Secret Love Qishen Diary

But I didn't pay much attention to it, because I couldn't take the initiative to ask, so I couldn't get the answer.

I like the song Dual Personality, and I also like the lines in it, just like I like Saiki-san, but I will never announce it loudly. I like this song and I like Qimu-san.

The fifth day of liking Saiki-san...

It's not over yet, but I can already think that at the last second before the end of today, my classmate Qi Mu's liking will add another point.

Crush on Qishen Day 6 [1]

For many people, liking someone should be sweet and free, but I don’t know why, I feel that I may be a little different from other people.

My classmate Qi Mu's love seems to be limited in a box, so today's Valentine's Day, even if I made chocolate, I just held it in my hand.

I don't know whether to give it away, even if it is given to Saiki-san as Giri chocolate, it doesn't feel appropriate.

I am not very familiar with him. As a classmate, if I only give him gifts and not others, is it not good?

no, no,

I suddenly thought of one thing. I thought that when I was rescued by Qi Mu, I never said thank you seriously. Maybe this piece of chocolate can be used as a gift?

Although chocolate must contain a lot of my mood.

But Saiki won't know, isn't that enough?

With this idea in mind, when I went to school in the morning, I also felt a simple sweet feeling in my heart, like eating a very expensive candy.

But when I saw two good-looking male classmates who dismissed the so-called giri chocolates or honmei chocolates I received, my heart became a lot colder, maybe it wasn't coldness,

Instead, I simply calmed down and thought calmly, what should I do to send this chocolate out.

I want to give chocolates to Saiki-san, this is my own idea and it will not change, and I will not feel that it is unnecessary to give chocolates because I find out that other students are dismissive of chocolates.

In fact, for me, after discovering this kind of thing, I think about it more calmly. If Saiki-san doesn’t like my chocolate and wants to refuse, I think I can think about it more calmly , because I am not a very familiar person with him.

I'm just an ordinary crush.

In class, I thought about it like an ordinary girl. During the period, because I was in a daze for a long time, I was called up by the teacher, and my classmates also laughed kindly at me.

I actually didn't like this state, so I put the Valentine's Day and chocolate thing behind me and got down to studying.

It wasn't until after class that I found the simple-packed chocolate. I held it in my hand and walked to Qi Mu's desk under the watchful eyes of my classmates.

Seeing his expression, he was stiff for a moment, maybe he didn't want to receive this gift, so I will say at the beginning, "This is chocolate for you, Saiki-san, it's nothing special The reason is that it happens to be this festival, and the only student in the class who has contact with me is you."

What I wanted to say was directly deleted from my brain, and it was transformed into, "Student Qi Mu is very grateful to you for saving my life before, and I have never thought of a good way to thank you. It's Valentine's Day, of course this chocolate doesn't mean I like you..."

Because my liking never needs to be represented by external objects, as long as I know it is enough.

Thinking this way in my heart, I quickly said the following words, "It's just for thanking you, I hope you can accept it."

After I finished speaking, I handed the chocolate in front of him, and I saw him stretch out his hand to take the chocolate, and after nodding his thanks, he stopped talking.

Later, I turned around and left directly. I didn't really want to chat with him and get acquainted with each other. I just wanted to give him a gift of thanks.

This is not natal chocolate, it is just a gift of thanks, and my natal chocolate will only be eaten by myself.

If no one gives me a gift, then I can't forget myself, and I have to learn to give myself a gift. The satisfaction of human beings with life is a huge support for continuing to walk on the road of life with no end in sight.

Eating the chocolate I made myself, the taste has a touch of sweetness and a slight bitterness, which is the taste I like, so I am more satisfied.

This is my natal chocolate, a little sweet and a little bitter.

Sure enough, only by tasting your own mind can you understand what it tastes like.

Crush on Saiki Day 6【2】

I like Saiki-san's sixth day.

I gave him one of my chocolates, just as a thank you, chocolate without any other meaning.

My natal chocolate was eaten by myself.

For me, whether my chocolate is sweet or bitter, I can make the most perfect interpretation. If I really give this piece of chocolate to Qi Mu, he may not only not eat it, but will never eat it. You will understand the heart of the person who made this chocolate.

I eat it differently.

In general, today is also a day that makes people feel happy.

Saiki-san, I still like you very much.

It’s just that this love is rational and not mixed with personal extreme emotions. Some people may think that my love may not be so pure, but this is the most suitable way that I have thought about carefully and will not affect each other, so I just wrote these down in my diary.

Student Qi Mu, I hope you can taste the thank you gift I gave you. Of course, it doesn’t matter if you don’t like it, but don’t tell me what you don’t like, because I will be sad.

I'm in a good mood today, maybe it's the sweetness of having a lover on Valentine's Day, which makes the whole world sweeter, I don't think I'm a single dog exuding a fragrance, because... I wouldn't describe myself like that !

Today's good mood will last the whole day. I hope Saiki can also receive chocolates from the person he wants today.

good night!

[Secretly, I heard that another meaning of good night is wanan, I love you, it is a more subtle way of expressing love than the Japanese’s beautiful moonlight tonight]

Crush on Qishen Day 7

The weather is fine today, and there are still birds chirping outside. There is a cute puppy in the neighbor's house. After I went out, he also barked at me twice, as if to say hello.

Such literary words appeared in my mind inexplicably, and then I understood when I saw Qi Mu in school.

This may simply be because lovers view the world with emotion.

Although I think so in my heart, I am sure that the eyes I look at Qi Mu are the same as usual, there is absolutely no ups and downs and fluctuations, and I will not let him notice my small thoughts.

Occasionally, when thinking about Saiki, I would rather stare at a certain corner in a daze, thinking about what is that lollipop-like device on his head?Can I take it down and eat it?

Or he was thinking about all the strange things like the parabola of tennis before, and he would not choose to look at his face in a daze.

I feel that I am a very strange person, but such philosophical thoughts are quickly forgotten.

Obviously, I was still thinking that the home economics class was still a long time away from me, but when I was notified by the teacher to take the home economics class that day, I was a little at a loss.

Today's lesson is to make a cake.

This is not difficult for me, but what makes me feel helpless is that today is not my reward day.

The so-called reward day is the day to reward yourself for your hard work in the past month.

I will choose the last day of each month to end the month with the most perfect ending, usually I choose to eat cake, or go crazy for a whole day.

Eating cake at other times would cause my normally balanced nutritional intake to be out of balance, which means I would gain weight, which is a bolt from the blue...

I was a little distressed looking at the cake I made. I was bored on it and painted many small flowers. Although it is not as exquisite as the cake shop, it has a special flavor, but the trouble is that I don’t know how to do it. Next mouth.

Give this cake to Saiki-san?

Of course that's not possible.

It's not because of my low self-esteem, but because I suddenly felt that if Qi Mu eats such a high-calorie cake, he will definitely gain weight.

It is true that it is a very happy thing to feed someone you like until you gain weight.

Even when I saw the final product of my cake, I was still thinking about whether I should create a character set for myself that I would like to feed my classmates, so that it would not be obvious when I was feeding Saiki.

Not even letting him know what I'm thinking.

But the next second I gave up on the idea.

Because Saiki-san doesn't act like he likes eating cakes very much.

Hmm... hallucination?

Just now I seemed to notice that Mr. Saiki took a look at my cake.

I quickly put this idea behind me, food can't be wasted, can't be sent out, so it doesn't matter if I eat it by myself.

I'm ready to grow meat.

But that classmate Rantang who usually looks very, um... naive, suddenly said, "It's not as good as everyone