President, he must be me

He didn't know why, but his footsteps were heavy, and he couldn't keep up with Tan Shaochen's pace. He could only watch the young man walk out of the Civil Affairs Bureau in front of him, as if he was leaving without any nostalgia for him and this relationship.

The fire in Shen Yanwen's heart was quickly extinguished because of his back, leaving an indescribable emptiness.

And Tan Shaochen walked to the side of the strange man, turned his head and smiled at him, and the two left just like that.If the news of their divorce came to other people's mouths, it must be that Shen Yanwen had a new love and abandoned his old love; but only Shen Yanwen knew that it was Tan Shaochen who didn't want him, not him who abandoned Tan Shaochen.

He stood at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau for a long time, looking at the small divorce certificate in his hand, until Zhu Lidu got out of the car and walked over, and asked with a little concern: "Mr. There will be a seminar for you to attend..."

Originally, the matter of driving should have fallen to Xiao Li, but Xiao Li was a little bit talkative about Tan Shaochen's matter, so today he asked Zhu Li to drive part-time.

Zhu Li is very measured, doesn't say superfluous words, and knows what it means to "see through without revealing".

Shen Yanwen thought about it, and finally put the divorce certificate back into his inner pocket: "...I asked you to investigate, how is the investigation going?"

"...It's my negligence." Zhu Li said, "The deputy director of the personnel department met the young lady some time ago...that person was arranged by the young lady, and he didn't specifically ask for any position. He only said that he was messing around in the company. Food...how to deal with it now?"

The man calmed down and got into his car: "Fire."

"Okay, I will start to do it in the afternoon." Zhu Li said, "Also, according to the previous plan, you have to go to country 〇 at the beginning of the year...Master Shen has arranged...the person in charge of Jingyuan..."

"Aunt Yan has a younger brother," Shen Yanwen said, "I remember that he's not bad, he has a bit of brain, and he's content."

"Then you plan to...?"

"Take some time and ask him to come out to meet me....Also, since Yan Shu is in Jingyuan, you go to her and tell her to go home next Sunday and have dinner together." Shen Yanwen said coldly, "She is so rampant After many years, it’s time to restrain yourself.”

"Okay." Zhu Li was driving the car, peeking at Shen Yanwen in the rearview mirror, "...the wife..."

"shut up."

"……OK."

The car dealership was silent, Shen Yanwen unconsciously twirled the wedding ring on his finger, his thoughts wandered uncontrollably, the scenes of Tan Shaochen talking and laughing with other men were replayed over and over again.On the contrary, he felt that Tan Shaochen was ruthless. A few days ago, he said he loved him, and he was still thinking about giving him a ring; after a few days, he was able to be with other men, and even waited for their divorce procedures to be completed. into replacement.

How much love is this?

He lowered his eyes in depression, and his eyes fell on the diamond of the wedding ring, and he took it off abruptly after a few seconds.

There is a circle of ring marks on the bottom of the finger, which is incompatible with the rest of the skin; it looks like a scar, which is terribly dazzling.He was irritable and didn't want to look at it, but his eyes were disobedient, so he could see it clearly.The self-control that the man is proud of doesn't know at which point in the process it collapses like a sand painting, leaving a pile of broken sand that cannot be cleaned up.

After a long time, Shen Yanwen took out another ring to replace the wedding ring and cover up the traces.

It was the ring that Xiao Li handed over to him, a ring made by Tan Shaochen himself.

Obviously he has always felt that he is ungrateful, ungrateful and selfish, and it is difficult to fall in love with anyone except Luo Bei.

Obviously he has always known that Tan Shaochen is a sustenance, a decoration that can give him an illusion as long as he stays quietly by his side.

Obviously he has been lying, but the lies have been mixed with a bit of truth unconsciously, even hiding it from himself.

"...Wei Wan, it should be called this." Shen Yanwen said suddenly, his voice was extremely low and a little hoarse, "Go and check, Shaochen's current residence and source of income; Wei Wan's background... I don't care what method you use , give me the information before this time tomorrow."

Zhu Li's eyes lit up, and his tone was higher than usual: "Okay!"

"...You seem very happy?" Shen Yanwen asked with a cold face.

"...Sorry Mr. Shen."

"I'm asking you something."

"..." Zhu Li pursed his lips and said seriously, "That offended Mr. Shen. If Mr. Shen can reconcile with his wife, I will indeed be happy for you and your wife."

"why?"

"Because...the wife is very friendly and likable." Zhu Li said, "From my own standpoint, I certainly hope that your wife is a person who is easy to get along with and doesn't mess around, otherwise I may have a lot more Strange job. . . . Standing on the sidelines . . . My wife loves you very much, and I sincerely hope that you and your wife can reconcile."

"..."

It is rare for Zhu Li to say so much "nonsense", but he also inadvertently pointed out Shen Yanwen.

——Yes, Tan Shaochen liked him not only because his eyes were a relic of Luobei.

The people around him, Aunt Zheng, the driver Xiao Li, and Zhu Li, all liked Tan Shaochen...it was obvious, and there was no need to guess.Grandma liked him too, and Aunt Yan liked him too. Even Shen Yanwen's father didn't give him a good look at the first meal, but he seemed to accept it later.

why?

...Probably because of his existence itself, it is very affectionate.

So that Wei Wan also likes him.

It was only then that Shen Yanwen realized that he had been thinking in the wrong direction all along—it wasn't that Tan Shaochen was the only one; it was that many people would spontaneously be willing to treat Tan Shaochen well, and he was just one of them.

Maybe Tan Shaochen himself didn't know it clearly, but he saw it clearly.

