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Shen Mian was a little absent-minded when eating. He always had great enthusiasm for delicious food. When he was a child, he was too fond of food and gained weight. It grew into a round snow dumpling, which could almost roll when placed on the ground. , Fortunately, because of the development and growth, he returned to his thin body.

But today he lost interest in the delicious food in front of him, and he lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking.

In the middle of serving the dishes, the waiter brought a silver plate, the cover was lifted, and there were roses made of desserts inside, surrounded by a real rose in the middle.

The waiter explained that this is a special dessert given by the couple set meal.

He probably had seen the world a lot, and he didn't show any surprise at all because the two boys came to eat the couple's set meal. Instead, he smiled and wished them a happy meal.

But Shen Mian's face turned red in disappointment.

He cut the dessert rose with a knife, and melted chocolate flowed out of it, like a heart being cut open, and warm blood flowed out.

But when he looked up at Pei Zhiyi who was opposite him, he found that Pei Zhiyi was frank and frank. Because he didn't like sweets, he only coldly cut off a corner of the rose, and then put it aside, collapsing and shrinking with the loss of temperature. , no longer dazzling.

After dinner, Pei Zhiyi sent Shen Mian home. Today is Sunday, and there was supposed to be evening self-study, but because of the activities in the third year, they don't have to go to school in the second year.

At the entrance of the alley, Pei Zhiyi promised him again: "I will not go abroad, I will go to a university with you, we can meet each other within a 10-minute walk, and I will buy a house nearby, you can decorate it however you like."

Shen Mian was bewitched by this picture, and laughed unconsciously.

But I also felt that this was a bit wrong, why did Pei Zhiyi let him decorate the house he bought?Should he also contribute?

But he is not as rich as Pei Zhiyi, and his savings for many years are all based on red envelopes during the Chinese New Year.

Shen Mian was a little worried for a moment.

But before he had time to think it through, Pei Zhiyi gently hugged him again. He could smell the fragrance on Pei Zhiyi's body, which was diluted countless times in the night wind, and became cold and soft.

Shen Mian froze for a moment, then protested weakly: "Can you stop hugging me all the time..."

While talking, he pushed Pei Zhiyi away, not too hard, but resolute.

Pei Zhiyi asked strangely: "Why?"

Shen Mian couldn't say one, two, three, four, and could only vaguely say: "How can there be a boy who hugs and hugs all the time."

Pei Zhiyi pointed out the loophole in his words: "But you obviously always wanted me to hug you before."

Shen Mian became angry from embarrassment: "That's all about junior high school!"

After finishing speaking, he didn't care about Pei Zhiyi, and ran away, leaving only one sentence to Pei Zhiyi: "See you at school tomorrow."

Shen Mian ran all the way into the yard of her own house, his parents hadn't come back yet, and Shen Yu was the only one at home.

He hurriedly said a few words to Shen Yu, then ran back to his room, closed the door, threw himself on the bed, and buried his face with the quilt.

But it's useless to cover up, Pei Zhiyi's eyes, the strength of holding him, and the way he laughed, all still appeared in front of his eyes one by one, and the itchiness of Pei Zhiyi's fingertips across the bones of his hand seemed to be shrouded in him again. On the skin, from the tailbone all the way to the heart.

Shen Mian buried her face even tighter in the quilt, wishing she could suffocate herself to death.

But only a moment later, Shen Mian got out of the quilt again, picked up the phone from the bedside table, and found the profile picture of the seldom contacted person in the WeChat list.

That profile picture is Xu Yuanfan.

Shen Mian bit her lip, hesitated a bit, but finally sent a message.

"Brother Fan, are you free? May I ask you a question?"

After thinking about it, the only person around him who has experience in men's love affairs is Xu Yuanfan. If you ask others, they may think he is crazy.

While staring at the screen, he felt his heart beating like a drum.

Fortunately, Xu Yuanfan quickly replied to him.

"Yes, what's wrong?"

Shen Mian typed with trembling hands, every word seemed to be of great importance.

"I kissed a boy, and I don't feel disgusted, is it curvy?"

He gritted his teeth and clicked send, his heart beating so loudly that he could hear it.

He thought that Xu Yuanfan would be shocked by his question and might grab him for questioning, but he didn't expect Xu Yuanfan to reply in seconds.

Xu Yuanfan asked him: "Have you kissed your little bamboo horse?"

Shen Mian almost threw the phone out.

He stared at Xu Yuanfan's head like he saw a ghost, suspecting that he was actually Xu? Holmes? Conan.

