts."

Chi Yan: "..."

"If you haven't eaten meat for ten years, you will suddenly want to eat meat, three meals a day." Gu Ji asked him: "Do you understand what I mean?"

Chi Yan smiled: "Understood."

"That's good."

After dinner, Gu Ji went to wash the dishes, instead of asking Chi Yan to help, he asked him to pack some clothes and take them back to the villa. Chi Yan responded but did not move, and sat lazily on the sofa chair in front of the French window to bask in the sun. It seems that it has been a long time since I have been in such a comfortable mood.

Gu Ji let him go and let him relax, although he knew that some things would not stop there, but fortunately Chi Yan was satisfied at this time, sometimes he didn't want to think too far, sometimes he wanted to live in the present.

Like this moment.

When Gu Ji came out of the kitchen, he found that Chi Yan was drowsy on the sofa chair. He walked over and touched the top of his head: "Sleepy?"

"No." Chi Yan replied lazily, "I just don't want to move."

Gu Ji's hand slipped to his ear and pinched it: "Then sleep at my dad's place, I don't have much time, I'll take you there now."

"I can go there by myself."

"No." Gu Ji said, "I'll see you off."

Chi Yan opened his eyes and looked at him, without saying a word, he smiled slowly.

In fact, Gu Ji only went back and forth for two or three days, and he came back soon. There was really no need for Chi Yan to go to Gu Qinghui's place, but Gu Ji insisted, and Chi Yan didn't say anything else. He probably knew Gu Qinghui's place. Why is it arranged like this.

It was his previous state that made him too uneasy.

Since Gu has made such an arrangement, Chi Yan does not reject it, and is willing to let him rest assured.

Chi Yan still didn't pick up his clothes, Gu Ji asked if he needed to help him collect them, Chi Yan shook his head: "No, I'll just wear yours."

Gu Qinghui has a lot of Gu Ji's clothes, they are about the same size, and the clothes can be mixed together, Gu Ji nodded without saying anything, went to the cloakroom to get a coat for Chi Yan to put on.

The room is very warm, but it is the beginning of winter. As soon as I walked out of the apartment, I was hit by the cold wind from the northern city. Gu already walked in front and took a look at Chi Yan, then turned around and came back to put the hat on him:

"Are you still worried about wearing a hat with your hairstyle?"

Chi Yan was amused by his words: "I'm not afraid, but I don't feel very manly."

Gu Ji glanced at him: "I wasn't very manly last night."

"...That's not my problem." Chi Yan said, "It's because Brother Ji is too aggressive."

"Shut up." Gu Ji didn't bother to talk to him any more, and walked away, Chi Yan followed behind him with a smile.

On the way back to the villa, Chi Yan sat on the co-pilot's seat and looked out the window without saying a word. Gu Ji glanced sideways at him several times without disturbing him.

He is very clear that Chi Yan's current state is fine, but it's just a comparison with the previous two days. Chi Yan received the message he sent to him yesterday, and there is a further intimacy between the two of them. In front of him, Chi Yan's happiness and relaxation are not feigned.

But this doesn't mean that he's all right, as long as he is given a space to be by himself, those things will still overwhelm him, which is why Gu Ji wanted to go out by himself, but Chi Yan came back to accompany Gu Qinghui s reason.

He didn't want Chi Yan to be alone, he felt sorry for Chi Yan like that.

Gu Qinghui should have gotten the news early on, when Gu Ji and Chi Yan entered the door, he was already waiting at the entrance, sitting in a wheelchair smiling, Chi Yan greeted, Gu Qinghui nodded with a smile, and then said hello Gu Ji, who didn't even change his shoes behind him, said:

"Hurry up and go, since the person has been sent back, it's nothing to do with you."

Gu Ji glanced at Chi Yan who was already standing behind Gu Qinghui, then at the cheerful Gu Qinghui, and smiled:

"Okay, don't disturb your father and son, I'm leaving."

