I can save it

When Shen Mian arrived at Luhe, Pei Zhiyi was already in the box.

It was completely dark outside, he was sitting by the floor-to-ceiling window, unaware that Shen Mian had come in, he was still as stiff as a sculpture, the black turtleneck was lined with pale skin, the lines from forehead to jaw were impeccable, He was as handsome as a work of art, but also so indifferent that there was nothing human about him.

Shen Mian glanced at it, and knew that it was a big noise this time.

He has had a unique skill since he was a child. He can tell at a glance how good or bad he is in a mood by looking at Pei Zhiyi. If the school has an exam called "Pei Zhiyi Research", he will definitely get full marks without hesitation.

Shen Mian's coat had already been taken away by the waiter, leaving only the soft knitted sweater wrapped around the shirt, making him look even more gentle and delicate.

He told the waiter not to serve food for the time being, and walked to Pei Zhiyi's side.

Pei Zhiyi also turned to look at him. Seeing him, his expression finally eased a little, but he still didn't say a word.

Shen Mian asked Pei Zhiyi in a low voice: "What's the matter, didn't you promise me not to quarrel, why did your father provoke you?"

Pei Zhiyi quarreled with his father for a variety of reasons. The father and son had similar personalities, so it was more difficult for ordinary people to tolerate each other. Ever since Pei Zhiyi was a child, he had never been filial to his father.

But Shen Mian subconsciously felt that it was the same as before, and it was only caused by trivial matters. Pei Zhiyi's anger might be because Pei An's words were too tough, which caused a backlash.

Pei Zhiyi was silent for a rare moment.

After examining and thinking for a moment, he said softly: "My dad helped me arrange to go abroad."

It is an arrangement, not a solicitation.

Shen Mian's eyes widened, he never dreamed that the reason for the quarrel would be this.

In fact, many people from their high school transferred abroad every year, but he never thought that there would be Pei Zhiyi among them.

"Why is your father so..." Shen Mian swallowed the impolite words, and put on a vague neutral word, "It's too hasty."

Pei Zhiyi's brows and eyes were filled with a bit of sarcasm uncontrollably.

Because his father thought he had made a very considerate decision, Pei Zhiyi had a better relationship with his mother, and he thought that he was not a perfect father, so he might as well let Pei Zhiyi get closer to his mother.

He sneered and added: "He asked me to transfer directly to a high school abroad. The school is near my mother's house, and he thought we could still enjoy a mother-child reunion."

He asked Shen Mian: "Do you think I should accept it?"

Shen Mian was speechless.

Of course he didn't want Pei Zhiyi to go out, even the moment he heard this, he wanted to rush out and quarrel with Pei An.If Pei Zhiyi can't get used to it, can you be responsible?

But when he looked at Pei Zhiyi's face with a cold and tired look, and then at the Jade Guanyin hanging around Pei Zhiyi's neck, his words stuck in his throat again.

The Jade Guanyin was given to Pei Zhiyi by Aunt Yu Lian, and it has been on Pei Zhiyi since he was seven years old. I hope he will always be safe and happy.

Unlike Pei An's father and son, the relationship between Pei Zhiyi and his mother is much more relaxed. Although Yu Lian is also a tough person, she never interferes with other people's freedom. She has always chatted peacefully with Pei Zhiyi, more like a friend. Not mother and son.

So he didn't know if Pei Zhiyi would also want to go to his mother's side.

And he knew that Aunt Yu Lian actually missed Pei Zhiyi very much.

He always subconsciously considers other people.

So he avoided Pei Zhiyi's eyes, and said softly: "You ask me, I don't know, this is your own business, and I can't..."

I can't interfere.

Shen Mian didn't say the second half of the sentence, he was a little sad, his heart seemed to be grasped by a hand, sore and swollen.

He didn't even want to live in different cities with Pei Zhiyi in university, so how could he be willing to live in two different countries with Pei Zhiyi.

Just thinking about it, he was so flustered that he didn't know what to do, as if the person who had been pulling him forward suddenly let go of his hand, leaving him alone on the road.

But he didn't want to answer this question, but Pei Zhiyi seemed to have a serious plan.

