The ex-boyfriend is fierce and cowardly

Whether it is for Chi Yan or Gu Ji, this night is destined to be difficult.

Gu Ji sealed himself off, curled up in that corner, motionless as if abandoned by the world, Chi Yan guarded him all night, not daring to leave.

Chi Yan turned his head stiffly and glanced in the direction of the French windows when there was a slight whiteness outside the window.

Today should be fine weather.

The phone rang countless times in the living room, and Chi Yan didn't look at it.

It doesn't matter anymore, no matter who sent those photos scattered on the ground, or who made the phone call, it doesn't matter anymore, nothing is more important than Gu Ji now.

But the most important person to him was injured.

But Chi Yan didn't know how to mend him.

Chi Yan looked out of the window for a while, then looked back at Gu Ji, he realized that this could not go on like this, they had to move, or talk.

Chi Yan moved first, just when he propped up his right leg and was about to stand up, Gu Ji, who had not moved all night, suddenly reached out and grabbed his sleeve. Chi Yan looked at him and could feel his cautiousness, So Chi Yan also became cautious, and gently grabbed Gu Ji's wrist.

"Brother Ji." Chi Yan called Gu Ji softly.

Chi Yan thought that Gu Ji would say something, but he didn't. He even let go of Chi Yan after a few seconds, and shrank back again. Chi Yan was silent for a few seconds without surprise, and he didn't force Gu Ji, he understood Gu Ji's words Move what you want to say.

That secret was indeed revealed in front of Gu Ji. He knew why Chi Yan left and what he couldn't say, but he didn't know what he had experienced in these years. Gu Ji definitely wanted to know. For three years, I also want to know how he spent the seven years after three years.

But he didn't dare, at least at this moment, he didn't dare to think about what Chi Yan had experienced, he was too scared.

Chi Yan understood Gu Ji, understood his thoughts, and understood his retreat, so he didn't say anything, but coaxed him softly:

"Brother Ji, let's get up first, I'll take you to take a bath, and then bandage the wound on your hand, okay?"

The bedroom was in a mess, it was Gu Ji who smashed it, venting like that, those madness, it is impossible not to get hurt, but Chi Yan let it go all night without dealing with it, because he knew that Gu Ji's heart hurt more than his body.

He also needs physical pain to distract a little heart pain.

But Gu Ji still didn't move as if he didn't hear it. Chi Yan waited for a while and still didn't wait for his action, but he didn't want to let Gu Ji go like this anymore. It was meaningless. One night was almost enough, but just Just when Chi Yan was about to get up and wanted to forcefully pull him up, Gu Ji made a sound.

"Chi Yan..." Gu Ji's voice was still ugly, hoarse, muffled, as if forced out.

"I'm here, brother Ji." Chi Yan, who planned to be tough, softened his voice the first time Gu Ji spoke, as if he was afraid of startling him.

"I'm in so much pain." Gu Ji slowly raised his head to look at Chi Yan, his eyes that hadn't slept all night were scarier and redder than when he went crazy yesterday, but no matter how scary, when he looked at Chi Yan, he let it go softly Very soft: "I just think about what you have endured, and the pain is almost unbearable. How much pain should it be for you who endured all this?"

Chi Yan didn't move, and stayed silent for a few seconds before approaching him, clasped the back of his head with one hand, pressed his forehead against his, and shook his head lightly:

"I don't hurt, brother Ji, you don't hurt either, we'll be fine."

"I can imagine how confused you were at that time, but you still pretended to be firm as if you could bear everything. You must be in pain, very painful, very painful." Gu Ji said: "I can feel it."

"Brother already..."

"The kind of pain that is separated from the original life, the kind of pain that hurts the person who should be hurt, but still has nightmares, the kind of pain that goes to the prison and suppresses all the incompatibility with the surroundings, I can feel it... ..." Gu Ji closed his eyes, and tears flowed slowly from the corners of his eyes: "You should have a bright future, you should be radiant, your bright future, your dreams are all gone, how can you not feel pain? Chi Yan, that is Your whole life! It will never be possible to repeat your whole life."

Chi Yan smiled slightly:

"Brother Ji, why do I have to do it all over again? Isn't my whole life in your hands?"

Gu already opened his eyes and looked at him, his eyes full of distress but he didn't speak, Chi Yan scratched the hair on the back of his head:

"I don't need others to think that I am radiant. I just want to shine in your hands. My brother Ji will never let me go because I have been in prison, right?"

Gu Ji is still silent, it is impossible for him not to want Chi Yan, it is impossible for him to not want this person in front of him in his life, it has nothing to do with what this person has done for him, he just wants this person, after knowing what Chi Yan has done for him Before the incident, he had already wanted him.

Now like this, even the flesh and blood are connected together, he doesn't want Chi Yan?Unless he doesn't want to live anymore.

"It's okay if you don't, you have to support me for the rest of your life, and I will depend on you." Chi Yan leaned over to touch his lips, and smiled: "Get up, bro, I've been sitting all night, I My legs are going to be numb."