After saying this, he opened the door and went out. Of course Chi Yan knew that he was not really emotional, but he still didn't expect him to leave in such a hurry. Gu Qinghui seemed to see what he was thinking, and patted his hand:

"Go and see, we won't see each other for two days."

Chi Yan didn't refuse, and she didn't feel any embarrassment, and stepped out.

When Chi Yan opened the door to go out, Gu Ji had already got into the car, seeing that he didn't get out, he just lowered the car window and looked at him: "What's the matter?"

"Ah." Chi Yan looked at him and smiled, "I'll see you off."

"How?" Gu Ji asked him.

Chi Yan glanced around, made sure there was no one there, then bent slightly and leaned in from the car window, took a superficial kiss with him, and said:

"Peace and success."

Gu Ji stared at him for a few seconds, couldn't hold back the back of his head and deepened the kiss, and finally bit him unwillingly before ending: "Wait for me to come back."

"Okay." Chi Yan touched his lips, pulled out and stood up.

There really isn't enough time to stay any longer, Gu Ji didn't say anything, just turned around and left, Chi Yan watched Gu Ji's car disappear from sight before walking back to the villa.

Gu has not lied to Chi Yan, Gu Qinghui really misses Chi Yan, anyway, this is his son, and he hasn't seen him for ten years, now he finally came back and always wanted to talk more, but Gu Qinghui didn't Dare to tell Chi Yan directly that he was worried about his psychological burden, so he called Gu Ji and told him to bring Chi Yan back for a short stay when he had time.

Now that Chi Yan is back, although Gu Ji has something to do, he does not delay the relationship between the two of them. Chi Yan accompanies Gu Qinghui to play with flowers and plants on the balcony, passing a water bottle and scissors from time to time, but it is also leisurely. .

Gu Qinghui smiled and asked him:

"It's boring, isn't it?"

"No." Chi Yan sat on the small bench next to him, a little cramped: "It's quite comfortable."

"Well, people should be more at ease, just like these flowers and plants, they can grow as they like. If there are some bad places, just cut them off and don't want them. Sometimes you can get rid of unnecessary things to be more complete. If the branches are not cut off, it will only be a burden and affect its original growth."

Chi Yan listened quietly, watching Gu Qinghui pruning a potted holly tree round and peaceful, before saying something after a long time:

"But sometimes the cut branches will take root elsewhere."

Gu Qinghui looked back at Chi Yan and smiled:

"Then eradicate it, it's no big deal, we cut it off to make the original one healthier, not to make it take root and sprout, and we don't need to care about the minor details."

Chi Yan smiled slightly:

"Uncle Gu knows I'm coming today?"

"Yeah." Gu Qinghui slid the wheelchair, went to another potted plant, put down the scissors, picked up the water bottle and sprayed it twice: "Xiaoji came last night and said that today I will send you to stay for two days. When you talk, you look cautious, as if you are some kind of fragile glass."

Gu Ji had dinner with Ning Xiushi yesterday, and he got home around 9 o'clock, so he didn't have enough time, so Chi Yan didn't expect that Gu Ji would go back to the villa during the period.

"He also said something to me." Gu Qinghui put down the kettle and turned the wheelchair to look at him, smiling slightly: "He said he reconciled with himself, as long as you are well."

Chi Yan waited for a few seconds to look at the sunset sky outside the window, the beauty was dazzling, so she also smiled and said:

"It's going to be fine, we're all going to be fine."

That night Chi Yan still went to Gu Ji's room. He didn't bring anything back, so he just wore Gu Ji's clothes and used Gu Ji's. When he was lying on the bed after washing up, Gu Ji's phone just happened to come. Answered with a glance:

"Brother already."

"Yeah." Gu Ji's voice was obviously tired, and he asked, "Ready to sleep?"

"Just lay down, where is Brother Ji?"

"Almost." Gu Ji said: "I just arrived at the hotel, I washed up and went to sleep."

"Will you be working hard tomorrow?"

"Fortunately."

