Secret Love Qishen Diary

Lai is a very gentle person, but in many cases she is unexpectedly strong and also unexpectedly decisive.

Is it time for class now?

I want to tell her not to come, but I know that what I say will only make her say: If you don't want her to come, don't tell her about it.

Nanzijiang would really say such a thing.

She always looks calm and calm, but unexpectedly she can directly touch people's hearts with words.

Nanzijiang finally came. After I exchanged contact information with her, we often chat on the Internet. Although most of the chatter is from me, she will only reply once in a while, but I know she has something to say. Read all the messages I posted.

The more you find Nanzijiang's thoughtfulness in the details, the more you unexpectedly like Qi Mu.

Obviously they are not alone.

I just think they're all good people.

It's also worthy of my liking.

When I opened the door, I saw a girl with pink hair, holding a pile of medicines in her hand, with a more serious expression on her face than usual.

I suddenly felt a little embarrassed.

"I made you worry about me."

[It should be normal to worry about you, we... aren't we friends? 】

"But it's also class time." I said in a low voice, and then I noticed that Nanzijiang's expression seemed to be [-] million points sharper.

I am very guilty.

"Well... anyway... thank you very much for coming to see me."

[Instead of thanking me, why didn't you take care of yourself before? 】

"There are many reasons... Just like the message you just sent me about the recent flu, maybe it's just a simple flu infection."

I look at the ceiling for a while, and the quilt for a while, but I dare not look at Nanzijiang.

In fact, I can more or less judge why I got sick. One is too frightened, one is exposed to the rain, and the other is over-thinking.

Before I go to bed every night, I think about too much information.

Although it was crossed out by the word "good night" in the end.

[...Take care of yourself, take care of yourself if you don’t want me to worry, understand? 】

Nanzijiang's eyes are serious now.

Seriously, I couldn't help feeling a little bit of grievance in my heart.

In the end, I just crawled out of the bed, rushed into her arms, and said while rubbing against her, "I don't want to, I want to be fine too,"

But reality never gave me a good chance at all.

I was thinking, should I just transfer schools.

In that case, if you stay away from Saiki-san, you shouldn't care too much.

But I also feel that since I can't be with Saiki, spending the peaceful high school years together can be regarded as full of the pure heart of first love.

It's just sad.

Very sad very sad.

Nanzijiang comforted me for a long time.

Even when I thought I might be a genius, she still said, [Fujisana, what problem do you think escaping can solve?If you have any dissatisfaction with the reality, just say it directly, we are still high school students, and we still have the right to vent. 】

"Will people hate that?"

[Then tell me, besides me, who else would like you? 】

"Nanzijiang, I'm hurt, my heart hurts so much!"

【Your heart doesn't hurt, do you have to make my heart hurt to make you happy? 】

I was silent again.

Nan Zijiang also seemed to feel that she had slipped her words, and paused for a long time.

Later, after sleeping with me, she left.

By the time I woke up, it was night, and Mom's dinner had restored me to my old health, mind and body.

Just looking at the diary, I don't know what to write.

In the end, I still put pen to paper.

I know I shouldn't escape, and I don't think I'm a coward. I just simply feel that I may not be able to bear the most serious consequences.

When Nanzijiang was by my side, I couldn't even imagine what would happen if I really expressed my thoughts in school.

I like the word "consistency".

Because it's too difficult to do, and I can't do it at all.

Saiki-san, liking you is really difficult, but I think I can stick to it.

I still have the right to vent, whether it's feelings or moods.

Crush on Qishen Day 14

Whether it was the rainy days before or the days when I was sick, I am afraid it was all to see the fierce sun today.

When I was walking on the road and approaching the school gate, some classmates greeted me and even called me by my name accurately. I didn’t know the reason at first, but when I was in physical education class, that The classmate I spoke to told me,

"It's because the words of Saiki-san, who has a relatively low sense of presence, made Teruhashi-san's face very ugly. Although a girl who is favored by God should be liked by everyone, girls don't want to be there The beautiful high school days are covered by another same-sex can only become green leaves."

