Secret Love Qishen Diary

Classmates, or pretend nothing happened?

I think I'm afraid I can't pretend.

Although I have been in a good mood in every sense these two days, I think if I find out that Saiki is sick or in the rain, my mood will probably be low for a while.

Question 1,

How should I hold an umbrella for Sai Mu without being too ambiguous?

Question 2,

Zhaoqiao also said that he didn’t bring an umbrella, he was afraid he would get wet, and then the students around gave them umbrellas. Although they didn’t need so many, if I didn’t, it would only show that I was a relatively lonely person. Man, if I give it away, what should Saiki do?

Then I gave up thinking about philosophy.

I took the initiative to walk to Qi Mu's side, "Qi Mu, our family seems to be in the same direction, do you want to hold an umbrella with me?"

My face is not red, my heart is not beating, I am not panting, oh no...my heart is still beating, if my heart is not beating, it means I am dead.

But now I feel like I'm dying too, and I actually said...

I actually said it!

As expected, Saiki hesitated, and I felt that I might be an idiot again.

Nanzi sauce is so cute.

But classmate Qi Mu and I are completely opposite sex, take the initiative to hold an umbrella with a opposite sex, am I telling everyone that I like him? !

I am silly……

When he was frozen in place, Teruhashi-san came over, "Can Sato-san hold an umbrella with me? I feel a little uncomfortable borrowing something from a male classmate."

I'm stiffer.

I don't know why, but I feel awkward right now, in every sense of the word.

No matter it was Teruhashi who called me by the wrong name, or I took the initiative to tell Saiki that we would go home together under an umbrella.

To be honest, I don't want to be with Teruhashi-san.

Not to mention that we are not heading home in the same direction, and more importantly, she called me by the wrong name, and she was still in front of Qi Mu, which made me a little concerned.

Well, I'm such a narrow-minded person, at this moment, I think so desperately.

"I'm afraid not, Teruhashi-san, I want to go home with Saiki-san under the umbrella because we are heading home in the same direction, and secondly, I don't think saving my life can be solved with a piece of cake."

But in the same way, I can also be high-profile at this moment.

I never knew my tone could be so indifferent, just like I never thought of myself as a perpetually timid person.

My tone may be too calm, which made Teruhashi stunned for a while, and the male students around me looked at me with dangerous eyes, and even some female students began to discuss in a low voice, but I remained calm Said, "Student Qi Mu, would you like to go home with me under the umbrella? We are also relatively close in height, so it shouldn't cause trouble to you."

Saiki-san probably didn't expect me to react like this, and what he said after a while was not to reject my words, but to say seriously, [Teruhashi-san, Fujisa-san's surname is Fujisa, not Sato. 】

Zhaoqiao was in a daze, and I was also a little dazed.

I didn't expect Saiki to say such a thing. The matter of asking students not to remember my name has been mentioned a long time ago, and it has been mentioned more than once.

【Also, Fujisa-san and you go home in a different direction. 】

In an instant, my originally heavy mood was like a rainbow after the rain, beautiful and warm.

I have to admit, the simple words of Mr. Saiki made my heart beat faster.

He has that——how good!

So I don't have to make it difficult for him.

I took out my phone, clicked on the weather forecast again, and looked at the information that the rain would stop in 20 minutes, so I said, "If Qi Mu is not in a hurry, then you can wait for the rain to stop before going back." , and thank you very much for remembering my name, then, I'll go first, goodbye."

Then walk away directly.

I don't have persecution paranoia.

But my heart is telling me that if I don't leave Zhaoqiao at this time, I'm afraid that Saiki will be implicated.

The title of a girl favored by God is not just for talking.

I am ready to be bullied by school.

When the school gate was blocked, I just smiled.

When a boy wanted to slap me, I just took my umbrella and gave him a hard slap on the calf, and then ran away without hesitation.

When the other party pulled my hair, I was ready to show up at the hospital and be contacted by the school teacher to my parents.

But I don't know why another gust of wind blew by, and my eyes seemed to be blurred by rain.

