The ex-boyfriend is fierce and cowardly
Chapter 63
As soon as Gu Ji got up early the next morning, Chi Yan opened his eyes and called out vaguely:
"Brother Ji, what are you going to do?"
This is because he was still worried about himself, so he kept his mind on it all night, that's why he opened his eyes as soon as he got up.
"Let's cook." Gu Ji pinched his ears that were warm from waking up: "Go to sleep for a while."
"Okay." Chi Yan was too sleepy, he hadn't rested for a long time, he closed his eyes in a daze after answering, Gu Ji looked at him for a few seconds and carefully lifted the quilt out of bed to wash, but didn't Thinking that by the time he finished washing and came out of the bathroom, Chi Yan had already sat up.
Her hair was messed up, her eyes were blurry and she couldn't open her eyes, but when she saw Gu Ji coming out, she still smiled:
"Brother already."
"Didn't I let you sleep?" Gu Ji stepped over and rubbed his hair.
"Your voice is better again." Chi Yan hugged Gu Ji who was standing by the bed, and looked up at him: "Whenever I think your voice sounds nice, maybe it will be real."
Gu Ji pinched his nose, and smiled softly: "Okay, you can do it whenever you want, but sleep now?"
Chi Yan just wanted to say that she was not sleepy, but was stopped by Gu Ji.
"I know you don't trust me, but what can I do?" Gu Ji's voice was very soft: "You have carried all those things in the past alone, and I can't do anything for you. The only thing I can do for you now is What I do is to make myself better and not make you worry, and I won't fail to do this."
Chi Yan looked at Gu Ji with a smile: "Are you so good?"
"Yeah." Gu Ji said, "I'll be very good in the future."
Chi Yan didn't say anything, just looked at Gu Ji, his Gu Ji had always been very kind to him, even when he reunited ten years later, he was not forgiving, but it was something that made him uncomfortable. He didn't do anything comfortable, and took care of him carefully, so he could return to Nanhe City from Beicheng just because of a bad thought.
He is very good, but now being good is more cautious and guilty. Chi Yan believes without doubt that no matter what he asks him to do, he will do it without hesitation.
But Chi Yan didn't need him to do anything, he didn't even need his guilt, the things he did must be done because he thought it was worthwhile, no one forced him, but Chi Yan didn't persuade Gu Ji, Gu Ji's guilt was not He can change it in a few words, maybe he won't change it in his life.
"Just be good." Chi Yan lifted up his clothes and kissed his belly: "Go and cook, I'm hungry."
"What to eat?"
"I like everything you do." Chi Yan touched his waist: "Of course, it would be even better if I could eat you."
Gu Ji smiled, kissed his forehead before turning around and leaving.
Gu Ji went to cook, and Chi Yan didn't delay, and immediately got out of bed to wash up. He believed that what Gu Ji told him just now was true, and he would make himself better, but he also believed that Gu Ji Not as good as he's shown.
Gu Ji himself is paranoid and has anxiety attacks. These emotional problems are still following him all the time, and if he has not had an attack now, it does not mean that he will never have an attack.
While Gu Ji was cooking in the kitchen, Chi Yan was sitting in the dining room outside, looking at his phone, looking at Gu Ji, and accompanied him silently.
Gu Ji still cooked a hearty breakfast for the two of them, and Chi Yan was very satisfied, but when he was going to wash the dishes after the meal, Gu Ji stopped him:
"Without you."
Chi Yan didn't force it, and went directly to the living room, and he couldn't keep staring at Gu Ji, so as not to put more pressure on him.
When Gu Ji finished cleaning the kitchen and came out, Chi Yan was resting on the sofa with his eyes closed, knowing that he was worried that he didn't get enough sleep, so he asked Chi Yan to go back to sleep for a while:
"If you don't worry about me, I can lie down with you."
"It's boring to lie down and do nothing." Chi Yan looked at Gu Ji: "Why don't we do something?"
Gu Ji saw that Chi Yan's eyes were clear without any sleepiness, so he nodded, "Okay."