He thought for two seconds and said, "Going abroad is really good for me. It is easier to apply for a prestigious school. I haven't seen my mother for a long time, and I miss her a little. But if I decide, I have to leave soon. After that You probably won’t be going to class anymore, you have to take language and preparation materials. You have to take care of yourself at school.”

Shen Mian was stunned for a moment, almost thinking that she had heard wrongly.

He thought that Pei Zhiyi was struggling repeatedly and didn't know whether to agree or not, but who knew that Pei Zhiyi had already made a decision in his heart.

He tried to find a deceptive look on Pei Zhiyi's face.

But Pei Zhiyi was very calm, and he didn't show any joke.

The two looked at each other silently for a while, Shen Mian lowered her head again dejectedly.

He thought, Pei Zhiyi is such a liar, yesterday he swore that he would take him to take the x university entrance examination, and he would not be separated from him when he got to university, so today he is ready to leave him and go abroad, even the future things are planned in advance .

He really wanted to scold Pei Zhiyi for breaking his promise.

But Pei Zhiyi sat there calmly and looked at him, his figure was already taller than an adult, and he looked mature and steady, making him look more and more like a child having a temper tantrum.

Shen Mian went silent again for a moment.

Even the vows between lovers can be easily changed, let alone a promise made by Xiaojian.

Going to the same place with him was only one of Pei Zhiyi's choices, not a treaty written in the notarized book that could not be violated.

He knew that he should be generous and advise Pei Zhiyi like a sincere friend, saying that I support you.

But he can't.

He just looked at Pei Zhiyi blankly, imagining that this person would disappear before his eyes in a few months, and his heart became a wilderness, with broken glass thrown inside, making tinkling noises.

Neither of them spoke.

Only the aromatherapy that had been lit a long time ago melted into the air.There are sea salt and mint in this aroma, mixed in this ambiguous and dark space, like a handful of thin snow, it makes people sober.

I don't know how long it was silent.

Pei Zhiyi stretched out his hand and pulled Shen Mian into his arms.

He was much taller than Shen Mian, and he easily pressed Shen Mian on his lap, and the two of them were almost tightly attached to each other.

"Are you angry?" Pei Zhiyi asked him gently.

Shen Mian didn't answer, of course he was angry, and he wouldn't hinder Pei Zhiyi's future, but Pei Zhiyi didn't even hesitate, he just left.

He was so reluctant to part with Pei Zhiyi, yet Pei Zhiyi didn't part with him.

Shen Mian felt that she was going to die of anger.

But he was so worthless, his nose was sore after being hugged by Pei Zhiyi.

However, after a while, he heard Pei Zhiyi ask him again: "Mianmian, do you want me to go abroad?"

Shen Mian answered this time, with a bit of anger: "I don't want you to go?"

If he could influence Pei Zhiyi with just one word, would Pei Zhiyi decide to leave so easily?

The more he thought about it, the more aggrieved he became, and buried his head on Pei Zhiyi's shoulder, his voice was vague: "Can you stop asking me knowingly, do you just want to anger me, how could I be willing to let you go..."

This is not someone else, this is Pei Zhiyi who grew up with him, the person who has been waiting for him at the intersection and holding him by the hand.

Only when he lost his mind and went crazy can he send him off to go abroad.

Pei Zhiyi got the answer he wanted, and gently stroked the back of Shen Mian's neck.

He felt that he was really nothing. He knew that Shen Mian couldn't do without him, and he couldn't bear him, but he tried to force Shen Mian to speak out again and again.

He wanted to have Pei Zhiyi's name stabbed in Shen Mian's heart all the time, and he would not be able to escape in this life.

"Then I won't go." He said close to Shen Mian's ear, "I'm not by your side, who will take care of you?"

This sentence was said very softly, scratching Shen Mian's ears like a feather, and fell into his heart all the way.

He raised his head abruptly, his eyes were still a little wet, he looked at Pei Zhiyi full of doubts, and asked in disbelief, "What do you mean?"

