Secret Love Qishen Diary

Secret Love Qishen Diary

Author: Ayu

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One sentence introduction: Saiki Kusuo is my light

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I'm an ordinary girl, but I like Saiki Kusuo, that's probably the only thing that's not ordinary.

[No.1 said that the length is very short, the relationship is more, it should be a bit cruel, if you can't accept it, please read the stories you can accept and like, I hope everyone can find the stories they like, everyone is peaceful, Thanks】

Content label: Qishen

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One sentence introduction: Saiki Kusuo is my light

Crush on Qi Shen

I am an ordinary girl in PK Middle School, with ordinary grades, ordinary looks, and ordinary relationships.

I am eager to be special, whether it is getting better grades or becoming beautiful, or outstanding interpersonal relationships, no matter what I am eager for, but I don't want to break through the status quo, but be content with the status quo.

Being so ordinary, I suddenly discovered that there was something extraordinary about me.

That's when I got noticed by a man with mouthless glasses.

At first I thought he liked me, and girls have vanity, even if I am an ordinary person, I would think so, but my rationality tells me that it is impossible, I am just an ordinary person, Qi Mu The one who will like it must be a goddess like Teruhashi-san.

He just wonders why I can be so ordinary and wants to be like me.

Is there anyone who doesn't desire to be special?

I am very confused.

When I happened to think that maybe longing for ordinary people already represented a kind of special, I realized why I was paid attention to.

I began to pay attention to this classmate Qi Mu who seemed to have a low sense of presence in the class, but in fact every student could accurately name him.

You must know that as far as I am concerned, it is very normal for my classmates to not be able to pronounce my name, and they even get my surname wrong.

My surname is not actually Sato, but my surname is Fujisa, Nai, my name is ordinary.

Nothing special.

I found out that the ordinary-looking person wearing glasses is actually far more special than I imagined.

He can speak without opening his mouth. Although I regard this kind of thing as ventriloquism, ventriloquist actually needs to move his mouth, but the movement is very inconspicuous, or even invisible.

But what I pay attention to is not the so-called mouth movement, but the muscle movement. I can judge that his muscles are rigid from the beginning to the end, but they can convey the information they want to express to others, just like directly It's the same as instilling it in someone else's mind.

It's superpowers, maybe.

In fact, it doesn't matter to me whether it is or not, because we are just a line that intersects briefly and will be completely separated after graduating from high school.

I actually don't like to focus on my classmates, because that will create something called bondage.

Either good or bad.

That would break my normal routine in the future.

Some people say that you must learn to squander your youth, and you must make your youth wonderful no matter what, but in fact, to me, youth is just a division of a certain age group, but in fact, what is the psychological performance of people in that age group? , based entirely on that person himself.

Just like me, at the stage of adolescence, at this age, I have already thought about what my future will look like.

Study hard, get admitted to a fairly good university, work after graduation, save a certain amount of money for a few years to find a suitable man, be a housewife, have a cute baby, and live an ordinary life.

Sometimes I also think about the future of other students, such as Teruhashi, not that I must consider her future, but that I can't think of people who seem special to me for the time being.

Although the man with the mouthless glasses is also very special, I don't know anything about him. What's more, maybe he himself represents specialness. The future of a person who is truly special to the extent that others can't imagine roughly possible.

The next action of a person is entirely based on his own thoughts. For example, if I suddenly stand up in the current class, I will be scolded by the teacher, but if I sit down honestly until the end of class, maybe I will be scolded by the teacher in this class. Roll call, or being ignored by the teacher, but not being scolded.

This is why I occasionally like to imagine other people's futures, and mine has already been determined, so there is little point in imagining my future.

I guess Goddess Zhaoqiao will become an artist in the future and be loved by everyone. She will meet a man she loves and a man who loves herself, give birth to a cute baby, and live a happy life. There are all kinds of interesting things happening around me, and it feels like the future I have set is similar but has a completely different existence.