What Chi Yan wanted to do was to do something that should be done on the bed, but Gu Ji directly held Chi Yan's hand and took Chi Yan to the cloakroom of the master bedroom. Chi Yan smiled:
"This place is quite new, isn't it? I haven't done it here yet, what kind of posture does Brother Ji want to use?"
Gu Ji glanced at him without saying a word, and went straight to pick out clothes in front of the closet. Chi Yan had already noticed that Gu Ji was not in the mood to do things on the bed, and what he said just now was just a joke, but he also He never thought that Gu Ji would want to go out.
He thought that Gu Ji would not want to go out or see anyone these days.
But both the speed at which Gu Ji got better and the reaction to doing things were beyond Chi Yan's expectation.
"Where is Brother Ji going?" Chi Yan leaned over and stood beside Gu Ji.
Gu was picking out Chi Yan's clothes, and took out a black sweater from the hanger and handed it to him: "Go out and do some shopping."
"What? I still have lubrication and condoms at home."
The corner of Gu Ji's mouth is a faint indulgent smile: "Don't tease me."
"I'm not attractive in your eyes anymore?" Chi Yan glanced lightly at the place where Gu Ji didn't respond, and clicked his tongue.
Gu Ji smiled and said nothing, but directly started to take off Chi Yan's home clothes, and Chi Yan let him take it off, and continued to tease him by the way:
"Brother Ji, look at my abs and my mermaid line, I really don't want to come? The last time we were there was around Chinese New Year, and it's been almost a month."
"Don't come." Gu Ji threw away the home clothes: "Be patient."
"It's over." Chi Yan smiled, and Gu Ji put on a sweater, and helped him put on the sleeves like a three-year-old child: "My brother really doesn't like me anymore."
Gu already put on the sweater for him, went back to get the pants, and looked back at Chi Yan after choosing them: "Are you wearing them or should I help you?"
"You wear it." Chi Yan said, "I'm sad."
Chi Yan really didn't move when he said that, and Gu Ji didn't need him to move. From the sweater to the trousers, to the socks, down jacket, and scarf, they were all put on for him, and Chi Yan changed his own clothes after wearing them. Homura was very comfortable being served, and couldn't help saying:
"Why do I feel like a three-year-old kid?"
It was already ten minutes later when I packed up and went out. Chi Yan didn't ask Gu Ji where he was going, anyway, he would follow him wherever he went, so he didn't care about the destination, but no matter how he didn't care, Chi Yan Yan didn't expect that Gu Ji would bring her to Home City, but she also understood why Gu Ji did so.
"I smashed all the things in the bedroom, so I have to buy them back." Gu Ji said.
Chi Yan smiled: "Okay."
At the beginning of the year, not many people came to visit the home furnishing city, and every storefront was empty, but this was more convenient for Chi Yan and Gu Ji, they could shop freely, choose at will, and let people pay the money after choosing. It is very convenient to send it to the home according to the address.
After shopping around the small furniture on the first floor, the two went to the home furnishing store on the second floor. When they took the elevator up, Chi Yan's hand was caught by Gu Ji. Chi Yan turned to look at Gu Ji, and Gu Ji smiled. , pointing to the sign inside the elevator, Chi Yan looked over, amused.
The slogan reads: Please take good care of the elderly and children who are traveling with you.
"I have to hold my little friend." Gu Ji said.
Chi Yan smiled: "Then you have to take care of it, lest I run away later."
When Chi Yan finished saying this, she clearly felt that Gu Ji really held his hand tighter, as if she was really afraid that he would run away.
In the evening, Chi Yan sat on the newly replaced carpet in the master bedroom with an apple that Gu Ji had peeled for him, watching Gu Ji next to him installing ornaments. For a long time, only the voice of Gu Ji and Chi The sound of Yan biting an apple was nothing else, Chi Yan felt that it was a bit too quiet, they needed to talk.
"Brother Ji." Chi Yan stretched out his foot and poked Gu Ji's thigh. Gu Ji looked back at his feet: "Well, what's wrong?"
