President, he must be me

For more than a year, Shen Yanwen's entire 20-year-old was in that ward, and he could hardly see anyone else.At the beginning, he could still remember to finish what he was supposed to do every day. Later, as Luobei's condition worsened, he didn't even go to his family's company anymore, and he rarely went back to Shen's father. I haven't been home once.

But there are some things that have already been determined in the dark, no matter how much human beings struggle, it will not help.No matter how expensive the medicine is, no matter how powerful the experts are, they are helpless against Luobei's disease.Shen Yanwen could only watch the young man lose weight and weaken day by day, there was nothing he could do to help him.

In the last two months, Luobei has shaved his hair, and his figure is like a flower that has lost water, and is rapidly withering.

One day, Shen Yanwen stayed by his hospital bed as always.

"I don't want to be treated anymore," Luo Bei said to him countless times, "I want to go outside for a walk."

Shen Yanwen didn't dare to look directly at his face, but just took a warm towel and wiped his hands routinely.When he heard this, his heart trembled violently, and he could no longer say decisively "it must be cured" like when he first found Luobei.

The "no way" that comes out of other people's mouths is always someone else's rhetoric, which cannot convince the stubborn Shen Yanwen since childhood.

But if he was with him day by day, watching hope slowly disappear day by day, he could no longer be stubborn.

Luobei can't last long.

"...Where do you want to go?" Shen Yanwen spoke softly, as if afraid of disturbing him.

Luo Bei was as angry as a silk, thinking about "um", and said after a long time: "...Actually, I don't know much, I wanted to ride a spaceship when I was young... Hehe... Later, I thought that if, if there is a girl I like, Just take her to a concert...it's pretty earthy, right?"

"Then I'll help you make an appointment with Xiao Jiang, who do you want to see?"

Shen Yanwen was about to withdraw his hand as he spoke, but Luo Bei suddenly exerted force and grabbed him suddenly.

He looked at Luo Bei, only to see the man shaking his head.

"Yan Wen, thank you for coming to see me every day for such a long time."

"...It was you who saved me, I just, just did something insignificant."

"Whether it is or not, I thank you." Luobei said, "I really hope that in the future, you will be with the person you like and live a happy life... Just don't be like me."

"...What are you talking about?"

"No, it's just a sudden sigh..."

Shen Yanwen turned his head, looked at the tree outside the window, and said in a harsh voice: "Don't talk about this, the illness will recover."

Luo Bei smiled, but did not answer this sentence: "... I suddenly want to eat chocolate, can I eat it?"

"I'm going to ask the doctor..."

"Don't ask," Luo Bei said, "Let me eat a piece secretly, okay? Can you buy it for me?"

Shen Yanwen hesitated for a moment, but still couldn't bear to refuse, finally nodded and said yes, grabbed his coat and walked outside the door of the ward: "You wait for me."

-

It would be a lie to say that he didn't notice it at all. He had already felt it at that time, and maybe Luobei would leave in these 10 minutes or a few minutes.It's just that he is obsessed with meeting all Luobei's requests, so he wants to go out as soon as possible and come back as soon as possible.

And when he went back to the ward, Luo Bei had already left.

As if falling asleep, Luo Bei closed his eyes and slept peacefully on the white hospital bed.And his heart, until this moment, has not been able to say it, he can only hide it in the deepest part of his heart following Luo Bei's death.

At that time, Shen Yanwen didn't cry, and calmly informed Luobei's mother, contacted the funeral home for him, and bought the cemetery.

But that night, Shen Yanwen developed a high fever, and he became unconscious due to the fever, and was taken back by Shen's father.Afterwards, everything just went wrong and he left. He didn't know when Luobei wrote the donation letter, but he was sent abroad by his father during his illness, so that he would not be allowed to continue for this "life-saving grace" "depressed.

As time goes by so relentlessly, the pain of the past will be wiped away, and in the end, in retrospect, there is nothing left but melancholy.

But Shen Yanwen was still stubborn, so stubborn that he found someone similar to Luobei, until he learned that his body was donated, and that his cornea was on another person.

On the night when she and Tan Shaochen officially divorced, Shen Yanwen had a very long dream.

In the dream, he replayed the year he spent with Luobei, and he listened to the phrase "I really hope that you will be with the person you like in the future".And he doesn't change the subject bluntly like in reality; in his dream, he seems to be back to 20 years old, confessing "I like you" in a youthful and clumsy manner.

Luo Bei smiled and shook his head: "You have someone you should like."

At the end of the dream, Tan Shaochen stood in the sunshine of the courtyard, smiling at him and narrowing his eyes.

Shen Yanwen wanted to say something, but he couldn't open his mouth; soon another figure appeared, starting from his position, and walked in front of Tan Shaochen.It was Wei Wan whom he had only met once.They talked and laughed in the sun, but they couldn't participate anyway.

He woke up suddenly.

-

a few days later.

Tan Shaochen originally thought that he was just not used to high-intensity standing every day; but he did not expect that after working at LIVEHOUSE for so many days, he was still so tired every day that his waist was sore and his legs were weak, and he felt almost disabled.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Wei Wan was singing his love songs heart-rendingly on the stage. Tan Shaochen watched his performance while working, humming the melody, waiting for the time to pass quickly, and it was time to get off work soon.Their "not bad money" band actually has quite a lot of fans. Every time Wei Wan and the others have a performance, the LIVEHOUSE will be full of little girls standing there, ecstatically following their music.

