The ex-boyfriend is fierce and cowardly

"I'm fine." After Gu Ji vomited and rinsed his mouth, he turned around and smiled at Chi Yan. Although he couldn't make a sound, Chi Yan could understand the mouth shape.

Looking at Gu Ji like this, Chi Yan didn't know how to react.

No matter who it is, when encountering unexpected things, it always takes a process to accept, but Gu Ji accepted this matter so fast that his body couldn't keep up with the rhythm.

Of course Chi Yan knew that Gu Ji was for him.

But Chi Yan didn't believe that Gu Ji was really okay, but Gu Ji seemed to want to convince Chi Yan that Gu Ji was able to speak that night, although his voice was still very hoarse and not pleasant, but it was a good thing anyway.

Gu Ji proved it with his actions, but Chi Yan still couldn't rest assured, Chi Yan followed him wherever he went, and even brushed his teeth without worrying about Gu Ji, so he just stood at the door and watched.

"You treat me like a child? Do you want to look at me like this?" Gu Ji glanced at Chi Yan at the door while brushing his teeth.

"Ah." Chi Yan looked at Gu Ji: "Can't you?"

"Okay." Gu Ji replied, brushing his teeth, Chi Yan didn't say anything, just looked at him like that.

Of course Chi Yan wants Gu Ji to get better soon, but now Gu Ji is so good that Chi Yan feels unreal, but he can't find anything wrong, Gu Ji will no longer vomit because of eating, and he can There was a sound, and everything was going in a good direction, but Chi Yan was still worried.

Worried that when Gu Ji finished brushing his teeth and was about to leave, Chi Yan held him back:

"I haven't brushed it yet, brother Ji will accompany me."

Gu already knew that Chi Yan was worried about him, so he didn't refuse, took a toothbrush for Chi Yan, squeezed toothpaste, took the mouthwash, and waited on him, Chi Yan glanced at Gu Ji from time to time, always meeting him Looking at his smiling eyes.

Nothing is wrong.

Gu Ji seemed to be really well.

Gu Ji has no objection to Chi Yan's child-like care. He knows how disturbing his actions last night and today are. He can't open his mouth to reassure Chi Yan. letter.

Only when he really gets better can Chi Yan be able to relieve that tight nerve.

Of course, Gu Ji can also take his time, slowly accept, slowly relieve, and slowly get better, he knows that everyone will give him time.

But why should he?After knowing that Chi Yan has endured and paid so much for himself, why should he be worried about his state and emotions?He can't rely on Chi Yan liking him and let him pay for himself endlessly.

Gu Ji also wanted to do something for Chi Yan.

It's just that Chi Yan's interests and hobbies are too few, none ten years ago, and even less after ten years, all he wants and wants is Gu Ji, and he can do anything for Gu Ji, and what Gu Ji can do at this time is nothing. Just give him back a complete, intact self, and let him rest assured.

"I'll get better soon." When the two of them were lying on the bed after washing, Gu Ji said to Chi Yan in a hoarse voice, "Really."

Chi Yan turned to look at him and smiled:

"Brother Ji, don't force yourself, take your time, everything takes time, no matter what, I will be with you."

Gu was silent for a few seconds, and then slowly opened his mouth, saying:

"Can you talk to me?"

"What?" Chi Yan looked at him.

"How did you spend those three years?"

Gu Ji asked this question a little nervously, not only his tone, but also his expression, Chi Yan could hear it and see it.

In fact, these questions should have been asked after Gu Ji learned the truth of the matter, but they have been delayed until now. It's not that he didn't want to, nor did he forget, it's because he was too scared, afraid that he would really be as miserable as he imagined, afraid of Chi Yan. Really walked through hell, but even if he was afraid, he still wanted to know.

Those who missed, even if he can't be with him, he still wants to feel.

Chi Yan understood all his feelings, so he smiled: "Brother Ji, how do you think I'm living? Being bullied? Not enough to eat and not warm? Offended people who shouldn't be offended and isolated? Like in TV dramas and movies ?”

Gu Ji's eyes fell on the scar at the corner of Chi Yan's eye, he stretched out his hand to gently stroke it, and asked him in a very soft tone:

"Have you been bullied?"

"No." Chi Yan closed her eyes because of Gu Ji's touch, and smiled, her tone was light and calm, as if she was telling a story about someone else: "This is a society ruled by law, Brother Ji, where there is regulation. Outlaws, how could such a thing happen?"

"It is true that there is no freedom, but there is absolutely no chaos. Surveillance is all around. If you have a conflict with someone, as soon as you raise your hand to monitor, it will automatically call the police and notify the police to come. If you don't want to be confined, you can only be honest. Yes, and there is a supervision group system, a group of several people, if one person breaks the discipline, the whole group will be punished together, so even if someone thinks dishonest, other people in the group will find a way to make you honest."

Chi Yan said it casually, but Gu Ji still couldn't imagine, couldn't imagine the life inside, and couldn't imagine how Chi Yan, who was supposed to go to university, would adapt to it.

Just persuading myself to accept the reality little by little inside, maybe Gu Ji will never feel such a mental journey in his life.