Why did Pei Zhiyi get exposed without saying a word?You two haven't even met face to face!

Fortunately, Xu Yuanfan didn't seem to need him to answer, and sent him messages one after another.

Xu Yuanfan: "I can't say. You ask this kind of question because you want me to give you an idea, but this is your life, and I can't take responsibility for you."

Xu Yuanfan: "I can only say that you don't reject him. Just like I can kiss any guy I meet in a bar, it doesn't mean I like them."

Shen Mian stared at those few lines, and became even more entangled.

He struggled to think, but not every man can do it.

When I think of someone kissing me, I want to run away at the speed of light.

Only Pei Zhiyi can.

But before he had time to send these words, he saw Xu Yuanfan send a few more.

"You can't hide your liking. If you try your best to convince yourself that you don't like him, but you still can't control it, then you like it."

"But don't ask me for advice. I've never liked anyone. I'm a natural. I don't want to be responsible to others."

Shen Mian: "..."

He suddenly felt that no matter who it was, it would be a bit miserable to fall in love with Xu Yuanfan.

But he was still very grateful to Xu Yuanfan. He asked all these questions without thinking, but Xu Yuanfan didn't make a fuss, and didn't overwhelm him with education. Instead, he was like a cheerful and gentle brother, giving The confused younger generation answered.

Shen Mian: "Thank you brother."

When he sent it out, he was thinking, his name is Xu Yuanfan, and both Pei Zhiyi and Pei Zhiyi would call him "Brother", but his name Xu Yuanfan doesn't seem to have that kind of clinginess and closeness, but he is breezy and bright, open and frank, just an ordinary person. call.

The phone vibrated, Shen Mian looked down and saw that it was Xu Yuanfan who had returned to him.

"You're welcome. But I have to remind you that this road is not easy to walk. Whether it's for you or for the other party, don't start casually."

These words made Shen Mian's heart sink again. He knew every word of Xu Yuanfan, but when put together, it seemed to have become words from other places.

He clearly understood it, but it was uncomfortable to watch.

He was sitting on the bed, and he hadn't changed out of his clothes, his clothes were also stained with the same fragrance as Pei Zhiyi, it had been diluted, only he could smell it.

The wind outside blew the wind chimes outside his window, jingling, especially harsh in the quiet night.

Downstairs, his parents seemed to be back, and there were faint voices of talking and joking in the living room. They were obviously very close, but they sounded as if they were coming from another world.

The screen of Shenmian's phone went off, hiding the conversation just now behind the darkness.

This was just an ordinary night, no one knew what kind of stormy sea he had experienced, but now, the sea wave in his heart calmed down silently, leaving only a little trace of water on the beach.

Shen Mian suffered from insomnia all night, and when she went to school the next day, her energy was not good.

Fortunately, Pei Zhiyi brought him good news.

Sure enough, Pei An lost to his own son again.The fact that he asked Pei Zhiyi to leave the country disappeared as quietly as if it had never happened.

According to Shen Mian's incomplete statistics, Pei Zhiyi has quarreled with his father all these years, and Pei An has almost never won. Whether he is angry or soft-hearted, Pei Zhiyi always has the same attitude.That is not to listen.

Economic sanctions are useless.

Because Pei Zhiyi was not short of money, he got the small treasury from his grandparents at the age of 16, realizing the freedom of wealth early.

So Pei Zhiyi said to Shen Mian calmly: "Don't worry, he will leave tomorrow, he can't control me."

Shen Mian wanted to laugh a little, because Pei An seemed to be very angry.

But in the end he just nodded, "That's good."

The second class in the afternoon is the most precious physical education class of the week.

All the boys in the class went out, Shen Mian went to play basketball with Xu Jing, and Pei Zhiyi was called to the office by Lao Ding, saying that he had something to look for him.

Shen Mian is not bad at playing. His height is not short among all the boys, he is above the average line, and his jumping ability is also good.

But he lost interest after playing for a while today. In the second game, he was replaced by someone else. After he got off, he went to the reserve area. Next to him was Xu Jing who had to sit on the bench because of a foot injury.

As soon as Xu Jing saw him, he was overjoyed: "Why, seeing that Dad is bored by himself, did you come to accompany Dad?"

Shen Mian detested him: "Who will be your father? Just like you walk with a cane, I will beat you three."

Xu Jing looked at his slender arms and legs, and really wanted to remind Shen Mian what self-knowledge is.

The two chattered nonchalantly, talking nonsense, although Xu Jing couldn't move his feet, his neck faithfully turned in the direction of the girl.