"Why did you go to Nanhe City in the first place?"
Gu Ji stopped what he was doing and looked at Chi Yan: "Why do you want to ask this question?"
"Curiosity." Chi Yan smiled and said, "Nanhe City is small and backward. It is not a place to shoot movies and TV shows at all, and no one would go there to record anything. Your identity is incompatible with that place. Why did you go there? ?”
Gu Ji didn't speak, turned around and went to install again, Chi Yan just looked at him, without urging, just when Chi Yan felt that Gu Ji might not give himself an answer, Gu Ji suddenly spoke, he said:
"Because of Cheng Hu."
"Huh?" Chi Yan didn't react: "Brother Hu? He told you where I was? But I didn't tell him."
"He never told me." Gu Ji's hands kept moving: "But at that time, besides Li Jun, he was the only person I could find."
Chi Yan listened quietly without speaking.
"At first I really thought that Cheng Hu knew where you were, but he didn't want to tell me, but after three years of looking for him, I gradually realized that he really didn't know. After all, if you want to avoid me, It will definitely hide completely without leaving any traces."
"But I really want to know where you are." Gu Ji stopped his hands and stared at a certain place without focus: "I have no other way but Cheng Hu, Li Jun can't tell me , so I can only hope that you will contact him, although it is unlikely, but one must have something to think about."
"I...I haven't contacted you before." Chi Yan said.
"I know." Gu Ji said: "I know that there is a high probability that I will not be able to find you through Cheng Hu, but I still don't want to give up, what if? So I go to him whenever I have time, and I am afraid to find him. , But thinking about it now, I did nothing wrong, I went to Nanhe City because I went to his store once and saw that he had received a courier, and the address on it was handwritten, and the handwriting was very similar to yours. "
"The sender's address is Nanhe City." Gu Ji looked at Chi Yan: "I went there three years ago, walked through every road in that city, and passed by the late tavern, But at that time, I didn't know the meaning of the dead, and I didn't expect you to be in it."
"We should have met three years ago." Gu Ji said.
"Brother Ji, what are you going to do?"
This is because he was still worried about himself, so he kept his mind on it all night, that's why he opened his eyes as soon as he got up.
"Let's cook." Gu Ji pinched his ears that were warm from waking up: "Go to sleep for a while."
"Okay." Chi Yan was too sleepy, he hadn't rested for a long time, he closed his eyes in a daze after answering, Gu Ji looked at him for a few seconds and carefully lifted the quilt out of bed to wash, but didn't Thinking that by the time he finished washing and came out of the bathroom, Chi Yan had already sat up.
Her hair was messed up, her eyes were blurry and she couldn't open her eyes, but when she saw Gu Ji coming out, she still smiled:
"Brother already."
"Didn't I let you sleep?" Gu Ji stepped over and rubbed his hair.
"Your voice is better again." Chi Yan hugged Gu Ji who was standing by the bed, and looked up at him: "Whenever I think your voice sounds nice, maybe it will be real."
Gu Ji pinched his nose, and smiled softly: "Okay, you can do it whenever you want, but sleep now?"
Chi Yan just wanted to say that she was not sleepy, but was stopped by Gu Ji.
"I know you don't trust me, but what can I do?" Gu Ji's voice was very soft: "You have carried all those things in the past alone, and I can't do anything for you. The only thing I can do for you now is What I do is to make myself better and not make you worry, and I won't fail to do this."
Chi Yan looked at Gu Ji with a smile: "Are you so good?"
"Yeah." Gu Ji said, "I'll be very good in the future."
Chi Yan didn't say anything, just looked at Gu Ji, his Gu Ji had always been very kind to him, even when he reunited ten years later, he was not forgiving, but it was something that made him uncomfortable. He didn't do anything comfortable, and took care of him carefully, so he could return to Nanhe City from Beicheng just because of a bad thought.
He is very good, but now being good is more cautious and guilty. Chi Yan believes without doubt that no matter what he asks him to do, he will do it without hesitation.