Then the child told me, "I don't know what you are like, and I don't know what the other students think. Anyway, I don't like Teruhashi-san, nor do I hate her, but I don't usually say such things Well, it just so happens that the principals of Teruhashi's support group have all been admitted to the hospital recently, and occasionally we can express our hearts."

When I heard this information, I suddenly realized that many people in the school may not like Zhao Qiao's support group, because they are too crazy, and now [-]% of the boys in the school have joined the support group .

I think if I find a bunch of guys getting together just for one girl, even going crazy for a while, I don't think of them as normal fans but as a bunch of dangerous elements.

It turns out that those people really do have problems when I was blocked before.

While thinking about these things, I went to the classroom. Now at the corner, because I have been thinking about things with my head down, I accidentally bumped into a classmate, but we just took a step back and didn’t fall. Then I saw Qi Mu, who was wearing green glasses as always.

I froze for a moment.

But he still said, "I'm sorry Saiki-san."

【It doesn't matter……】

He seemed to hesitate for a moment, and then said, 【Are you all right? 】

At this time, I didn't think about why ordinary Qi Mu, who didn't even have any school committee status, would know the reason for my leave.

Nanzijiang is not someone who deliberately introduces friends to family members.

At this time, I just smiled and replied, "No problem, I'm fine now!"

Probably because I was full of energy and reassured him, he just said plainly, [That's good. 】

Then we walked to the classroom together, and I also saw the little lollipop-like thing on his head shake twice, and because of this little discovery, I became even happier.

So I naturally spoke up, "Where did you buy the one on Qi Mu's head? Can you find the same model?"

If Nanzijiang and I were walking on the street with something like this, there shouldn’t always be people looking at her with strange eyes. I’m always worried that Nanzijiang will be targeted by bad guys.

[...This is made by my family, I'm afraid I can't find the same style. 】

Don't worry, Nanzijiang will never appear again in the future, she will only become a memory, or someone on the phone, hehe...

"Ah, that's it," I nodded, and the two of us entered the classroom together.

There are still a few minutes before the start of morning self-study, I propped my chin and thought, obviously just a few days ago I was thinking about staying away from Qi Mu as much as possible, but now I can talk to him so naturally.

Plans can never keep up with change.

I can't help but sigh.

The morning class was not much different from usual, as always, but at the end of the morning class, the female classmate who spoke to me in the morning sat on the table in front of me and said to me,

"Fujisa-san accidentally called you wrong several times before, I'm really sorry."

I didn't expect that she came to apologize to me seriously, so I was stunned again.

But he quickly replied, "It's okay, it's not a big deal."

The classmate smiled awkwardly, and then said, "Then, Fujisa-san, can you be my friend?"

Facing this question, I was in a daze again, feeling that I might have become a puppet today, but I still readily agreed.

She told me seriously that her name is Jun Iguchi.

So our address soon became Nana and Xiaochun.

In the process of chatting, I quickly discovered that Xiaochun's three views are very similar to mine.

Xiaochun also told me, "Nai Nai is also the first friend I have met in so many years who have the same three views as me."

Then Xiaochun began to ramble again, "People in our country have already learned all kinds of information when they were in middle school, and it is precisely because of this that they are relatively precocious in terms of emotions. It's really unpleasant to treat someone who is emotionally indifferent, whether it's a friend or a couple."

"Indifference is not indifference, some people just can't get excited." I said.

I even think that I am a bit like a teacher sometimes, and I can consider taking the teacher qualification certificate test in the future, because many times when I walk into the classroom, the originally lively classroom will be quiet for a moment, which is really deterrent.

Speaking of emotional issues, Xiaochun said, "Is there anyone Nana likes?"

I hesitated, but said, "Yes."

I thought that Xiaochun might ask me who I like, but she didn't ask, and said, "