Secret Love Qishen Diary

How is the ball? "Student Hui Lu took a look at all the students and found that most of them had something to do, and finally turned their attention to me who was doing nothing.

I nodded, not minding being the labor force picking up the ball.

In fact, I don't care about club activities at all.

And I didn't join the tennis club.

What I joined was a very ordinary book club, and it was enough to hand in a review of a book every week.

Suddenly appearing in the tennis club is also because Teruhashi-san appeared here, which led to Saiki-san and a series of people around him also appearing here.

Maybe it was because I was bored, or maybe I was also curious about what Saiki's extracurricular activities were like, so I also appeared here.

I watched Saiki-san running on the tennis court, and according to my favorite mathematical analysis, I concluded that this is a person with superpowers.

But I still didn't say a word. It's impossible for me to tell this matter, because it's meaningless. Of course, no one would believe it even if I said it, because Qi Mu didn't show his sincerity. Special, he is trying to be ordinary, I can feel it.

I don't want to break other people's minds.

And I don't feel self-righteous, if I tell the general public about this power, let everyone study together, whether it can make a greater contribution to the world, what is the place to be happy.

In fact, for a small person like me, it is normal to be selfish. If I also have this ability, I am afraid that no one will tell it, and at the same time, I will also carefully conceal it.

Of course, this kind of thinking is too selfish. If Qi Mu is really the superpower I deduce, I think he should simply want to be an ordinary person, although I think that with uncontrollable special power, What you have to do is not to suppress that power, but try your best to control that power, tame it, and not let it become your own disadvantages.

But this is not important.

All I know is that Saiki, who plays tennis, is really handsome.

"Ah, it's getting dark, it's time to go home."

Before the tennis match was over, I was already ready to leave.

Having a crush on someone does not necessarily focus on that person, but on myself. I need to determine whether I have leaked my feelings accidentally, so words and deeds must be Be careful, the sunset scene is a time period that can easily cause my emotions to explode.

So in order to avoid that almost impossible possibility, I'd better go home early.

After I got home, I drew Saiki playing tennis on the page of today’s diary. Although my drawing was terrible, I was very happy.

The weather is good today, and the luck is good. I saw another side of Sai Mu.

I feel that Saiki-san is really special, he should have superpowers, but maybe for a girl who has a crush on her, the person she likes is a hero in itself, possessing all incredible powers.

Of course, the parabola of that tennis ball is still unscientific, but I would never try to investigate such a thing.

I like Saiki's fourth day, and I am very happy.

Crush on Qishen Day 5

In that post-reading review, I wrote a lot eloquently and gathered 800 words. The post-reading review of a story is supposed to describe my personal emotions, but in fact it is not.

In fact, the post-reading impression is that the public asks others to interpret another work, it is reading comprehension, rather than describing one's own private emotions in the post-reading impression, which is very strange.

Because it is reading!back!feel!

That is, the feeling after reading this work.

Obviously, it is completely different from the common way of writing after reading.

And I also mixed in a lot of nonsense in it.

The post-reading impression is not to interpret everything that a story wants to express, but to answer everything that people who read this story understand about this story.

I think so, so it's only natural that I was spurned by the president of the book club the next day.

After all, the answer I gave was not the answer he wanted. Although he had a warning from the beginning, he didn't expect that I could write such a thing, and he almost pissed him off. I have never met the president It looks so troublesome, but under that anger, I seem to feel some other emotions.

I don't quite know, and I don't quite understand.

After a long, long time later, I suddenly understood why the president behaved like that, because he saw another side of me from the words... a side that is hopeless.

But now that I don’t know anything about all this, I can only be chased and beaten by the president, causing other students in the class to look at me more and more strangely, even Qi Mu, who usually doesn’t pay much attention to me Also focus on me.

Maybe I was thinking that after being beaten like this, I am no longer an ordinary person, and Qi Mu should not pay attention to me anymore, and I need someone else to pay attention to me, but it doesn't matter.

I like him, for him, for others, it is a matter of indifference.

Soon, the time was almost up, and there were still 2 minutes before the start of class. After the president of the reading club gave me a hard look, he left the classroom aggressively.

I was a little embarrassed and a little overwhelmed. Of course, I think it was my other classmates who were more embarrassed in this situation, because they showed me hesitant expressions, as if they wanted to ask me what happened, What's going on, but because of reasons I'm not familiar with, it's like not knowing how to open my mouth.

I suddenly understood a sentence, that sentence, "If you don't feel embarrassed, then it will only be others."

This feeling makes me a little bit happy, of course only a little bit.

After all, Saiki is not among the hesitant to speak. If he is included, I will take the initiative to answer.

There is a difference between liking someone and disliking someone, and treating someone you like is different from treating someone you don't like.

I am still that selfish person.

There was a music class today, but unfortunately in the middle of the class, the teacher suddenly felt unwell, and it turned out to be the class monitor directing us to sing and play...

I don't really understand what this operation is, especially in the end, after several famous people in the class have been named, I, an insignificant person, was also named.

I quickly declined, "I don't sing very well."

But classmate Hui Lu was saying, "It doesn't matter, the people in the class won't have any idea of ​​ridicule."

I know he is a simple and pure person, but his words made the little devil in me laugh out loud.

In fact, everyone has a good side and an evil side.

If I sing really badly, I'm likely to be stopped halfway through, and I won't be called in the music class after that, and it will have some impact on the rest of my life.

But his words have blocked my way.

So I can only sing, even though I don't know if my singing voice is good or not.

Because I have never sung in front of outsiders, when I usually do housework at home and make lunch for myself, I occasionally sing these two lines to make myself feel more relaxed.

I sang a very intense song, the name of the song is called double personality.

"Human beings share the joy of symbiosis."

"But the emotion of the poor, reprimand it, no matter who it is, go save it, work so hard."

"Give someone a West Point."

"No matter what kind of thought it is, if you don't say it, you won't understand it."

"We all have desires, although we don't intend to completely deny them."

"Tears shed for others, try, follow beside the meek."

This is a very intense song. I think the students never thought that I would sing such a song. They should think that girls can sing softer songs.

But actually I like this song very much, dual personality, like everyone has their own other side, and the other side is definitely the opposite of the current side.

I think my other side is probably the opposite of me now.

The other me should be flamboyant and wanton, completely opposite to the ordinary and ordinary me now.

I don't know if I shocked my classmates, but it was enough for me that they didn't stop.

I sat in the seat. For irrational crushes, they should have turned their attention to the person they care about now, wanting to know the other person's views and answers about themselves.

But for a rational person like me, not only did I not pay attention to Qi Mu, but I deliberately blocked the possibility of diverting my eyes.

Because I lowered my head and looked at my book, I didn't explain to the class monitor, "I'm ugly", and I didn't say polite words like "I didn't sing well" like everyone explained.

Because I know how I sing, from the moment I speak, I bring all the emotions into it.

No matter what kind of thought it is, if you don't say it, you won't understand it.

It's like the lyrics, but I will never say it, and I hope Saiki-san will never understand it.

Bearing the feelings of someone he doesn't like is an unpleasant thing, so it's good for him never to know.

Today's class is not over yet, I have already taken out my diary like an ordinary girl and wrote down everything I want to write.

I kind of want to know what kind of view Saiki-san saw when I sang today