Therefore, I only heard a loud noise in my ears, and soon those students who wanted to hurt me fell directly on the ground, their bodies were scorched black, it looked like they had been struck by lightning, and they were still alive. Spit black smoke.

I don't know what this miraculous luck is, I only know that the rain has stopped...

The rainbow in the sky is also really beautiful.

And on this day, the records in the diary are only,

That might be a miracle.

And I participated in that miracle.

It's also a miracle that Saiki-san would refute Teruhashi-san for me.

I, who experienced so many miracles in the same day, may be a miracle in itself.

I gritted my teeth and wrote the last sentence in my diary,

Saiki-san, thank you.

Then he stroked lightly with a pen.

As if nothing happened.

good night.

if

A long time later, it was also a long time after my classmate Saiki was together.

He saw my diary and asked me a question, [Did you already know that I have special abilities at that time? 】

"I don't know either." I said.

Because at that time I did notice something obviously wrong.

All the miracles put together are definitely not miracles, but man-made peculiarities.

"But I know one thing. Since then, my liking has completely transformed into love."

"My idea is no longer simply to avoid, but to get closer. At that time, I was just thinking that we may not be lovers, but we can become the friendship of gentlemen as light as water."

[What if I keep treating this feeling as if it doesn’t exist? 】

"It's my business to like you."

I like Saiki-san.

Regardless of whether I can get his response or not, this love belongs only to me.

It was mine alone, and I still think so to this day.

Qi Mu didn't seem to know what to say, and finally he just sighed and put his hand on my head, and his eyes under the green lens looked at me seriously.

I heard him say,

"Fujisana, you can trust your feelings more, and you can trust me more."

They are all the same reality.

Crush on Qishen Day 13

I am sick.

When I was lying in bed in the morning, I knew I was sick. The hot forehead, limp body, and the bad vision made me confirm this information.

My mother and father couldn't accompany me after I developed a fever. They are not high-end technical talents, and the jobs they work can be replaced at any time.

So they could only hurriedly prepare some food, hot water, and medicine for cold and fever.

I know it's best, I know that colds and fevers are nothing serious and get better in no time, but I have to admit that when I'm sick in bed, I'm surprisingly vulnerable.

I want someone to be with me.

I really want to.

I know that's impossible.

My parents asked for a leave of absence for me. The current time is 9:[-] in the morning. Nanzi Jiang is also a student. Although I haven't figured out which school she is studying in, it is obviously impossible for her to be absent from class as a student. Come and see me, and I don't want her to worry about me.

I thought so.

When I heard the phone ding-dong, I coughed twice and got up from the bed, took down my phone from the bedside table, opened it, and when I saw a letter, I was a little helpless but clicked on it anyway.

At first I thought it might be a spam text message, but after clicking on it, I found that it was a message from Nanzi Jiang.

Saiki Kusuko: Recently I heard that the flu broke out, Fujisa-san took care of herself.

Knowing that it is impossible for Nanzijiang to know that I am sick now, sending this message may be just a courtesy, but I still have a sore nose.

Fujisana: I'm sick.

Fujisana: I know that telling you these things may make you worry me in class, but now I really want to be selfish and make you worry about me, so that I will feel that I am cared for.

Fujisana: I feel that I am particularly like the kind of person who is not strong at all, not self-reliant at all, only knows to rely on others, has no use, and is very selfish.

Fujisana: ...I'm sorry.

I hastily turned off the phone.

I don't know why I sent such a message to Nanzi Jiang.

It's just that after sending these words, I felt unexpectedly embarrassed and sad.

Not only that, after turning off the phone, I quickly determined that if I choose to escape next and don't explain my situation clearly to Nanzijiang, it will only make Nanzichan more worried.

That's too bad.

Obviously, he has always planned to be the kind of person who never bothers others.

Turning on the phone again, I looked at the message from Nanzi Jiang on it.

Suddenly, I felt my eye sockets a little sore.

Qi Munanzi: Wait for me, I will be there soon.

I know, although Nanzi Jiang looks