I talked on the phone for 15 minutes, talking about trivial things, not nutritious, or even content, but even so, no one was willing to hang up. They haven't seen each other for ten years, and they have been in an extremely awkward situation since they reunited. In such a state, it is hard to get along normally now, and everyone wants to indulge for a while longer.

But later Chi Yan ended the call first, he had nothing to do tomorrow, but Gu Ji still had to work, so he still said good night:

"Wait until Brother Ji comes back, let's go rest now."

"I'm afraid it won't work." Gu Ji said, "I have other things to do when I go back."

"What's the matter?" Chi Yan didn't understand Gu Ji's point: "Is there any other work going on?"

"Yes." Gu Ji's voice suddenly sank, like a feather gliding gently over Chi Yan's heart, Chi Yan heard him say: "On the bed."

Chi Yan reacted for two seconds and smiled: "Okay, I'll wait for Brother Ji to come back."

"Call me if you can't sleep." Gu Ji finally said.

Chi Yan was silent for a few seconds: "Okay."

Familiar room, comfortable and easy to fall asleep and chat, and Gu Qinghui downstairs who cares about himself, this should be an environment that is easy to relax, and it should also be a good night's dream, but some things will always be stitched together, At 3 o'clock in the morning, Chi Yan was awakened by a nightmare again.

Before meeting that person at dinner with Cheng Hu, Chi Yan hadn't had that dream for a long time. He stubbornly believed that ten years could erase his weight in Gu Ji's heart. Almost killed a disgusting person, time can always erase everything.

But the continuous nightmares in the past few days told Chi Yan that he hadn't forgotten that the demon was just suppressed by himself, and as the tip of the iceberg showed, he began to act unscrupulously again.

Every time he woke up, he felt that his hands were covered with sticky blood.

Every time he woke up from the dream, he thought he was still in that prison without freedom.

Chi Yan sat quietly on the bed to ease her breathing, got up and got out of bed when she was almost out of the dream, opened the door and went out, went downstairs to get a bottle of water, walked upstairs slowly and returned to the room suddenly He stopped and looked back at the closed door behind him.

After returning to Beicheng, this is the second time that Chi Yan has come back to live in the villa, but he never thought of visiting his former room. One is that there is nothing to see, and he was already in the second half of his senior year when he made this place his home. During the semester, there are not many things left here, and secondly, I am really not in the mood.

But now, maybe because he couldn't sleep, or maybe he was just bored, he still pushed the door open.

After turning on the light, there was nothing special in the room. It seemed to be the same as when he left. His senior year exercises were still on the desk, very clean and without any dust.

Chi Yan walked over and pulled out the chair to sit down, turned on the desk lamp, and looked back at the bed, as if he could still see the boy who didn't study well back then just pretending to be studying with him while hugging the book The appearance of a big sleep.

They were always like this at that time, you were with me, I was with you, warm and sincere, nothing seemed to separate them.

They also thought that nothing could separate them.

But after all, it was still blank for ten years.

Chi Yan slowly got up and walked over to lie down where Gu Ji had been. When she raised her hand to put her arms behind her head, she accidentally felt something under the pillow. Chi Yan got up and took it out. It was a notebook.

He had a premonition that it might contain Gu Ji's past of the past ten years, he hesitated for a moment, but he opened it uncontrollably.

But Chi Yan guessed wrong, this notebook has been torn up a lot, but even if Chi Yan didn't see the torn content, he could still guess what it was. More is distressed.

He felt sorry for the young man who could only express his emotions in his notes.

But as Chi Yan turned the pages, he was quickly replaced by another emotion.

Those anger and resentment were torn away by Gu Ji, but some were not, and they would never be torn away.

It's like they still love each other after all these years.

May 201X

Chi Yan, please be safe.

May 201X

Chi Yan wants to be healthy.

May 201X

Chi Yan wants to be happy.

May 201X

Chi Yan wants to go smoothly.

……

Chi Yan wants to be at ease.

Chi Yan is coming back.

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