Even without Wei Wan, there would be new people.Those people, like Aunt Zheng and Xiao Li, may also work part-time to make a living, but that doesn't matter at all, it is difficult to starve to death in this world... The important thing is that everyone is better than him, Shen Yanwen, because they like Tan Shaochen, It is sincere.

At the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau, Tan Shaochen stood obediently, and the scene of asking Wei Wan to put on the scarf for him appeared again.At that moment, it was clear that they were still far away, and he couldn't see Tan Shaochen's expression clearly; but now it appeared in his mind, and all his expressions were inexplicably made up, Tan Shaochen seemed to be smiling at that man, his smile was bright and sunny, his eyes narrowed into a crescent.

...How could he smile at others like that?

Shen Yanwen let out a deep breath, hesitating for a long time before he figured out what was stuck in his chest.

—So he was jealous.

Eight years ago.

When Shen Yanwen hurried to the inpatient building, the young man was sitting on the hospital bed, talking and laughing with the little nurse.Just as the sun was setting, the orange light outside the window shone into the ward, which just happened to outline the outline of the young man into an exquisite oil painting.

As a result of fate, the first time I saw Luo Bei, he was like an angel in the light.

Six years later, when Shen Yanwen saw him again, it was still like this.

Luo Bei is learning how to fold stars with the nurse. The boy's hands are a little clumsy, so he can only slow down and fold carefully. Finally, follow the nurse's instruction, pinch the corners of the paper stars to make them bulge.

He stood at the door of the ward, straightened his clothes, slowed his breathing and walked in: "Luobei."

The young man turned his head and smiled blankly: "Are you...?"

"Six years ago, you lived in a townhouse, right here..." Shen Yanwen said anxiously, "At that time, there was a kidnapping case over there, you helped call the police, and you even delivered meals to the kidnapped, do you remember? I was the one who was imprisoned at that time..."

"...I live there," Luo Bei smiled apologetically, "but I don't remember what you said... Sorry, did you recognize the wrong person?"

"Your nickname is Luo Luo, you are sixteen this year, right?"

"right……"

"It's you, I'm sure." Shen Yanwen said, "I was hospitalized for a period of time to recuperate, and when I went to find you, you had already moved away... It doesn't matter, do you really not remember? Egg fried rice?"

Luo Bei could only shake his head more apologetically: "After I got this disease, my memory got worse and worse, so..."

"It's okay," Shen Yanwen smiled bitterly, "It's okay, I remember."

Birth, old age, sickness and death are always fair to people, no matter how rich or poor they are, they all seem insignificant in front of these.Shen Yanwen searched for famous doctors at home and abroad for Luo Bei, but no one could cure him.

After finding him, Shen Yanwen went to the ward to accompany him every day, rain or shine, and even if there was something that couldn't be avoided, he would definitely go to the ward to take a look after it was over.But there is no cure for Luobei's illness, and he can only rely on those medical methods to prolong his life.

"Generally speaking, you can still try organ transplantation in the early and mid-term; but in this situation... try to make him happy."

Shen Yanwen could only give him the best medicine and the best equipment, but he couldn't do anything else.

Even Luobei himself knew very well that his time was short, so he had to persuade Shen Yanwen from time to time: "Actually, I don't even want to live in the hospital anymore, I want to go out and wander around."

"What can I do then?" Shen Yanwen peeled an apple for him beside him, "When the illness recovers, you can go wherever you want in the world."

"Why are you being so nice to me?" Luo Bei loves to laugh, laughs when he is unhappy, laughs when he is happy, and still bends the corners of his mouth when he says this, "If you say I saved you, maybe you made a mistake , I have no impression at all."

"...I know it's you."

"Even if it's me, you don't need to come to the hospital to see me every day." Luo Bei said, "Your family is so rich, you must have a lot of things to do."

"It doesn't matter," Shen Yanwen handed him the apple, "I just want to repay you, you don't need to feel pressure."

"Hey, I'm afraid you've found the wrong person."

"It can't be wrong."

How could Shen Yanwen know how to peel apples? When an apple arrived in Luo Bei's hands, only half of the flesh was left.But Luobei didn't mind, and he didn't expose it, as long as it was handed over by Shen Yanwen, he would eat it.But he didn't just treat Shen Yanwen like this—everyone in the hospital greeted him, and he responded with a smile, and the nurses liked to chat with him when they came for routine checkups.

"I'm very happy that you came to accompany me," Luo Bei said, "My classmates and friends don't even know that I'm sick, and I don't want to tell them. I don't want to see everyone feel sorry for me."

"Then I will stay with you until you recover and leave the hospital."

Luo Bei just laughed, not knowing whether he was laughing at the childishness of this remark, or laughing at how he would be cured and discharged from the hospital.

There are always some gentle and kind people who are mistreated in the world, and Luo Bei is one of them. He lives in the hospital with terminal cancer, but his parents never come to visit him.Shen Yanwen only knows a rough idea. His parents divorced early and Luo's mother had a new family. Now that her husband doesn't allow her to hang on to the people and things from the past, she doesn't dare to come. She just quietly does something for Luo Bei. A drop in the bucket.

"You are so kind," Luo Bei said after a while, "Anyone who falls in love with you must be very happy."

"I……"

If you confess, you will be hooked by this exclamation.

But Shen Yanwen was a little speechless, for fear that if he said "like" at this moment, it would put pressure on Luo Bei, who was dying soon.

At this moment, Luo Bei continued: "I'll tell you a secret."

"okay."

"I like Nurse Xiaojiang," Luo Bei covered her mouth and said in a low voice, "Nurse Xiaojiang is so cute, but it's just... I can't tell her about my situation."

Shen Yanwen could only nod his head and said: "...Then let me ask if I can let her take care of you in the future."

"No, it's just that she comes to patrol the room from time to time, and I feel very happy after saying a few words."