From the details of this goddess, I can also find that she has some special feelings for the man with mouthless glasses. Maybe she likes that man?

Once I think this way, I can't help but continue to think about it in the future, and finally come to the conclusion that the two are together, because no one can resist the charm of Goddess Zhaoqiao.

Except for this girl of course, I don't like another girl who looks very dazzling and makes me look worse than a green leaf.

It's not jealousy or envy, it's just pure, a girl's nature, of course I won't show it like this, otherwise I will be targeted by others, what I want is a peaceful campus life, and the same peaceful future.

Crush on Qishen Day 1

People always disagree.

I always knew.

It's just that I have never thought that after I have experienced life and death and was saved by a lifesaver, what I say in front of the lifesaver is not gratitude, but, "Please go play with Goddess Zhaoqiao ,best regard."

I saw the goddess showing me your sincere and interesting eyes.

I don't feel anything myself.

I don't think there is anything to be happy about being boasted by others like this. Even when I face my parents' boasting, I don't feel much.

I think I'm an emotionally thin person.

It's just that when he was rescued by the man with mouthless glasses, he was a little excited.

Because I am still alive.

It's a bit like the drawbridge effect, I think I have a little affection for him, but I would rather not have this affection.

I don't know why the driver of the truck would drink and drive, just like I don't know why I was pushed from behind by Mr. Saiki and survived.

I just know that I have to watch him, and watch him go to the amusement park with Goddess Zhaoqiao.

When their backs disappeared, I was still thinking, maybe it was because of the suspension bridge effect, I felt like I liked the man with the mouthless glasses a little bit.

reason?

Probably because he saved my life.

In the country across the sea, there is often a saying that saving someone's life is a promise of body.

It is impossible for me to agree with him, because he has a better choice.

I will not feel inferior that I am not worthy of Saiki-san, and I will not feel moved to say that in the future, Saiki-san and Teruhashi-san will be the best result, and I am just a passer-by.

Because the fact is that for Saiki, I am just a classmate he rescued casually, maybe he can't even remember my name.

My name is Fujisana.

It is enough for me to remember.

I fell in love with Qi Mu, and after touching this love, I suddenly discovered that I also want to have a rich youth.

For example, write a secret love diary that only belongs to you and will never be seen by others.

When my youth is over, when I meet my future husband and have a future baby, we may be able to sit together and watch this event mixed with green memories.

I am sane, always have been.

The first day I fell in love with Saiki-san ended in the scene of watching him go on a date with other girls.

It felt like a tragedy, but it wasn't.

Because I am very happy that I am still alive, and put this joy of being alive on Qi Mu.

I like Saiki-san's first day.

Classmate Qi Mu, I like you, there is no literature and art like the wind blowing [-] miles, only a casual sentence, I like you.

I can't learn how beautiful the moonlight is, and I won't tell you that it will rain tonight.

Each is well.

Crush on Qishen Day 2

The next day was the weekend. After I finished my homework, my parents told me that I could go out for a walk instead of staying at home all the time. In fact, I also wanted to go out for a walk, because maybe I could meet Qi Mu,

Unrequited love is a very happy thing, as if unrequited love is the only connection between me and Qi Mu, although I took the initiative to tie the rope of connection to Qi Mu.

He doesn't know anything about it.

I went out of the house, the weather is very good today, looking at the pocket money in my hand, I think I need to go to the supermarket to buy something, I like coffee very much, especially instant coffee, I can’t taste the strong and mellow taste of hand-ground coffee , can only feel the sweetness of saccharin contained in the slight bitterness of instant coffee.

This taste is very similar to secret love.

I bought a big pack of instant, even though I am not a person who likes to stay up late, nor is I a big coffee drinker, but I bought it, I thought, I can drink it slowly, just like I just wrote the first book. Like a one-page secret love diary, sooner or later I will finish drinking the coffee, and sooner or later I will finish that diary.

Just before the end, you must savor the sourness of secret love