In Tan Shaochen's opinion, if any music producer comes here, he will definitely feel that he has found a treasure.

Suddenly, someone passed through the crowd and walked to the bar.

Occasionally, there will be acquaintances of the boss like this, sitting at the long table at the bar while drinking and listening to live performances, which is not unusual.Ah J went to work on other things, and Tan Shaochen was alone at the bar. He quickly turned his attention away and waited for the guests to take orders from him.

Who knew, what he managed to see clearly in the dim light was Shen Yanwen's face.

The man was dressed in tune with the atmosphere of the LIVEHOUSE, instead of a tailored suit as usual.But this didn't affect Tan Shaochen's dislike, he immediately lowered his head, pretended to be busy taking a clean cup, and rinsed it under the tap.

"A glass of martini." Shen Yanwen sat down in front of him very naturally.

"No." Tan Shaochen didn't look at him, and his tone was cold.

"whisky."

"No."

"Vodka."

"No."

The continuous cold treatment made even Shen Yanwen feel a little uncomfortable, and raised his voice amidst the sound of music, "What's the matter?"

"There's Coke, do you want to drink it?" Tan Shaochen said bluntly.

"Drink," the man took out his credit card and put it on the table, "Go."

"No credit cards."

This is of course a lie. Although the POS machine is very troublesome, it is still available here.It's just that Tan Shaochen didn't want to see this man, let alone serve him; he finally raised his eyes, but his eyes skipped over the man in front of him, instead he looked around the venue to see where Ah J had gone.

But what Tan Shaochen didn't expect at all was that Mr. Shen seemed to have taken the wrong medicine today, or he suddenly wanted to come out to experience the common people, and he really took out his mobile phone: "Scanning the code is always okay?"

"........."

A glass of iced Coke in a plastic cup was served on the table, and Shen Yanwen really tasted it, frowning slightly and said: "It's not safe for you to work here."

"..." Tan Shaochen didn't speak.

"The salary is too little, not enough for your daily expenses."

Tan Shaochen still did not speak, the cup was washed and washed by him.

"If you don't want to see me, I can arrange for you to work as a clerk in another company, so you don't have to work so hard."

"...Mr. Shen, are you full and have nothing to do?"

"I'm concerned about you."

"You're welcome," Tan Shaochen rubbed his cup, pouted his mouth unhappily, and lowered his head to look at Shen Yanwen, "My salary is very high, enough for me."

"Three thousand a month? Or four thousand?"

"..."

"Is Zhu Li's investigation wrong?"

Tan Shaochen didn't think he could hide in Jingyuan without being discovered by Shen Yanwen, but he thought that this relationship was over, and Shen Yanwen would not spend any more time investigating him.

So the other party would find this kind of place, which was beyond his expectation.

Tan Shaochen held back for a few seconds, and then said, "...there is a commission."

"I don't mean anything else, it's just that as your ex-husband, it's impossible to see that you can't live without it." Shen Yanwen said again.

"...Are you here to see my joke?" Tan Shaochen immediately became angry - he has always had a good temper and can bear it, but when facing Shen Yanwen, he couldn't hold back.

"No, I'm here to care about you."

"Oh, really, thank you," Tan Shaochen said, "You're welcome, I'm fine, you can go."

After being slapped in the face with several emotionless polite words, Shen Yanwen still maintained his demeanor, and said without looking angry at all: "There are some things, I think we should have a good talk."

"There's nothing to talk about, it's all clear."

Shen Yanwen sighed lightly, held the Coke cup, and fell silent for a moment.

During this silent time, Tan Shaochen somehow lost his gaze and landed on the man's finger.What should have been a wedding ring was replaced by an unremarkable plain silver ring.

—he had thrown away that ring.

— so it's supposed to be just... something like that?

That's right, at the beginning he thought that Shen Yanwen wouldn't like fancy things, that's why he did it so plainly (actually, he couldn't do it), but now even if he wears something similar, it's not a strange thing.

But the man seemed to know what he was thinking, and said: "You made this for me, I haven't had time to tell you...I like it very much."

"...Excuse me, Mr. Shen, your liking is too precious." He said.

"Shaochen, I have no problem with you wanting to live independently. I can arrange it for you. You don't have to live in this kind of place where fish and dragons are mixed together." "Is it like you buy a house for someone? I don't want it, I don't care about it."

During the conversation, the "Not Bad Money" band stepped off the stage, and the next band came up.

Sometimes Wei Wan would come to sit with him and chat with him until he got off work; but more often Wei Wan would go out for supper and take a walk with his teammates... Tan Shaochen has never looked forward to Wei Wan so much as today.

"I know you are still angry with me," Shen Yanwen said, "I can wait until your anger subsides..."

"What on earth do you want to do?" Tan Shaochen couldn't restrain himself any longer, and said straight to the point, "You don't want to mention the divorce right now, do you? We're already divorced."

He looked at Shen Yanwen, frowning slightly, his eyes said that he was angry more like he was sad.

The man's words were robbed by him again, so he could only change his words: "...divorced, you can still remarry."

At this moment, Wei Wan appeared on the stage like a savior, wearing a depressed baseball cap, and sat down carelessly beside Shen Yanwen: "Wow, did you hear a sentence I sang wrong, as expected, the lyrics are so awkward, I want to change it again... I want Corona, hurry up, it's ice."