Pei Zhiyi calmly explained: "The reason I quarreled with my dad was because I rejected him. I said I wouldn't go out, not now, and not in college. If he dared to arrange for me by force, he would tear up my passport and send me to my hometown. He will also buy a plane ticket and come back immediately. If you mess with me again, I won’t even take the college entrance examination. He can try who is more ruthless.”

Shen Mian subconsciously thought, there is no need to try, you have always been more ruthless than your father, and you are better at tearing up faces.

But he quickly woke up again and gave Pei Zhiyi a slap: "Then why did you lie to me just now! You want me to take care of myself, I was scared to death by you, and in two seconds I could scare you to tears! "

In fact, it was not far from crying, he was so wronged that he was about to hum a sad song, and it was all because of the man's face that he kept crying and holding on to Pei Zhiyi.

Fortunately, he didn't, and after a deep sleep, he thought fearfully, where would he save his face?

Pei Zhiyi stroked the back of Shen Mian's neck: "I was teasing you just now."

Of course this is a lie.

I just want to reconfirm my weight in your heart.

In this way, one day when I confess to you, you will not be able to escape, even if you are afraid, you can only stay by my side obediently.

Because you can't stand losing me.

Pei Zhiyi mocked his insatiable greed in his heart, but he didn't show the slightest bit on his face, he was still gently coaxing Shen Mian: "Are you stupid, what should I do if I lose your points, do you still have to do the task?"

Shen Mian: "...!"

Yeah, he just completely forgot about it.

With Pei Zhiyi gone, not only did he lose his childhood, but he might also lose his life.

Shen Mian rubbed her heart, and couldn't help being afraid for a while, thinking that if she could only live to 99, she must have something to do with that bastard Pei Zhiyi.

So he punched Pei Zhiyi again, thinking he had used a lot of strength, but in fact it was not painful or itchy, Pei Zhiyi treated it like a massage.

But he solemnly pressed Pei Zhiyi's shoulder again, and said seriously: "You can't joke with me like this next time, I admit that I am stupid, I will believe anything you tell me, so you say you want to go abroad, I don't even There is no doubt at all. If you lie to me like this next time..."

Shen Mian wanted to say something harsh, it was best to make Pei Zhiyi tremble three times after hearing it.

But after much deliberation, he couldn't think of any powerful tricks.

Fortunately, Pei Zhiyi gave him the steps logically: "Okay, I won't lie to you. In the future, if you tell me to go east, I won't go west."

Satisfied, Shen Mian nodded solemnly, just because he was still sitting on Pei Zhiyi's lap, his majesty was scattered like a begonia that had been hit by a torrential rain.

...

Putting aside the serious worry in his heart, Shen Mian leaned against Pei Zhiyi again as if he had lost his bones. The room was warm and comfortable, even wearing a shirt. The two of them didn't speak now, but the atmosphere was the same as before.

Pei Zhiyi lightly touched the bones of his hand, as if playing a piano, sliding all the way from the fingertips, Pei Zhiyi had practiced handwriting, the pads of his fingers were slightly rough, and sliding on the skin would bring about a slight tremor.

And he was like a plucked cat, lying on Pei Zhiyi's shoulder, so comfortable that he wanted to snore.

He and Pei Zhiyi have always been very close, and he didn't think there was anything wrong with this before.

But when Pei Zhiyi's fingers touched his wrist, his heart trembled slightly, and Xu Yuanfan was kissing a man in the alley at night, under the dim street lights, before his eyes suddenly flashed.

It is also so intimate and presumptuous, blurring the boundaries, and it is difficult to explain it with friends.

……

He couldn't sit still all of a sudden, he pushed Pei Zhiyi away like his ass was on fire, ran slowly to his seat, and rang the service bell.

"I'm so hungry, let's eat first." Pei Zhiyi, who has no silver of 300 taels here, smiled, but sneakily rubbed his hands on his pants under the table.

It seems that this can wipe off the residual itching on the hands.

Pei Zhiyi suddenly lost the person in his arms, feeling a little unhappy in his heart, but his face was still calm, he smiled at Shen Mian: "Okay, let's eat first."

The author says:

Mianmian is about to run wildly on the road to enlightenment.But tomorrow I have to ask for a day off, and I have to save the manuscript. I will enter v on Friday and will change it three times at once~