But Chi Yan didn't need him to do anything, he didn't even need his guilt, the things he did must be done because he thought it was worthwhile, no one forced him, but Chi Yan didn't persuade Gu Ji, Gu Ji's guilt was not He can change it in a few words, maybe he won't change it in his life.
"Just be good." Chi Yan lifted up his clothes and kissed his belly: "Go and cook, I'm hungry."
"What to eat?"
"I like everything you do." Chi Yan touched his waist: "Of course, it would be even better if I could eat you."
Gu Ji smiled, kissed his forehead before turning around and leaving.
Gu Ji went to cook, and Chi Yan didn't delay, and immediately got out of bed to wash up. He believed that what Gu Ji told him just now was true, and he would make himself better, but he also believed that Gu Ji Not as good as he's shown.
Gu Ji himself is paranoid and has anxiety attacks. These emotional problems are still following him all the time, and if he has not had an attack now, it does not mean that he will never have an attack.
While Gu Ji was cooking in the kitchen, Chi Yan was sitting in the dining room outside, looking at his phone, looking at Gu Ji, and accompanied him silently.
Gu Ji still cooked a hearty breakfast for the two of them, and Chi Yan was very satisfied, but when he was going to wash the dishes after the meal, Gu Ji stopped him:
"Without you."
Chi Yan didn't force it, and went directly to the living room, and he couldn't keep staring at Gu Ji, so as not to put more pressure on him.
When Gu Ji finished cleaning the kitchen and came out, Chi Yan was resting on the sofa with his eyes closed, knowing that he was worried that he didn't get enough sleep, so he asked Chi Yan to go back to sleep for a while:
"If you don't worry about me, I can lie down with you."
"It's boring to lie down and do nothing." Chi Yan looked at Gu Ji: "Why don't we do something?"
Gu Ji saw that Chi Yan's eyes were clear without any sleepiness, so he nodded, "Okay."
What Chi Yan wanted to do was to do something that should be done on the bed, but Gu Ji directly held Chi Yan's hand and took Chi Yan to the cloakroom of the master bedroom. Chi Yan smiled:
"This place is quite new, isn't it? I haven't done it here yet, what kind of posture does Brother Ji want to use?"
Gu Ji glanced at him without saying a word, and went straight to pick out clothes in front of the closet. Chi Yan had already noticed that Gu Ji was not in the mood to do things on the bed, and what he said just now was just a joke, but he also He never thought that Gu Ji would want to go out.
He thought that Gu Ji would not want to go out or see anyone these days.
But both the speed at which Gu Ji got better and the reaction to doing things were beyond Chi Yan's expectation.
"Where is Brother Ji going?" Chi Yan leaned over and stood beside Gu Ji.
Gu was picking out Chi Yan's clothes, and took out a black sweater from the hanger and handed it to him: "Go out and do some shopping."
"What? I still have lubrication and condoms at home."
The corner of Gu Ji's mouth is a faint indulgent smile: "Don't tease me."
"I'm not attractive in your eyes anymore?" Chi Yan glanced lightly at the place where Gu Ji didn't respond, and clicked his tongue.
Gu Ji smiled and said nothing, but directly started to take off Chi Yan's home clothes, and Chi Yan let him take it off, and continued to tease him by the way:
"Brother Ji, look at my abs and my mermaid line, I really don't want to come? The last time we were there was around Chinese New Year, and it's been almost a month."
"Don't come." Gu Ji threw away the home clothes: "Be patient."
"It's over." Chi Yan smiled, and Gu Ji put on a sweater, and helped him put on the sleeves like a three-year-old child: "My brother really doesn't like me anymore."
Gu already put on the sweater for him, went back to get the pants, and looked back at Chi Yan after choosing them: "Are you wearing them or should I help you?"
"You wear it." Chi Yan said, "I'm sad."