Gu Ji didn't move, but when Chi Yan got up and pulled him up, Gu Ji didn't resist either. Chi Yan smiled and took his hand to the guest room, the master bedroom was smashed and there was no room for him at all.

Chi Yan took Gu Ji to the shower room, and when he was about to undress him, Gu Ji raised his hand, Chi Yan didn't care, and took off his whole body, he was also very tired.

At any time in the past, as long as two people stood in the steaming shower room at the same time, something would happen, and I couldn't help it, but today the two of them were very quiet, and neither of them had any plans to do anything.

They are all too tired.

After staying up all night, the body is tired, and the heart is also tired.

After taking a shower and returning to the bedroom, Chi Yan went to get the medicine box and handed Gu Ji a glass of water by the way. Gu Ji looked at him, and Chi Yan smiled:

"Your voice is so hoarse, drink some water."

Chi Yan asked him to drink, and Gu Ji drank it. Chi Yan watched him drink up the water in the cup, then put it back on the bedside table, and then carefully disinfected and applied medicine to the wound on Gu Ji's hand.

Gu Ji just looked at Chi Yan like that, without blinking his eyes for a long time, until Chi Yan bandaged his hands and raised his head to meet Gu Ji's gaze, then he hurriedly retracted.

Chi Yan didn't care, and kissed him lightly on the forehead: "Brother Ji, sleep for a while, I'll watch over you."

Gu Ji didn't want to sleep, but Chi Yan added an appropriate amount of sleep aid medicine into the water glass. Gu Ji was exhausted physically and mentally after a long day and couldn't hold on. Looking at the ceiling, he slowly closed his eyes.

Chi Yan turned sideways and stared at Gu Ji for a while, then said softly:

"Brother Ji, get well soon."

After saying this, Chi Yan remained silent for a while before carefully getting out of bed. He couldn't sleep, and didn't want to sleep.

The cell phone in the living room was still ringing, Chi Yan picked it up and took a look, it had already hung up, everyone had calls, but he didn't want to pay attention to it, and didn't have the energy to reply, he sat down on the sofa, leaned tiredly Close your eyes on the back of your chair.

Tired, tired everywhere.

He tried to think that it would not be easy when the truth was revealed, but he never thought that it would be as overwhelming as it is now.

In the past, he was still too confident, he said he could heal Gu Ji, but when it came to this moment, he realized that there was too little he could do, he seemed to be unable to do anything except guard.

Chi Yan opened his eyes when the doorbell rang, and walked over after half a minute's delay. Seeing Ning Xiushi's face displayed on the doorbell, Chi Yan walked over to open the door.

As soon as the genius came to light, Ning Xiu came over with breakfast. Seeing Chi Yan's sleepless face, he opened his mouth and wanted to ask something, but he didn't think it was necessary. He guessed what Chi Yan had experienced last night. Gu Ji couldn't be seen in the living room, so he didn't ask again, but Chi Yan knew what he was worried about:

"I took some sleep aid medicine and just fell asleep."

"How can there be medicine to help sleep at home?" Ning Xiushi asked.

Chi Yan didn't speak, but Ning Xiushi understood. Some time ago, Gu already said to himself that Chi Yan's sleep quality was very bad, and he was often awakened by nightmares. Perhaps since then, Chi Yan has been taking sleep aids of the drug.

Ning Xiushi didn't say anything, put the breakfast on the dining table, looked at Chi Yan:

"I know you don't have much appetite, but eat a little bit."

Chi Yan's footsteps, which were about to walk towards the living room, stopped when he heard the words, and walked over in silence for a few seconds.

He really doesn't have much appetite, and he doesn't think he can eat it, but since he came back after receiving the news of Mr. Li's accident yesterday, he has eaten nothing except a simple meal on the plane , Gu Ji didn't know when he would be able to recover, he couldn't fall down anymore.

Chi Yan's food tasted like chewing wax, but he still put it in his own mouth. Ning Xiushi went to the bedroom to look around, and was not surprised by the mess inside, and then went to the guest bedroom to take a look at Gu Ji, and saw that although he Mei Mei was still asleep, then carefully backed out and returned to the dining room.

"Last night, was it hard?" Ning Xiushi sat opposite Chi Yan and looked at him.

Chi Yan stopped and froze for a few seconds, then shook his head after a while:

"It's not hard."

He will not find it hard to do things related to Gu Ji.

"How about the hospital?"

"Don't worry." Ning Xiushi said: "Brother Hu has already passed away, Chu Yiqi also called and said that he will be there soon, Uncle Gu also woke up, knowing that you and Gu have returned home, he didn't say anything, Just say, if it's convenient for me, come and see."

Chi Yan smiled slightly, but Ning Xiushi broke the ridiculousness before she could maintain it:

"Don't laugh, I look so uncomfortable."

But Chi Yan still smiled, and looked at Ning Xiu: "Then why not? Are you crying?"

Ning Xiushi did not speak.

"You can't cry, and you can't be bitter." Chi Yan said: "Brother Ji and I have been suffering for so many years, it's time to be sweet."

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