The girls in their class were all playing volleyball, and Mu Lingling was also there, wearing a white sweatshirt with a ponytail, youthful and lively, watching Xu Jing change from a straight man of steel to a soft man with twisted fingers.

Shen Mian knew that Xu Jing liked Mu Lingling, so he didn't shy away from it, and asked Shen Mian: "Mu Lingling's birthday is two months away, what do you think I should give her, what is your relationship with Mu Lingling?" Okay, you can help me find out."

Shen Mian didn't mind helping Xu Jing, but she didn't forget to sneer: "You started preparing two months earlier, you are too active."

Not to be outdone, Xu Jing said, "You gave Brother Pei a birthday gift last year, and you started to fix it half a year earlier. How dare you blame me?"

Shen Mian's smile suddenly froze.

He really forgot that what he gave Pei Zhiyi last year was a model he made himself. Compared with other gifts Pei Zhiyi received, it was not expensive, but it was because of his intentions.

Xu Jing just said it casually without thinking much, his eyes were still glued to Mu Lingling, wondering whether Mu Lingling liked him or not, he was really worried.

But before he finished thinking about it, he heard Shen Mian beside him saying quietly: "Old Xu, can you do me a favor?"

Xu Jing was absent-minded: "What are you busy with, just tell me."

Shen Mian said calmly, "You give me a hug."

Xu Jing thought he heard it wrong, and turned his neck sharply, almost twisting his neck: "What the hell, are you stupid?"

Shen Mian didn't refute, and urged him: "You just think I'm stupid, hurry up and hug me!"

Xu Jing had no choice but to reluctantly hug Shen Mian, looking around vigilantly, and asked Shen Mian: "Is it okay, we are so gay, let Mu Lingling see me dance Even entering the Yellow River can't wash it away. Mu Lingling likes to be beautiful, you know, just two men falling in love..."

Shen Mian was held in Xu Jing's arms, and there was no fluctuation in her heart, only a little dislike for the smell of sweat on Xu Jing's body.

Pei Zhiyi would not have such a stuffy and irritable smell, even if he was sweating, he would still feel refreshed.

He let go of Xu Jing and asked, "So it's really weird for two men to hug each other?"

Xu Jing thought he didn't understand, so he explained to him: "If you hug me while hitting the ball, then you are our good brother. You suddenly want me to hug you to comfort you, I'm sorry, I'm really gay. Besides, hug me Isn't your matter exclusive to Brother Pei, how dare I make a mistake, do I want to be cut by Brother Pei?"

Xu Jing also made a joke.

Shen Mian couldn't laugh.

He heard Xu Jing talking to him again, saying that autumn is coming to an end soon, and the school is going to organize an autumn outing for a group of students to decompress.

But Shen Mian listened absent-mindedly, he felt that today's sun is really dazzling.

After the physical education class, it was physics class. Shen Mian was the most afraid of physics, and she only knew a little about it, and her attention always slipped.

Pei Zhiyi came back after 10 minutes of class and sat next to him again.

The two of them were very close, sometimes when Pei Zhiyi took a pen, he would touch his hand.

Even though it was winter, Shen Mian felt her hands were burning hot.

He remembered Xu Jing's words just now.

He was used to Pei Zhiyi since he was a child, so he didn't feel that hugging and holding hands was too intimacy, but it turned out that such intimacy was beyond the limit in the eyes of others.

He couldn't help thinking, if he didn't notice the problem, didn't Pei Zhiyi also notice it?

But he quickly denied his guess. Pei Zhiyi probably didn't know that Xueba was always weaker in common sense, which was normal.

The classroom is very quiet, only the sound of the teacher lecturing and taking notes.

Shen Mian propped her face, her gaze drifted out of the window, the tree outside their window had already shed all its leaves, leaving only gray dry branches, dividing the sky into small pieces.

He suddenly regretted that day in order to take a shortcut, he took that alley and saw Xu Yuanfan kissing that strange man.

That kiss was just ordinary to Xu Yuanfan, but it was like a thunderbolt that broke the peace of his world and let him know another possibility besides friendship between him and Pei Zhiyi.

But he didn't know whether he was used to relying on Pei Zhiyi or liking him.

Because Pei Zhiyi is too important to him, it cannot be duplicated, it is a precious treasure that is the only one in the world.

They are like two intertwined trees, which appear to be independent individuals on the surface, but the roots underground are connected together in a zigzag way.

That's why he didn't dare to take a wrong step.

He even thought that if he fell to pieces, then it would be good to let him fall alone.

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