Chi Yan really didn't move when he said that, and Gu Ji didn't need him to move. From the sweater to the trousers, to the socks, down jacket, and scarf, they were all put on for him, and Chi Yan changed his own clothes after wearing them. Homura was very comfortable being served, and couldn't help saying:
"Why do I feel like a three-year-old kid?"
It was already ten minutes later when I packed up and went out. Chi Yan didn't ask Gu Ji where he was going, anyway, he would follow him wherever he went, so he didn't care about the destination, but no matter how he didn't care, Chi Yan Yan didn't expect that Gu Ji would bring her to Home City, but she also understood why Gu Ji did so.
"I smashed all the things in the bedroom, so I have to buy them back." Gu Ji said.
Chi Yan smiled: "Okay."
At the beginning of the year, not many people came to visit the home furnishing city, and every storefront was empty, but this was more convenient for Chi Yan and Gu Ji, they could shop freely, choose at will, and let people pay the money after choosing. It is very convenient to send it to the home according to the address.
After shopping around the small furniture on the first floor, the two went to the home furnishing store on the second floor. When they took the elevator up, Chi Yan's hand was caught by Gu Ji. Chi Yan turned to look at Gu Ji, and Gu Ji smiled. , pointing to the sign inside the elevator, Chi Yan looked over, amused.
The slogan reads: Please take good care of the elderly and children who are traveling with you.
"I have to hold my little friend." Gu Ji said.
Chi Yan smiled: "Then you have to take care of it, lest I run away later."
When Chi Yan finished saying this, she clearly felt that Gu Ji really held his hand tighter, as if she was really afraid that he would run away.
In the evening, Chi Yan sat on the newly replaced carpet in the master bedroom with an apple that Gu Ji had peeled for him, watching Gu Ji next to him installing ornaments. For a long time, only the voice of Gu Ji and Chi The sound of Yan biting an apple was nothing else, Chi Yan felt that it was a bit too quiet, they needed to talk.
"Brother Ji." Chi Yan stretched out his foot and poked Gu Ji's thigh. Gu Ji looked back at his feet: "Well, what's wrong?"
"Why did you go to Nanhe City in the first place?"
Gu Ji stopped what he was doing and looked at Chi Yan: "Why do you want to ask this question?"
"Curiosity." Chi Yan smiled and said, "Nanhe City is small and backward. It is not a place to shoot movies and TV shows at all, and no one would go there to record anything. Your identity is incompatible with that place. Why did you go there? ?”
Gu Ji didn't speak, turned around and went to install again, Chi Yan just looked at him, without urging, just when Chi Yan felt that Gu Ji might not give himself an answer, Gu Ji suddenly spoke, he said:
"Because of Cheng Hu."
"Huh?" Chi Yan didn't react: "Brother Hu? He told you where I was? But I didn't tell him."
"He never told me." Gu Ji's hands kept moving: "But at that time, besides Li Jun, he was the only person I could find."
Chi Yan listened quietly without speaking.
"At first I really thought that Cheng Hu knew where you were, but he didn't want to tell me, but after three years of looking for him, I gradually realized that he really didn't know. After all, if you want to avoid me, It will definitely hide completely without leaving any traces."
"But I really want to know where you are." Gu Ji stopped his hands and stared at a certain place without focus: "I have no other way but Cheng Hu, Li Jun can't tell me , so I can only hope that you will contact him, although it is unlikely, but one must have something to think about."
"I...I haven't contacted you before." Chi Yan said.
"I know." Gu Ji said: "I know that there is a high probability that I will not be able to find you through Cheng Hu, but I still don't want to give up, what if? So I go to him whenever I have time, and I am afraid to find him. , But thinking about it now, I did nothing wrong, I went to Nanhe City because I went to his store once and saw that he had received a courier, and the address on it was handwritten, and the handwriting was very similar to yours. "
"The sender's address is Nanhe City." Gu Ji looked at Chi Yan: "I went there three years ago, walked through every road in that city, and passed by the late tavern, But at that time, I didn't know the meaning of the dead, and I didn't expect you to be in it."
"We should have met three years ago." Gu Ji said.
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