"Is it difficult?" Gu Ji asked.

"It's tough." Chi Yan opened his eyes and looked at Gu Ji: "It's especially hard when I miss you, but now that I'm out and by your side, I think it's nothing in retrospect."

"Why didn't you come to me when you came out?" Gu Ji looked at him.

Chi Yan smiled: "Don't dare, I'm afraid there are other people around Brother Ji, I'm afraid Brother Ji won't want me, then I will lose face."

These words are not as sincere as the previous sentence, but Gu Ji didn't care about it, let alone press him. He can imagine that Chi Yan, who came out of it, faced a society that has been out of touch for three years. what mood.

Chi Yan said last night, "If you are broken, I will not be complete", but what Chi Yan didn't say, Gu Ji also understood, in order to protect her integrity, Chi Yan broke herself, maybe at that time It's not that he who is broken doesn't want to come back, but that he can't come back.

It was very late at night, and neither of them had a good rest for a long time. Chi Yan was a little sleepy, but I don't know if it was because Gu Ji had rested for 3 hours during the day, it seemed that he was more energetic than himself.

Gu Ji didn't sleep, and Chi Yan didn't dare to sleep, but Gu Ji didn't say anything, lying there looking at the ceiling, he didn't know what he was thinking, but what could he think?Left and right have nothing else to do except what happened back then, Chi Yan doesn't want to think about that, they need to rest now, take a good rest.

But what can be done?I can't take the tranquilizer after taking it today. Apart from this, is there any other way for Gu Ji to forget about it temporarily and have a good rest?

some.

Chi Yan thought of the time when he had nightmares and couldn't fall asleep. It would be much better if Gu Ji pulled him to do some exercise before falling asleep. He stared at Gu Ji for a while and said:

"Brother Ji, I want to fuck you."

After saying this sentence, Chi Yan could clearly feel that Gu Ji's breathing seemed to have stopped for a moment, as if he didn't realize what he said, so he turned to look at him, Chi Yan still kept the posture just now, and asked him:

"Is it ok?"

"You want to fuck me?" Gu Ji repeated.

"Yes."

Gu Ji didn't speak, neither did Chi Yan, just looked at him quietly, not too long later, Chi Yan saw Gu Ji nodded:

"it is good."

"Brother Ji, are you serious?" Chi Yan narrowed his eyes.

"Really." Gu Ji looked at Chi Yan: "Come if you want."

So Chi Yan turned over and stood up as soon as Gu Ji's voice fell. Gu Ji looked at him peacefully, and even stretched out his hands to support him, but Chi Yan didn't move immediately, and stared at him carefully. Looking at Gu Ji, he asked:

"Brother Ji, you know I didn't want to be down here, right?"

Gu Ji nodded: "I know."

"Then you should also know that I've wanted to do this for a long time, right?"

"Hmm." Gu Ji said.

Chi Yan smiled, lowered her head and leaned into his ear, and asked him softly: "Does Brother Ji know that the two small notes back then were all written on?"

Gu Ji didn't speak, it seemed that he didn't know this question.

Gu Ji is a natural superior, and although Chi Yan found out later that he likes Gu Ji and men, it is impossible for him to be a lower class, so when two people are officially together, it will happen naturally. When ordering something, it can be said that it has been a long period of defense.

After a long time, Gu Ji felt that they might be wiped out.

Later, even after masturbating the two of them, they didn't feel very happy, but when they became more and more irritable, Chi Yan stared at Gu Ji for a few seconds, and said:

"Let's draw lots, whoever gets the next one will compromise."

Gu Ji was a little irrational at the time, and even nodded at such a childish ruling, so Chi Yan wrote two balls of paper and brought them back for Gu Ji to draw. Gu Ji randomly picked one with his eyes closed, and the words written on the paper Yes, Chi Yan glanced at it, clicked his tongue, and threw the thing in his hand into the trash can next to him, and lay down on the bed openly willing to admit defeat:

"bring it on."

Their positions were decided in this way, and even after Gu Jiyou hadn't moved in disbelief, Chi Yan took the initiative.

At that time, Gu already felt that since he got the top draw, Chi Yan's draw would naturally be the bottom one, but he didn't expect that this luck was also a silent compromise of his lover.

"Are you moved?" Chi Yan raised his eyebrows and asked him.

Gu Ji didn't speak, just looked at him, Chi Yan smiled and kissed his mouth, and said, "Go to sleep."

"Huh?" Gu Ji asked in confusion, "Aren't you coming?"

"Don't come." Chi Yan turned over and went down: "Your voice is too harsh, if you call it out, I'm afraid I will be soft."

Gu Ji chuckled and stopped talking. He also suddenly understood Chi Yan's intentions. He didn't really want to fuck him. Talk about the things back then to make yourself happy.

"I have received my heart." Gu Ji said.

"Yeah." Chi Yan closed her eyes and responded softly, "Sleep, take the touch of me lying down for love, and have a good dream."

Gu Ji stared at Chi Yan for a few seconds, leaned over and kissed him on the forehead: "Good night."

The author has something to say: I'm late, sorry~