Secret Love Qishen Diary

Sweet, bitter, spicy and salty.

When I was about to go to a nearby dessert shop to bring a small cake for my mother, I found a girl sitting in a relatively remote corner of the window. The hair is lighter, she looked up, she looked up at me.

I thought she might be Saiki's family or a relative, but I didn't go up to talk to her.

Crush is one's own thing.

I always remember.

If you disturb others because of your own thoughts, it is very wrong. Isn't it the nature of the Japanese not to trouble others?

Although in the world of adults, more people choose to rely on others.

I bought a small cake and passed by that girl, because I had to go through the back door, which is closer to the road of home. Although it is very remote, the remote place is enough for me to ferment the mentality of this secret love , and then write it into my diary.

I look forward to the warmth of looking at that diary with my loved ones and my family in the future.

But luck seems to be bad, I hit a speeder.

What a bad day.

They trampled my cake and tried to take away all my pocket money. Actually, I didn't have much pocket money, so I just gave them my wallet, but I was scolded as a poor bumpkin .

Well, I don't really care what they call me, it's just that their fists still hurt when they hit me.

I try my best to protect my face, because if there is dust on my body, it can be said that I accidentally fell or rubbed somewhere, but once my face is injured, it is difficult to explain to my family. I didn't have any fear or feelings about the beating experience.

Instead, I accepted the reality flatly, just like I knew that I had no strength to resist. Surely some people would wonder why I didn't resist, but accepted the reality calmly, right?

Because I know that resisting will not only bring me no benefit, but will make me get beaten even worse.

I don't want to go to the hospital, that kind of consequence is what I don't want to bear at present.

I like to measure gains and losses, and think about worse results under the already bad results. If I don’t want to accept worse results, then accept the reality.

Of course, accepting the reality does not mean that I am willing to be bullied.

When they beat me, I tore out blood from several people, and tore off several hairs of several people.

Finally, they left.

I took out the old cell phone that I had been protecting very well, no, maybe it was the old antique mobile phone that the group of speeders didn't care about at all, called the police, and finally handed over all the evidence to the police.

I begged them very seriously to punish those people, because I almost died. I showed the scars on my body to the policemen. They wanted to take me for a record, but I refused, and I said , "If I go back too late, my family will be very worried. There is no need to tell them about this kind of thing and make them worry."

In the end, the police sisters let me go.

Later, I heard that all those speeding gangsters had entered the juvenile detention center, and one of them was involved in human life, and he had been in a hit-and-run before beating me. If he was arrested this time, he might never come out again. , I don't know how my revenge is, I only know that I paid back the damage I suffered, maybe because I am not a good person.

In fact, I occasionally wondered, would I have become the second life in the hands of that person because of my resistance?

That night, I wrote down what I wanted to say to Qi Mu in my crush diary.

Saiki-san, when I went to the cake shop today, I met a girl who looks very similar to you.

She is eating coffee jelly, and it is the special coffee jelly in the cake shop. The price is very expensive, but it tastes very good, anyway, I have never eaten it, and I can't afford it.

Would Saiki-san also like to eat coffee jelly?But even if I like it, I will not take the initiative to give it to Qi Mu, because there is still a long time before your birthday, and there will be a period of time before the school celebration or home economics class.

In addition, the coffee jelly made from instant coffee should not taste very good.

Of course, even if it is a home economics class, what I make may not be able to enter your mouth. The things of Zhaoqiao are what you want most.

The second day after I fell in love with Qi Mu, I was really beaten badly by the Bicycle Gang. I think those wounds will not disappear for a week or two, but fortunately, my parents didn't notice.

I want to tell Saiki-san that the police sisters are really kind people.

I also want to tell Qi Mu, I was thinking at the time, what would happen if Qi Mu appeared by my side, and then I came to the conclusion that there is a possibility that you defeated everyone, and there is also a possibility that it was you Get beaten with me.

It's fun for me to think about possibilities.

I want to sleep with this kind of fun in my arms. Good night, Qi Mu.

Someone who has a crush on you.

Even if you don't know it.

Crush on Qishen Day 3

The days on Sunday were relatively uneventful, perhaps because of the second day after being beaten.It was far more painful than the time when he was beaten just now.

I lay on the bed for a long time, and my mother didn't let me go out because of my poor complexion. Looking at the suddenly dark sky outside the window, I was thinking, maybe it will rain today.

I hope that Qi Mu will not get caught in the rain when he is walking outside, otherwise I will be worried if he gets sick, although you still don't know.

That day, when I picked up the pen to write my secret love diary on a new page, I couldn't help writing down a sentence.

Qi Mu, I like rainy nights very much. In fact, I like all nights very much, but I especially like rainy nights.

The night is very quiet, there are no noisy voices, it will not disturb my thoughts, and it will not make my thoughts take a turn. In short, it is very comfortable when doing homework.

Of course, it is also very comfortable when writing a diary.

I really want to write down some of my insights in daily life, but I suddenly realized that this is a secret love diary, think about it or forget it, just write down the various thoughts, senses and fantasies of my classmate Qi Mu The student Saiki who arrived is enough, there is no need to write too much, and there is no need to record too much.

This is just a crush diary.

I hope Qi Mu will be happy this rainy night.

Good night, Saiki-san.

The third day of liking you is over.

Good night, the world.

Let me meet such a good classmate Qi Mu.

Crush on Qishen Day 4

New week begins.

Saiki-san still looks so interesting.

I don't pay much attention to him. Too much attention can easily ruin my image of a nerd, although I am not a person with such good grades.

But I always like to think twice.

Qi Mu's lunch today is milk and bread. Rantang and Chuan Erbing have already revealed the reason why Qi Mu eats milk and bread today.

It is said that Saiki’s parents went to spend their annual honeymoon. Although I don’t know why honeymoon is held every year, I know it must be a happy couple.

I want that future.

It's just that there is no Saiki-san in that future.

After the rainy night yesterday, the sky looks very lofty and clear today. I eat the bento I made with my own hands without feeling anything.

Ever since I was a child, I have never sent a bento to others, and no one has given me a bento. I have never given a love letter to anyone, and no one has ever handed me a love letter. I am really an ordinary person who cannot be more ordinary.

It's just that when I accidentally raised my head and met Saiki's eyes, I was stunned for a moment, but I gave him a smile back, then continued to lower my head and started eating my bento.

While eating bento, I was thinking about whether the arc of my smile was perfect enough, whether it would make him feel too polite or boring, but after all kinds of thoughts were over, there was only one thought in my heart, that That is, Saiki-san saw my smile.

Whether my smile is good or bad, I'm happy and that's enough.

Because a crush is a personal thing.

There was a physical education class in the afternoon. What I didn't expect was that Qi Mu, who looked a little thin, was actually so strong in sports. Although because of his few actions, Hui Lu turned his attention to Rantang body.

It's incredible.

Maybe Saiki-san really has superpowers?

But that doesn't matter, because I like him for who he is.

At the end of the afternoon, I was suddenly glad that my love was a secret love, a love that would never be spoken.

Because I found another person who clearly showed affection for Qi Mu and was rejected.

This is really a sad thing.

But I didn't show much, because I will never confess, so I will never accept failure, although there is no possibility of success.

Perhaps even if it is a confession, there is no possibility of success.

I'm not as beautiful as Teruhashi-san, no, maybe I can't compare with Teruhashi-san at all, she is a goddess, and I'm just an extremely ordinary girl in the world.

Perhaps it needs to be emphasized that the classmates in the class once again misremembered my name.

Ah, I'm used to it.

"Sato-san, please come and help me pick up nets for everyone